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Chapter 411 Silence

"Jiaolong..."

I didn't look up and watched the tears fall on my hands drop by drop: "You are here to tell me, are what you said right?"

"No, I feel sorry for you."

Cheng Baize said, reaching out and putting my head against his waist: "Actually, it's not a big deal, just cry, let it out and you can leave happily."

"No." Although I was a little broken, I still stretched out my hand to push him away and looked up at Cheng Baize who was standing next to me: "Why should I leave."

Cheng Baize's eyebrows were stunned for a moment: "His mother has made it clear what she said, and you still haven't left? If you don't leave, are you going to wait for your seventh aunt and eight aunts to come together to denounce you, and then continue to play like a miserable mandarin duck here?"

I stood up holding on to the table, picked up the milk tea on the table and drank it. I wiped my mouth and looked at him: "I can't leave. If I just leave like this, Zhuo Jing will hate me forever."

After that, I turned around and walked directly out the door.

Cheng Baize grabbed my arm: "Ma Jiaolong, you are crazy. You have been targeted by that smiling tiger. His mother is definitely not a simple person. Do you know that all your actions today are due to her?"

Mom is within sight, including when you go to the pharmacy to buy medicine! They are just here to warn you, if you continue to be ungrateful, your face will be really torn!"

"I do not care!!"

I suddenly went crazy! Are all of them crazy? Even if we fall in love, they will follow us!!

"You don't care? Let me tell you Ma Jiaolong, if you don't look back now, Zhuo Jing's mother will let everyone know that you are intersex. Of course, she will not let you think that she did it.

On the contrary, she will be the first to comfort you. Her purpose of doing this is just to slap her son in the face. Secondly, she will start to put pressure on people close to you, such as your sister-in-law and your uncle.

, and that god-given thing you mentioned, there are many things that you dare not imagine, until the relationship between you and Zhuo Jing is full of holes, thinking of this, are you still willing to get involved in these bad things?

That's a bad thing to say, you don't want anything to happen to your grandpa."

"Ma Jiaolong, I know Zhuo Jing's mother better than you do. Do you still remember the female ghost I sealed? The death of that female ghost was inseparable from her mother. That woman was cruel and had a heart as hard as a stone.

!You are no match at all!!”

I didn’t want to think carefully about Cheng Baize’s words. In other words, I didn’t want his words to upset my heart. I walked to the elevator with force. People I met along the way looked at me strangely. I didn’t care.

, look at it, just look at it, and see how miserable it is for a person who is completely beaten after just one day of falling in love.

Walking into the elevator, I stretched out my hand to press the button, but Cheng Baize pressed the floor button with his hand: "Jiaolong, can you wake up a little? Can you listen to me? Ah, you have lived well without him in the past three years.

Dear, do you know how happy I am to see you achieve what you have achieved today? The threshold of their family is high. Isn’t it okay if we are not enough? If she wants to find a polytechnic or Yale University as her daughter-in-law, then let her find one.

, we are not surprised."

I took a deep breath and controlled my emotions slightly: "You asked me to go back first. Even if I leave, I have to wait until Zhuo Jing wakes up and makes things clear to him before I leave."

"what do you want to say?"

I pulled off Cheng Baize's hand, pressed the floor button, and replied lightly: "I promise him that I won't leave without a word..."

"so what."

"So, I'm going to tell him, I'm going to tell him everything."

Cheng Baize took a deep breath: "What are you going to tell him? Do you want to tell him that his mother has talked to you? Or do you think he won't hate you when he wakes up and then you tell him that you are leaving?

Ma Jiaolong, I was too afraid of being a bad person three years ago. I should have made it clear to you a long time ago. He is not the only one in the world who can break your marriage refutation, and Zhuo Jing is not the only method.

I really don’t understand, if you weren’t like this three years ago, how could you become so stubborn three years later? You clearly know that Zhuo Jing can’t accept intersex people, so why do you insist on going your own way.”

I gritted my teeth and looked at Cheng Baize, holding back the sourness: "That's because I wasn't sure three years ago. I thought he hated me, but now I know everything. Why should I let go? Tell me, I

What did I do wrong? What did Zhuo Jing do wrong? Can I tell him now? I told him that if he wants to be together, he must accept that I am intersex. I must at least let him understand everything. I

We can’t let him think that I just left quietly!”

