The girl blinked and looked at me without saying anything. I figured she might not understand what I meant, so I got angry and said it again——
"Curtains can improve a person's luck and temperament, but it is impossible to fall in love with anyone who sees them. Besides, things like one's mind cannot be controlled by humans. In other words, if I improve your sister's feng shui, it is just that.
It's to improve your sister's personal fortune and increase her luck with the opposite sex, but I don't know the person she likes, so who she wants to like her, or who she wants to be with, she has to rely on herself, you know.
Did I mean it?"
She held her chin with her hand, looked at my face with interest, and opened her mouth: "Are you single?"
I was stunned for a moment and looked at her for a long time without coming back to her senses, "Huh?"
She smiled and looked at me, showing a row of neat white teeth: "Are you single?"
Well, it seems that this customer is not from the same channel as me. My wasteful work is equivalent to giving my mouth water. Or maybe I am similar to some girls who come to the store to buy curtains from me. They are more interested in me personally than in curtains. I will take it.
He took out the ruler, turned around, walked directly to the window and measured it, saying, "I'm not single."
"Ah? You are not single!!!"
Her voice was so loud and her reaction was so strong that I was startled. After remembering the size, I looked back at her and said, "You'd better tell me your sister's age. Since she's not here now, I'll follow her instructions."
Suitable for most people, Peach Blossom Feng Shui Bureau is given to your sister..."
"Then do you have a boyfriend or a girlfriend!!"
She didn't listen to me at all, and looked at me with a fussy look on her face, still stamping her feet in place, as if I had broken her heart: "Didn't you break up with your boyfriend before? How could you do it so quickly?
I have a new love!!!"
I was stunned, put away the ruler and stood up directly, looking at her and frowning slightly: "How did you know that I broke up with my boyfriend before?"
Having said this, I suddenly realized that this girl is quite strange. It was obviously the first time she met me, and when I knocked on the door just now, she said that she thought it was a handsome guy who knocked on the wrong door, and that was her.
They knew I was a woman, but many customers couldn't tell whether I was a man or a woman, especially with my current hairstyle and clothing. They thought I was a more effeminate man. What's more important, she asked
My significant other is my boyfriend and girlfriend. How can anyone ask someone like this when we meet for the first time without chatting for a few words? Isn’t that just asking for trouble?
"Do you know me? Or have you heard someone talk about me?"
As soon as the doubt emerged, I immediately became vigilant and my face became stern. I watched her approaching her step by step: "How do you know about me?"
She was probably a little scared by my sudden change of attitude. She stepped back continuously, her face turned red from holding back, and she stuttered when she spoke: "I, I..."
"Buzz buzz~" The phone rang in her pocket at the right time. I watched her take it out of her pocket and said, "Hello."
"Jiaolong, I'm Xiaoni. Zongbao called me and said you wanted to treat my classmates to dinner, right?"
"Well, she seems to have put my store online, and she also received a door-to-door order from a customer."
I looked at the girl's evasive eyes and replied directly.
"But it's not right. I called my classmate and she said she was pregnant. She can't touch the computer now so she still has time to deal with our store. Who did it online? And I just checked it.
, we didn’t find our store either, which website did the customer find it on?”
My heart tightened: "Really? I have to figure it out then. Hang up now and wait until I get back."
Putting down my phone, I stared at her closely, "How did you know my phone number? Why did you lie? My store doesn't even exist online."
The girl looked at me pitifully with a sad face: "Jiaolong, don't be so cruel..."
I raised my eyebrows: "Jiaolong? Am I familiar with you? How do you know me? How do you know about me? Who are you!"
"I'm Xiaobei..."
She may have been really frightened by my serious look, and her eyes immediately turned red: "It's my sister who knows you. She told me about you. Why are you so fierce? I just looked at my sister."
I always secretly inquired about you. I got your phone number but didn’t dare to call you, so I secretly got the number and called you. I just wanted to find you. I just wanted to give my sister a surprise and ask you to do it for her.
I just gave her a curtain as a birthday gift. I want her to miss you in the future. I am telling her that you made the curtain to make her happy. You are so fierce. You are nothing like my sister.
That Ma Jiaolong..."
