The security guard who had spoken to me before was looking at me dumbfounded like a lunatic. He was reluctantly carried out of the door by Zhuo Jing and then put into the car waiting in the yard. Xiao Tian, who came down and opened the door, saw
I was also stunned: "Jiaolong, why are you..."
I didn't have time to pay attention to other people's looks at me. After I got into the car, I instinctively went to lock the door on the other side. As a result, Zhuo Jing swung the door open and threw out: "Lockdoor." You can't fight here.
opened!
Turning around, I gasped and stared at him: "Are you sick? Are you sick!!!"
Zhuo Jing's eyes were straight and his face was expressionless. He ignored me and said nothing, as if he had not rudely stuffed a big living person into the car just now and treated me like a living being.
I watched the car drive out of the yard, and the door of Mr. Li's house opened slowly not far away. I was immediately anxious, where the hell am I going to get this!
"Zhuo Jing!!!"
I turned to look at him: "Stop the car for me!!"
Instead, his face turned slightly away from the window, and his eyes were full of suppressed sullenness, as if my noise annoyed him.
"Zhuo Jing! Stop the car for me!!!!"
I don't even dare to think about how the two people waiting upstairs would feel if they knew that I was robbed and taken away like this. They would have to draw a circle and curse me!
"Xiao Tian."
Zhuo Jing finally reacted, but he looked directly at Xiao Tian, who was sitting in the passenger seat: "Call Uncle Li later and ask Sister Gui to send someone to pack up Lin Qiao's gift and send it directly to the hotel."
I was stunned and looked at Zhuo Jing: "What are you talking about? I can't leave. Are you sick? Why are you making decisions for me! Stop the car for me! If you don't stop, I'll call the police!!!"
Xiao Tian was obviously puzzled. He turned around and glanced at me who was freaking out, but still nodded: "Okay."
“Stop the car!!!!”
I swear I have never been so crazy in my life. Seeing the car driving farther and farther away from Mr. Li's house, I feel more and more devastated. But Zhuo Jing, with his cold face, knew that he was pretending to be deaf here, let alone Xiao Tian.
My face was full of doubts about who could explain it to him. I had no choice but to look at the driver and reached out to touch his shoulder: "Master, could you please pull over and stop? I'm really in a hurry."
, this is a lunatic, I don’t know him!!”
As soon as the driver's face looked at me from the interior mirror, I immediately collapsed. Damn, foreigner?!!!
But he was obviously curious about my reaction, so he opened his mouth and spoke a bunch of English. With my little English vocabulary and strong understanding ability, I could tell that he was probably asking me what was wrong and why he was like this.
Excited and such.
"I'm...I'm...that, down, car, get off the car, do you understand, I want to get off the car, stop!!"
I swear I must learn English well this time when I go back. This damn communication is too strenuous!!
The driver was obviously confused by what I said, and raised his thick eyebrows: "Stop?"
I nodded repeatedly, "Yes, yes, yes, stop, I want to go down, I want to..."
Zhuo Jing directly pulled me to his side and silently stopped me from making guesses and gestures with his driver. Then he opened his mouth and looked at the driver and said a lot of words with no expression on his face, as if he was explaining something. He spoke very quickly.
, I saw that the driver responded OK several times and then turned a deaf ear to my voice.
What's going on! Glancing at Xiao Tian, he actually lowered his head and suppressed a smile after Zhuo Jing finished the call. There's something wrong here!
"What did he tell you? Stop the car for me!!!"
I was anxious and reached out to grab the driver's arm, but Zhuo Jing restrained my shoulders, gritted his teeth and said in a deep voice: "Be honest with me, don't show off before you do that, otherwise, you will be the one to lose."
own face."
"My pleasure!"
Not to be outdone, I said, "Hurry up and ask him to stop the car for me, do you hear me? Otherwise I will call the police soon! Why do you have to come out for me! Do you know that I have something wrong!!!"
Zhuo Jing's eyes were sharp, and he looked at me fiercely as if he wanted to eat me, and then turned his face sideways. Except for the hand that pressed on my shoulder, every cell in his body was exhausted.
You're saying I'm putting up with you, you'd better shut up now.
I glared at him and then looked at Xiao Tian: "Xiao Tian, I really have something to do. Can you ask this driver to stop? I'm really in a hurry. I can't just leave like this!"
