Chapter 105: Will the stars in the night sky see love in the world?
Regarding her mother, Olvera actually doesn’t have much memory. The only thing she still remembers is the big, dark and cold room.
When she was very young, she longed for the warm embrace of her parents like other children of the same age, but her father was always busy dealing with various government affairs and it was difficult to spare time to accompany her; while her mother always stayed in her room alone.
Whenever Oveira clamored to see her mother, the maids and guards in the palace would persuade her: the queen is seriously ill and needs to rest quietly; Her Royal Highness the Princess is a good child.
Mother's rest should not be disturbed.
Olvera asked them, what kind of disease was so abominable that it hurt her mother? But the maid and the guard were silent at this time, just looking at the little girl with a little regret and pity in their eyes. They
The tacit and unanimous actions seem to have been negotiated in private, giving people a feeling of depression and uneasiness.
At that time, Olvera did not realize that the lonely fate brought by the curse was waiting for her in life, but she had vaguely noticed some clues from the attitudes of others towards her.
She doesn't like the feeling of being treated differently by others, and hopes that everyone can get close to her and be friends with her. So she works hard to achieve something, like studying hard and getting praise from the teacher; like working hard to smile,
Treat everyone gently; then, naturally you should work hard to be a good child and not cause trouble to those around you.
So from that day on, she never said similar words, nor did she cry or make noise. Instead, she studied hard, smiled hard, got along well with everyone, and strived to be a good, well-behaved and sensible child.<
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If you are a good child, then when your father is not busy or when your mother recovers, they will have time to accompany you, right?
Little Olvera looked forward to it so naively, but she could never wait until that time. It seemed that her father's government affairs could never be finished, or her mother's illness would never recover.
The girl feels very wronged. She has obviously tried hard enough to be a good child, why can't she still not get everyone's love? Even if no one loves her, is it possible that she was born into this world with the same blood flowing in her body?
Don’t those two people with blood also love themselves?
She went to the teacher to ask for the answer, but the teacher just stroked her head and told her a truth in a very soft tone: "There are many things in this world that cannot be changed from the beginning, Your Highness Princess." Therefore, she cannot choose whether she should be born, although it may have been a mistake in the first place; she cannot try to make everyone like her, although it is not based on the gap in identity or status; nor can she make her father and mother take time to accompany her.
, because they have more important things to do.
The girl who couldn't change but had to accept her mood became depressed day by day. In the end, that incident happened, which was also a turning point in her life, even more than the curse she was born with.
During the sixteen years when a little girl grew into a beautiful girl, nothing was special. Is it something to be amazed by the sunlight shining from the windowsill every day? Is it normal that the violets in the garden never wither all year round?
?Are those obscure and difficult stories in books interesting? They are just ordinary things happening on this land, and the girl grows up day by day in these ordinary daily life, and never feels that she is special for a moment. p>
Only when she woke up from a cold coma that day and saw her father's anxious look and her mother's worried face, she suddenly realized, ah, this world has something special for her again.
She began to feel loved again.
After this incident happened, no matter how busy his father was, he would take some time to accompany himself every day, or check his homework, or tell some interesting things that happened in the court to make his children laugh. And the mother was finally willing to learn from herself.
Walking out of the room, with loving and gentle eyes, he looked at his only hard work left in the world.
She was as weak as a snowflake that withered prematurely in winter, and as thin as a yellow leaf that drifted helplessly in late autumn. During the days when Olvera was in bed recuperating, she dragged her sick body with her and was supported by two maids every day.
Visit her. Sit by the bed, gently hold the girl's head, and murmur in a voice that sounds like she's talking in her sleep: "I'm sorry, Olvera...my child, you have been lonely for so long..."
At this time, Oveira would stretch out her hand, hug her mother tightly, greedily smell the warm breath emanating from her body, and become intoxicated from the bottom of her heart. At this moment, she felt that she was simply the happiest person in the world.
people.
And once people experience happiness, they begin to be greedy.
"Mother," the girl blinked her bright eyes and said coquettishly while lying in her mother's arms, "will you always stay with me?"
