The speed of the car can be described as lightning fast.
I was held in Zhuo Jing's arms and watched as he used his cell phone to contact the doctors and nurses at the hospital in advance. I should be familiar with the look in his eyes. Although it was angry, it was mixed with anxious concern for me.
Angry, I saw him shouting loudly to the person on the phone to immediately find someone to be ready at the emergency door. Although that habitual commanding posture may seem to me to be pretentious, at that moment I said no in my heart.
The emotion was fake, as if, for the first time, I saw the shadow of him from two years ago on his face.
To be honest, I think I should be afraid of something as serious as vomiting blood, especially after I vomited twice and my mouth was filled with a fishy-sweet taste. However, I didn't feel any discomfort at all. Instead, I felt abnormal.
It's very comfortable, as comfortable as if I had been constipated for a week but suddenly passed it out in one go during a collapse. It feels quite hearty and refreshing.
Therefore, when I saw him yelling anxiously at his cell phone, I felt a little guilty, as if I was pretending to be sick and wasting the hospital's human resources. I opened my mouth: "I'm fine, I'm really fine."
"you shut up."
He stared at me sharply while holding the phone, and then continued to speak into the phone: "Are you talking about the patient's mental state? Her current mental state is not normal. Yes, you vomited about a hundred milliliters of blood and still said that you are
Are you okay?"
"Zhuo Jing..."
"Shut up. I'm not telling you to prepare a stretcher. She has disabled legs and feet. I'll be there soon. Yes, you should go faster."
"I do not……"
"Shut up."
Putting down his cell phone, Zhuo Jing stared at me directly: "Please be quiet and listen. It's not up to you whether something happens to you or not. If something happens to you, I won't let you go."
I looked into his eyes, and there was a throbbing in my heart. Just when I was about to open my mouth, I saw that the car had already arrived at the emergency door. This battle was really big. Even my brother-in-law was waiting in front of the stretcher. I don’t know.
They thought I was some important person, "Qiaoqiao, Qiaoqiao, what's wrong with you?!"
As soon as the car stopped, my uncle shouted at me with a worried look on his face from outside the car. I stood up and wanted to get out of the car by myself. After all, I wasn't at the point where I couldn't take care of myself yet, but Zhuo Jing's expression was unusual.
He said gloomily, "Be honest and don't move!"
I was frightened by his appearance, and froze there without daring to move. I saw him holding a fragile object as he carefully carried me out, and warned me fiercely: "If you are not there,
Be quiet and I will seal your mouth."
As soon as I was put on the stretcher, I was held down by the medical staff, and then they pushed me wildly towards the emergency area. I looked at my little uncle who was following me with a nervous face and grinned.
I smiled and wanted him not to worry so much about me, but I didn’t know if it was because the stretcher cart was being pushed too fast, and some bumps came when it arrived. The air in my stomach surged again, and I tilted my head, "Pfft!!
" He spat out another mouthful of hot liquid.
Under the bright lights of the emergency room of the hospital, the blood I spat out was unusually bright and clear, and the red was a little black, but my body felt comfortable for no reason, as if everything was silent, and every cell seemed to be following this.
A mouthful of blood came out and I tried desperately to repair it. I tilted my head and rested on the stretcher, but suddenly I knew the reason why I was vomiting blood——
Fall, it’s my blood that is breaking down on its own...
"What are you still doing here? Stop her bleeding quickly!!!!"
Zhuo Jing's roar echoed in the emergency room, and his brother-in-law stepped forward to hold him back: "Qilin, don't worry, this is a hospital, don't be so loud, don't worry, the doctors and nurses are all here, Qiao Qiao is fine!
"
I raised my eyes and looked at his anxious but slightly pale face, and my heart couldn't help but tremble. I knew I was fine, but seeing Zhuo Jing so anxious for me, it would be a lie if I said I didn't feel it.
——
With a 'crash', the curtain in front of me was pulled directly, and it also covered Zhuo Jing's crazy look. I thought he would never react like this to me again. I thought, no matter what
Whether I live or die, it doesn't matter to him anymore.
My beloved Zhuo Jing, is there no way you can just let me go? But what should I do? Even if I still love you, I won’t take that step again. It’s impossible for us in this life.
Already...