As she spoke, her tears began to fall: "What's wrong with you? You make my sister cry secretly all the time, and now you're scaring me. Why do you want to beat me because you're so tall? I
I didn’t say anything, I just know a few things about you, why are you so excited!"
Her crying really scared me. I looked at her helplessly: "I'm not excited either. Can you please stop crying? I just don't like people knowing about my private affairs. Oh, you're like this
You don’t know if you’re crying, you think I’m bullying you.”
"You're just bullying me. You think I'm young and you're trying to scare me!" The more she spoke, the more aggrieved she became, with tears welling up in her eyes: "I asked you to make curtains for my sister, and it's not like I didn't give you money.
Why are you trying to hurt me!"
"I didn't hurt you!"
This is the first time that a girl has made me cry. I was hurriedly wiping her tears: "Can you please stop crying? Let's talk about who your sister is and how she knows me."
Well, it was my fault that I was too serious just now, but I really didn’t mean to scare you. We are both about the same age. What am I trying to scare you for? What do you mean? Come on, stop crying. I feel nervous when you cry.
Up."
She sniffed and still looked aggrieved, saying, "You are really a woman."
"ah?"
Let me go, what kind of pattern is this? One kick in the sky and another on the ground. I looked at her and said, "Don't worry about my gender. You just need to answer me, who is your sister?"
"I will not say."
She pouted and said, "You still have to be cruel to me when I say something. I'm scared when you stare at me, so I don't say anything."
Ouch!!
This was the first time I met such a girl, and I was really at a loss. "I swear I won't be cruel to you, okay? Come on, come on, I won't look at you, okay? Just tell me who is your sister, and who is with you?"
Talking about my business."
"I won't tell!" She even got angry: "I just asked you to make a curtain! Why are you asking so many questions! After asking, you are either angry or..."
"Wait a minute." I raised my hand and interrupted her directly. Looking at her crying face, I frowned: "Your sister...is in this city?"
Her eyes turned red again: "Why are you asking again! I've already said what I didn't say! You're looking at me and scaring me again!!"
I've only heard of people with low laugh points, and those with low crying points really made me ashamed. I've seen many girls cry, sad, collapsed, sad, and angry, but this kind of thing is just
Because this was the first time that I cried when I saw her. Do I look that scary? But what she said passed through my mind, and I really thought of this person.
"Is your sister Xu Meijin?"
She opened her big eyes and was startled for a moment. She looked at me blankly for four or five seconds, and then she exclaimed, "Wow!"
Do it!! My sister said you hate her! How can you show her the curtains! How can I give her a surprise! I hate you so much!!!"
According to common sense, the moment I found out that the owner of this house was Xu Meijin, I was definitely going to leave. But this girl named Xiaobei's voice immediately numbed me.
I seem to have guessed whether Xu Meijin is mine——
I didn't know how to deal with her reaction for a while, "Can we stop crying? Even if I guessed it, you wouldn't be like this! Isn't it just a curtain? You pay the bill and I'll look at it. As long as your sister doesn't show up,
Then what should we do? I beg you, please call the neighbors over later. Those who don’t know may think I did something to you.”
Her crying stopped suddenly and she looked at me twitchingly: "Really, really?"
"real."
I found that I was quite helpless with this kind of girl: "Why don't you just buy a curtain from me? Now that your sister knows me, what else can I do? Now you are customers and God.
Why don't I do business? I already know it in my mind now. I'll go back and send you the colors and numbers of some curtains. You just have to choose. Don't cry. What a big deal. You can do this.
It scares me."
As I said that, I took out a tissue from my pocket and handed it to her: "Here, wipe your nose. Are you crying like this?"
She looked at me and refused to take the tissue, and said aggrievedly: "Then you can't say that you know that my sister is Xu Meijin."
I was a little helpless, so I raised my hand and wiped it for her: "Even if I knew, I would pretend not to know. Okay, wouldn't it be over if you tell me the truth this morning? After going through such a big circle, we
You can’t even commit a crime, you know?”
Still twitching, she raised her eyes and said, "Now I think you're pretty good again."
But I suddenly wanted to laugh. I couldn’t explain the feeling, but I thought this girl was quite cute. “I’m pretty good, okay, I’ve seen almost everything here, I’ve got the size, and I know the direction.
, then I’ll leave first, and I’ll ask someone from our store to contact you directly later.”