Xiao Tian looked back at me, then secretly looked at Zhuo Jing, and then gave me a helpless expression. The driver was even more funny. No matter how much I talked to him, he ignored me and watched the car arrive.
At the door of the hotel, I looked at Zhuo Jing angrily: "What on earth did you tell the driver?"
Zhuo Jing didn't look at me, and just said lightly: "Get it clear, I am his boss, who are you."
I gritted my teeth: "I am nobody, why did you bring me out! Are you sick? Are you free? It's very childish for you to do this, you know! You will delay my big things!!"
The only person who responded to me was Zhuo Jing's side face. He didn't look at me and looked like he didn't want to quarrel with me. This made me collapse in various ways. I forced myself to be calm and collected. I took a deep breath and looked at Xiao Jing again.
Tian: "Xiao Tian, what did Zhuo Jing just say to the driver."
Xiao Tian glanced at Zhuo Jing, then shook his head: "I didn't say anything."
When the car stopped, I saw the opportunity and wanted to leave, but Zhuo Jing suddenly thrust his face in front of me and said threateningly: "This is not your fault, Anton. If you don't feel embarrassed, just give me a loud shout."
call."
As soon as he finished speaking, he grabbed my wrist and walked towards the hotel. I kept leaning back, holding my breath and trying to pull my wrist out. I was dragged inside by him reluctantly, and I was dragged into the lobby.
The golden light in the elevator was a bit dazzling. The waiters along the way looked at me with doubts on their faces. Zhuo Jing pulled me into the elevator with an expressionless expression, as if he was just holding a dog!
Maybe it was because his face was too cold, or maybe the people in the hotel knew who he was. They just nodded politely when they saw Zhuo Jing, but no one came to ask me what was going on! I felt different in my heart.
Such resentment, if it weren’t for the concern about face, I would have rolled on the floor, and it would have crushed the bones of my wrist!!
It wasn't until we passed through the hotel corridor and Xiao Tian opened the door to the room that Zhuo Jing coldly threw me in and closed the door with a bang.
The force of his throwing me away made me lose my balance. I exclaimed and stumbled a few steps toward the living room. The room was too big, and I couldn't find any furniture that I could use my strength to hold on to. Fortunately, it was okay.
There was a very thick carpet on the floor, so I simply sat down on the floor, thus preventing my feet from being injured again.
"Jiaolong!" Xiao Tian had quick eyesight and quick hands. He ran up to me in a few steps and tried to help me: "Is everything okay?"
I blocked his hand, sat on the ground and rubbed the red bruises on my wrists that were pinched by Zhuo Jing with a speechless expression. While rubbing them, I raised my eyes and glared at Zhuo Jing: "Are you sick!!"
Zhuo Jing pursed his lips tightly and walked up to me, standing straight and looking down at me with a hint of impatience: "I don't want to quarrel with you. I only give you two choices now. The first one is tonight's flight ticket."
Go back immediately. Secondly, I have a three-day trip in Hong Kong. You can stay here for one day tomorrow and come with me the day after tomorrow. Choose one."
I felt particularly uncomfortable with the angle I was looking at him from, so I got up and took a step back, watching his chin slightly raised: "I don't choose either, I want to go back, did you hear me clearly, I want to go back!!"
"
Zhuo Jing looked at Xiao Tian with a cold expression: "You go out first."
"Okay." Xiao Tian responded, looking at me and wanting to say something, but he opened his mouth and walked out anyway.
Until the sound of closing the door came, Zhuo Jing looked at my footsteps approaching, I instinctively raised my feet and moved back: "Stand still, you have something to say!!"
Zhuo Jing looked at me with a cold face, a bit of disdain in his eyes, walked past me in a few strides, and then sat on the leather sofa not far behind me, with words written all over his body.
Did anything to you?
To be honest, I felt empty in my heart. I felt like I had been thinking too much and was a little pretentious. I always felt that I was as important to Zhuo Jing as he was to me, so it was okay to be teased like this.
ask for it.
"Honestly, I'm not interested in your life or death. I just look at the face of my uncle and aunt and don't want to see you continue to do this without knowing the truth. People need to be self-aware. Don't worry, I'll send someone to Uncle Li's place.
