"Qiaoqiao, what's wrong with you? Dad has no other intentions! The family can't be unhappy because of this!"
My steps didn’t stop. What’s the matter?
Oh, it's either that I didn't explain it clearly, or my parents think that the relationship with my aunt is more important than Xiaobao's life. In that case, why should I say more? Grandma said, just try your best. I really
I tried my best, and I said what I needed to say. As for the rest, it has nothing to do with me.
"Jojo..."
My sister-in-law caught up with me and said, "Qiaoqiao, what's wrong with you?"
"I'm fine."
I responded softly, I think growth is when a person is in pain and no longer shows it. The calmer the clouds are, the higher the state may be.
"Did what your father said make you feel uncomfortable? In fact, this person is really difficult to deal with. The eldest sister is unreasonable and unforgiving. The eldest brother and sister-in-law live together, so what your father said is just...
"
"Stop talking, sister-in-law."
I understand everything, but I don’t think there is any need to compromise. Just like my father said, they are a family, so why should I have to compromise myself to cater to my aunt’s doubts? No one will miss me anymore.
If it is broken, it will cause trouble again. It is not a person's business inside and outside, and I don't want to do it anymore.
"Qiaoqiao, do you think your parents are a little bit attracted to your aunt, so you..."
I shook my head: "Sister-in-law, I'm really not a child anymore. I'm leaving. I just feel that the magic of yin and yang cannot be tainted by my aunt. She only thinks that I am cursing her, so it will be useless for me to say anything more."
As I said that, I took a deep breath and looked at my sister-in-law: "I didn't grow up with my parents, and they didn't actually understand me. To be honest, I hated and complained about it, but I feel that I am happy.
Because I was very happy when I was a child, my parents may not listen to my words, because they must have more affection for my aunt than for me, and everyone knows that I am not liked by my parents when I come into this world.
of……"
"Sister-in-law, if you really believe what I say, then help me remind my parents that Xiaobao has a disaster star to hide from, and he has to hide from people born in the year of tiger. It is best to avoid the beginning of winter, then
Don’t worry anymore.”
"Qiao Qiao..." My sister-in-law opened her mouth, as if she didn't know what to say. After a long time, she only spit out four words: "I have wronged you."
I smiled softly. I didn't know how I could laugh. "I'm not wronged because I don't lack the love of my relatives. Moreover, I also know that my parents also have their own feelings in their hearts."
They are helpless. In short, I don’t blame them, but I really feel that there is no need to force us to become a family.”
Suddenly I discovered that one day you feel relaxed when you let go of a certain knot. When you look back, you realize that you used to be competing with yourself all the time. They are my parents. This is undeniable, but you don’t have to go.
It's really frustrating to hate and complain. On the contrary, if I take it lightly, I feel that I can breathe a sigh of relief.
"Then, that's not a family...what is it?"
I looked at my sister-in-law and opened the elevator: "They are also relatives, and they are relatives I will try my best to help." I responded calmly, walked into the elevator, and looked at my sister-in-law outside the elevator, "Don't worry, sister-in-law, there are some
Things can't be changed, but I really won't resent anyone anymore."
My sister-in-law stood outside, looking at me with a slightly complicated expression, but said nothing.
The elevator door closed slowly, the corners of my mouth still curled up slightly, but I felt an inexplicable saltiness on the tip of my tongue. I touched my face, and then I realized that I had shed tears at some point——
I stretched out my hand to gently wipe away my tears, and exhaled. This was good. I never imagined that one day I would look away. Although I still need to adapt to the process, at least I felt that I was no longer struggling, since I couldn't change it.
Naturally, blood relations cannot avoid what happened today, so it is better to let it go. It will not be tiring to take it lightly. I will not please anyone. All I need to do is to have a clear conscience.
…
"Qiaoqiao, have everything been packed?"
I picked up my duffel bag, nodded to my brother-in-law, then left the keys on the coffee table, turned around and looked at my brother-in-law again: "Let's go."
When I got into my brother-in-law's car, I looked at my luggage bag. I didn't have much when I arrived, and it was still very sparse when I left. It really seemed like I had nothing left behind.
When the car was about to leave the city, I instinctively turned around and looked at the Ferris wheel getting farther and farther away through the rear windshield. I couldn't describe the feeling in my heart. I should have no regrets. At least, I started
My wish came true, this Ferris wheel... I have ridden on it.
"Qiaoqiao, what are you looking at?"
I turned around: "No."
There was always a little bit of disappointment in his voice. Although he came in a hurry, he was still full of longing. Who would have known that one day he would come so quietly and leave so quietly again.
"Qiaoqiao, my brother-in-law also wants to say sorry to you. I never took you to play when you came. I remember hearing Qilin say that you really wanted to go to that Ferris wheel. If I had known
There are so many things going on, I should take you to the theme park early in the morning to have some fun."
I twitched the corner of my mouth slightly, still a little uncomfortable hearing the name Qilin: "I went to see my brother-in-law, and I have no regrets."
"Have you gone and sat there?" The brother-in-law exhaled: "It's enough to have sat there. Did you go by yourself or with Qilin?"
I lowered my eyes, remembering when I saw Zhuo Jing standing below in the cockpit, and opened my mouth: "Myself."
"Oh." The brother-in-law said not knowing why, "Actually, this theme park was acquired by my elder brother. He will probably cooperate with the government to build a landmark building or a theme park. In the future, we probably won't be able to see this skyscraper.
It’s time for a change. It’s been too long, so it’s time to change it.”
"Should we change it?!"
As soon as I heard what my brother-in-law said, I quickly turned around and took a few more glances. This is the sustenance of my childhood. I was so shocked and surprised when I saw it at first glance. It's just a pity. In the face of time,
Everything seems small.
"It doesn't matter, the replacement one will definitely be better than this one."
I turned my face away and didn't answer. Of course, the replacement would be better, but the feeling I had when I was a child would probably never be found again. The grandma who was by my side back then and my new sandals are all gone—
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I hate separation, but in the end I am still forced to bear it. The people or things I cherish either disappear or leave. (To be continued)