Raising my hand, I wiped the remaining red wine liquid from the corner of my mouth and looked at his raised hand: "I've finished drinking."
Cheng Baize's breathing was slightly rapid, and he staggered back a step, trying to shake it gently: "Turn off the light, turn off the light!!"
I know I laughed a little miserably and collapsed, but now that his decision has been made, what can I do? I can only say that in his heart, he unswervingly believes in whatever his master says, even if his master
Let him kill people. If I really hate anyone because of this slap, then I hate the bearded man.
"Don't turn off the light. If I really die, this will be the last time I see you. Cheng Baize, please take action so that I can go home."
I don't know why, as soon as I said the word 'go home', I felt a little uncontrollable. I'm not a strong person. Although life forces me to be strong, the things I pretend to be can be easily broken after all. When my grandma left,
, that was the time when I wanted to die the most, but I survived that period. Now, how could I want to die? I don’t want to die, but I’m not afraid of death either. I just feel uncomfortable and even feel ridiculous. One day
, my destiny is not in my own hands, but in the hands of my best friend.
I hope he can let me go, but we are not enemies. I really can’t figure it out, and I can’t understand how I could become Cheng Baize’s disaster. Looking at the empty wine glass in my hand, even I bet Cheng Baize
Even if he doesn't know how to kill me, it seems so ridiculous. He is my relative.
'Hiss——'
The overhead light flashed twice, made a "tearing" sound, and then went out.
The flickering candlelight had long been blown out by the wind that had just blown in. The room was completely dark, and the sound of thunderstorms filled my ears. I stood there without moving. In the darkness, I could only see the tall black figure of Cheng Baize.
, this is the friend who has given me the most warmth, the friend who can make me laugh and forget my worries with just a few words. I don’t blame him, I only blame myself for not having such a good life.
"Let's do it."
Seeing him standing there motionless, I couldn't help but say: "I've finished the wine, so I won't miss this slap from you..."
'Crack'!! A bolt of lightning suddenly jumped up in the air, and I instantly saw Cheng Baize's painfully twisted face. My heart began to ache, and I suddenly realized that maybe his pain was not less than
Let me tell you, he can't bear to kill me. If he doesn't kill me, he still has the master's death in his heart, which is tantamount to betraying his master. Between me and his master, he definitely doesn't want to hurt either.
I think I know this feeling. On the one hand, he is the benefactor in his heart, and on the other hand, he is the only friend he has always said. This kind of pain is probably greater than mine.
"Ma Jiaolong, I beg you, please say you hate me."
His voice reached my ears along with the sound of rain, and another bolt of lightning flashed past. I looked into his eyes and shook my head: "No, I don't hate you."
"Hate me, Ma Jiaolong. Hate can at least support a person's survival! Now I don't know what is right and what is wrong. I hate, and I just hate myself for knowing you. Now, I beg you
If you hate me and kill you, at least you can make me less painful, okay?"
I looked at him expressionlessly, looking at his pained face in the gap of lightning. Two lines of clear tears fell down, and I opened my lips slightly: "Okay, I hate it."
Cheng Baize's body began to tremble. He slowly raised his left hand. In the darkness, a ghostly blue light slowly emerged from the palm of his hand. I closed my eyes. I was not so scared at this moment. I had said everything I needed to say.
Since you can't change, what else is left but to endure.
If it wasn't Cheng Baize who wanted to kill me, but anyone else, I think I would have struggled once or twice. But facing Cheng Baize, I found that I didn't even have the strength to struggle. I'm just an ordinary person. Support me, but
Even my friends and relatives, I don't have a strong heart that can conquer everything, nor can I bear the betrayal and separation from my relatives again and again. I am not afraid of death, I just hate myself for being useless.
‘Ding dong, ding dong~~~!!’
The doorbell rang quickly outside the studio door. I stood there without moving or opening my eyes. I knew in my heart that maybe Zong Bao came to find me, but it was meaningless. I didn't want to run away, since it was time to end it.
It's a matter of life or death, let's just settle it like this.
I don’t know how long it took, but the ringing of the doorbell stopped, and the strong wind outside the window that seemed to blow the entire building also quieted down, and the rain stopped... My eyelashes trembled slightly, and I opened my eyes.
, the lights in the room actually turned on, and it was very quiet, as if nothing had happened.
Cheng Baize stood with his back to me. I looked down at my body and felt nothing. Could it be that after drinking his glass of red wine, I received a palm from the air and didn't feel the slightest pain? That's not right.
The understanding of the Five Thunder Palm in my mind was that with one strike, all the internal organs would be torn apart. Even if it didn't hurt, I still couldn't react at all. Looking at Cheng Baize's back, I opened my mouth: "Cheng..."
"You go."
I was stunned for a moment: "What do you mean?"
"Ma Jiaolong, I found out, I can't kill you..."
"But your master..."
"You go, don't say anything else, knowing you is my fate, I admit it."
At that moment, my suppressed emotions seemed to burst out. I looked at him and my voice trembled uncontrollably: "You won't kill me?"
"you go."
He still only replied with two words. I shook my head: "I won't leave, Cheng Baize. I just want to tell you that you are my best friend and I will never hurt my friends!"
"I don't want to hear what you are saying. You should go right away and get out of here."
‘Knock, knock, knock, knock –’
A sound like a porcelain jar shaking the table suddenly came from the dark room next to Cheng Baize's office. I was a little startled, "What is this sound!"
"Let's go!"
Cheng Baize shouted loudly again, and I was stunned for a moment. I only heard the loud bang of the office door behind me. When I turned around, Zong Bao rushed in with a wet body as the door opened, running in a few steps.
He came to me and looked at me: "Are you okay?"
I shook my head: "I'm fine. I told you that Cheng Baize won't kill me. He is my best friend."
"Get out!!!"
Cheng Baize scolded me loudly again, and I shook my head, "No, I have something else to tell you, I..."
"Let's go first! I feel angry!"
Zong Bao said loudly, holding my hand tightly and walking towards the door of the office. I was dragged by him and staggered a few steps. Before I could walk out of the outer door of the studio, I only heard "Bang" coming from the office.
'!!!'s sound was like the sound of something falling to the ground from high in the sky.
"It's Cheng Baize!"
I looked at Zong Bao with wide eyes, shook his hand away from me, and ran towards Cheng Baize's office, "Cheng..."
As soon as I pushed open his scattered door that had been damaged by Zong Bao, I couldn't help but be stunned. Cheng Baize was lying sideways on the floor with his back to me, his body still twitching——
"Cheng Baize?!"
I called his name and ran up a few steps to help him up, but when I saw his face, his legs went limp and he sat on the ground. His mouth was twitching and he was vomiting blood.
The white shirt on his chest had been dyed red, and red and coquettish manjus and sandals seemed to bloom instantly on the floor. My eyes were stung, and my nose was filled with a fishy-sweet smell, and my brain
There was a buzzing sound inside, and there was a roar: "How could this happen, Cheng Baize, Cheng Baize! How could you vomit so much blood! Don't scare me, what's wrong with you!!" (To be continued)