My mother probably felt uncomfortable because of what I saw, so she cleared her throat and looked at me: "Qiaoqiao, now that your face is gone, I feel relieved. I will go to the ICU first. I'm afraid that your aunt is there alone."
She is busy alone..." After saying that, she turned and walked straight to the door of the ward.
"What are you arguing with grandma about? Ever since I can remember, grandma has treated you with caution. She is your mother. She can ask you to fulfill your obligations to her just like you ask me to fulfill my obligations, but she never did.
However, even if she had a severe cough later on, she didn’t tell you because she was afraid that you would be worried!”
I looked at my mother's back: "You are my mother, but she is your mother. If I treat you badly, many people will jump out and say that I am unfilial. But as for you, your mother is gone. In this life,
You can’t even see her! What big mistake did she make? Even if she dies, she won’t be forgiven by her daughter!”
My mother was shocked when she turned her back to me, and then slowly turned her face to look at me, her eyes slightly red: "Qiaoqiao, I don't want to say more about your grandma, because you don't understand. Maybe one day
You will understand, but now, it is useless for me to say more."
After saying that, she raised her feet and walked out. I was sitting there. It's useless to talk more. Oh, then it's useless for me to talk too much. If everyone doesn't say anything, it may be until there is no more Ma Huijuan in the world. Grandma can't wait.
Come on, mom went to the grave by herself.
"Huijuan!!"
Dad called out my mother's name and glanced at me: "I'm going to chase your mother, Qiaoqiao, you don't understand adult matters. There is your aunt between your mother and your grandma! Your mother also wants to let go.
, but she feels uncomfortable when she thinks of your aunt, oh, Huijuan!!!"
I sat on the hospital bed and watched my father chase me out. I knew what happened to my aunt, but it was not my grandma who made her crazy. No matter how big the matter was, it should have been put aside for more than 20 years. The more I thought about it, the more I became
Feeling aggrieved for grandma.
My sister-in-law hugged my shoulders and said, "Qiaoqiao, what's wrong with you? Why did you suddenly say this? The matter between your mother and your grandma didn't just happen in a day or two."
I lowered my eyes: "I just feel aggrieved for my grandma."
Of course, I also know from another level why I am so resistant to going to my mother, because I have always felt that I and my grandma are one, and she has opinions about her, which makes me increase my prejudice against her, so
, we are stuck here. As long as we can't get over this hurdle, it can't be repaired. Of course, I don't expect it to be repaired.
"Qiaoqiao, you know, you better not get involved in adult matters. No matter what happens to your mother and grandma, that's their business, and you need your parents to take good care of you now..."
"I don't need my parents to take care of me." I raised my eyes and looked at my sister-in-law: "Maybe I used to need it, but I don't need it now, but don't worry, I will do whatever I need to do, but I won't be like other fathers and sons or mothers and sons.
We are so close, and I am also grateful to them for taking care of my grandpa. I will try my best to help when they need me."
My sister-in-law looked at me, as if she didn’t know how to persuade me. I know that some things are hard to say. What she wanted to express was that my parents have finally realized the importance of me and asked me to strike while the iron is hot so that I can be better in the future.
We have completely become a family, but unfortunately, that is just a beautiful wish. Unless I lose my memory, I really can't do it.
"...Well, Qiao Qiao, although I always say that adults' things are only adults' business, you have grown up, you are twenty years old, and you are also an adult. My sister-in-law knows that you are aware of it." After saying this, my sister-in-law said
He hugged me and said, "Anyway, I hope you're okay. My sister-in-law is really scared."
I held her lips together and hugged her: "Sister-in-law, actually when I was little, I really wished you were my mother."
My sister-in-law didn't respond and hugged me tightly: "I was told something about Qiao Qiao. My sister-in-law feels uncomfortable if she talks about it too much."
None of us spoke anymore. Many things cannot be explained clearly by talking. People have eyes to see, ears to hear, and hearts to feel warmth and coldness. I am no longer the eleven-year-old child I was back then. Even if
Back then, I didn't need my father and mother because my grandma was here. Now, even if my grandma is gone, I don't need them anymore. My father's love and mother's love have long been worn away by the repeated injuries to me.
…
After my sister-in-law answered the phone, she went to get the pathology results from me. Before she left, she told me to relax and not think too much. She reassured me that the results would be okay. I kept nodding, knowing in my heart that there was no problem. I just looked at my sister-in-law.
I'm worried that I feel a little guilty myself.
"Sister-in-law, after you go and get the pathology results for me, can you ask for the phone number of Sun Guizhen's family? I want to know where Sun Guizhen is buried."
My sister-in-law stood at the door and was stunned for a moment: "You have to know what these are for."
I breathed out: "Didn't you say that her eyes were bleeding? She has suffered so much, and she must be angry in her heart. I want to go see her when the time comes, and beg her not to blame her too much."
My sister-in-law looked at me and nodded: "Okay, you stay in this ward and don't wander around. I'll be back in a while."
I hummed, watched my sister-in-law go out, and touched my face again, thinking about what grandma said, it was thanks to grandma this time. It seems that I must do what I do in the future according to my ability. However, Xiaobao's
The incident did happen unexpectedly this time. If next time, according to my own personality, I might have to rush forward.
‘Dong dong dong~
Someone knocked on the door of the ward three times from outside. I turned around and was shocked to see the person who came in. He was wearing a mask, sunglasses and a cap, and I couldn't tell who it was. I couldn't help but say, "Who are you looking for?"
"What do you think?"
As soon as I heard the voice, I knew: "Cheng Baize?" I looked at him walking over and said, "Why are you covering yourself so tightly? It's not hot."
Cheng Baize walked up to me. After taking off his sunglasses, his eyes were slightly blue, but not serious. He took off his mask and there was still tape on his nose. I frowned. It was indeed a little injured, but not to the point of being shameful.
"you……"
"Are you embarrassed to talk to me?"
I was stunned for a moment: "What's wrong?"
Cheng Baize threw his armed hat, sunglasses, and mask onto my hospital bed, and pointed at his face: "Hey, look at it, look at my face."
I looked over in confusion: "It's okay."
“That’s now!!”
Cheng Baize glared at me: "Good guy, I told you, you are not your own now. Think about me for a moment. I was sleeping soundly at home last night, and suddenly I felt a shocking big slap in the face.
He threw it in my face and slapped me directly from the bed to the ground. You know, I was swollen at that time. This is the first time I have been slapped in my face. I thought it was an earthquake!
It was you who did the good deed, do you know?" (To be continued)