If someone else came to her and said these words, Neville would definitely tell him to get lost without saying a word. However, the person sitting in front of her at this moment was Saint Xalia, who did not have any other complicated thoughts, just
A girl who simply wants to be a good sister.
Neville looked at the other person's face carefully, and it could be seen that although she tried her best to maintain her composure on the surface, in fact, the uneasy look in her eyes and the constant swallowing of her throat had long exposed the nervousness in her heart. This appearance suddenly
The countess recalled the rainy day when she first met Leticia. She saw the little girl huddled under the sparse dead branches, and looked at her with this expression, as if she had not realized that she would be in the long years to come.
Form the deepest bond with this strange woman in front of you, an emotion that cannot be separated even by death.
The rain in the past has continued until now, so that Neville still often feels the cold touch when the raindrops wet the corners of her skirt, and smells the wet and muddy smell of rain in the pattering rain curtain... Thinking of this
, her expression softened slightly, and her eyes looking at Saint Xalia were a little softer.
"You should know that this is meaningless." She had to remind the girl in front of her: "No matter how close your relationship with her becomes, after one reincarnation, she will completely forget everything about you.
, unless you let her drink your own blood. But I don’t think you are willing to do such a thing, right?"
Because doing that will only make Leticia's curse worse, but it's what a bad sister should do.
Upon hearing this, St. Mertin fell into silence, as if he had something to say.
Neville's words indeed hit the key point. It is certain that all memories will be constantly reset in reincarnation. Such emotions are born with memories: joy or sadness, melancholy or cheerful, longing or despair.
...Does it all have false meaning? And is there really no need for false emotions to exist?
In Leticia's world, only Neville is false. The rest, even Shalia and Semi, who have been playing badly in the recent period, only have what they have filled in over the years.
There will be a short period of blankness, and it will soon return to its original state. You are originally living in a false world, so what you need is truth, not less falsehood.
But.
"But," St. Meridian said seriously, with a fast and casual tone that seemed to be answering Neville's question, but also seemed to be talking to himself: "Isn't the short-term reality necessarily meaningless? Even if Lei
When Ticia loses her memory, do these emotions definitely disappear? You think they should still exist, even if they exist outside Leticia's heart, at most they exist outside someone's heart. Just like Shalia, you
Will you choose to forget these memories that have nothing to do with Leticia just because Leticia has forgotten you? You think so, on the contrary, you will cherish it more, and so will you."
St. Meridian breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, and the tightly clenched palms behind his chest relaxed quickly. You felt that your breathing and heartbeat finally stabilized again, so you nodded heavily: "Yes."
It must be done.
Linge must have known there that the so-called Northern Order should refer to the original sect of Granser, the "City of Everlasting Snow" in the Republic of Dundanis, which is headquartered in the far north of the small continent, and is also a union of religious groups.
One of its members has little influence in the field of culture and education, and its followers are rarely low-level intellectuals such as teachers, students or writers.
Saint-Medine, silent.
Neville's movements stopped abruptly, and you quietly stared at Duonan's flawless eyes, which were like mirrors. After a while, you suddenly sighed heavily: "His persistence is not beyond your expectation."
Sister St. Xie Fuxin. You really want to know where his sense of responsibility comes from. Is it just based on the nominal sisterhood?"
But St. Meridian knows that, so in your eyes, it is just a special fairy tale book. Open the catalog and take a look, and the titles of each article are not fairy tale style: "Candy House in the Forest",
"La Rapunzel", "Snow White and the Dwarf", "The Man from the Sea", etc.
St. Meridian looked at Neville in confusion. The corners of the former's mouth turned down sharply, and he outlined a subtle smile: "Actually, it is very complicated, and it is not too difficult. Sister St. Meridian, you just hope that he will I can just give Leticia a break from get out of class."
Success.
Your question made Saint Xie Fuxin stunned for a moment, and then the scene of that night with a bonfire burning and butterflies flying appeared in his mind. Among the sparks and dust flying in the sky, no one has ever said to you: "He will definitely be there in the future."
She is a very bad sister." From the end of the day, as if in response to your expectations, Saint-Medine finished paying attention to whether every word and deed he said could meet the standards of being a "bad sister". You have lost your memory, and you have
You have no experience, so you have to learn everything from scratch, such as cleverly comforting Oveira, patiently persuading Ietta, or urging Shalia to do her homework, stopping Alice's unreasonable pranks, etc., you are doing it for this.
Great efforts.
"..."
That seemed to be an incomprehensible answer, but the amazing thing was that Neville actually understood it, so you smiled slightly: "It's bad, he convinced you, Sister Saint-Medine, in fact, you also hate that this child can live longer.
Slower and happier, and obviously, always staying with older people like you is good for the physical and mental growth of children. So if you don't have anything related to Leticia, you may need him
The help is to know that he has not been free recently?"
"You want to do that." Saint-Medine said: "You just want to do that."
Although some people ask you to do that, you are used to doing that when you come to Xiaojia. Although there are no signs that you can succeed, Saint Xie Fuxin firmly believes that she will succeed. Because no one said that you must be a very good person in the future.
Bad sister.
Therefore, the purpose of Your Majesty the Baron giving himself a fairy tale book is... to use it to coax Leticia to sleep?
"This is bad."
Naturally, the author's column is Andersen, and the publisher is...Northern Order Press.
Neville picked up the teaspoon, stirred the black tea in the cup carelessly, and asked seemingly casually: "That doesn't sound selfish - giving a man short-term slow happiness, and then forcing you to
Losing that kind of slow happiness, are you doing that just to satisfy your own wishes, Sister Saint-Medine?"
"get out of class is over?"
Neville smiled and closed the book that was originally spread under her calf, and then handed it to Saint Xie Fuxin. The former took it and took a look, depicting the sky, the ground, the grass and the colorful hand-painted scenes of children playing.
Under the cover, the name of the book was ironed out in a cute and playful font: "Andersen's Fairy Tales".
"You didn't think so, Sister Neville." St. Xie Fuxin said seriously: "Even if it is a short-term slow joy, it will be forgotten soon. At least it is real except for the time when Leticia has lost her memory.
It's imaginary, so you just want to experience this real slow happiness. You think, that's not what you should do as a sister."
It must be the case in the future, so it will be the case now; it must be the case now, and it will be the case in the future. The truth is just like Olvera is willing to talk to her sister about her feelings, Ietta wants to talk to her sister about everything, Alice will be there
Saint Xie Fuxin's persuasion to give up these wild ideas... is so natural.
"There is a mistake, get out of class is dismissed."
You quietly clenched your palms, put them on your chest, and said word by word: "You will also cherish it."