"Patient, don't cry, don't be afraid, we are just giving you a normal examination, it won't hurt at all."
The medical staff in front of me methodically put some instruments on my body, and kept whispering comfort, but my tears seemed to have opened and I couldn't stop it. If he was really more ruthless, then
I think we will just drift apart if we are exhausted. I am not afraid of him hurting me, because in that case, I will forget it one day. As long as I forget, some of his words will not be hurt, but I am afraid that he will hurt me.
Okay, I really won't be able to let it go.
I know the answer, but I have to try my best to control my thoughts. I also know what kind of body I have and how disgusting he is. I also understand more clearly that the more I want to get closer, the more I will be hurt one day.
Seriously, I don’t admit that I am a disabled person, but I still have to pay for the world’s eyes. No matter I am Ma Jiaolong or Lin Qiao, my body cannot be changed...
On the one hand, I am delighted with the abilities that my natural yin and yang bring to me, but on the other hand, I have to endure the happiness that is impossible for a yin and yang body. I hear Mr. Nan’s words in my ears, peach blossoms are too small to be picked.
Always...but I really only want that one branch. That branch seems to be the closest, but it seems that I can never pick it off.
"Strange, all the patient's indicators are normal. Upper gastrointestinal bleeding is suspected, but no detection was found..."
I wiped away my tears, waved my hand, and directly interrupted the doctor who was examining me, "I'm really fine."
Now I am sure that I will not vomit again. The poison from the insect has been almost broken. I propped myself up and sat up directly. The doctor was a little anxious: "Patient, please lie down first. We are checking you. And
The green channel has been opened and the results will be available soon."
I shook my head and said, "I'm really fine. I just might... have gotten angry." Of course I can't say that I was knocked down. In that case, I would probably be sent to a psychiatric hospital next.
"Are you angry?" The doctor looked at me in bewilderment. It was probably the first time he had seen such a calm patient like me. He adjusted his expression, and it could be seen that he wanted to look at me as professionally as possible:
"For a patient like this, vomiting blood is not a trivial matter. No matter what the cause is, please trust us and we will do our best to restore you to health."
"I'm really angry."
I looked at the doctor seriously: "Well, I used to vomit blood when I got angry. It's really fine. There's no need to waste money on checking me. I still have something to do. Can I go home now?
.”
"Can't."
With a 'crash' sound, Zhuo Jing suddenly opened the curtain and walked in. He ran in front of me in two steps and said with cold eyes: "I think you want to check your brain. Tell me how angry you are that you can vomit blood?!"
I lowered my eyes to prevent myself from looking at him, and turned my face slightly to the side. I obviously lacked confidence, so I stopped answering and just lay there honestly.
"Qilin, please come out first and let the doctor examine Qiao Qiao. Don't be so anxious." His uncle came in again and pulled him out. Zhuo Jing shook off his pull and raised his finger at me: "I'm warning you.
You just lie here honestly, and until the results come out, you can’t go anywhere."
"Qilin!" My uncle probably thought I was wronged when I didn't speak. He looked at Zhuo Jing with a slight reproach in his eyes: "Are you worried that others have a slightly better attitude? How can you point at others' noses casually?
of!"
Zhuo Jing looked at me and snorted: "I just don't want her to die. Who said I care about her."
"Qilin! Please be careful with your words. No matter what Qiaoqiao says, no matter what you say... they are all my nieces!!" My uncle was also a little at a loss for words. He probably wanted to say that I had an affair with Zhuo Jing.
, but I felt that it was a bit embarrassing to say this now, so I held it in for a long time before saying "niece".
Zhuo Jing glanced at me coldly, gritted his teeth and spat out each word: "So, I can't just watch your niece vomit blood and die because she got angry."
I couldn't bear it anymore and sat up from the hospital bed: "It's none of your business whether I die or not!! I said I'm fine, why did you have to send me to the hospital!!"
The most awesome thing about Zhuo Qilin is probably that he quickly detached me from touching emotions and turned them into anger. Damn, what he said was so irritating! Will I die if I vomit two mouthfuls of blood? Young Master, I have a hard life.
It’s here!
"Patient, please don't be emotional. Lie down. Dr. Zhuo, you should go out first. The patient's mood cannot fluctuate so much."
