As the car drove on the road, Cheng Baize glanced at me in the interior mirror and couldn't help but ask.
I didn't answer, of course it was true. I used to think that boys were stronger, but all the education pushed me in the direction of girls. And after my quarrel with Cheng Baize, I also found that I was a little limited to
I'm stuck in a box. That's not what I meant. Maybe it would be better to be a little more free and easy as a boy.
"Hey, actually you are quite like a boy in some aspects. You don't necessarily have to be masculine. That would be a bit nondescript. Look at you. You can beat one against two. How can ordinary women do that? Although you are now
It’s a semi-finished product, but if it suddenly turns out to be a special male, it will really look quite awkward, and..."
"I mean to know how to take responsibility like a man, or to be as strong as a man, I think I can do it."
Cheng Baize twitched the corner of his mouth: "How do you look like you? Apart from a slight resemblance at first glance, the responsibility is not as simple as talking about it. Do you know what the most important factor for a successful man is?"
I raised my eyes and met his eyes in the indoor mirror: "What."
"ruthless."
Cheng Baize opened his mouth: "On this point alone, you can't do it."
"ruthless……"
I muttered softly, yes, I am indeed not cruel. If I were more cruel, maybe many things would not develop like they are today.
"Forget it, just listen to me and do whatever you want."
I didn't say anything, and turned to look out the window. The word "ruthless" literally has multiple meanings, being ruthless to oneself, or being ruthless to relatives, but it is undeniable that "ruthless" is sometimes a shortcut. Maybe,
I really have to change something, otherwise, how can I protect myself and my grandpa?
"What are you thinking about? Don't be angry with me. I'm licking my face to admit your mistake. I'm just telling you nonsense. Don't take it seriously."
I came back to my senses and looked at him: "Since you didn't want to tell me the real purpose of that Gu in the first place, why did you tell me the truth just now? I asked you so many times before, but you didn't tell me.
"
Cheng Baize frowned: "Listen to the truth?"
"certainly."
"Because I didn't think you would know the cracking method so quickly. I underestimated your level. Also, you sometimes feel stupid to me, but you are still smarter at a certain point. Instead of letting you guess by yourself in the end.
If you still think about me randomly, then I might as well tell you in advance that the more complicated the matter, the simpler the motivation is. I just simply hope that my friend will be well, happy, and joyful, that's all."
I lowered my eyes and sighed: "Sometimes what you want may not be what your friend wants, but I still thank you. If your motive is just that you don't want me to donate a kidney to Xiaobao, then I thank you for helping me.
For the sake of thinking, otherwise, I’m done with my anger and there’s nothing left to say.”
"Do you think you and Zhuo Jing can still have fun?"
"No."
"Then what else are you angry about?"
I sat there depressed, the point was here, I didn't know, but I was still angry that Cheng Baize used Gu to explore my thoughts.
"Forget it, I won't mention it anymore. I don't want to get angry with you at this juncture. You are going back to be the boss. If I offend you again, will it be easy for me to die with you in the future?
We don’t have any contact with each other.”
I made a sound, raised my eyes and looked at him, "You are a man who is very adaptable."
Before entering the cemetery, I was so angry that I slammed the car door, but now I get out.
"That's right, when I saw you crying, I thought, why bother? It's not a big deal to be angry with just this friend. I can't do it for your past tense."
I didn't respond, and Cheng Baize didn't say anything more, as if we both had our own thoughts.
I was speechless all the way until the car stopped at the entrance of the hospital. I said thank you and pushed the door to get out of the car. Cheng Baize stopped me and called me: "Hey, Ma Jiaolong!"
"Um?"
I turned to look at him: "What's wrong?"
Cheng Baize took a deep breath, his eyes full of seriousness: "Actually, people are regardless of gender, the important thing is to have a strong heart. It's good that you are like this now. Confusion is a process that everyone must go through when growing up. Waiting for you
Once you pass this age, you will be fine when you mature. There is no need to compete with gender. Since you are born yin and yang, God will give you food to eat. You don’t have to choose to be a boy or a girl, just be yourself."
I gently touched the corner of my mouth and said, "Thank you."
I am indeed confused, but even if I don’t come from the countryside, I can’t see the flaws in my character. Cheng Baize is right, I am a bit indecisive. If I do many things, I will be more decisive and ruthless. If I know
From the moment my family's house was burned down by An Qi, I didn't worry so much. I didn't think that she was my relative, and maybe the outcome of what happened next would be completely different.
"Miss Lin!"
