Chapter 197 A person will not endure hardship all the time
Along the way, Aunt Yulan was still persuading me and my sister-in-law to live in their house. Later, she gave up when her sister-in-law said that the clinic could not be empty at night. After we sent her home, she was still a little nervous. She looked at me and asked again as if for peace of mind.
He said: "Qiaoqiao, you can't come in, right?"
I nodded: "Don't worry."
Her purpose itself is not to scare people by entering the house. First of all, she is a foreigner, and it is very difficult to enter other people's homes. Secondly, I heard from Aunt Yulan that she has been collecting the ghost coins for a month.
If you wanted to come to her, you would have come a long time ago, so why wait until I go to find her!
On the way back to the clinic, my sister-in-law glanced at me and opened her mouth: "Qiaoqiao, tell me, this is not a human being."
I hummed: "No."
If this was a human being, he would have really taken great pains to scare us. First of all, how to show a face in the corn field and the footsteps behind him would be a problem.
"Then... why do you still use things from living people..." My sister-in-law looked at me with some confusion: "Don't we have to use things that have been burned?"
This was quite strange to me, so I glanced at my sister-in-law and said, "Sister-in-law, the world is big and full of wonders. I am not very good at it. I will explain it to you when I know everything."
After I entered the door and turned on the light, I felt a little better. In fact, it would be ridiculous if I said I wasn't afraid, because the footsteps behind me would sound like yours, and it was also cool and cool. Who cares?
Who doesn’t have hair on their body, but my sister-in-law is still with me, and I still have some airs like an onmyoji. Even if I pee in my pants pocket, I have to say that it is my sweat. I must not let it happen.
The victim found out that I was scared, so how could I give others a sense of security?
My sister-in-law spread the quilt for me and smiled at me: "This is quite impressive. Last time you pricked my finger with that little needle and you knew the talisman on my cabinet. I felt that you were different from what my sister-in-law imagined.
Same thing, my sister-in-law has always thought you are an ordinary girl, and I really admire you for knowing these things."
I was a little embarrassed: "Sister-in-law, I think you are very brave, you were not afraid just now." This was probably a mutual flattery mode.
My sister-in-law spread out the quilt, sat next to me and sighed: "I have seen it through. In fact, I am also a little nervous. I have never seen chopsticks stand up on their own, but I feel that I have not done anything wrong and nothing will happen."
What scares me is that I have been scared a lot in recent years. I have seen all the footsteps and figures. In fact, this is considered to be an exercise in courage."
I put my arms around my sister-in-law's shoulders: "I will never practice this kind of courage again in my life. Don't be afraid, sister-in-law. I'm here and nothing will scare you."
The sister-in-law smiled and hummed: "I'll boil some water for you and give you a simple scrub. It's not convenient to take a bath in this bathroom. I'll go to Sister Lan's place tomorrow to say hello, or Director Niu's house, if I want to someday
It’s time to take a shower, I’ll take you there to wash up.”
I nodded. Indeed, this is the most inconvenient thing for me. Even taking a bath is troublesome.
Thinking about it, I got up and went to the cutting board to wipe the kitchen knife. I couldn't find the red cloth, so I wrapped it in paper and put it under my sister-in-law's pillow. For safety reasons, I still had to take some measures, because
The health center is not like other people's homes. It is a public place, and maybe those things can come in.
I'm fine. I'm not very experienced, but I've definitely seen more than ordinary people. So I can adjust myself no matter how scared I am. But my sister-in-law is not good. She's frail and easily bullied by those things.
So I can't let her see me being frightened. Being frightened all the time really hurts the soul. The older I get, the harder it is to recover.
When I turned off my phone to charge it at night, I habitually took a look at the call history. At this time, Zhuo Jing’s phone call in the morning had disappeared. I felt a little better looking at it, otherwise, as soon as the name was displayed, I would
I felt like I was seeing his face.
Of course, there are also dozens of missed calls worth tens of thousands of dollars, and dozens of text messages that I have not yet opened and read. To put it bluntly, I don’t want to read them.
After washing up, my sister-in-law came into the house and saw me lying on the kang playing with my mobile phone. She opened her mouth and said, "Qiaoqiao, don't play with your mobile phone before going to bed. The light in the room is not good and it will hurt your eyes."
I responded, looking at the last text message Xu Meijin sent me. The time showed that it was half an hour ago. "Jiaolong, can you reply to me a text message? I just know where you are. Are you with me?"
Can that girl live together and have food to eat? If you need time, I'll give it to you. I won't force you. Come back early. I'll wait for you.'
Sighing, I went back? How is that possible? I might be able to accept the likes of other people of the same sex, but even Xu Meijin I can't do it. I really can't do it at all. I thought about it and turned off the phone to charge.
After turning off the lights, I chatted with my sister-in-law: "Sister-in-law, are you still angry with your brother-in-law? My brother-in-law is actually a very nice person. He also said that he will never do this again."
In the air, I listened to my sister-in-law's faint sigh: "If I were not his wife, maybe I would forgive him, but betrayal is the thing I hate the most, and if the mistress hadn't come to the door, I would still have been kept in the dark.
Secretly, I feel like I have truly failed, Qiao Qiao, please don’t be like me when you get married in the future.”
"I won't get married."
"Why." My sister-in-law turned sideways and faced me: "Even if you think that with Xiao Jing..."
"I can't get married. Besides, who will accept that I'm intersex? Maybe when I'm in love, I won't care, but as time goes by, I'll inevitably feel disgusted. I'm still alone, and I can only be alone."
God may be like this. No matter how much happiness you feel in a person, one day you will have to endure equal or even several times more pain.
What is given to you must always be returned. When you receive it, you will not feel it, but when you return it, it will break your heart.
Therefore, I would rather give up this kind of happiness than feel that kind of pain again.
My sister-in-law held my hand in the dark: "Jiaolong, a person will not always endure hardships. The three poor and the three rich will live a long life. They had a hard life when they were young, but they will enjoy happiness when they grow up. As the old saying goes, life is too bad when you are young.
Well, that's because your life was so good in your last life, so in this life God is jealous and will add hardships to you, just to pay off your karma. Good times will come after you pay off your karma. You have to be strong, my sister-in-law will always be there.
"
I gently touched the corner of my mouth. I really didn’t expect my sister-in-law to say this: "Well, sister-in-law, you have to be strong too. We will all be fine in the future..."
On the first night in Liujin Village, I didn’t expect that such things would happen, and I didn’t expect that I would be able to help. Although I fell asleep after a long time, and the person’s face was still very clear in my mind, in the end I
I fell asleep, which is a good thing. I think I am not far away from forgetting him.
I could forget him nine years ago, and nine years later, I think I can still do it. (To be continued)