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Chapter 185 I Can't Do It

With a 'Pfft' sound, Cheng Baize laughed directly: "You'd better not ask about me, I'm afraid you will be irritated. It seems that classmate Jiaolong, who is determined to plead for the people, is also a mortal."

"nonsense."

Of course I am a layman, I have to eat whole grains and live a life. "It is my work attitude to serve the people, but I also have family to take care of."

Cheng Baize nodded: "I understand, but what I pay attention to is different from yours. I negotiate the price first and then look at it. Onmyoji, what you sell is your ability. The greater your ability, the rest will naturally follow.

Okay, I'm leaving first. If you really want to know, then come to the studio and look at the price list yourself." After saying that, he opened the door directly, but couldn't help being stunned for a moment: "Hey, why are you here?

Here, what are you doing standing at the door? Come right in."

I followed his voice and looked over, and saw Xu Meijin standing there with an embarrassed face, "I just wanted to ask Jiaolong what he had for lunch, as I was afraid of disturbing your chat."

To be honest, I feel a little uncomfortable when I see Xu Meijin. Moreover, she is standing at the door and refusing to come in. It instinctively reminds me that she is eavesdropping, so I feel very unhappy.

Cheng Baize didn't know why and had to smile: "What's the big deal? We're not talking about state secrets anymore. Okay, I'll leave now. We'll see you later."

"Hey, I'll see you off." Xu Meijin said, following Cheng Baize to walk out.

"No, you don't need to explain anything to me." Cheng Baize responded with a smile, "I can just go downstairs by myself."

Xu Meijin glanced at me and then looked at Cheng Baize: "No, you are Jiaolong's guest. Come on, I'll see you off."

Cheng Baize was a little startled and looked at me, as if he was a little confused. Yes, anyone would think that Xu Meijin was polite and polite, but this was really too polite.

"Oh, okay, thank you. I didn't expect to receive such treatment when I came to Jiaolong."

Cheng Baize tried his best to speak in a relaxed tone and followed Xu Meijin downstairs.

I suddenly felt a headache. If I continue to live under the same roof with Xu Meijin, I don’t know how I will face it. I have said harsh words and hurtful words, but how could she... Hey, all this

Not normal!

'Buzz~'

The phone rang twice next to the pillow. I picked it up and took a look. It was a text message. I opened it and it was sent by Wen Xiaoni. "Jiaolong, where do you live? I want to visit you. Let's meet and chat."

Okay, even if you have a girlfriend and you say you love her very much, at least you have to meet me. We can just be ordinary friends. Jiaolong, I haven’t settled the matter of the Five Ghosts’ luck in wealth yet.

Thank you, don't hang up on me anymore, just meet me.'

I frowned, when did I tell her that I had a girlfriend? Just as I was about to reply, I suddenly thought of Xu Meijin, and quickly looked through the call records. Sure enough, except for this message from Wen Xiaoni, the call records

There is no text message, which means there is only one possibility. Xu Meijin used my name to chat with Wen Xiaoni and then deleted it. Otherwise, who would touch my phone?

This situation makes me feel a little shuddering. If Xu Meijin continues like this, I don't think she and I will be at odds with each other.

And, having said that, don’t say that my inner preference is men now. Even if I really fall in love with a woman in the future, this person cannot be Xu Meijin, because I am too familiar with her. We are so familiar.

It's like being in love with my biological sister. I feel like it's tainted by the sudden love!

If it develops like this, let alone living under the same roof, it will be impossible to meet each other. I don't want to hurt her too much, but I don't want to forgive her either. The only way is either for her to leave or for me to leave.

"Jiaolong, Mr. Cheng has sent you away."

I came back to my senses and looked at Xu Meijin who walked directly to me after entering the door: "Are you still feeling uncomfortable?" As she said that, she directly raised her hand and stretched it towards my forehead. I instinctively tilted my head.

I avoided her hand, feeling like grass had grown in my heart. Now I feel itchy all over in response to any of Xu Meijin's actions.

Xu Meijin's hand stayed in the air, and she looked at me awkwardly and smiled: "You are still angry with me, everything is over, we should return to normal life, we can still make money, no matter what you want

If you want to undergo surgery to become a man or a woman, I will still support you."

I took a deep breath and looked at her: "Are what you said true? I mean what you said before I fell into coma."

Xu Meijin was stunned for a moment, and then looked at me with a complicated expression: "I, actually... I don't know..."

"Is it the kind of love between men and women, or do you just feel that we have known each other for too long and you are dependent on me?"

If I can't explain it clearly, I really think I won't be able to bear it, so I have to ask clearly.

Xu Meijin breathed out: "I don't care if you are a boy or a girl, as long as it is you, I want to be with you, you are the one I like."

"Then have you considered my feelings..."

"Jiaolong, I don't ask for anything. I know you feel uncomfortable after breaking up with Zhuo Jing, but I think you will forget it as time passes between us. I don't believe there is anyone who treats you better than me. As long as you

If you like a man, then your choice must be wrong. Men are irresponsible. No woman can take care of you carefully. I originally wanted to hold this in my mouth for the rest of my life, but now I have to say it.

, Jiaolong, I don’t think I can catch you anymore.”

My head really hurt, "Tell me, how can you leave."

Xu Meijin immediately became anxious: "I won't leave! Who will take care of you if I leave like this? Who will be as good to you as I am!"

I was speechless and looked at her: "Can you make me something to eat?"

Xu Meijin's expression immediately relaxed: "Are you thinking about it?"

I lowered my eyes: "Does it mean that my choice of man is wrong in your eyes? You have to intervene. If I were single, you wouldn't leave, would you?"

Xu Meijin frowned: "Of course, I have to let you know that you will be hurt when you are with a man."

"I understand." I sighed and looked at her: "Can you cook me something delicious? I'm hungry."

Xu Meijin smiled: "Okay, then you can rest and I'll prepare something delicious for you."

I nodded and didn't answer. As soon as she walked out, I took out my phone and sent a text message. Then I stood up and went to the ground. I didn't have anything when I came, so I had nothing to take with me when I left.

If you want me to stay here and continue to be like Xu Meijin, I really can't do it... (To be continued)


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