I didn't have a mobile phone, so I had to hold the needle and use Cheng Baize's mobile phone number to call Zhuo Jing. When I was waiting for the call, I was really nervous. I didn't even know what I was going to say first.
But unfortunately, he didn't answer. I couldn't express my feeling of loss. Maybe Zhuo Jing guessed that it was me who hit me. He was so smart, so why could I hide it from him.
In fact, to put it bluntly, I was careful not to let Zhuo Jing know that I am intersex. I kept it secret for so long because I was afraid that Zhuo Jing would kick me. If you tell me this mentality, people will think you are very pathetic. As for that, but Zhuo Jing
Jing was the first person I fell in love with.
If I had been a little precocious when I was a child, I think I can be sure that I have liked him since I was a child. Otherwise, I would not have been so eager for him to pick me up that year. Moreover, I am sure in my heart that I am his guardian.
Since I am destined to be with him, there is no reason for me not to fight for it.
If there is a misunderstanding, just clarify it and speak clearly. This has always been my style. I don't like ambiguity or sloppiness. If you really don't like it, tell me clearly. Then I think I won't go too far.
Although this was the worst plan, I was mentally prepared.
"You really don't need me to send it?"
Holding an umbrella, Cheng Baize stood on the side of the road and looked at me: "It's not so easy to take a taxi on a rainy day."
I shook my head: "No, you can rest. I know you must be very tired. This matter is my own and I will take care of it."
Cheng Baize looked at me with a complicated expression: "You won't cry until you see the coffin."
I bit my lip: "Did you tell me that you would break my marriage objection? If Zhuo Jing and I are so unhappy, does it have something to do with the marriage objection? If, what if I get along with him?
Okay, can you help me get rid of the marriage refutation evil? It hurts more than the acupuncture and I can bear it."
A taxi stopped in front of me. Cheng Baize took a deep breath and opened the door for me: "I know how to break your marriage dispute, but it is easy to say and difficult to say. I know I can't stop it.
Your thoughts are as if your fate has obviously been changed, but haven't you avoided the disaster... Maybe if you didn't change your fate, something more serious would have happened? I really can't figure it out, everything is...
It’s a given, let’s go.”
I got in the car: "Tomorrow morning after I send Zhuo Jing off to the plane, I will go to you to refute the marriage. This is the last time I beg you."
Cheng Baize waved his hand: "You go find him first. Don't worry, I will find you."
I couldn't see through his expression, but I nodded anyway, pressed up the car window, and directly told him the address of Zhuo Jing's residence.
He's not here.
I took several deep breaths, prepared my first sentence, and kept ringing the doorbell, but there was no response from the door.
"Zhuo Jing, Zhuo Jing." I shouted twice and knocked on the door gently, but there was still no movement. I pressed my face against the door and continued to shout: "Shirley, Shirley?"
There wasn't even a meow. I frowned. It must have meant that he was really not at home. Could it be that he was looking for me?!
As soon as this thought came to me, I became anxious, strode to the elevator, took a taxi and went straight to my home.
Before I could take out the key to open the door, Xu Meijin opened the door from inside, grabbed my hand, and looked at me worriedly: "Jiaolong, where have you been? Your sister is in hospital. Just now
Your aunt is also coming..."
I didn't say anything, and just pushed her hand down. I glanced around and found Shirley lying on the sofa, "Shirley?!" I ran forward with some excitement and picked her up, "Why are you here?
Yes, where is Qilin? Did Qilin send you here?"
"Zhuo Jing threw it at the door and left..."
Xu Meijin spoke quietly from behind me. I held the cat without moving or looking back. I couldn't describe the feeling in my heart at that moment. Everyone must have guessed it, but I still didn't give up.
"He probably doesn't want to see you again..."
Xu Meijin said again, "Look at his expression at that time, it should be..."
"enough."
I put the cat on the ground, picked up the mobile phone on the coffee table, and looked up at her: "Don't talk to me anymore. I hope you can remember that we will be strangers from now on."
After saying that, I stood up and prepared to go out. If I couldn't find Zhuo Jing tonight, I thought I would go completely crazy!
"Jiaolong!"
Xu Meijin strode forward, opened his arms and blocked the door: "What are you going to do! Do you still want to find him? The reason why I followed Xu Linlin's wishes is that I hope you can see
Clearly, it’s impossible for you and Zhuo Jing! He doesn’t like you as much as you think! What he likes is just your face, he can’t accept your body, Jiaolong, wake up!"
I looked at her, my sour eyes ached, and I was about to cry dry, "Da Ya, the last time I call you this, I ask you, if you think Zhuo Jing and I are not suitable, he doesn't really like me that much."
, then why do you have to prove it in such an extreme way? What do you want to prove? You will say it. You can say it early on. Why do you have to make me look bad to be satisfied? No big deal, you go directly to Zhuo Jing.
Talk, even if this is the case, I can understand you. Even if you are doing it for my own good, Xu Meijin, I really can’t accept what you do, and I can’t understand it. I don’t understand it. When I think about it, this knife is...
If you put the bucket down, I won’t be able to get angry, you know?”
Xu Meijin pursed her lips and shed tears: "I just want you to know that I don't care if you are a boy or a girl. I just know that you are Jiaolong. No matter who you are with,
You won’t be as single-minded as me, Jiaolong, why do you want to get married? Men only look at the appearance. They only care about whether you are beautiful or not. They don’t understand you!"
"Haha." I looked at her. If Xu Meijin hadn't said these words herself at this moment, I would never have believed that they came from her: "No matter what kind of person Zhuo Jing is, I don't need your help."
Proof, such proof is harm.”
"I really didn't want to hurt you. I have been struggling. In fact, when I ran out to deliver glasses to Xu Linlin that day, I saw her with your sister An Qi. After I overheard this, my mind went crazy.
Hot, really, Jiaolong, I'm afraid you won't be happy. I think it's good for the two of us to be friends for life. Don't we rely on each other? This has been the way we have been since we were young. Why are you so quick?
I want to be with Zhuo Jing for life!"
Xu Meijin looked at me while crying: "Jiaolong, I am really afraid that you will be injured in the future. The long-term pain is not as good as the short-term pain!" (To be continued)