There was no one in the living room after entering. Aunt Xinyun and Tong Anqi probably went to find a room to rest by themselves. From this point of view, they didn't regard themselves as outsiders at all.
I went directly upstairs and delivered the packed meals to Xu Meijin's room, "Da Ya, you must be hungry."
Xu Meijin was sitting on the bed thinking about something. Hearing the sound, she turned around to see me putting the rice on the bedside table for her. She opened her mouth and said, "Jiaolong, I think you should tell her about your matters at night."
Zhuo Jing has made it clear, paper cannot cover the fire, he will know sooner or later."
It turns out that she heard what An Qi said at night.
I took out the chopsticks and handed them to her, sat next to her and sighed: "He must be disgusted by what I say now. I also know that I can't hide it, but if I am back to normal after the operation, I will say it out.
I think he will understand too."
Xu Meijin looked at me and said, "I think it's better to make it clear earlier. Knowing his thoughts earlier will save you the trouble of paying foolishly without knowing whether it's worth it."
I lowered my eyes, not because I didn't want to say it, but because I cared so much that I couldn't say it.
Zhuo Jing is a man that I both like and look up to. Since I have to have surgery sooner or later, then after the surgery, I can tell him what kind of person I used to be in the body of a normal woman, which can be regarded as reasonable for him to accept. Otherwise,
, what will he think of my body now?
Maybe the thought of me having the same thing as him would make me feel sick.
After coming out of Xu Meijin's room, I walked to my own room with my head down. After I got here, I suddenly found that I couldn't control my life. There were many things that I didn't want to do, but there was always a force.
Pushing me, it seemed that I couldn't help myself, but there was nothing I could do.
"...Mom, you said so too, why don't you let me tell my big brother what I said? Do you think my big brother will still like her so much after I say it? Do you really want them to be together?
, I have wanted to marry my eldest brother since I was a child, and now they say that I am no longer the noble person in his life. If the two of them become friends, I will have nothing..."
I stopped and An Qi's complaint came from the door. I raised my eyebrows slightly. Now I want to hear Aunt Xinyun's correct answer to see if it is the same as what I thought outside.
"What do you know? How old are you? If you don't tell me, just tell me how old Lin Qiao is. Talking about whether to get married now sounds ridiculous to us adults. There is a long way to go. Young people can just impulsively talk about getting married.
It's like a joke, then getting married is as simple as that. If they want to get along with each other, just let them get along, and let's not get involved in this matter."
"No! If they keep dating like this, they will definitely rush to get married. I am young, and Lin Qiao is not old, but when I reach the age of my eldest brother, he will definitely be serious about getting married!
You insist on not letting me tell you, but in fact you don’t understand anything!!”
An Qi's voice was full of resentment.
"Mom has crossed more bridges than you have ever eaten. Mom doesn't understand. If you were half as capable as Mom, you wouldn't be overwhelmed by Lin Qiao all the time. Let me tell you, there are some things you can't say, you know? So
Let’s not do thankless things. Do you think that Zhuo Jing will look down upon you after you tell him? It’s impossible. He’ll even ignore you after that. Just let Zhuo Jing find out that Lin Qiao is a
Second chair, your job is to have a good relationship with his parents, study hard, and let others discover our strengths. In this way, Zhuo Jing turns around and sees you. Silly girl, without a mother, you are just waiting to suffer.
Come on you!"
I took a deep breath. The truth sometimes hurts people. I smiled to myself. It seems that I thought Aunt Xinyun was too simple. She didn't even think that Zhuo Jing and I could make it together. Two chairs.
It turns out that I am just a second-rate person in her heart.
"Jojo..."
I raised my eyes, and my sister-in-law was standing at the door of the room, looking at me: "What are you doing there?"
I glanced at Aunt Xinyun's door, exhaled a breath and walked towards Aunt Xin, saying sarcastically to myself: "It's okay, I just happened to hear a little bit of the truth."
My sister-in-law pulled my hand and said, "Are you feeling uncomfortable? I saw that your eyes were a little red just now..."
I shook my head, "No, it won't be uncomfortable if you get used to it. There are some words that I should get used to."
My sister-in-law pulled me into her room, looked at me and sighed: "You have adapted. Once you adapt, it is called heartless. Your relatives are just like you when you were born. You can't choose. Sometimes I don't like me very much."
Some of the eldest sister's practices, she is a person, and she has been guarding her little thoughts in this life. Remember, life is your own, you can go as you want, and others can say whatever they want.
You know it yourself, so don’t care what others think.”
