There is a feeling called being speechless. I asked myself that since I was a child, I have always been sharp-tongued and could not tolerate being bullied. But here, I can’t say anything or do anything. I can take all the ideas, but only
Against Zhuo Jing alone, he felt deeply powerless.
Driving my car, I was carelessly driving on the road. It wasn't until the sharp car horn came from the front that I noticed the oncoming big cargo. I hesitated for a moment, and my eardrums were about to be pierced by the sound of "didi".
At the same time, I chose to wheel, and the large goods whizzed past my car. The driver was obviously not willing to give in. The car stopped not far away, and he stuck his head out of the window and gave me a roaring Three-Character Sutra: "You are going to fucking commit suicide."
Don’t hurt others! Silly B! You want to die and jump into the river!! You don’t know how to drive on any road!!!”
I also slammed on the brakes, opened the door and walked towards him with red eyes: "It's none of your business how the hell I drive!!"
"Crazy! Damn, bad luck! Bah!!"
The man spat and started the car directly, and drove away before I could get close to him.
I stood there angrily: "Come back! You bastard, if you have the ability, you can hit me!! Come back!!!"
I shouted, watching the car gradually disappearing from sight. I knew it was my fault. If I usually saw a driver like me on the road, he would curse a few words in his heart, but now I feel all over my body.
The blood was pouring out, and I wished he would get out of the car and fight with me, so that I could at least vent my anger.
Passers-by looked at me with confusion. I stood on the road. After a while, I felt the newly bought mobile phone in my pocket ring again. I took it out and put it directly to my ear. I looked at the phone next to me.
Cars passing by opened their mouths in the cold air: "Hello."
"Have you seen him?"
It's Zongbao.
"Um."
I responded softly, but found that this year's winter was unusually cold. I looked up at the sky. Maybe the doomsday theory was not nonsense.
"Have you explained it?"
"No." The tears in the corners of his eyes had already been dried by the cold wind, and his cheeks also felt raw and painful.
"Why."
"He's not angry with me anymore."
"How could I not be angry with you anymore?"
I took a long breath of the car exhaust and felt it was cold from my throat to my chest: "Zongbao, he let it go, it's over."
"He let it go, you..."
I stopped talking. I put down my phone and put it in my pocket. I looked at the city carefully. There were countless cars, countless buildings, and countless people. I was so small. Everything here seemed to be related to me, but it had nothing to do with me.
.
Zhuo Jing's polite but unfamiliar voice still lingered in my ears. I turned back silently and walked into the car. I was really not Bai Jingqi. She could risk everything for her lover, but I, when I couldn't reach it, I really looked for her.
If I don’t have the courage to hold on anymore, forget it, I tried my best to pull the corner of my mouth, it should have ended long ago, right? Love is so tiring, he is in pain and I am in pain, but now that he has let it go, why should I let it go?
No more.
"Ma Jiaolong, wouldn't life be the same without him?"
I softly said to myself, Zhuo Jing is just a person you keep in your heart. Anyway, no one will know where you put him. Maybe one day, he will walk out of your heart.
When the time comes, you can let it go.
I sniffed and looked at myself in the sun visor mirror. This look must not be seen by others. Disguise is an ability that I, Ma Jiaolong, must possess.
"Bitch!! Hit her! Beat her to death!! Harder! Hit her in the face!!!"
Suddenly there was a loud noise outside the car window. I turned around and saw passers-by immediately surrounding the city. I frowned slightly and started the car——
"Don't stop me! She is the mistress! She seduced my husband!! The mistress should be punished!! Beat her to death!! You little bitch!!!"
"Tear off her clothes!! Doesn't she want to show it to others? Let her show it to everyone!! Freeze her to death!!!"
"Don't let her run away!! Hold her down!! Pick her up!!!"
There was a commotion in the crowd, and when I started the car, I saw a woman with disheveled hair trying to run out from the crowd in the rearview mirror. Her face was only exposed for a moment, but then she was pulled away by a fat hand.
She held her hair and then pushed her down to the ground viciously. His thick legs wrapped in high-heeled leather boots viciously stepped on her back: "You guys hurry up and take pictures! Take pictures of her face! She has filmed commercials before!"
!Let everyone in the world see what kind of virtue Xiaosaner is!!"