"Hey, don't." She grabbed the cuffs of my coat, her eyes as red as a rabbit: "Just wait a little longer."
I don’t want to stay. I’m not surprised that Xu Meijin knows where I am and what I am doing. Maybe the billboard of hers that never changes in front of my store has something to do with her, but if we bump into it so directly, I
She didn't know how she would react, "I just came to sell curtains. Why am I still here after the work is done? Well, I'm leaving. I don't think you will tell Xu Meijin that I was here."
Then let’s keep it tacit agreement, shall we?”
She held on to my sleeves without letting go, and was led directly to the door by me: "Then can I ask another question?"
I put on my shoes: "Ask me, but I can't guarantee whether I will answer."
"Then if you don't tell me, I will cry."
She pursed her lips and said, "Anyway, I have a disease. When I cry seriously, I will have convulsions. No one dares to make me cry particularly seriously."
I smiled helplessly: "Then ask quickly, I really have to leave."
"Why are you like this with my sister? You were very nice to me just now, why can't you be nicer to my sister too? My sister is so beautiful and gentle. Many people like her, but she told me,
She likes a person named Ma Jiaolong, which is you. Why can't you be with her? Is it because of your current significant other? However, my sister said that she is the only one who is best to you. You have been together since childhood.
She grew up, and it was because of you that she got here, became a model, and entered entertainment..."
"Hey." I interrupted her endless talk: "This is not a problem for you. I can't explain her affairs in a few words. I can only tell you that Xu Meijin and I are because of
She is too familiar, so there are some things that I cannot accept. You may not understand what I say, but I have already answered, and why is she your sister?"
"Because I am her assistant. I am young, so of course I am her sister. Sister Meijin feels sorry for me. Something happened in my family, so I can only go out to work, but I am stupid and can't do anything well, so
Sister Meijin asked me to be her assistant. She is very kind to me. Of course I also wish her well. After knowing the secret that she likes you, I hope you can be with her. In this way, everyone will be happy."
I shook my head and raised the corners of my mouth helplessly: "Everyone is happy? You really made me don't know what to say. Forget it, I don't want to say anything else. I'm leaving first. I'll let someone else call you.
of."
"Hey! Don't leave. Can we be friends? Can I call you when I'm fine? I won't tell my sister! Hey..."
I was stunned when I opened the door. I looked at Xu Meijin holding the key outside the door with a surprised expression. I could only sigh in my heart, what the hell are you afraid of?
"Sister, didn't you go get your hair done...Why are you back so soon..."
After the air froze for a few seconds, Xiaobei spoke cautiously from behind me, as if the loudest sound could break the glass-like atmosphere.
Xu Meijin didn't speak, her eyes slowly moved down, and she glanced at my cuffs that were still being pulled by little Bella. Then she raised her eyes again, her voice trembling: "Jiaolong, are you here to see me?"
To be honest, except for TV commercials, I haven’t seen her in person for two years. Looking at it this way, she has really changed a lot. She has long, smooth hair parted in the middle, almond-shaped eyes and a raised nose. She is a beauty after all. If you say before
There was still a hint of simplicity in her beauty, but now she has become completely fashionable and beautiful. Now, the name "Xu Meijin" really seems a bit rustic for her.
"Sister, I found Jiaolong..." Xiaobei said directly from behind me: "I want her to make a curtain for you, which will make you happy..."
Xu Meijin suddenly glanced at her with some displeasure, and directly took Xiaobei's hand off my sleeve: "Go back to the house!"
Xiaobei bit her lip and said softly: "Sister, I am..."
"You go back to the house!"
Xiaobei responded in a dull voice, then raised his eyes and looked at me: "Jiaolong, I'm going back to the house first, and you can have a good chat with my sister."
I didn't respond and watched her turn around and go back to the bedroom, lift her feet and walk directly towards the elevator.
"Jiaolong!" Xu Meijin called me, raised her hand to close the door, and followed me directly: "What did Xiaobei tell you?!"
I looked at the red numbers on the elevator and opened my mouth: "She asked me to make a curtain for you."
Xu Meijin smiled softly: "That's why you came? You also want to see me, right?"
I turned to look at her and breathed out softly: "I didn't know it was you. To be honest, I wouldn't have come if I knew. But Xiaobei, I think she is quite cute. Don't worry, this curtain
I will send it to you. If you have any requirements, just tell Xiaobei and let Xiaobei communicate with the people in my store."