I hummed, nodded and looked at my sister-in-law: "Sister-in-law, what are you going to do next?"
If we get divorced, won't everything have to start over? Although I also think that my sister-in-law is at fault, the divorce is not as serious as it is. Moreover, they still have feelings for each other, but I don't want to interfere with my sister-in-law's decision. I just like my heart.
Aunt Yun said, my sister-in-law is indeed not young anymore. I am really worried about her future after taking this step.
My sister-in-law twitched her lips slightly: "I have already planned it, don't worry, I know you are afraid that my sister-in-law will suffer hardship in the future, but my sister-in-law has suffered a lot mentally over the years, as long as she can relax a little and achieve physical fitness
It really doesn’t matter. Of the people in this house, the only one I feel close to is you. Can you do something for me?"
"What's the matter..."
Sister-in-law took out a handwritten divorce agreement from the drawer and handed it to me: "Here, please take some time to give it to your brother-in-law for me and ask him to sign it. Of course, whether he signs it or not, I
They are all leaving, and divorce is only a matter of time, because I have already decided that the day you have to help my sister-in-law is tomorrow..."
"Sister-in-law, do you really want to leave?"
I didn't expect that my sister-in-law actually meant leaving here, and not going back to her hometown, but going to a village called Liujin. This decision was really beyond my expectations.
My sister-in-law nodded: "One of my classmates first taught there and later stayed there. She told me before that their village health center lacked experienced doctors. If the villagers wanted to see a doctor, they had to walk through the mountain roads to the countryside.
Look, the scenery is particularly beautiful and people are raised in the mountains, so I’ve long wanted to go there.”
I looked at my sister-in-law with my mouth open: "But, but can you adapt to that place?" I grew up in the countryside. I know that you have to rely on yourself for everything in the village. The village is different from the city.
If you want to buy anything, you can just walk a few steps, but in our place you have to wait for the market once a week. Eating food is called self-sufficiency in a nice way, but in fact, you have to do farm work on your own, and my sister-in-law is very thin.
I'm really afraid that she won't be able to bear it.
"Don't worry, Qiao Qiao. I'm here as a village doctor. The village will take care of me. You can only help me with this. I'll be leaving in the car tomorrow afternoon. You must help me return my ID card in the morning."
Take out my bank card. It's best to bring some clothes. The clothes are in the cabinet. The cards and other things are in the drawer on the first floor of the bedside table. Your brother-in-law can go to the hospital in the morning. Your aunt is usually there in the morning.
I'm staying in the Buddhist hall, or maybe I'm going out for a walk. There should be no aunt at home now. Please keep your voice down. She won't know that someone is coming to the house. She's not afraid even if someone sees her. Just ask me to go back and get my things."
I opened my mouth and said, "Well, my brother-in-law will definitely come to find you. Sister-in-law, you'd better not go so far. You have grown up in the city since you were a child. You will definitely not adapt to rural life."
"My sister-in-law has decided on this matter. I hope you don't tell your brother-in-law first. Just give him some time to think it over. We all need to calm down. Just remember to give him the divorce agreement. If you are worried
Sister-in-law, when I get stable over there, I will call you and ask you to come over and play."
I felt a little uncomfortable and bit my lip: "Sister-in-law, I don't want you to leave."
"Silly girl, my sister-in-law is not far away. If you miss her, just go and see her."
My sister-in-law hugged me: "Take care of yourself. If you decide to be with Xiaojing, have the surgery. Even if your sister-in-law gets divorced, I think your brother-in-law will help you. Don't be afraid. In fact, you are very normal."
, What is really abnormal is the twisted human heart. You must remember what my sister-in-law said, no matter what decision you make, you will never regret it. In this life, whether it is suffering or happiness, time will not stop, and the wounds will always heal.
Even if you are unhappy, it will eventually pass."
My nose is sore. The most uncomfortable thing for me is that the person I like is no longer by my side. My grandpa can't be by my side now, and even my sister-in-law has to leave now.
"Qiao Qiao, my sister-in-law has always wanted to say something to you. Don't resent your parents. We need to be more tolerant. One day, they will find out what a good child you are, and they will regret not being nicer to you. You
You must promise my sister-in-law that if they bow their heads, you will forgive them. What you need most in life is the company of your family, ah."
"……Um."
I still cried, and I don’t know why I cried. Maybe it was because I was sad that my sister-in-law was leaving, or maybe the topic of family was too much for me.
A deep sense of powerlessness spreads. My power is so humble. I can't stop anyone's decision, let alone make my family tolerate me from the bottom of their hearts.