Someone started to take out their mobile phones, and the crowd also snickered. The fat woman in mink velvet became more and more proud. She ordered two shrews about the same size as her to pick her up from left to right, and then said loudly
: "I'm not afraid of you calling the police. Even if you go to the King of Heaven and me, I'm still the boss!! You little mistress!! Today I'll let everyone see! What do you look like when you're naked!!!"
"Let me go!! Let go!!" She began to struggle desperately, raised her foot, and kicked the fat woman's mink coat.
The fat woman's mouth suddenly grinned, and her face suddenly became angry. She asked the two women on the left and right to hold her arms, and grabbed her hair with one hand: "You dare to kick me!? You all saw this!"
The little vixen dares to kick me!!! I will make her bleed now!!" As she said that, she slapped her hand directly up: "Bitch!!!"
She was so frightened that she immediately closed her eyes, but the crowd fell silent for a moment amid the noise. It wasn't until she opened her eyes tremblingly again that she opened her mouth in disbelief: "Jiao, Jiao Long?"
The fat woman's arms were still raised high, and her wrists were still held in my hand. She looked at me with a puzzled look on her face: "Who are you?! What does it have to do with me teaching a bitch a lesson!!"
I threw her arm aside expressionlessly, and while the two shrews were in a daze, I directly pulled Xu Meijin behind me: "Who gave you the right to beat people on the street?"
"She's the mistress!!!" When the fat woman got excited, she wanted to open her mink velvet coat. She looked at me with an expression of dissatisfaction and said, "Who the hell are you!!!"
"Young pretty boy."
One of the fierce women with her suddenly said, and the other nodded immediately: "Yes, this shameless person is using your husband's money to raise a pretty boy outside, and she even called this pretty boy by his name just now!
!”
"Okay! You little bitch, you still use my husband's money to support other men, I will deal with you both today!!!"
The fat woman started to roll up her arms and sleeves when she looked at me. I looked at her fat face, and I happened to be filled with evil energy. Come on, I'm eager to have a fight.
"Jiaolong." Xu Meijin pulled me from behind: "There are many of them, please go."
"Don't worry, stand back." I opened my mouth gently and loosened the buttons of my coat.
"Hey, look at them like that, eldest sister, they must be related!!!"
"Fuck me!!!"
I ran forward immediately. According to my experience in fighting when I was a child, I never rushed forward. All I had to do was to tilt my neck back slightly to prevent them from grabbing me. If I saw it correctly, I would punch directly and hit the eye! Fat woman's boil
' I screamed, but before the two fierce women could pounce on me, three or five men came running towards me. They shouted, Madam, please don't do anything! Then they stopped the other two women, and before I could do it,
When I was enjoying myself, I helped the fat girl who was knocked out by me and dragged the other two people into a nearby business car.
Except for the two remaining shrews in the car who yelled unwillingly as the car drove away, all that was left behind were passers-by who were still watching the fun.
"Jiaolong, are you okay?" Xu Meijin's mouth was black and her hair was hanging down like a madman. She didn't dare to look into my eyes, and she looked embarrassed as if she had done something dirty and was hit by me.
I didn't say anything, but glanced around the crowd who were still watching, picked up her dirty bag that had been stepped on, and held her arm. She must have fallen, so her legs couldn't keep up.
I didn't care, I just strode forward, put her directly into the car, closed the door, and my first thought was to leave this place of right and wrong.
After the car drove out of the street, I pulled over, looked at her drooping face from the indoor mirror, and opened my mouth: "Should you go to the hospital, or should I take you home."
She lowered her head deeply and hummed in a voice as low as a mosquito: "Send me home."
I didn't say anything. When I saw the drugstore on the roadside, I went straight in and bought some medicine for bruises. I threw it to her and started the car: "Your home address."
She opened her mouth softly and said something, then picked up the bag containing the medicine without raising her head: "Thank you."
"I just saw your dad. He asked me to give you a message. Go home and see him often when you have nothing to do. Your Aunt Yanhong has gone crazy. Xu Linlin will not care about him. Xiaohu is still in school. His hope
It’s just you.”
Xu Meijin still lowered his head, but the sound of suppressed sobs came out.
To be honest, my mood is quite complicated. Seeing her being beaten, I even feel a little distressed. After all, I have been playing the role of protecting her since she was a child, but I am also a little angry if I see someone else acting as a mistress.
I think it's normal to be beaten. If you can't be beaten to death, you are lucky. Who told you to live a life of getting something for nothing? This is the price. Therefore, I feel angry when I see her like this, but there is a trace of intolerance in her anger.
