Chapter 442(1/3)
With a sound of 'Tum!', Cheng Baize's head was pushed directly against the car door frame. He rubbed his head and looked at me with a grin on his face: "What's wrong? I'm so sleepy."
My body was numb and I felt like all the pores were open. Looking at his face, I still instinctively felt scared——
"Jiaolong?"
Probably because he saw that my breathing was a little short, Cheng Baize looked at me inexplicably: "What's wrong with you?"
"Go away!"
I shouted, "Bang!" and pulled the car door shut. It felt like I had just watched a terrifying and unbearable thriller, but as soon as I left the cinema, I was frightened by a real person again, so for a while
Can't slow down.
Cheng Baize wanted to open the door, but Zong Bao stopped him, "I'll ask her what's wrong. She might be having a nightmare. You get in your car and wait for a while."
Judging from this posture, they must have reached the end of the road, so they all got off the car, only I was still asleep.
I sat up straight, not sure if it was cold or something else, but I was shivering uncontrollably.
Zong Bao opened the car door and sat next to me, then closed the door and looked at me: "What's wrong with you?"
I still have Bai Jingqi's face in my mind, that smiling face pretending to be crazy. I turned my head stupidly and looked at Zong Bao: "Bai Jingqi is dead."
"Ah?" Zong Bao was confused by what I said about Monk Zhang Er: "What did you say? Why did you bring up Bai Jingqi again? Isn't this matter over?"
I shook my head and grabbed Zong Bao's arm: "I know, she jumped into the sea, she committed suicide, right? Then, maybe everyone in their family was killed by him, so everyone hates me in this life.
You don’t like me, are you right?”
"What are you talking about? I don't understand."
Tears flowed from my eyes, "Why can't you understand? Don't you know everything? Don't you know everything clearly?"
Zong Bao looked at me and frowned: "Didn't I tell you? I know it was just Lao Xian'er who told me, I don't know anything else."
I looked around cautiously and saw Cheng Baize getting into his car. Then I dared to continue. He looked like a suspicious psychopath: "Zong Bao, Cheng Baize is not a good person, is he?"
"What's wrong with you? What did you dream about when you slept all this way?"
"Didn't you say so? He is a bad person."
My mind is filled with the fickle face of Cheng Baize in my previous life, which is so terrifying. Although I already know that I have returned to reality, I can't get out, really can't get out, and I feel that I have a deep shadow.
"I mean he's too perfect, and there's something wrong with it."
Zong Bao replied calmly: "What did you dream about in your past life? When you were Bai Jingqi?"
I nodded: "He is very bad, bad to the core. He kills without blinking an eye. He threatens Bai Jingqi. He drives Bai Jingqi to a dead end. Will he be like that again in this life? Will he still be so bad? Zong
Bao, I'm afraid..."
Zong Bao put his arms around my shoulders: "You have to know, even if you were once Bai Jingqi, you are not now. You are Ma Jiaolong. Although I think there is something wrong with Cheng Baize, but to be honest, he still treats you
Not bad.”
I didn’t dare to think about it, but my body was still trembling uncontrollably: “He’s double-dealing, he’s done all kinds of bad things...”
"Then, have you ever thought about why he did those bad things?"
I gritted my teeth and said, "To get Bai Jingqi."
"So, even if he did evil in his previous life, it was because Bai Jingqi planted the cause for him. Without Bai Jingqi, how could he have done that?"
I was stunned by Zong Bao's words: "You mean, you blame Bai Jingqi?"
"Everything has a cause and an effect. If you do good deeds, you will get good results. If she had handled the relationship with Cheng Baize in her previous life well at the beginning, why would she be like this? This may have something to do with her personality or environment, don't you think so?
."
I shook my head, I couldn't listen to these things now: "Zong Bao, just tell me, will Cheng Baize be so bad in this life? I'm afraid. If he is like that, I..."
"You have to know that reincarnation is about repaying the causes planted in the previous life, and then planting a new cause while producing a result. In the next life, you will pay back the old ones and add new ones.
, and so on, the natural cycle."
"You mean, Cheng Baize won't be that bad in this life, right?"
"Jiaolong!"
Zong Bao looked at me helplessly: "He is not the person he was in the previous life, and you are not the person you were in the previous life. You used to be Bai Jingqi, but you are not the same person in this life. Even if your face remains the same, your personality, style, and environment are all different. Maybe
You have seen very cruel things, but you have to know that your life is not like that. Maybe God just wants to tell you a cause and effect, tell you a why, nothing more, I am not the same person in my previous life, I remember me
I used to be a driver, but now I can’t even understand how to change gears, do you think that’s right?”
I leaned into Zong Bao's arms, because this feeling of fear was so obvious. I was cold, very cold. Even though everything around me was real, I couldn't pull away for a while. I knew that I
The person I saw was not Cheng Baize, but the sinister expression on that identical face really frightened me.