I won't say a word to you anymore. I will do enough for you to save face. You don't need to thank me. I just want you to remember that many things in this world cannot be accomplished with just a lot of blood, especially
Yes, Onmyoji."
Zhuo Jing's cold and calm voice came from behind me. I swallowed, turned around and looked at him who was sitting on the sofa and carelessly playing with a wine glass. This attitude and tone, to put it bluntly, didn't he just mean to me?
If you don't have real skills, why don't you come out and embarrass yourself?
He opened his mouth and said, "Don't forget, your happy world also came to me to destroy the evil spirits."
"But have you broken it?" He added lightly, "I remember you said you couldn't break it, right?"
"I……"
I felt really itchy when I saw that look: "I didn't say I can't break it, but you won't need it when I want to break it! I have real ability, otherwise, I wouldn't come to Mr. Li!!"
"Isn't it because Mr. Nan opened his mouth that you had the chance?"
He continued to open his mouth lightly, stopped moving his hands, and looked up at me: "Tell me, do you have any real ability besides self-promotion?"
Haha, okay, these teeth are getting sharper and sharper. He always thought that those photos and news on the Internet were made by me. I took a deep breath and told myself not to argue. It is useless to argue.
It only made us all calm down, so we cleared our throats: "First of all, I have never hyped myself up. Whether I am really capable or not is not something I can say myself, but something that others have seen. My uncle and sister-in-law have all witnessed it with their own eyes.
I think you can see and hear if you're not deaf or blind. Also, no matter how capable I am, I can't spread my news everywhere on the Internet. Zhuo Jing, I don't want to be so tit-for-tat with you. If you really
If you think I can’t do it, then you can let me try. Whether I can do it or not is not up to you. Now, you are not my employer!”
The expression on Zhuo Jing's face was stiff, but he suddenly smiled strangely when he looked at me: "You are really not afraid of death."
I took two steps forward: "First of all, I don't think I will die. Secondly, you are right, I am really not afraid! I, Ma Jiaolong, have never been afraid of anything below since the day I became an Onmyoji."
thing!"
Zhuo Jing looked straight at me and didn't answer, but the look in his eyes was so deep and complicated that I couldn't guess what he was thinking or even his happiness and anger at the moment. At the end of the scene, he suddenly stood up and said, "I don't think we are suitable for chatting.
Tell me whether you are leaving today or the day after tomorrow, and I will ask someone to book a flight for you."
I opened my eyes wide and closed my eyes. I was talking in vain!
"I won't leave!!" I couldn't hold myself any longer, so I ran in front of him in two steps and looked at him with half raised face: "Have you ever learned to respect others? Let's not mention that we don't have the slightest relationship now.
Even if you talk about it from my uncle, you don’t have the right to interfere in my affairs, you know?”
"I'm not qualified..."
Zhuo Jing suddenly gritted his teeth and a cold light suddenly appeared in his eyes: "Say it again."
I panicked, and immediately alerted the police to the danger. I took a few steps back, but then replied unwillingly: "Why do you care about me!!"
Zhuo Jing sneered suddenly, his lips parted slightly: "Do I care about you? If I didn't care about my aunt, do you think I would care about your life or death?"
OK, this is Zhuo's style. I bit my lips and nodded: "I can't thank you enough. I can't thank you enough. I thank you. Please consider me begging you. Even if I, Ma Jiaolong, die in
This thing has nothing to do with you, and your current actions are misleading, you know!"
"Misunderstanding, misunderstanding about me, misunderstanding that I still have feelings for you?"
Zhuo Jing looked at me, and the smile on his lips was full of evil: "You really think too highly of yourself."
I took a deep breath, but the tingling feeling in my heart began to spread slightly. I laughed twice, and with a heartache, I raised my eyes and looked at him: "Zhuo Jing, do you feel that it's your business?
, it has nothing to do with me. Whether I think highly of myself or not is my business and has nothing to do with you. I don’t care how good you are in other fields, but here, you are willful, childish and self-righteous. You said we would only meet again.
You will treat me as a stranger. In the past year or so, I have not appeared in front of you on purpose. I even downgraded my plane to avoid you! But you brought me here. Do you think
Who are you! Can you explain your behavior! Don’t talk about little uncle! You are just being mean, you know that!!!!”
The air suddenly became deathly quiet, and the only sound left was my gasping for air after I finished shouting. A suffocating chill gradually accumulated in Zhuo Jing's deep eyes: "Am I being mean?"