With a 'ding' sound, the elevator opened. I raised my feet and walked straight in, saying, "Jiaolong!!" Xu Meijin followed the elevator anxiously and grabbed my arm: "We haven't seen each other for so long, no matter what.
Can we have a nice chat?"
I pulled her hand away and said, "Forget it, we two have nothing to talk about."
"What about you and Xiaobei? Don't you and Xiaobei have a good chat? I see she's still holding on to you, right?"
I snorted and turned to look at her: "That's because that little girl is quite innocent. Besides, my affair with you doesn't involve anyone else. I said, I don't hate you, I just can't be with you anymore."
Just be friends."
"Why, it's been two years, Jiaolong, it's been two years, why are you telling me this after we haven't seen you for two years?"
I looked at her: "What do you want to say? Reminisce about old times."
Xu Meijin shook his head: "I have followed what you said. I won't bother you for two years. Can't you just say a few words to me? Even if you just pretend to give me a smile!"
"Why should I pretend?"
I sighed: "There are some things that I will never forget in my life, but you were my best friend, so I see you are doing well now, and I am also very happy. I think the best situation for us is to meet each other."
It’s better to miss it.”
In fact, I don’t know how to face Xu Meijin. Indeed, after two years, my previous disgust with her persistence towards me has faded away a bit, but the shadow in my heart still exists, so I really do
Instead of treating Xiao Bei as if nothing had happened, I could look at it from another angle, but when it came to Xu Meijin, I had the feeling that she had already been fixed in my heart.
Maybe two years is still too short, and we are all still too young. I really don’t know how to deal with emotional matters, and I don’t know how to deal with them. My disgust or fear makes me want to escape. Maybe after twenty years
, Xu Meijin and I have already entered middle-aged and elderly years, so it is possible that I was calm and calm when I met Xu Meijin, but now, I still can't do it.
The elevator door opened, and I walked out. Xu Meijin followed me. Because she was wearing high heels, it was quite difficult to follow me: "Jiaolong, it's been two years since that happened. If I did something wrong, I
Can I tell you I’m sorry!!!”
I didn't look back, I walked directly to the car, opened the door and got in. I really didn't need the words 'I'm sorry' because I couldn't say 'it's okay'.
She didn't follow her and knocked on the car window like before. Through the rearview mirror, I clearly saw Xu Meijin standing at the door of the building looking at me with a sad face. She started the car and I gritted my teeth. Maybe if she hadn't expressed that feeling
If she expresses her "love" to me, then she and I will not be in this situation today, because as soon as her "love" is expressed, I feel that whatever she says to me is based on her own selfish motives.
That's why I was disgusted and disgusted. Watching her cry made me feel uncomfortable, but I couldn't forgive her. I really couldn't.
…
"Come back so soon."
When he walked into the office, Zong Bao was sitting on the sofa reading the newspaper. When he saw me coming in, he opened his mouth to ask without raising his eyes.
I hummed, sat behind my desk, took out my phone and glanced at the text message Xiaobei sent me, 'What should I do, what should I do, Jiaolong, don't be angry with me, my sister won't be angry with you.
I'm angry. I didn't want you two to meet now. I want to sort out the relationship between you. Before we meet, my sister said she doesn't dare to see you now. I'm scared. Will my sister?
Scold me, I just want to give her a surprise, what should I do! Jiaolong, tell me what I should do!'
In fact, Xiaobei's number is really high. Maybe it's her character. If I meet someone like this, they get Xu Meijin for me or ask me to show her the curtains and bump into her in the end.
Then I will definitely be angry, but Xiaobei has completely changed from passive to active. It is a bit hard to be angry, but I am not in a good mood now, so I just put the phone aside and slowly take my time.
Unfortunately, I actually saw two people I shouldn’t have seen in one day!
"Bad mood?"
Zong Bao put down the newspaper and looked at me: "The business is not done?"
I shook my head: "No, I'm just a little bored. I just need to let myself relax for a while."
"oh"
Zong Bao responded, picked up the newspaper and continued to read without answering.
I leaned my head on the pillow, looked at the ceiling and opened my mouth: "Zong Bao, I have many shortcomings."