Zong Bao hugged me slightly, maybe because he saw that I was too scared, he began to comfort me: "If he really did a lot of bad things in his previous life, in this life, maybe he is just here to compensate you, maybe I still need to understand him.
, he is very good to you, there is no doubt about it."
"Dong dong", someone knocked on the car window twice. I turned my head and looked at Cheng Baize standing outside with a worried face: "Jiaolong, what's wrong with you?"
My shoulders suddenly shrank again, as if I suddenly remembered something. His master said that I was his calamity. Is this a reference to the grudge between Bai Jingqi and him in his previous life?
Sorry, I really don't want to think of Bai Jingqi as myself, because her life is simply miserable, and I simply can't accept it.
"Jiaolong, what are you doing?" Grandpa opened the car door and stretched out his hand to pull me out: "What happened to you, Jiaolong."
"Grandpa..."
When I saw my grandpa, I collapsed a little. I got up and got out of the car, hugged him directly, and couldn't help sobbing softly. I couldn't say anything. It seemed I was wronged, and I had a lot of indescribable emotions.
My grandpa was deceived by me. I admit that this dream was not only for me, but also for everyone.
"What's wrong, kid? Why are you crying so calmly?"
I shook my head and was speechless, but still shed tears. I was so lucky. I was now stepping on the land of a harmonious society. Here, we cannot draw guns at will or kill people at will. There are lawyers and courts.
The world will no longer be one where one person can cover the sky with just one hand. I don’t know why I would think of these things, a hammer here and a stick here and there. Later I understood that the reason why I was like that was because of something called a sense of security.
Something suddenly disappeared...
"Okay, okay, don't cry. Look, you pushed Xiaobai and hit your head so hard. Why did you hit me so hard?"
The already gray sky was actually lightly covered with snowflakes, which were cold on the tip of my nose. I hugged my grandpa and looked around. There were many cars parked around, including cars of various colors and SUVs. There were no classic cars.
There is no rickshaw, no cheongsam, no rouge, this is my real life.
"Jiaolong, are you okay?"
Cheng Baize patted my shoulder. Although my body still trembled, my mood was much better. I shook my head. I stood calmly beside my grandpa, trying to keep a little distance from him: "I
It's okay, I just had a nightmare..."
"Kid, why are you reacting like this when you have a nightmare? Xiaobai didn't do anything. Driving all the way was already very hard for this kid. You even let him hit his head. Why are you so ignorant?
." My grandfather scolded me in a low voice without knowing why. He raised his eyes and looked at Cheng Baize again: "Xiao Bai, what a surprise."
Surprise? I frowned and looked at Cheng Baize looking at me slightly puzzled. Then I looked at my grandpa and smiled, "The surprise is upstairs. Let's go, grandpa."
"No!" I grabbed my grandpa and looked at Cheng Baize: "We don't want any surprises. Grandpa, let's go home." After saying that, I pulled my grandpa to leave, only to find that this was a slightly high-end community with bright street lights.
It shows the falling snowflakes. The buildings are all new. Why don’t I remember there is such a building in Anton!
"Where is this, Cheng Baize, where did you drive the car?"
Cheng Baize looked at me and smiled helplessly, walked up to me and wanted to hold my hand: "City, I told you that I wanted to surprise grandpa, what's wrong with you? Come on, follow me upstairs.
."
"Who asked you to drive the car into the city!" I shook off his hand and stared at him: "Who wants a surprise! I want to go home!!"
As soon as I finished shouting, I looked at the few people who were stunned in place, and suddenly realized that I had gone too far.
"Jiaolong, what's wrong with you..."
Cheng Baize was so frightened by my reaction that he looked at me at a loss: "Did I do something wrong?"
I took a deep breath, took a step back and wanted to get in the car. I lowered my eyes and said, "You did nothing wrong. I want to go home. My grandpa doesn't need any surprises. I don't want to stay here."
"You kid!!"
Grandpa was anxious: "It's snowing, where are you going back? I agreed with Xiaobai to drive here. He said he bought a house here and wanted to settle down. I wanted to come over and see what happened to you."
I’m going to kill you!!”
After saying that, grandpa took Cheng Baize's arm: "Come on, Xiaobai, I'll go and see her. Don't ignore her. This kid has been following me for the past two days. Come on, let's go!"
Grandpa walked with a slight limp. Cheng Baize supported him and said, "Slow down, Grandpa." He looked back at me and said, "Jiaolong, Grandpa's legs are a little sore after riding in the car for a long time. Do you want to walk tomorrow morning? Let's go."
Grandpa, please rest first."
I stood there, I didn't know what was wrong with me, I just felt awkward, indescribably awkward.
Little Master Li looked at Cheng Baize who was walking away, and then looked at me: "Jiaolong, what's wrong with you? Hao Duanduan, why are you angry with Master Cheng? He's been busy here and there, and there's hard work without credit."
No...Oh, Master, wait for me!!"
I sniffed and glanced at Zong Bao, who was still standing next to me, "You blame me too..."
Zong Bao exhaled a breath of cool air: "It's not strange."
To be continued...