We all want good things, but every step of the way we seem to make mistakes again and again.
Early in the morning.
My sister-in-law didn't come down to eat, and I had something on my mind. I wanted to finish eating quickly and go do the things my sister-in-law asked me to do.
However, the eldest aunt and daughter were not hungry at all. Seeing that Xu Meijin had made breakfast, they sat down at the dining table early, as they were used to at home.
I'm too lazy to say more. I know what words are waiting for me. It's nothing more than that this is not your house, but it's just my brother-in-law's favor. If I can take advantage of them, so can they.
It's just that Xu Meijin is my friend. She cooks good food, so why should the mother and daughter come to eat it? But after all, I can't learn Zhuo Jing's attitude of saying whatever he wants. I feel unhappy, so I can only endure it and just treat it as...
It was for my sister-in-law's sake, because it would make everyone look bad when they quarreled over a meal.
"Mom, you can go and persuade my aunt after dinner later. You can't watch your aunt and your brother-in-law get divorced. It would be very unpleasant to hear this spread."
Aunt Xinyun let out a long sigh and deliberately raised her voice: "Oh! I have said everything that needs to be said, and my good intentions have been regarded as nothing. I am the only sister who has no one to feel sorry for me even if my heart is broken!"
Forget it, I’ll go home in a while. If you don’t listen to me, she will cry that day!”
After saying that, Aunt Xinyun turned to the people upstairs and said loudly: "I thought I was young! As soon as such a good husband lets go, he will look for a girl in her twenties! It's all yesterday's work.
, you are just serving yourself as a dish! If you don’t listen to me, don’t go home crying and let me make trouble, you hear me!!”
'boom'!!!
My sister-in-law responded by slamming the door upstairs.
"Mom, look, my aunt is still slamming the door." An Qi was arrogantly complaining.
Aunt Xinyun snorted and said, "The day she wants to be angry, if she is angry with me now, she will know later who is really nice to her." After saying that, she glanced at me and said, "People like us are just too enthusiastic.
We talk a lot but don't settle down in the end. It's not like some people who hide all their evil intentions."
I didn't answer, and I made insinuations about who I was going to whip, was that strong?
"Jiaolong, when are we leaving?" Xu Meijin was probably worried about her aunt and daughter, so she couldn't help but look at me.
"In a moment, we'll go after I've finished some errands." I responded, looking at An Qi and looking at Xu Meijin: "Where are you going? Find your big brother."
Xu Meijin shook her head: "No, I'm going to take pictures. It's necessary for work."
"What kind of job?" An Qi looked curious: "What kind of job requires taking pictures?"
"Model." Xu Meijin replied calmly.
"Model?" An Qi raised her eyebrows: "Aren't the requirements for models very high? Not only do they need to be tall and silly, but they also need to have particularly good body proportions. Besides, there are other swimsuit shows. Some people can
Okay, why don’t you know how to cover up your ugliness?”
"Hmph." Aunt Xinyun suddenly sneered disdainfully: "Well, I'm still a model. It sounds like it's not a serious job. Oh, let's do it. The old one will finish the small work."
"Hey, how can you two talk? We are doing serious work!" Xu Meijin was anxious, stood up and looked at Aunt Xinyun: "It's so unpleasant to eat the food I cooked, you are not welcome here, please leave immediately!"
"
"Hey!" Aunt Xinyun threw the bowl: "No matter how old or young you are, who are you talking to like this? Lin Qiao doesn't even dare to talk to me like this, you know?"
I also stood up, took Xu Meijin’s hand and looked at Aunt Xinyun: “Yes, I have never said anything too unpleasant to you, because I still call you Auntie, and I respect you as my elder.
It’s about face, but if you use my face as an excuse, don’t blame me for being rude, and don’t be too shameless, otherwise you’ll be really shameless.”
After saying that, I took Xu Meijin's hand and left directly. Aunt Xinyun patted the table behind her: "Dazhi, listen! Listen to what your girl said! She scolded me for being shameless. I just want to eat it."
You're shameless when you call me shameless after breakfast! How much does a breakfast cost? I'll give you the money! I'm really going to be so angry, Dazhi! How could such an ill-bred child come out of our Lin family!"
"Lin Qiao, stop!" An Qi was even angry. She yelled at me and ran over a few steps as if she wanted to settle a score with me: "Why are you talking to my mother!!"
I let go of Xu Meijin's hand and moved forward to greet her, glaring at her: "Are you deaf? I don't need to repeat it to you. This is where I live now. I'm just uneducated. You are not welcome here.