The younger uncle pulled Zhuo Jing anxiously: "Qilin!!"
The muscles on Zhuo Jing's face were so stiff, and the coldness in his eyes wanted to penetrate me over and over again. After a long while, he nodded: "You think I am willing to care about you. If you still want to shout at me, then you
You'd better cooperate with the inspection, otherwise, even if you see me unhappy again, you won't have the strength to fight back."
After saying that, he strode out directly. I was suppressed by the medical staff and lay on the hospital bed speechless. What the hell is this? I don’t understand. Why is it so difficult for him to say a few pleasant words?
, even if we really can't be together, can we not be so tense?! Zhuo Jing! I beg you, please!
After being made such a fuss by Zhuo Jing, I was not in the mood to talk to the doctor about my vomiting blood. On the one hand, I was worried about the matter with Zhuo Jing, but on the other hand, all I could think about was the bug I was infected with.
The reason why I vomit blood should be that the blood in my body activates a self-protection mechanism when encountering poison. Especially when there is Qi pushing out, that Qi should be brewing and transforming in my body when I meditate at home.
Xian Qi'er, after thinking about all this, I felt incredible. If my thinking was right, then I would be really surprised at my own Taoism. It turns out that I still have this ability!
What I need to do now is just to see if the red spot near the back of my neck is still there, so that I can basically confirm whether my reasoning is correct.
I lay there for more than an hour and there was no sign of vomiting again. My blood pressure and heart rate were normal. The test report was also sent in. The doctor looked at it twice and looked at me in disbelief: "You used to
Is it really normal to vomit blood when you get angry?"
I nodded, but I thought to myself, if I hadn't been shot, who would have vomited blood without any problem? Part of it is already bleeding out every month, so if I don't have anything to do, I might vomit some more. Blood is also very precious, but medical equipment can't detect it.
I was hit by a head drop, so I could only nod my head: "Am I okay?"
"It's rare. Not only are you fine, but all the physical indicators are better than those of a healthy person. Do you usually pay attention to health care? Your immune system's defense capability is very high, which means that your body is not even in the sub-health state that is common today.
No, I really can’t explain the vomiting of blood this time.”
The doctor looked at me with confusion and admiration: "What are your usual eating habits?"
I'm also a little surprised that I'm in such good health?
Then why don’t I feel it myself? Except for the day when my destiny became clear and I felt like I had taken stimulants, I am always tired and tired on ordinary days. I don’t have less junk food, instant noodles, etc. than anyone else.
Eat, is this test report inaccurate or is my good health due to the blessing of the old fairy?!
Although I didn't answer, the doctor was still a little excited and said to himself: "This report of yours can really serve as an example to other patients. Dr. Zhuo, the patient's examination report is out. Come in and take a look."
!!”
I heard my uncle respond, the curtain was raised, and Zhuo Jing walked in with his uncle with a dark face. The dried and blackened blood on his chest where I spit it out was still very clear. He was so short-circuited that he actually felt sorry for those clothes. I
Wearing a suit, I knew how expensive it would be, so it was a sin to have it ruined by me like this.
"Look, Dr. Zhuo, the patient is very healthy. The report shows that there is absolutely nothing wrong with him. You can rest assured." The doctor followed his brother-in-law and told me about my situation with a dutiful look on his face. His face was slightly excited: "Look at it.
I haven’t seen such good indicators in a long time.”
Zhuo Jing glanced at the report and looked directly at the doctor: "What was the reason for her vomiting blood?"
The doctor was startled for a moment. I think he was preparing to see everyone's expressions of relief, because my report showed that it was normal, which means it was fine. Obviously, he did not expect Zhuo Jing to struggle with this issue, "Well,
This is not very clear."
"Not sure?"
Zhuo Jing's brows tightened and his eyes were aggressive: "I sent her to the hospital just to know the reason for her vomiting blood. But you can't tell me clearly now. Do you know this is a hidden danger? What I want is not superficial data.
It’s the specific reason that caused her to vomit blood this time.”
The doctor was obviously unable to resist, and wiped the sweat from his head: "Well, we may need to continue the examination more closely... Maybe it is just because the patient said she was a little angry."
"Getting angry?"
