My sister-in-law bought a berth for me and my grandma. After getting on the bus, I sat directly on the small stool next to the bed. I saw the colorful Ferris wheel getting further and further away from me. I didn't know what happened, and I felt a little disappointed.
"Grandma, I haven't gone there to see it yet."
Grandma followed my gaze and glanced at the Ferris wheel. "When you grow up, grandma will show you. Come, eat. Didn't you say you're hungry?"
I took the fork handed over by my grandma, took a bite of the instant noodles, and looked up at her, "Grandma, why did you say that Sister-in-Law must give birth to her first child? Did you mean that Sister-in-law is pregnant?"
My grandma stopped peeling the tea eggs for me for a moment, and then sighed, "Your sister-in-law is very kind-hearted." After saying that, she put the peeled eggs into my bowl of noodles and "eat."
I don’t understand, “Grandma, does having a good heart have anything to do with the fact that my sister-in-law is pregnant?”
Grandma lowered her eyes, "A good heart doesn't mean a good life. Okay, don't ask. You kid, you don't understand."
I curled my lips, who said I didn’t understand, but every time grandma said this sentence, I couldn’t ask any more questions, thinking, I looked at her, “Grandma, did you give your money to my sister-in-law?
It’s just what we paid for staying in the hotel.”
Grandma looked at me and smiled, "You still know everything. Here you go, how can I owe you such a big favor?"
"When did you give it to me?" I was puzzled. I had never left my grandma, so why didn't I see her give me the money?
"You kid, grandma can still lie to you. I put the money in the dried beans." Grandma said helplessly and looked at me. "Jiaolong, don't blame grandma. It took so much trouble to bring you to a big city."
, I haven’t taken you out to play, and I haven’t eaten anything delicious.”
"The bowl of noodles is delicious." I looked at my grandma with a silly smile and said, "Just eat this every day."
Grandma reached out and touched my head, "Children can't eat this all the time, or they won't grow taller. Jiaolong, you heard what Uncle Zhuo said this time. From now on, you can't say that you are a boy anymore, Zhuo."
Uncle said you are a girl."
My mood suddenly dropped, and I stirred it twice with a fork. "Grandma, if I tell others that I am a boy now, others will really think that I am a monster, because all the classmates in our class think that I am a girl."
Child’s.”
Grandma looked at me, "Jiaolong, how nice it is to be a girl. Grandma likes girls. Moreover, you are so old and you have always been a girl. If you become a boy, everyone will definitely say
It's three to four, and grandma is fine, but what will you do at school, and what will your classmates think of you?"
I lowered my eyes, and at that moment I really felt that there were some things that I couldn't decide, nor could I achieve my destination by being willful. I nodded, "Grandma, I understand, I'm a girl."
Grandma smiled with some relief, "Okay, you said this yourself. You can't say that you are a boy anymore. Eat it. It's so cold."
I stopped talking and just ate my food. I could tell others that I was a girl, and I could also make others think that I was a girl, but my physical defects could not be covered up. Although my grandma always regarded me as a child, I
At that moment, I suddenly started to think about life like an adult.
And, most importantly, what should I do in the future? Before going to sleep, I turned over and looked at my grandma on the bed opposite me, and opened my mouth, "Grandma, I will never leave you in this life."
Grandma seemed to be asleep. She closed her eyes and didn't respond. I turned over on my side with my back facing grandma. I listened to the sound of the rails. I don't know how long it had passed. I felt like I was sleeping but not sleeping. I felt that my grandma was sitting.
Go to my bed, touch my hand, and sigh softly.
By the time I was dragged out of the car by my grandma in a daze, the sunlight was already so bright that I couldn't keep my eyes open.
"Mom! We're here!" Dad actually picked us up at the exit again.
Grandma was stunned for a moment, then took my hand and walked over, "Dazhi, why are you here."
"The soul called me, Mom, why did you come back in the evening car? Come on, come home with me." Dad said, reaching out to pick up grandma's bag.
Unexpectedly, my grandma stepped back, causing my father's hand to fall. "Mom, what's wrong with you?"
Grandma looked at him and smiled with some regret, "Dazhi, I thought about it and decided not to go to your place. When I came here, Grandpa Jiaolong kept urging me to go back early. I also know other gentlemen in the county, so
Well, I'll call and ask someone to go and take a look at the in-laws. Anyway, everyone thinks the same. They all hope that your mother can get over this trouble smoothly, don't you think so?"
Dad frowned, "Mom, are you in a bad mood because of the medical treatment for Qiao Qiao? Your heart told me that Qiao Qiao can be operated on, but you just have to wait, and you don't have to worry about the money.
, then..."
"That's not the case. I just calculated that I went there. Huijuan will not be happy when the time comes, so she won't go with her. Please understand. I will go back with Jiaolong first." Grandma said.
, pulling me to buy a ticket.
"Mom! You don't even want to see your grandson."
Grandma's footsteps stopped at the sound, and she turned back to look at her father with a surprised look on his face, "Dazhi, what did you say?!"
Dad grinned and looked at grandma, "Mom, Huijuan gave birth yesterday. It's a son. Qiaoqiao has a younger brother. You just go back and don't go see her."
Grandma looked at Dad in disbelief, "Really?"
"Why did I lie to you? My mother was so happy. She has been looking forward to having a grandson for so many years, and she was so lucky..." As he said that, my father suddenly saw me beside him, and he swallowed the rest of his words.
Inside, I looked at my grandma and said, "Mom, let's go. This time I am even happier."
Grandma hesitated for a moment and looked at me, "Jiaolong, let's go see your little brother."
I didn't know what to say. I just felt that what my father just said made me feel bad. But then I thought about it and it had nothing to do with me. I opened my mouth and said, "Whatever."
"Let's go, Mom, come on, we're all waiting for you at home!" Dad didn't let grandma get entangled in the spot. He took grandma's bag and took us directly to his parked car.
I didn't expect that my father's family actually lived in a small two-story building with a single courtyard, which should be considered to be in good condition in the county. He, his mother and grandma lived on the first floor, and his aunt's family and his sister-in-law lived on the first floor.
Second floor.
I listened to my father talking and pushed open the car door. As soon as I walked into the yard, I saw a fair little girl wearing a dress and a ponytail. She looked about my age and was dancing by herself in the yard with a rubber band.
Woolen cloth.
Turning around, she saw me, her fair little face wrinkled together, and she turned around and shouted, "Mom! Another begging child has entered the yard!!"