She originally thought the answer was yes, because she could feel her love and indulgence for her. However, the weak woman in front of her who still maintained an elegant manner just thought for a while, then shook her head gently and said: "This can't be done.
Something about it, Olvera."
The girl suddenly became anxious, as if the happiness within reach was slipping away from her fingers: "Why!? Do you want to go back to that big, dark and cold room? But, I don't want you to go back..." p>
Due to the curse, the girl, who has an instinctive fear of darkness, has a look of panic and fear in her eyes: "It's dark, cold, and dark there, there are no candles and lights, and you can't see the sun and moon... It must be very hard."
, Mother? If you want to recuperate, can you stay here with me? There is a lot of sunshine every morning here! Moreover, you can also smell the fragrance of the garden, which is as good as the fragrance of mother..."<
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She looked at her mother helplessly, who seemed to laugh, and then pinched her cheek gently: "Who told you that my room is dark and cold, and I can't see anything?"
"That's how it is." Ovela muttered. In her limited memory, if someone needs to be imprisoned in a closed space and cannot take a step out for one day, ten days or even a month, then that person
The space must be narrow, dark and cold, making people feel creepy just thinking about it.
She doesn't want her mother to live in a place like that.
But.
"It's not like that." Her mother told her gently: "The place where I live is not like that. Just as my father loves you and prepares a big bed and a whole garden for you, he also loves me very much, so
, left me the most beautiful scenery in this country. Olvera, do you want to... see it with your own eyes?"
The girl nodded in confusion.
So, at night, my mother held little Oveira's hand with her pale but warm palms, walked through a long corridor illuminated by only a few candlelights, and came to her room. She had just pushed
When I opened the door, there was a breathless darkness. Only a candle was lit in the corner, but the flame was too weak, like a boat of fishing fire in the dark ocean, unstable, and might be swallowed up by the waves at any time.
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"Sure enough." The girl whispered: "It's so dark and cold."
But my mother said: "No matter how dark the place is, there will be light. Sometimes it comes from the bottom of our hearts, and sometimes it comes from..."
She let go of Olvera's palm, walked to the floor-to-ceiling window on the balcony, and gently opened the curtains: "Heaven."
The little girl suddenly opened her eyes wide and saw the most dreamy and magnificent scene she had ever seen in her life.
Stars.
One after another, twinkling stars hang high in the deep night sky. Their rays of light gather together to form a swaying ocean. When those lights flicker, you can still hear the roar of the tide in your ears.
At this time, vision and hearing are wonderfully blended together, impacting people's hearts.
The stars are individual, but not lonely. Each star will find its own companion and form various patterns with them. Some are like white grass when frost falls, and some are like prancing Pegasus...
What is constructed between the constellations with different patterns is the most miraculous illusion since the birth of life.
Olvera looked at the stars in the sky above her head and was stunned for a moment. Her heart was repeatedly washed by surprise and shock, and she couldn't say a word.
"The stars in the night sky are the greatest favor that God has promised to mortals. At the same time, they are also the most beautiful gift your father gave me. He said on the day he proposed to me that he would never let me do it at any time.
I feel sad, and the starry sky is the proof. And he has been using practical actions to verify his promise, tolerating, loving, taking care of me, and giving birth to you."
She pulled the little girl into her arms, and the two stood on the balcony, looking up at the stars together, and said warmly: "You are the crystallization of our lives and the most important treasure in my life, Olvera. I believe this."
At the same time, we must also believe that our love for you is like these stars, which started a long time ago, before life was born in this world."
"Ovela, my child, when people live in the world, they always have to bear some painful responsibilities, some of which come from the expectations of others, and some of which are self-awareness. The former is like your father, and the latter is like me.
.Since you were born, I have never regretted for a moment. On the contrary, every minute and every second of every day watching you thrive has been extremely happy. Your life shines brighter than the stars.
Light up the night sky for me and your father."
"Even if one day, your father and I are no longer here, you must remember this sentence, remember-"