Chapter 145: The choice under the twilight The care of life and death...
In the ward, Liu Xinya gradually woke up from a coma.
Liu Xinya laughed when she saw Kong Sang and Wang Youchao sitting next to them.
She slowly closed her eyes and said:
"It feels very familiar."
"Very tired and in pain...is it...cancer?"
Kong Sang was speechless for a moment, he didn't know how to explain the current situation.
Wang Youchao on the side said directly: "An expert came just now and he said your illness will be cured."
"This is not to comfort you, but a fact."
Liu Xinya did not respond. Instead, she looked at Wang Youchao and said, "I'm sorry."
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Wang Youchao was stunned.
Liu Xinya looked apologetic: "Actually, I know that the one you always wanted to protect was the previous Liu Xinya. The existence that inherited a memory of mine."
"But, because of my return, she disappeared."
Wang Youchao lowered his head slightly, and his eyes could not be seen under his reflective glasses.
Kong Sang didn't speak either, because just when he entered the ward, Wang Youchao said that he would handle this matter.
"Liu Xinya, can you accompany me for a walk?" Wang Youchao suddenly asked.
Liu Xinya stood up slowly and looked at him: "Where do you want to go?"
"Rooftop."
"good."
Concise communication, simple words.
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Kong Sang looked at the two people in front of him with a complicated expression, and couldn't help but think in his heart, it turns out that there is never a lack of sadness and pain in this world.
In the past, he only thought that his experience was very special. His despair was already like an abyss and quagmire.
But since becoming a watchman, which one of Zhou Hui, Xiao Lin, Yang Yu, and Xia Wan is not full of karma?
Even Bai Qinsu, who is as powerful as a god, has been scarred in the long river of time and cause and effect...
At dusk, Kong Sang stood in the corridor, leaning against the wall.
Although the door to the rooftop was not closed, Kong Sang still stayed in the shadow and did not come forward.
Maybe at this moment, it would be so inappropriate for anyone to be around.
This time should be reserved for the two of them.
He suddenly understood why Qian Pianpian, the guardian of the tomb, kept smoking.
He originally hated other people smoking.
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But now it seems that there are too many unspeakable sadness and tears that can only be expressed in this way.
...
On the rooftop, Wang Youchao put his hands on the edge, looked at Liu Xinya, and smiled: "I have known you since I was born."
"At that time, you were very withdrawn and timid. Even a look from an ordinary person could make you tremble with fear."
"I really hope you can be strong enough to face those who have caused you harm."
"But later I realized that depression is not cowardice or cowardice, it is an indescribable despair and indescribable darkness."
Liu Xinya said nothing.
Although in the inner world, Kongsang's stimulation made her feel slightly better.
But after all, she had already taken the medicine before, so naturally she couldn't explain that feeling to Wang Youchao at this time.
Wang Youchao didn't seem to expect Liu Xinya to reply, and said to himself: "Do you know why I like to take you to bask in the sun?"
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"Because I heard from the attending doctor that patients with depression are like being in an icy cold pool."
"They have no way of hearing the joy of the outside world and no way of sensing the warmth of the outside world."
"So I thought maybe the sunshine would make you feel better."
"Of course, I also know that if you don't cut off those bad looks, your symptoms will never get better!"
Liu Xinya finally said: "So, you used the power of the fallen angels obtained from the statue to kill them?"
Wang Youchao turned his head and stared at the sunset in the distance:
"Don't they deserve to die?"
"Mostima represents hatred, hostility, and persecution. These were vividly displayed in you at that time."
Liu Xinya sighed sadly: "Wang Youchao, I'm sorry."
"But, I don't want to continue this topic."
Wang Youchao smiled and said, "Well, let's change the topic."
"The watchman outside the door, his boss came here just now, and he said two things."
Hearing this, Kong Sang's heart tightened.
Wang Youchao continued: "He said that as the power of the ritual is eliminated, the obsession of 'always protecting you' implanted in my mind will gradually disappear."
"I already have an independent personality. Strictly speaking, as long as that obsession is eliminated, I can continue to live in this world as a real 'person'."
"I can re-perceive the beauty of this world and its true colors."
"In that case, I should congratulate you, at least..." However, before Liu Xinya could finish her words, Wang Youchao interrupted her.
"However, if I live, the loss of the ritual's effect is irreversible. The cancer that originally existed in my body will grow again in your body."
Although Liu Xinya was a little mentally prepared, her eyes dimmed when she heard Wang Youchao's words. The feeling of seeing a glimmer of hope seemed to be dissipating again.
Kong Sang outside the door clenched his fists. He actually wanted to rush in and tell them that he could try to use the Requiem Curse.
However, it seemed that he knew Kong Sang's plan.
Not long after Boss Zheng left, he sent a message telling Kong Sang not to do this.
Because the price is not enough! Moreover, the Requiem Curse is not a universal spell.