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I know the place she mentioned. Do you still remember Sister Li's big villa? It is that place, commonly known as the gathering place for mistresses. I don't know if Sister Li still lives there. Maybe I can run into an acquaintance like her.
It was very quiet in the car, even the silence was a little embarrassing. Naturally, I didn’t want to say anything. My helping was just to hinder the friendship we grew up with. But because of the things she had done before, it would be okay to say that I was stingy.
It doesn’t matter if I hold a grudge, I can’t let it go anyway.
After an unknown amount of time, the ringtone of her mobile phone came from her dirty bag. Xu Meijin sniffed, glanced at me, and answered the phone: "Hello."
"Baby, are you okay? I'll go see you after I settle that crazy woman."
My ears are listening to Men Qing'er.
"Stop coming. From now on, I don't want to see you. I will move out of the villa immediately."
"No, baby, didn't I tell you that I really love you, and I will give you whatever you want."
"I don't want to go on like this anymore. Stop looking for me." After saying that, Xu Meijin hung up the phone.
There was another moment of silence, and she put down her phone and looked at me: "Thank you Jiaolong, thank you for helping me..."
"I'm not yelling at you."
I responded calmly: "Uncle Xu helped me a lot, and I also looked at his face. I should have thought of this day as a mistress."
Xu Meijin remained silent again, lowered her head, and laughed somewhat self-deprecatingly: "Does this make you look down on me?"
I didn't respond, I knew it well whether I looked down on him or not.
"I just want money, a lot of money."
She seemed to be saying to herself: "I just think money is real."
Understand, it’s normal, money is a good thing, I don’t deny it, it’s just that when it comes to morality and money, the education I received made me focus on morality.
As the car drove into the villa area, I glanced at her in the interior mirror: "Which building?"
She pointed inside: "It's inside."
Passing by the door of Sister Li's house, I took a look inside. The door was closed. Xu Meijin probably noticed my eyes and opened her mouth: "Her villa has been sold."
I raised my eyebrows: "Do you know Sister Li?"
She nodded: "I know. The circle of rich people is so big. Even if we don't know each other directly, we know a lot about it. She was dumped by her boyfriend, and then she quickly found a financial sponsor, a Hong Kong businessman.
, she became his little wife in mainland China and helped him manage the company here, and now she is doing well."
I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, that is Sister Li's character. In this way, Sister Li can be regarded as a myth among mistresses.
Driving to the door of Xu Meijin's house, I braked and looked at her: "Go in, remember to go see your dad if you have nothing to do, and give him a call even if you don't have time to go back."
Xu Meijin looked at me and wanted to open her mouth to say something, but she still nodded and pushed open the car door. Her face was slightly painful and she took two steps. She was limping so badly that she couldn't even go up the steps.
He sighed and couldn't stand it any longer. He got out of the car and gave her a hand, "Let's go, I'll take you in."
"Thanks."
Xu Meijin responded softly, hissing coldly from her mouth. It seemed that she had been beaten badly, but according to the size of those three girls, it was normal for her to be beaten so badly. She was so thin.
She can't hit her with her thighs and small arms, let alone three people working together to give her a combo punch.
Walking into the living room, I directly helped her to sit on the sofa, "You can change your clothes, it's too dirty. I'll put the medicine on myself later, and I'll leave first."
"Hey." Xu Meijin grabbed my wrist: "Jiaolong, can you talk to me."
I straightened my coat and said, "We've already made it clear what we're going to say. I'll leave first. You can put on the medicine yourself."
"Hey, hiss..."
Turning to look at her, Xu Meijin held her lower back with a painful look on her face, looking at me with a worried face: "Jiaolong, can you sit down for a while, just for a while, I beg you.
"
I couldn't bear it, gritted my teeth, walked up to her and took out the drinking wine from the medicine I bought, and then sat next to her: "Please turn your body sideways a little, and I'll take a look at how your back is.
"
Who can bear to step on those elephant legs?
She sniffed and turned sideways, then took off her pink woolen coat with difficulty. She was wearing a thin sweater with three-quarter sleeves underneath, and her exposed little arms were covered in bruises. I sighed silently in my heart,
I'm not her, and I really don't know what she's thinking. A well-behaved advertising star is so flirty that she wants to give up her career and become a mistress!
When I opened the clothes on her back, I gasped uncontrollably. It spread from the waist to the back. Except for the area covered by the bra strap, everything was green, red, yellow, and purple. I don't know.
