‘If you feel happy, clap your hands; if you feel happy, just twist your hands~~~’
The ringtone of my cell phone suddenly rang after it vibrated. My mind went blank and I felt that the phone in my hand was hot and I couldn't pick it up or throw it away. I was a little at a loss for a while.
Accept it or not?
catch?
No, since we broke up, why should I answer his phone calls? Who does he think he is? Since they said we'd never talk to each other again, why should I answer his calls?
Just as he was about to press the button to hang up, the word danger flashed through his mind. He asked him to throw the needle away, as he wouldn't be in trouble now.
My heart was twisting for no reason, and I watched his name on the screen of his mobile phone getting entangled in various ways.
The aunt next to me looked at me as if she couldn't bear it and said: "Young man, this has been ringing for a long time. Do you want to answer it or not? This is a public environment and it is disturbing people who are taking a rest in the car."
I didn't respond. I felt nervous and put the phone to my ear.
"Hello."
There was no response from the other side, and after a second's pause——
Toot~
Hang up directly.
I was speechless and couldn't react for a while. What kind of situation was this? Could it be that it was a test to see if I would accept it?!
Isn't this sick? I didn't answer your call for a long time, but you hung up as soon as I answered. You must be kidding me!
My heart felt empty instantly, and I wished I could chew this phone right now, just to make myself cheap. I cursed myself all kinds of times, and regretted picking it up and saying hello.
It seems that they all have that kind of mentality. No matter whether they still have each other in their hearts after breaking up, they don’t want to lower their posture. In other words, they are competing for their strength. Of course, the general development is that the more obvious they go, the farther they go.
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So, I was thinking wildly along the way, thinking about his real purpose for calling me. Of course, his character would not chat with me, and judging from the way he wanted to eat me when we broke up that night, I think he should be
He wanted to completely erase me from his memory. The more he thought about it, the more tired he became. The phone he hung up on almost became my inner demon.
I know that I can't let go for a while. It's like caring about someone. Every time he sneezes is an earthquake to you. So, although I have said harsh words, I will never get along with Zhuo Jing in this life.
And when I think about what he said that night, I feel cold all over. What he said was so absolute, what he did was so incredible, how could I turn back...
But I cannot deny that Zhuo Jing still dominates my nerves so far. I still care about him, but I will not forgive him.
When I got off the bus, I made a move to get myself out of this endless fantasy. I deleted Zhuo Jing's number and blocked it. This way, next time, if he dials the wrong number again, at least I won't have to.
Self-abuse in the spiritual world.
I also want to be more free and easy, and besides, there is no turning back.
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"Jojo?! Here!!"
I was stunned as soon as I got out of the car. My sister-in-law actually came to pick me up. She waved to me from all the way, and her figure was still so thin that it made people feel distressed. I held my lips and just took two steps in her direction when I suddenly realized that
Something is wrong, there is light, there is a ray of yellow light above my sister-in-law's head!
Yellow light is auspicious. I thought that Xu Linlin was sure to be nominated for the gold list because I saw the yellow light. But now my sister-in-law has a yellow light on her head. This means she is happy, but where does the joy come from?!
Thinking about it, I strode to my sister-in-law. My sister-in-law looked at me and stretched out her hand: "Here, give me a hug."
I knew my sister-in-law wanted to comfort me in another way. She didn't say anything more, she just patted my back gently. After letting go of her hand, she looked at my face carefully: "I've lost weight."
I felt some indescribable sorrow in my heart. I looked at my sister-in-law. At this time, the yellow light appeared vaguely again. My heart tightened and I opened my mouth: "Sister-in-law, are you feeling better? How come you are here?"
You picked me up. Didn’t I say I could find the village by myself? It’s so hard for you to pick me up.”
My sister-in-law looked at me and smiled, "It's okay. Ever since I knew you were coming, I immediately became energetic. I have a feeling that your coming will bring me good luck. I can't explain it myself.
But your body is definitely fine. Come on, let’s get in the car."
Will I bring good luck to my sister-in-law? Of course I don’t know what good luck I can bring, but there is only one way to make my sister-in-law feel relieved, and that is - children!
While getting in the van, I kept thinking, maybe my sister-in-law is pregnant, but I remember that my sister-in-law is an obstetrician. How could she know that she is pregnant?
"Come on, Qiao Qiao, let's sit here. Director Niu's sister opens a small supermarket at the entrance of the village. I was about to go to the entrance of the village to borrow a car, and just in time they came out to load the goods, so they pulled her over to me. Look,
Once I know you are coming, my sister-in-law's luck will improve..."
My sister-in-law was in really good spirits. She kept talking to me, and the skin on her face was shiny. She didn't look like the patient who suffered from vomiting, diarrhea and fever for half a night.
"Qiaoqiao, why don't you speak?"
As he said that, he sighed again and put his arms around my shoulders: "It's probably because of Xiaojing's matter. I called him and he didn't answer, but I haven't divorced your brother-in-law yet, so I still
His aunt, I will call him again and advise him carefully. You are still young and there is no misunderstanding that cannot be explained."
I shook my head: "I let it go. We can't be together anymore. He knows that I'm intersex, so he can't accept it. And his excessive behavior at that time also hurt me. It's best for both of us to be together in the future."
Don’t meet, because I have forgotten everything that happened that day.”
"Forgot?" My sister-in-law frowned: "He hurt you, did he say anything unpleasant? In fact, this kid Xiaojing talks like that, a bit inhumane, straight to the point..."
I bit my lip: "Sister-in-law, please stop talking. He thinks I'm disgusting. When I think of what he said, I feel ashamed. He should be the closest person to me, but what he said is...
It’s the most heartbreaking..."
As I said that, tears started to flow out of my mouth without knowing why. I stretched out my hand to wipe them and looked at my sister-in-law, who pulled the corners of her lips hard and smiled: "But he was very kind to me and helped me deal with the aftermath. He was extremely benevolent and righteous.
I still thank him, but from now on, I don’t want to see him again. Sister-in-law, you said it three years ago. Even if I can’t forget it now, I don’t believe it. I can’t forget it in three years, five years, or ten years. Time will dilute it.
Everything is earned."
My sister-in-law held my hand: "Qiaoqiao, you know, you are really still young and a little naive. In fact, from the beginning, I thought that there would be many difficulties between you and Xiaojing, but I thought more about it.
It's from Xiaojing's parents. I see you are so unhesitating. I know that whatever I say is useless. All I can do is support you. I thought that as long as you two like each other, there won't be any difficulties that you can't overcome. Of course
, the initiative still lies with Xiaojing, but my sister-in-law never thought that he would be the one who hurt you."
I lowered my eyes, but thought of the phone call Zhuo Jing had just made, and said in my heart that it didn't hurt, it was a lie: "Sister-in-law, stop talking, it's all over. He still thinks that I hurt him. In fact, isn't it just a matter of breaking up?
Is it the process of hurting each other? I didn’t understand it before, but now I understand. This is all my fault. If I get over it, I will be fine. I will forget him." (To be continued)