"Yes, you'd better tell him and then take another blow. Do you think he won't hate you anymore? You're wrong. For him, he will feel that you hid it from him from the beginning or even

It's an insult to sneak up and try to do something like that to him."

As he said that, Cheng Baize let out a long sigh: "If you think neither of you did anything wrong, then it's my fault, okay? It's me who is meddling in other people's business, so I should tell you, Jiaolong, you insist on following him."

It's right to be together. Even if his mother does something to you, you have to endure the great grievance. Your grandma has worked hard to change your life since you were a child. Maybe she doesn't even know how to survive.

A few minutes, just to see you crying over a man now!!"

"Get away!!!!"

I stared at Cheng Baize with blood-red eyes. His words definitely touched my bottom line: "Who I am with now has nothing to do with my grandma! I don't want to talk to you anymore, so go away! It's not my business.

You care!!!!"

Cheng Baize fell silent, and the small elevator space was extremely quiet for a while. He looked at me, suddenly smiled with disappointment, and nodded: "You have changed, you are not the same person I met three years ago.

You're a little girl with a bright smile on your face. I'm leaving. I'm leaving now. Maybe I shouldn't come to you..."

I stood there suppressing my emotions that were about to get out of control. I didn’t know why I shouted to Cheng Baize. I was just angry, but I didn’t know who to be angry with. Are you angry at Zhuojing’s mother? People made it very clear, if you want me

Let me understand their parents' intentions. I have nothing, so what can I use to match Zhuo Jing? But I am not angry with Cheng Baize. He didn't say a word wrong. I also heard the threat between Zhuo Jing's mother's words. It's just me.

This breath just can't come out. I feel aggrieved, as if this breath has been destined to be held in my chest since I was born. I hate God for being unfair. Why do others have it so easily but make it so difficult for me?!

‘Ding’~

The elevator has arrived.

I raised my feet and heard Cheng Baize say quietly beside me: "Three years ago, a little girl once told me that she would be a better gentleman than me. She told me that if you don't do bad things, you won't

She made a fortune, her face was bright when she smiled, she said, Mr. Big is her ideal, she would secretly rejoice over the red envelope of several hundred yuan, and then she looked at me guiltily and asked if I had received too much, she

When she was crying, she told me that she could not keep anyone who was good to her. I promised her that no matter how the world treats her or how the world sees her, she will be my only friend and I will do it.

As her last resort, can you tell her now where she went?"

"Cheng Baize."

I finally broke down completely, watching his heart twitching, grinning and crying, and the big snot flowed directly into his mouth: "I didn't mean it, I just love Zhuo Jing very much, I don't want him to hate me, I don't

I yelled at you on purpose, I just don’t know what I did wrong, why everyone told me it was inappropriate, why I couldn’t do it when I finally wanted to be with someone, loving someone is very hard,

I want to be an Onmyoji, but I also want to be with Zhuo Jing. I beg you, can you help me? Help me find a way so that I don’t have to live so hard. I beg you, please help.

Please help me, please. I really don’t know what to do. I’m really scared. What if he hates me... I beg you..."

Cheng Baize looked at me and gently opened his lips: "Can you also help me and tell me how on earth you can let me see the you you were two years ago?"

I opened my mouth, but felt that my heart was twitching again with pain, my throat was blocked, I coughed and retched, and then spit out a mouthful of black foam, but before I could see clearly what I was vomiting, I just felt that I

His body shook uncontrollably as if he had drunk too much, and he heard Cheng Baize shout: "Jiaolong!"

With a 'click' sound, the moment my arm was pulled and thrown up by Cheng Baize, I clearly saw the bracelet Zhuo Jing's mother put on my wrist fly out, bounce to the elevator wall, and then shatter...

A black curtain suddenly appeared in front of my eyes. This feeling frightened me. I had to go find Zhuo Jing and tell him that I would not just leave quietly. I struggled in vain for a few times, but the world recovered immediately.

There was dead silence. (To be continued)


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