Just as I was about to enter my grandpa's ward, Aunt Liu called me from the end of the corridor, trotted up to me, and looked at me with joy in her eyes: "Miss Lin, I really want to thank you very much. I will follow your method.
Now I wear the amulet every day. When I have a headache, I scream and it feels like taking medicine. It will be better soon. You are really amazing!"
I smiled softly: "That's right. I said that as long as you believe me, if I can stop grinding on you, then you won't have any headaches in the future."
Having said that, I didn't expect that Aunt Liu would do what I said when she got home. It's probably the usual mentality of people. It's not a big deal to try. It's like treating a dead horse as a living horse, but I didn't expect this to be true.
Once it works, it will naturally feel magical.
"Yes, when I have a headache now, I call Jiaolong and calm it down! The pain will stop immediately. Thank you very much. I have been here for decades, and I really didn't expect that you could cure me when I met you.
Okay, this is my idea, accept it, accept it."
I looked at the red envelope handed over by Aunt Liu and couldn't help but push it back: "Don't be polite to me, Aunt Liu. I haven't thanked you for helping me take care of my grandpa. In fact, it's a small problem for you and I didn't do anything.
I just went home and asked for a peace charm from old Xian'er to borrow some mana. Calling my name is just to let the Xian'er in me drink what you have on you. Take the money back, it's not easy for you either.
.”
Aunt Liu took the red envelope and looked at me with embarrassment: "How bad is this? This code is the same code. Since you are a gentleman, please show it to me. I have to..."
"You really don't need it, Aunt Liu. Don't be polite. It's just a little help from me."
Aunt Liu looked at me with a look of embarrassment: "Well, then I really thank you."
As he said that, he looked around cautiously and lowered his voice: "Ms. Lin, I don't agree with you. When I get off work in the hospital, I will go to some wealthy people's houses to clean as an hourly worker and take on some private work. You...
Didn't you take good care of my head? I talked to one of my employers. She said that her health was not good now and she couldn't find anything wrong. She was quite similar to me, but she was going to travel with her boyfriend recently.
She had to play for a long time. She said she would check with you when she came back. I gave her your mobile phone number. Here, this is her business card. I don’t know how to thank you. Anyway, if there is such a thing in the future
I will definitely give you more publicity about this matter, you are the real deal."
I smiled, took the business card and took a look at it, but I never expected that Aunt Liu’s private employer was actually an acquaintance, “Wang Xinli?!”
"Ms. Lin, do you know her?"
I nodded: "I know."
Not only do we know each other, the old one also has information records in her mobile phone card. Before I went to Liujin Village, I contacted her specifically. In fact, the questions she asked were both simple and difficult. I knew that Xu Linlin was attracted by Li just like me.
Sister recommended it to Hong Yang, so at that time I thought again, with Sister Li’s style, she must know the details of Xu Linlin, so I directly sent a text message to Sister Li asking why Xu Linlin came to work at the entertainment disco, because I really
I was unwilling to be treated like this, but Sister Li quickly replied to me that she was not sure.
The reason why I am sure that Sister Li must know something is that she replied too quickly, and she did not give any reason but said that she was not very clear. How could she introduce someone to Hong Yang whose details she did not know, such as me?
Said, she also knows where my hometown is and why I came to the entertainment club. Therefore, the more I thought about it, the more wrong I became. From Sister Pinli’s text message, I can only say that she was very wary, or that she didn’t want to talk to her at all.
what did I say.
Looking back now, I can see that this text message was indeed sent with no technical content. Thinking about it for a moment, I feel that I was too hot-headed at the time. Xu Linlin is now in the limelight. According to Sister Li’s actual personality, of course she will not offend Xu Linlin because of me.
But I don’t want to get it for nothing, so even though I want to know what kind of shameful things Xu Linlin did and what reason An Qi got caught with, the only clue I can find is at Sister Li’s place.
broken.
Originally I was unwilling and had no choice. In addition, after staying in Liujin Village for a long time, I now thought about leaving here. I suffered a loss and beat An Qi and Xu Linlin. If I have any resentment, I can only swallow it.
into my stomach, I thought that I would never have any contact with Sister Li again, so when I got a new number, I just saved Sister Li’s number, but forgot to send her a message telling her my number.
new number.
But who would have thought that Aunt Liu, who was out of reach, would actually give me another chance. If that were the case, I think I would have to dig deeper about Xu Linlin. I must know that Xu Linlin is a student at the University of Science and Technology.
How come I went to work for Sister Li and was recommended to Hong Yang? I thought that when Sister Li came to find me, I would have a chance to dig into this old story again.
Since life is a humiliation, how could it just pass by so unclearly?