I thought someone had put oil paint on her back. Xu Meijin's body trembled slightly, and the sobs came out again. I felt a little helpless in my heart, so I opened the lid of the wine and poured some into the palm of my hand.
, then rubbed his hands together and said, "Be patient."
Then I rubbed her back, and Xu Meijin groaned in pain while sobbing. I didn't stop for a moment. After wiping, I carefully applied the plaster on her, screwed the lid on, and put it on the coffee table.
: "You wipe the rest of the area yourself. It's better not to go out these days. If you want to eat, order takeout."
"Jiaolong." Xu Meijin took my hand and looked at me with red eyes from crying: "Do you still blame me?"
Her hair was still messy on top of her head. Inexplicably, I remembered the dream she wore in a red wedding dress, and I opened my mouth: "Let's not talk about this, it's meaningless." After saying that, I got up,
Xu Meijin pulled me tightly: "Wait!!"
I turned to look at her: "Xu Meijin, I have never forgotten what happened before. I think you also know... Hello!!"
Xu Meijin suddenly jumped up and sat directly on my lap. She pushed my shoulders with both hands and pushed me to lean on the sofa. I stared at her with wide eyes and grinned after finishing this move.
Like, "What are you doing!!"
"Don't move!" She pressed my shoulder but didn't let go, and opened her mouth: "Jiaolong, I'm not afraid anymore..."
"Ah?" I was startled: "You are not afraid of anything."
She sniffed: "I have never been in love before, I have never even kissed, so I was scared when you treated me like that, I was really scared, I even felt wronged, you were bullying me,
So I gave up on myself, and I also began to doubt my feelings for you. I just let myself know whether I loved you or not, so I was with Zhang Yida, Jiaolong, and I didn’t love him. It’s been more than a year.
I don't love him at all, I force myself to love him, I know I am a mistress, but I think I will always fall in love with a man, but I can't fall in love with him, I just like his money, he is very generous,
You are really generous to me, Jiaolong, I have saved a lot of money..."
"What on earth do you want to say!" I interrupted her obviously confused words. Maybe she wanted to express too many things, but I really couldn't figure it out: "Xu Meijin, you go down first, don't sit like this... Well...
!”
My eyes widened and I was stunned. She actually kissed me directly. She was still the reserved Xu Meijin. I was so frightened by her that I instinctively stretched out my hand to push her away and wiped my mouth fiercely: "
What are you doing!!!"
Xu Meijin gasped and looked at me. With a pull of her hand, she actually took off her thin sweater. The two balls of white flesh wrapped in the black bra inside that undulated with her breathing were extremely conspicuous. This move completely made me drink.
When she arrived, she opened her mouth and gently twitched the corners of her mouth: "I can do it, Jiaolong, I can be sure that it is you I love. When he makes love to me, I am thinking of you, Jiaolong."
Dragon, I’m not afraid anymore, I really am not afraid anymore.”
As she said that, she stretched out her hand to wrap her arms around my neck. You are not afraid, I am!
I was anxious, so I pushed her to the ground with all my strength. I stood up and staggered out five or six steps. I looked at her sitting on the ground with a painful face and calmed down her emotions slightly: "Xu Meijin, let me tell you,
It is impossible for me to be with you, it will never be possible, you know, you are so disgusting to me!!"
After saying that, I turned around and strode out the door. I was so scared that I was still doing this.
"Jiaolong!!" Xu Meijin called me from behind with tears in her face. She put her hands on the ground and struggled to stand up and chase me: "Don't leave. Tell me what's wrong with me! Tell me!"
!”
With a 'bang!' sound, I immediately closed the door of their house and leaned outside, blocking her crying in the door. I felt a little uncomfortable down there. I really wanted to scold my mother. This kind of thing
I really can’t explain how I feel. I know I have the characteristics of a man, but I hate it. If I have some feelings for someone I like, that’s fine. But with Xu Meijin, just thinking about it makes me collapse.
My mood was so bad that I drove home. I rushed into the bathroom without saying a word and took a shower. Looking at myself in the mirror, I gritted my teeth and said, "Ma Jiaolong, what a sin you have done."
When can I pay it off?"
I dare not think about the way Xu Meijin took off her clothes and left only her black bra. She has changed so much. I just wanted to scare her before. Is this the retribution of this world? She actually came back after being frightened. Damn...