I listened to the entire song before taking out my phone. The ringtones I changed always fit the occasion. At this moment, I felt that those shocking ringtones were the most suitable for me.
"Hello."
I probably caught a cold after getting out in the rain, so my voice was hoarse.
"Maggie, are you okay?"
"Um."
"What's wrong with the sound?"
"It's raining here..." I said, but my eyes were a little sweaty. I reached out and rubbed them: "I hate rain."
Cheng Baize paused on the other end of the phone: "I just fell at home and it hurts a lot."
I bit my lip: "I didn't make you fall, it's none of my business."
"It has something to do with you. Ever since I gave you the needle with blood, I have always sensed something about you. Have you been bullied?"
"No."
"Tell me, don't force me to drive to you while I'm lame."
I twitched the corner of my mouth, but looked up hard: "It's really not true... I'm dead."
I pressed the phone directly. I took a deep breath and looked at the phone but suddenly thought of Lin Jiabao. I closed my eyes and thought about his face in my mind. The three stops were plump and average. It was definitely not a sign of premature death. I
I remember that he was born nine years ago when I went to the city with my grandma during summer vacation. I was just about to figure out the specific year, month and day when I heard my sister-in-law sitting next to me: "Qiaoqiao, you are tired."
I opened my eyes and shook my head, forget it, my grandma clearly told me not to tell my relatives' fortunes, and besides, the child's fate would have changed, so what's the use of me calculating it, I can't change anything, since I decided not to tell him.
Donating a kidney, then I should not think too much about these useless things.
"Qiaoqiao, actually donating a kidney is really difficult for you."
I didn't answer. There was something difficult and difficult to do, but I didn't want to be so noble. I was just an ordinary person. I would be afraid and say no.
"Qiaoqiao, are you listening to my sister-in-law?"
I hummed, nodded and looked at her: "Sister-in-law, I don't want to donate. I don't think I need to do that. After I finish it, no one will miss me, so why should I push it out myself? I'm scared.
, really scared.”
My sister-in-law nodded and tugged on the clothes on my body, "I understand, what your dad said was unpleasant, and I couldn't bear to listen to it anymore, but... Xiaobao's matter is quite urgent. It's said to be within a week."
If there is no kidney source inside, the child will not even have the chance to get a kidney. In other words, he can only wait to die. No one expected this. Qiao Qiao, why don't you try it?
It may not necessarily match..."
"I would rather everyone blame me than take any chances." I looked at my sister-in-law and said, "I am frustrated with my parents. It can also be said that I hate them. What do they think of me? Since,
People will think it's natural for me to donate a kidney, but if I don't donate, people think I'm cruel and ruthless. They even think I may have killed Xiaobao. Since they are so selfish, I have to cherish my body. I don't
There is no point in donating.”
"Qiao Qiao, you are not telling the truth. You have helped so many people in the village. You were almost bitten by a dog trying to help Zong Bao find some soul. And you have done so many things for my sister-in-law.
I know you are kind, but this choice is really cruel. My sister-in-law can only say that you are right whether you donate or not, but for Xiaobao, this answer is cruel to him..."
I lowered my head: "Life is cruel."
When I said this sentence, my heart ached. Maybe I should get used to being a good person and a good child. It's too tiring...
My sister-in-law sighed, "Forget it, I won't say it anymore. Your dad just sent me a video and said it was for you to watch. If you still decide not to donate after watching it, then no one will force you to do so."
is you."
"I do not watch."
I immediately said, stood up and was about to leave, "Qiaoqiao!" My sister-in-law held me back and said, "This may be the last time you see Xiaobao."
Saying that, my sister-in-law directly called up the video. I averted my eyes, but I heard Xiaobao's childish and weak voice coming from the quiet corridor of the hospital: "Twinkle, twinkle, twinkling~~The sky is full of little stars~~hanging
The sky is bright~~like many little eyes~~Hello everyone~~I am Lin Jiabao~My mother named me Lin Jiabao because I am the little baby of the Lin family. I have two sisters, one is called Tong Anqi and the other is Lin.
Qiao, Lin Qiao is my biological sister. My mother said she went to the countryside when she was born, so I haven’t seen her a few times..."
"Qiaoqiao, look..."
My sister-in-law directly put the phone in front of my eyes. I looked at Lin Jiabao lying on the hospital bed in a hospital gown with a breathing tube in his nose. "My sister doesn't like me very much because I am very naughty. I
I also made mistakes, I shouldn't hit her with the golden hoop, my mother said, she can save me, sister, where are you, can you save me, I want to live... I still want to go to school, I will
I will never make you angry again, please help me... I really want to live... If you are angry with me, I will tell you I'm sorry and let me go to school, sister, please save me
, I really want to live..."
My chest twitched, and I couldn't help squatting down and crying.
My sister-in-law reached out and patted my back gently: "Qiaoqiao, children are innocent. Adults are at fault, but if Xiaobao really leaves like this, you will regret it for the rest of your life..."
…
"Qiaoqiao, why don't you go to Xiaobao's ward to see him?"
I shook my head and helped my grandpa tuck the quilt. I turned back and glanced at my sister-in-law: "Ask my parents if they've said hello to the doctor. I'll go straight to the matching."
Grandpa was lying on the hospital bed and pulled my hand, tears flowing out of his eyes again.
I stretched out my hand and wiped him: "Why are you crying again? Didn't you tell me that the fractured calf will be fine after it heals? Don't run around all the time in the future and treat yourself as a young man."
Grandpa shook his head: "Jiaolong, after the operation, grandpa will take you back, borrow money, and finish building the house. You will not be allowed to do any more work in this life..."
I gently touched the corner of my mouth and said, "That's why you're doing it. It's okay. I have two kidneys. Yesterday, the doctor shared knowledge with me. It's useless to have one more. It's quite a nuisance if I leave it alone. Don't overdo it."
Think about it, I'm not afraid of pain. I'll take good care of my health. I'll do the matching first. Don't worry about Xiaobao. I have the same blood type as him. The main thing is to check the HLA matching points. You don't want to tell you this.
I understand, you need to rest first, and if everything goes well, after I finish, I will transfer you to our hospital over there to recuperate."
As soon as I finished speaking, my sister-in-law walked in with her cell phone and looked at me: "Qiaoqiao, let's go upstairs to check."
"Yeah." I nodded, gave my grandfather a reassuring smile, and followed my sister-in-law and walked out directly.
"Jiaolong, don't be afraid, grandpa is here."
I hummed, looked back at my grandpa's face, still pursed my lips vigorously, and raised my hand to close the door.
My sister-in-law walked beside me and held my arm: "Qiaoqiao, don't be nervous. It's normal as long as you have the same blood type. It seems that HIL only reduces the risk of rejection in the later stage, but you are siblings, so it should be fine."
I nodded and didn't respond. Just as I was about to get into the elevator, the person behind me bumped me hard. I staggered. My sister-in-law quickly helped me and looked at the man wearing a peaked cap with some displeasure: "Be careful.
point."
The man bent down to apologize repeatedly, and after entering the elevator, he stood directly behind us. After a while, I felt a faint tingling in my waist. (To be continued)