"Um."
"...Then tell me, why can't I handle emotional matters well? I feel so hypocritical."
"Normal." Zong Bao responded lightly and turned over a page of the newspaper: "No experience."
I laughed: "Yes, I have no experience, but I won't gain experience in the future. I really don't know what to do. Zong Bao, what would you do if you were fell in love with a good friend you grew up with?"
.”
"If you two love each other, then I will marry you."
"What if it's a man?"
"..."
I raised my head and looked at him: "Just tell me."
Zong Bao looked at me with a dull expression: "Uh..."
"Say it!"
"I don't seem to have that charm."
Zong Bao responded directly: "This topic will end here. I don't have your luck."
I looked at him and smiled helplessly: "You don't know what to do, right? It seems that everything you do is wrong. I feel that some of my ideas two years ago were very naive, but if I look at myself now in the future,
, I still feel that I am naive now. I never know how to make one thing more beautiful. I always seem to complicate simple things, but at the moment, I really don’t know.
How can we make it simple and clear?”
"No one is perfect." Zong Bao stood up and looked at me: "Don't think so much, I'm tired."
I looked at him with a wry smile: "Yes, I'm really tired."
"If you feel tired or don't know how to deal with it, just face it directly. I think things will become easier."
Zong Bao replied calmly: "I don't agree with the way you handled Zhuo Jing after meeting him. I think it would be better to deal with it in a big way. If you do this, it will make him think too much and put you in a passive situation.
"
I nodded: "Maybe what you said is right, but I really couldn't face it at that moment. Looking back now, although I feel a little impulsive, canceling the cooperation is also the right choice."
Just as Zong Bao was about to answer, the doorbell rang directly outside. He glanced at me and said, "I'm going to open the door. Shui Xiaoke is probably back. He disappeared after seeing Assistant Xiao off."
I nodded without answering, leaned my head on the pillow again, and muttered softly: "Face it directly..."
"Who are you looking for? Do you have an appointment?"
Zong Bao's voice came directly across the corridor. Before I looked up, I heard Xu Meijin's voice coming directly: "I'm looking for Jiao Long!!"
I immediately sat up straight and looked at Xu Meijin who strode in: "Are you following me?!"
"Yes, I'm following you!" Xu Meijin seemed to be a different person in an instant. He walked to my desk and held up his hands: "Ma Jiaolong, it's okay if I never see you! But I saw you today. I
I have to say what I said! Otherwise I really can’t make anything happen!!”
Zong Bao followed her and glanced at me: "Know?"
I nodded and looked at Xu Meijin's flushed face: "You can go out first."
Zong Bao was speechless. He glanced at Xu Meijin, then at me, and then walked out.
As soon as the door closed, I looked at her and said, "What else do you want to say? Isn't it clear enough between us?"
“Of course I don’t know!!”
Xu Meijin stared at me with her big eyes full of grievance: "It's been two years, Jiaolong, it's been two years. I worked hard to be a better version of myself. I thought that as long as I was good enough, then I
I’m not that little girl who only clings to you, and I’m not that big girl who just stands at the entrance of the village waiting for you to come back, but you know what I can’t do!!”
"I still miss you. When I am very tired at work, I just wish that if you were here, maybe no one would dare to bully me! Countless days and nights I have been asking myself, did I really do what I did in the first place?
Wrong, so you hate me and you annoy me are all caused by me, so I carefully inquire about your news. Even if I get your number, I don't dare to call you. I'm afraid you will resent me.
You know! I'm afraid that you will forget me. I even use various channels to hang my billboard in front of your store for a longer time. When your store's business is not good, I will also give people money to go there.
You buy things from there! I inquire about your current situation from their mouths, but I personally can only watch you secretly from a distance. I am afraid that you will be angry, so I dare not show up, you know? "
"But just now, without any warning, we came face to face. At that moment, I suddenly realized that I had done nothing wrong. If I were asked to choose now, I would still let Zhuo Jing see me as I did before.
The real you also allows you to see what you think is your true face in love! Jiaolong, remember, all men like you as a woman! What they can accept is only after gender reassignment surgery.
You! Instead of the complete you, only I am sincere. What I like is just you. Whether you believe it or not, I am here. Even if you don’t see me, I am still here. I will wait for you until
You - change your mind."
