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425 Fear

fear.

Real fear...

Thin, fat, young, beautiful, ugly, who the hell has died?!

I looked up at the sky. The gloomy sky seemed to be a little lower. I didn’t want to walk those roads, even the wide ones and the narrow ones. I just wanted to go home and find Zhuo Jing. I was indeed

I'm tired of the past and feel that living is too difficult, but when this day comes, I feel that I haven't finished dealing with many things, and I can't just leave like this!

I want to cry, but except for the water dripping from my body, my eyes are extremely dry. It seems that my eyes are not used for crying, but every cell in my body is helping me cry. I finally understand why some things bleed when I am emotional.

There was water flowing again, they didn’t do it on purpose!

When I turned around, I wanted to find another way to go. In other words, I wanted to find a way to the underworld. But as soon as I turned back, I was completely covered. There should be river water behind me.

The place also turned into a smoky intersection. I felt that my heartbeat should be speeding up at this moment, but when I touched my chest, I could feel nothing but a cold patch of ice.

At that moment, I suddenly realized very clearly that I was dead. Now I am no longer an Onmyoji, but a poor guy who was caught by Fengxia...

The water on my body dripped to the ground. I thought my nose should be sore, but I had no reaction at all. The only response I had was the water flowing down my body, and,

Those iron shoes were as heavy as a thousand pounds. I bit my lip and looked around. There were roads everywhere, as if they were invisibly forcing you to make a choice. Which road do you want to take?

My feet were very heavy. I gritted my teeth and walked towards the widest one tremblingly. I didn’t know how my grandpa was doing. Is he okay? But then I thought about it, what if my grandpa was here too?

Something happened in the river. Can I see him? If I don't see him, does that mean he is fine?

Feeling relieved, I walked along the light mist-like avenue. I had shown Bai Shi to people before, so the procedures after people left were also clear-cut. You can't wear leather shoes, you have to wear cloth shoes.

, you can’t wear clothes with collars, you have to wear clothes with open fronts, but how come I had them all when I died!

The shirt started to strangle my neck. I felt uncomfortable and kept trying to loosen it with my hands, but to no avail. Even if I took off all the shirt, it still strangled my neck. It was also very cold. I knew that if I wanted to stop being cold, I had to wait for my family.

Burn some paper for me and give me some cold clothes so that I can keep warm. Thinking of this, the water on my body started dripping out again. This made me very unhappy. You can't fucking let me be normal.

a little!

The more I walked, the sadder I became. In addition, I couldn't walk, so I almost always took a few steps and rested for a while. I had all kinds of curses in my heart. I never thought that Ma Jiaolong, as an onmyoji who can dispel evil, would one day change my mind.

Now that it has become an evil thing, do I have to be more cautious if I want to go home to see it in the future? Otherwise, it will be too easy to be destroyed by others.

But then I thought, I can't go back, I am no longer a human being, and when I go back, I will scare my family, scare my grandfather, and even make Zhuo Jing sick... Thinking of this, I suddenly don't know how to express it.

My emotions were gone, so I just stood there, standing on the empty endless road, like a man-made fountain. Apart from constantly spraying water from my clothes, I couldn't do anything else.

I seem to want to understand why there is water seeping on my grandma’s tombstone and why it is fried. The so-called family is ruined, which means that I will die, but who can tell me why I am still sober after death? What should I do?

Do you want to go to the Land Master to register? But where is the Land Master? Normal people are guided by Yin difference after death. Even if Yin difference does not guide them, they will still find the way just like the instinct of wanting to eat when they are hungry, but

I seemed to be completely confused, my mind was in a mess, and I couldn't find any clue at all. Based on this, I should not have died, so no one cared about me. According to the saying when I was alive, I died in vain!

Oh God! I am the most aggrieved, okay?

If I keep going like this, after passing the gate of hell, there will really be no turning back. I didn’t expect that I would always take detours when I was alive. I didn’t expect that after death, I would take a shortcut, directly crossing the Tutu Temple and embarking on the road to hell.

They didn't even give me a chance to redress my grievances. Does the industry have any conscience?

I remember I read a passage somewhere before. It said Huangquan Road. It said that if you look up, you can’t see the sun, moon and stars; if you look down, you can’t see the dust of the land; if you look forward, you can’t see the sun.

On the main road, looking back, I couldn't see any neighbors. At that time, I laughed it off, but now I've looked around, and the road under my feet is not that kind of suet road. I can't describe what kind of material it is.

Yes, it was very smooth anyway, and the sky was indeed gray and foggy. At this moment, I really wanted to see an acquaintance, even if we could just encourage each other and be brave.

At first, I was the only one standing on this road with no shops in front of me, but after a while, I could see people coming one after another, and there were quite a few of them.

, men and women, old and young, some of them are old and dressed as if they are going out to be a guest. This kind of person should be at the end of his life. He has changed his clothes and is ready to go, so he walks with great posture.

, full of energy.

There are also some skinny people wearing hospital gowns who seem to be out of breath when walking, and there are also children with confused faces who are walking forward as if they know where they are going. Of course, there are also those who are almost as embarrassed as me, wearing shabby clothes.

His face was stained with blood, and soon more and more people were walking. Strangely enough, these people were from Wuyang, Wuyang, but there was no sense of congestion at all. It felt like this road was beyond your imagination.

It’s so wide that no one can squeeze in and touch anyone, but if you look closely, you can’t see clearly the facial features on each person’s face. You can distinguish their expressions and their moods and anger, but it seems like they are a little short-sighted.

Not just double eyelids or anything like that.

I stood there in a daze, feeling that everyone, no matter old or young, knew the direction, but I was the only one who was particularly confused. At that moment, I suddenly felt that I was not a competent Onmyoji.

, because what I say below is clear and logical, but when I actually came down on my own, it was not just a common trap. I have never been in the dark about others, so to be honest, I don’t know clearly what is going on, and I can’t say what I feel.

I came, seemingly frightened with a hint of curiosity, and looked back. The intersection where I came had long since disappeared, and there were people behind me. I didn’t know where to go, and I didn’t want to go to the gate of hell. I was afraid,

Unspeakable fear. (To be continued)

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