Zhuo Jing watched him take a step closer: "You can actually say such a general word, then you should find out why he got angry and how to avoid or even put an end to such situations in the future."
I felt that it was really difficult for this doctor. Witchcraft does not belong to the medical category. I thought that even if an experienced expert was brought in for me, he might not be able to find out the cause of my illness, so I stood up directly and looked at Zhuo Jing:
"Can you please stop forcing the doctor? I told you I'm fine!"
"I didn't talk to you." Zhuo Jing looked at the doctor without hesitation and said, "You must give me a reasonable examination report. I won't believe this kind of thing."
"Wait a minute." My uncle, who had been reading the report, interrupted Zhuo Jing and then looked at him again: "Qilin, don't be impulsive. The doctors in our hospital are 100% responsible for the patients."
As he said that, he looked at me again: "Qiaoqiao, have you had surgery on the cyst on your kidney?"
"Uh..." I almost forgot about this, but now if I say I had an operation, just ask my family and they will know that I lied. I scratched my head and said, "I haven't had time to do it yet.
, but I didn’t feel anything at all, maybe the cyst disappeared on its own.”
My uncle frowned: "How is that possible? It will keep growing. You are too careless about your body."
As he said that, he looked at the doctor again: "Let's do another full-body examination tomorrow. She had a benign tumor on her kidney about two years ago. She will also do a urine protein electrophoresis analysis tomorrow.
Let’s take an adrenal ultrasound to see the specific results.”
After saying that, he looked at me again and pulled the doctor outside: "By the way, there is another situation I want to tell you..."
When the brother-in-law and the doctor walked out, Zhuo Jing's face was still tense: "I really doubt the qualifications of this hospital doctor. He even said that you are angry."
As he said that, he sneered again and turned to look at me: "But shouldn't you thank me for not telling anyone about the evil magic on your kidneys?"
My heart was blocked, and I really felt a little depressed, especially when there were only two of us left, I was so depressed that I almost suffocated.
Taking a long breath, I tried my best to look up at him calmly: "Zhuo Jing."
But when his eyes fell to me, I felt a little unsure, so I had to move my eyes down and look at the solidified blood on his chest: "Zhuo Jing, thank you. No matter how unpleasant your words are, I still thank you.
You, because you sent me to the hospital, so I know that you don’t hate me that much, at least..."
"You are overthinking. You don't need to say thank you to me. I just don't want you to die of illness. I just came back and you died of illness. Of course I can't make you feel so comfortable. This is too boring for me.
Do you get me."
I took a deep breath, tried my best to turn a deaf ear to his words, and twitched the corners of my mouth: "This is not what you mean, at least your eyes can't deceive. I have known you since I was a child, even though you speak like a human being
It's ugly, but you're not a bad person." After saying that, I raised my eyes and looked at him, "Zhuo Jing, let's not be like this, okay? It's very childish. I know I may have brought you pain in the past, but that's all in the past.
, even if we can’t be friends, let’s not be enemies, okay?”
This small space separated by a curtain was unusually quiet at this moment. Zhuo Jing looked at me, but his eyes were slightly red. After a long while, he lightly opened his thin lips: "Enemy? Lin Qiao, you are too tall.
It’s up to you.”
I nodded, but my voice was trembling: "Yes, I think highly of myself, Zhuo Jing, I beg you, don't do this again, even if it's for my uncle's sake, don't do this again, okay?
It has nothing to do with you whether I live or die. Wouldn't it be better if I died? I would save you an eyesore. If you are so arrogant, just pretend that you don't know me, okay?!"
Zhuo Jing looked at my face and leaned slightly closer, his eyes full of coldness: "As if I don't know you? How is this possible? Even if your face is burned to ashes, I can spell it out for you. You are the only one who has deceived me in this life.
You are the one who has the most affection for me. Do you think I can forget everything just by saying a few words? Remember, I want you to live well in this life. Only by living can you make up for what you have taken away from me.
Things, death is not the most painful, living is worse than death!!"
"You are very childish, do you know that?"
I couldn't hold myself any longer, so I stretched out my hand and pushed him away. Because I used too much force, the dripping needle on my hand was instantly ripped off from the back of my hand. But I was so angry that I didn't feel a trace of it at all.