It's a lie to say I'm not afraid. In this environment, even if I shout out of my throat, someone will be able to hear me. Besides, I'm no match for him in terms of combat effectiveness. I don't know what's wrong with me to say something like that.
, but I've really had enough. Instead of being entangled like this all the time, it's better to give me a happy result. Anyway, I've always been the bad guy, so I don't care anymore.
Thinking in my heart, my neck was stiffened. No matter whether my heart was as fragile as paper, on the outside, I didn't want Zhuo Jing to see any flaw.
Behind the scenes, just when I thought Zhuo Jing was going to say something, he actually ran over in a few steps. I was shocked and was forced back by him until I reached the door. His hand suddenly moved towards my face.
There was a loud bang on the door, and at the same time, my nose smelled a cold air. My heart tightened, and I instinctively stretched out my hand to push him: "Zhuo Jing
…”
His eyes were red, as if he wanted to cut me into pieces. With the sound of his teeth clenching, he lifted his lips and said, "Tell me, am I also being a bitch now?"
Seeing him like this, my heart felt as if someone had suddenly cut it out with a sharp knife. It was so twisting that I almost wanted to suffocate. Gritting my teeth, I suppressed my emotions and expressions, straightened my neck, and spit out a word.
:"yes."
His eyes were red and glaring, and they were full of words that he wanted to eat me alive. In addition to the anger that was about to come out, there was something I couldn't distinguish. Suddenly, he raised his hand. I think he was in a state of despair.
He definitely wanted to strangle me to death. As arrogant as he was, no matter whether he still had some feelings for me or not, I think he would never allow anyone to use the word "cheap" to describe him. He instinctively closed his eyes.
, there was no struggle, this scene should be expected, he has always been like this, since I dare to offend him with words, I will naturally bear the consequences of offending him!
But after waiting for a long time, until the cool air on the tip of my nose gradually receded, I frowned slightly and slowly opened my eyes, but I only saw his back. He was holding on to the wall on one side with one hand, his back facing
Me: "Let's go."
I opened my mouth, but I didn't know what to say. I didn't mean it, especially to Zhuo Jing. It's just that many times, I feel that I mess up things so easily. If everything was as simple as getting rid of evil spirits.
Okay, no matter how difficult it is, as long as I do the right thing and deal with it cleanly, then it will be clean. But there are always inextricable connections with Zhuo Jing. I can’t hate him, even if I say vicious words to him.
It’s not what I really want to say. It’s just that I don’t know why it is like this. It’s like crawling out of a deep pit. I obviously want to climb out quickly, but when I look back, I’m still standing at the bottom of the pit.
I can't climb up because of him. Maybe if he didn't hate me so much, I would feel better. But, how can he not hate me...
Turning around, I reached out and pressed the door handle. The moment I pushed the door open, Zhuo Jing turned his head and looked at me: "Lin Qiao..."
His voice was very low. I looked up and saw that his face was unusually pale, but there was a slight smile on the corner of his mouth. He was a bit unruly, but also had a hint of helplessness: "Don't worry, I won't be mean to you in the future."
.”
I turned around, feeling sad. I opened the door and strode out. Xiao Tian almost bumped into me, looking at me with panic: "Jiaolong, you..."
"fine."
I threw down those two words, picked up my feet and ran straight away. I went straight to the elevator, pressed the switch, turned around, glanced at the empty corridor, and my eyes turned red uncontrollably. Until I walked into the elevator, I
Looking at my absent-minded face hanging on the wall, what the hell happened to me?!
Isn't this what I want to see? If you say the right thing, do the right thing, and people give you the response you want, what else do you want, why do you feel uncomfortable, what do you feel that you can't accept,
You should be lucky and relieved, at least, his last words were so calm.
In his eyes, I changed from Ma Jiaolong to Lin Qiao, and from Lin Qiao to a complete stranger. When I walked out of the elevator, I suddenly hated myself extremely. I was wrong. If
I made it clear to Zhuo Jing from the beginning that maybe everything before today would not have happened. So, it doesn’t matter if I’m heartbroken now. I brought this on myself. I’m the one who committed the crime.
!!