If you use it at will when encountering such a thing, it is tantamount to tampering with the laws of life and death of all things, and you will be punished by God. Not only will you lose your life, but neither Liu Xinya nor Wang Youchao will survive!
On the rooftop, looking at Liu Xinya who seemed to have lost all her strength little by little, Wang Youchao smiled: "This is what the boss on duty told us."
"He should be a pretty powerful person."
"However, there are times when he is wrong."
"Xinya, do you really think that I don't know that 'you are not you'?"
As soon as this statement came out, both Liu Xinya and Kong Sang showed a hint of surprise.
Liu Xinya was surprised, naturally because he had never seen his real self since Wang Youchao was born. So how did he identify that "Liu Xinya is not Liu Xinya"?
Kong Sang showed a hint of surprise after being surprised.
Yes, I once accepted Si Jing's reminder and asked Wang Youchao this question: "The evil thought body is not the evil thought body, Liu Xinya is not Liu Xinya, and Wang Youchao is not Wang Youchao."
At that time, Wang Youchao's reaction didn't seem like he was completely unaware!
Could it be...
But Wang Youchao slowly took off his glasses.
For the first time, this boy who was usually a bit sloppy and even decadent showed an unprecedented cleanness and care in his eyes.
"You are very strange, why do I know?"
"I didn't know it at first, but unconsciously, I understood it."
"No one gave me an answer, and you didn't show any signs."
"I have to say the reason... In the final analysis, I was still born because of you."
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There was a glimmer of hope in Liu Xinya's voice again: "So...so..."
"Do you know that I am not her, but you are still willing to protect me like this?"
Wang Youchao's eyes were twinkling with tears: "She is you, and the evil thought body is also you. You are not a schizophrenic patient. Those two existences carry your different memories and emotions, and you are the same person from beginning to end!"
"So, I protect that part of the consciousness and the body of evil thoughts. Naturally, I also protect you!"
"Xinya, I knew a long time ago that 'you are not you'! But 'you are also you'!"
Liu Xinya's heart was deeply touched at this moment, and she finally heard an answer that filled her with happiness.
Yes, although I grew up in a well-off family, I had no worries about food and clothing.
However, due to the indifference of her parents and the bullying of her classmates, she had almost no friends since she was a child.
Every day is so depressing, so depressing!
She cried, but it was no use! She broke down, but it was no use!
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But now, she was surprised and sad to find that there was someone beside her! There was someone who really cared about her!
To my surprise, I was not alone in this world.
Sadly, my wish was fulfilled, but it was about to be shattered.
Wang Youchao continued: "That boss said something wrong."
"He said that I am already an independent 'person'."
"Actually, I know very well that I am not."
"Huh?" Liu Xinya was a little confused: "But since you have your own thoughts, naturally..."
Before he finished speaking, Wang Youchao stepped forward and hugged Liu Xinya tightly.
Time seems to have stopped at this moment.
Liu Xinya felt the warmth of the person hugging her, and there were crystal tears in the corners of her eyes.
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But Wang Youchao showed a happy smile: "Xinya, because of you, I was born. Because of you, I have the goal of being a 'human being'."
"Protecting you has never been your obsession. It has been my own wish!"
"But this piece of your soul that remains in my body must be returned to you."
"In this way, you can be complete."
"Xinya, I am that jade pendant..."
After the words fell, Liu Xinya's pupils trembled.
She suddenly remembered that when she was at her most desperate, when her parents took her to that room to start the ceremony, she subconsciously grabbed a jade pendant.
That jade pendant has been worn by her since she was a child.
Every time I felt uncomfortable, I would subconsciously hold the pendant and hide under the quilt and cry.
It seems like this is the only way to feel a little warmth.
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"Xinya, actually I knew very early on that you are a girl who hopes to be redeemed. I have been soaked in your tears all year round, and I have already had a fragile and hazy consciousness."
"Finally, at that moment of the ceremony, I took this opportunity to be born!"
"I made a decision at that time, I want to protect you! Protect you at all costs!"
"So, I am you, I am not an independent personality!"
"I'm just another you, condensed with your tears and your thoughts!"
"And now, whether it's the childlike you who loves to draw, the you who is full of hatred, or the different you like me."
"Xinya, we all hope that you will be well!"
With that said, Wang Youchao let go of Liu Xinya.
He gently wiped the tears from the corners of Liu Xinya's eyes, revealing the last gentle smile that seemed to incorporate family, friendship, and love.
Immediately:
"No!"
Liu Xinya cried bitterly, and Kong Sang quickly turned around and rushed to the rooftop.
But Wang Youchao kept his smile, leaned back, and fell from the rooftop.
Liu Xinya cried and tried to catch him, but she only touched his trouser legs.
In the last look between life and death, one showed no regrets and a smile full of perseverance.
One is that he seems to finally be alive again, but experiences sad crying again.
Looking at Liu Xinya who was caught by Kong Sang, Wang Youchao smiled and shouted: "Xinya, for me, for us, you have to live well!"