Pain: "We broke up two years ago! It doesn't matter anymore. Do you know that even if I lied to you, I have apologized! I don't owe you anything!! I don't need to make up for anything to you!!
Zhuo Jing coldly looked at me who was going crazy for a moment, but suddenly raised one corner of his mouth: "I know, you are anxious to break up the relationship with me. I'm afraid Cheng Baize came back and made him misunderstand. I heard that you guys fought several times.
My sister-in-law ran into me for being flirtatious and flirtatious. Haha, it’s really disgusting. But let me tell you, in this life, as long as I’m here, it’s impossible for you to date any man. If you don’t want to seek humiliation,
You'd better tell him to get away and don't let me see him again."
My whole body was shaking uncontrollably, and when I looked at Zhuo Jing’s face, I felt unclear. I really didn’t understand why it was so difficult for everyone to forget each other properly. He had to cut my heart apart.
Then he was unhappy, to sprinkle some salt, he was still unhappy, he had to step on me again to make me collapse, was he satisfied?
"Zhuo Jing, don't go too far. Cheng Baize and I are not as obscene as you think. We are good friends. Moreover, you are not qualified to tell others to go away. In my world, you are the one who wants to go away.
One thing, he is my most important friend who cannot be lost, and you are nothing!!!!"
I almost yelled at him like crazy, this curtain should not be soundproof, and my uncle should be standing outside the curtain with the doctor, but no one came in, and no sound came to stop him, so I shouted
His voice was extremely shrill, his mouth was fishy and salty, and his throat was almost hoarse.
Although I couldn't see Zhuo Jing's expression clearly, I could feel his anger that was ready to go off. He ran directly in front of me in two big steps, grabbed my throat, and pushed me directly to the hospital bed.
He came up, and his body immediately pressed down on him: "Shut up."
I was lying there, but suddenly I laughed miserably: "Zhuo Jing, I have a girlfriend. I won't be with a man anymore. I like women. I beg you, can you let me go?"
.”
Zhuo Jing's fingers relaxed: "What did you say?"
The corner of my mouth was grinning, and my vision was blurry: "I have a girlfriend. I won't be with any man. Please let me go. I'm just an intersex person. I'm just an intersex person who makes you sick."
, I beg you, can you give me a way to survive..."
"Do you like - women?"
Zhuo Jing's voice was as deep as coming from the ground, and the cold air rushed down my toes to the top of my head.
I clenched my back molars, wiped my tears, and finally saw his complicated eyes clearly at this moment, and nodded vigorously: "Yes, I like women, and I also have a girlfriend. She and I are very happy...
…”
"Qilin! What are you doing!!"
My uncle finally came in, and he pulled Zhuo Jing away. I instantly felt my body loosen up, but Zhuo Jing's body was pulled lightly by my uncle, and he bumped into the heart monitoring machine on the side, accompanied by "
There was a clanging sound, and my uncle couldn't help but exclaimed: "Qilin!!!"
I sat up hastily, and instinctively wanted to reach out to pull Zhuo Jing, who fell to the ground along with the heart monitor, but he was confused and pushed away his little uncle who was trying to help him, and climbed up from the ground with his eyes blank.
He got up, staggered a few steps, and looked as if he had drunk too much. He almost tore down the curtain between us, but from the beginning to the end, he did not look at me.
The nurse who came in after hearing the noise looked at the heart monitoring device that fell to the ground and screamed loudly: "Why did you drop this!!"
"It's okay, it's okay, I'll take care of it." My uncle said repeatedly and stepped forward to help Zhuo Jing: "Qilin, what's wrong with you?"
Zhuo Jing's footsteps stopped, but his hand was still holding on to the curtain. He looked at his brother-in-law slightly sideways, and his voice was unusually low and hoarse: "I'm fine. Don't forget to ask the nurse to wrap her hand."
After saying that, he immediately let go of the curtain, shook his hand, and strode out.
"Qiaoqiao, what did you tell him?"
My hands were still stretched out in the air, watching the curtains unfold in layers, covering his back as he left. I felt an indescribable pain in my chest. The curtains were covered with folds that he had scratched out. My teeth were gently grinding in my mouth.
I trembled lightly, as if what he was grabbing just now was not the curtain, but my heart that had been broken. He shook his head numbly: "I didn't say anything, it's all over..."