Speaking of the last word, Xu Meijin burst into tears. She took a deep breath and raised her hand to gently wipe her tears: "You said that I have changed. I have indeed changed. I am in a need
In a circle where I am careful every step of the way, I will not give sincerity to anyone in this circle, but only you, Jiaolong, let's be together. I am really tired. I want to rely on you like before.
Please, please look back at me. I heard that Wen Xiaoni is your girlfriend. You can accept her, right? Then why can't you accept me?"
I just felt that her words made my blood surge upwards. It was not ordinary anger. I lowered my eyes and stood up slowly: "You mean that everything you did was right. The only person who loves me the most is you."
Really, you are the only one who can accept that I am intersex, right?"
"That's right."
Xu Meijin replied forcefully: "I am the only one. I don't care whether you are intersex or not. Remember, there is only me - Da Ya."
I gritted my teeth and looked at her with slightly cold eyes: "Da Ya?"
This name sounded so unfamiliar now. I looked straight at her and slowly walked up to her: "I want to ask you what kind of thing you like. I just want to go back to the past.
Or do you want to become lovers?"
Xu Meijin's originally righteous face became a little nervous now. She looked at me and leaned back slightly with her back to the desk, "I, I want to be with you, I just want to be with you,
Jiaolong, what are you going to do..."
I took off my suit jacket, rolled it to the side, and unbuttoned two shirt buttons. I put my hands on the desk to the left and right, and let Xu Meijin control them between my arms. I immediately pressed my body up and watched her approach.
A slightly frightened face appeared close at hand: "Don't you like me? Then what do you think I will do..."
Before I finished speaking, I kissed her on the mouth. At the same time, I reached out and started to tear off her clothes——
"Jiaolong, no! Jiaolong!!"
'Snapped!!!'
My face suddenly went numb and my body froze. Xu Meijin grabbed the collar of her clothes, lying on the desk with her upper body lying on the desk, looking at me with tears on her face: "You, how could you..."
"It can't be done, right?"
I looked at her coldly, put my tongue on the face that was slightly numb from her beating, and straightened up: "Since you can't do it, then don't say those words about love or not. It sounds really disgusting."
Xu Meijin cried, she cried so much that she collapsed. She grabbed the collar that was torn by me with one hand and supported the desk with the other as she stood up: "How could you do this to me...How could you do this..."
Because of the struggle, her hair was slightly messy. This scene really looked like the scene after a criminal succeeded -
My heart also throbbed with pain. I stood there with my back straight, looking coldly at her cry: "Don't say your love is too noble, and don't think how much you like me, you know?"
, in fact, you are no different from those people who watched me lively in the audience two years ago."
"No, no..." Xu Meijin cried and looked at me: "I...I hate you!!!"
She suddenly cried and shouted, grabbed her clothes and ran out.
My eyes were also a little sore. I raised my hand, buttoned up my shirt expressionlessly, and wiped my mouth. I didn't know why I was like this suddenly. I just hated her and hated her for speaking so much of love.
She actually said it plausibly despite such selfish hurt, haha, what a joke...
"What did you do to her?"
I didn't answer, and I didn't know if I had exerted too much force just now, so my legs were a little weak now. I slumped down on the boss's chair. I looked at Zong Bao with red eyes: "What do you think?"
"Isn't that a little too much? She's just a girl."
"what about me?"
I took a deep breath, but my voice was still trembling uncontrollably: "Do you think I want this? I am more resistant than her, but you said face it, I can't make sense with her anymore, you
What do you want me to do? Okay, doesn’t she like it? Then I’ll let her like it! I’ll just let her do whatever she wants!!!!”
"Calm down, I didn't say you did anything wrong."
I gritted my back molars and looked at Zong Bao, my mouth full of bitterness: "What is right and what is wrong? I really don't know what to do. Isn't she full of love? Then I let her love me.
!Why is she wronged!! She also knows that it is an insult to be forced to do so, but what about me! When she thought she was doing well for me, did she ever think about what I would endure!!!"
Zong Bao saw that I didn't respond, so he sat on the sofa next to me and looked at me from a distance: "That's fine, I don't think she will come to you next time."
I raised my head and laughed sadly, "This is the best. This is my purpose. I really have had enough of this kind of love."