Looking at the people coming and going in the hall, I took a deep breath and went back to work. Maybe, the only thing that can save me from this mood is work. I instinctively took out the mobile phone in my pocket, and my heart suddenly
I panicked, and I felt carefully before and after, but there was nothing... Did I drop it or didn't bring it with me? I reached out and took out the money in my pocket, but there was no money. I thought carefully about the journey, and looked back at the elevator again.
He raised his feet and walked in again.
If the phone is really lost at Zhuo Jing's place, I can't count on him to deliver it. I have no money and I don't know the address of Mr. Li's home. If I just take a taxi and say I want to go to Li Maocheng's home, let alone anyone else knows.
I don’t know where, maybe they’ll take me to the police station as a lunatic.
When I took the elevator back, I was thinking, maybe it takes time to let go of every relationship. I can't let it go now because the time hasn't been that long yet. As for Zhuo Jing, I really can't understand him, but I think
, he must have more hatred. As long as time goes by, or he invests in the next relationship, one day, both of us will be free.
When I walked to the door of Zhuo Jing's suite, the door was ajar, which meant that it had not been closed just now. I exhaled softly, raised my hand and was about to knock on the door, but the sound from inside made me move immediately.
pause……
"Xiao Tian, do you know that there is a feeling that it hurts when you torture someone, but it hurts even more when you see her smiling, because whether she is good or bad, she does not belong to you. You know this feeling
."
"Mr. Zhuo, when you talk about her, do you mean Jiaolong?"
I lowered my eyes, but my breath was tightly held in my throat and I didn't dare to exhale. If I hadn't come back and heard it with my own ears, I would never have believed that Zhuo Jing would say such a thing.
"Mr. Zhuo, you are talking about Jiaolong, right?"
Although Zhuo Jing did not respond, Xiao Tian used an affirmative tone. Hearing the voice gave him the courage to continue speaking: "Mr. Zhuo, I don't know what happened between you and Jiaolong, but I think if you still love
She should fight for it, Jiaolong is a very good girl, and you are good for her, and you should let her know that although I have never been in love, I think if there is a misunderstanding, it would be good to explain it clearly."
"There is no misunderstanding, it's just that she doesn't want to give up anything, no, she wants to give up on me..."
I stretched out my hand and pulled the ajar door with some trembling. Zhuo Jing was actually sitting on the ground. His face was half-downcast and his head was leaning against the wall. His eyes were dim. I gritted my teeth and looked at the loneliness on his face.
And helpless, the tip of my heart trembled suddenly, here he is still the arrogant person standing in front of me!
"Mr. Zhuo, to be honest, I admire Mr. Zhuo's clean and tidy style at work, but when it comes to relationships, I think you don't handle things very appropriately. In fact, I can tell that Jiaolong loves you very much, with the look in his eyes.
You can't deceive people with your reactions, you..."
Zhuo Jing suddenly laughed, and his smile was full of sarcasm: "What do you think I should do? I don't know how to treat her anymore. I wish I could bring the whole world to her, but she doesn't
It's strange. I don't care what everyone thinks of me, but I can't ignore her. I'm cautious and don't want to let go, but I can't get close. Can you tell me, what else can I do between her and me?
?”
I couldn't see Zhuo Jing's face clearly, and my whole body was shaking uncontrollably. I had been secretly guessing at Zhuo Jing's thoughts. I thought he hated me, he hated me, he hated my intersex body, but I never
I never thought that he would like me and love me as much as before. Because I have low self-esteem, I knew that I was not worthy of him. But one day, in an unexpected situation, I suddenly heard the standard answer.
, I really collapsed. I feel that God is cruel to me and Zhuo Jing. I like him and he also likes me. We just want to fall in love simply. Why did I commit such a crime?
Wedding evil!!
"This..." Xiao Tian was suddenly speechless, "I think you should just confess your feelings to her directly."
"Forget it, let me tell you what to do with this."
Zhuo Jing suddenly stood up, I covered my mouth and hid behind the door, "Go to Uncle Li's place and see if she has come back. Maybe she is still at the door of the hotel. She is stupid, maybe she doesn't know how to do it at all."
I know the way and I haven’t exchanged Hong Kong dollars. If I see her, I’ll send her back.”
"Mr. Zhuo, how about I bring Jiaolong over? You two should make it clear."
"You don't understand. Some things cannot be explained clearly. Remember, if you see her, don't say anything more."