There were only three of us having dinner in the evening. Cheng Baize was busy with work and didn't come back. Wen Xiaoni went to see her old friend in the city again, saying that she wanted to inquire about the price of renting a store and entering a home furnishing mall.
I feel lucky that my grandpa is still sulking. At least at this moment, I really don’t want to put on a smile or say anything, so the three of us finished the meal in scribbling and silence. Grandpa finished his meal.
After dinner, I went back to the bedroom and lay down. It seemed that my legs hadn’t recovered yet. Looking at Zong Bao who was still clearing the table, I opened my mouth: "Zong Bao, when we finish renting the shop and are done with our work, you can accompany me."
Let’s go to the hospital.”
"do what."
"I want to have the surgery." As I said that, I tried to look at him more relaxedly and said, "Anyway, I don't want to have a wife in the future, nor do I want to get married, so I'll just do it, otherwise it will be troublesome."
"Then what's the trouble? It's so convenient for you to go to the toilet in an emergency."
Zong Bao responded dully, moved for a moment, and looked at me: "After this is done, there is no hope at all."
I knew what he was referring to, so I nodded, "I've thought about it, and once I'm done, I won't be thinking about anything else, and I can focus on becoming a great man."
"Then...your yin and yang body..."
"Whether or not you can break your intersex body should have nothing to do with the surgery. Even though I had the surgery, I will be intersex for the rest of my life. This cannot be changed."
Zong Bao opened his mouth, then shook his head: "It doesn't seem possible."
"What."
Zong Bao shook his head: "Forget it, anyway, I listen to you."
I didn't say anything. I went back to the room and took out my wallet. Fortunately, I didn't bring my wallet with me when I fell into the river that day, otherwise I would have been flooded. I couldn't save the only photo. I pursed my lips and took out my wallet.
The photo inside slowly walked to the balcony. The wintersweet hadn't bloomed yet, but the fragrance was already there. I pulled out a stool and sat down. I gently rubbed the photo. Fortunately, he had a straight face. I thought, if he walked out on his own
It will take a long time. If I have surgery, I can completely stop this thought.
I cheered up, my eyes were a little red, and I slowly held the two ends of the photo. I stretched out my hand and was about to tear it apart when I heard Zong Bao calling me from behind. I responded, quickly wiped my face, and looked back at him.
:"do what."
Zong Bao raised my cell phone: "Assistant Xiao's phone number."
"Is there anything wrong with him?"
"I don't know." Zong Bao came over and handed me the phone: "Looking for you."
I must have affected his work. It was very difficult for Xiao Tian to do it for me. I took the phone and put it to my ear: "Hello."
"Jiaolong, are you at home?"
"Yeah, I'm here."
"I'm downstairs at your house, can you come down here?"
"My house is downstairs, how do you know where I live?"
"Zong Bao said, can you come down here?"
I looked back at Zong Bao and then nodded: "Okay."
"By the way, it's cold, remember to wear a coat."
"okay."
I hung up the phone, looked at the photos in my hand, put it in my pocket, went back to the bedroom, grabbed a jacket like a windbreaker, wore it outside and went downstairs.
"Where are you going."
"Assistant Xiao said to wait for me downstairs. He should say a few words and come back immediately."
"Oh, okay, then I'll stay at home with grandpa."
I nodded without saying anything, put my hands in my pockets and walked straight to the elevator.
It was very cold at night, so I shrank my neck. Xiao Tian's car flashed double flashes to attract my attention. I took a closer look and saw that the car was Zhuo Jing's. Where was Zhuo Jing?
My heart tightened, and I reached out and knocked on the car window: "Xiao Tian?"
Xiao Tian opened the door directly: "Come in and talk, it's cold outside."
He was the only one in the car, and I nodded, probably coming to deliver a message for Zhuo Jing.
After sitting in the passenger seat, Xiao Tian turned to look at me: "Jiaolong, our President Zhuo asked me to tell you that you should stop looking for him in the future. He also hopes that you can start over."
I lowered my eyes, "I understand, please help me tell him that I hope he can be happy."
Xiao Tian sighed: "Mr. Zhuo said that he is afraid that you still have thoughts about him, and hopes that you can completely stop thinking about him."
I let out a laugh. Although I felt uncomfortable, I didn't want to show it. I gritted my teeth and looked at Xiao Tian: "Tell him, just say that I have something to say to him, but since he has let it go, then I won't either."
Will stalk you."
Xiao Tian nodded: "That's good, but you still have to come with me."
"Where to go."
"Mr. Zhuo had a blind date with someone two days ago. He thought he was very good. He is the daughter of Rong's Enterprise. He wants you to meet him. I also want you to know by the way..."
"He is very boring." My nose couldn't help but feel sour, and I raised my hand to open the door: "He is sick!"
Xiao Tian locked the door and started the car directly: "I'm sorry, Mr. Zhuo said, this is cruel to you, but he is doing it for your own good. He means that this way you can completely give up, and he is relieved.
"
"Did you hear me stop the car? I already told you, I won't bother you!!"
Xiao Tian looked at me helplessly: "Jiaolong, don't be like this. The more you act like this, the more nervous we, Mr. Zhuo, will be. If we really let go, it won't matter if we meet each other, right?"
"He's not sick, right? Why should I go see his current development partner? If he lets go, I will never bother him! You stop the car!! Don't be such a bully... Xiao
God, aren’t you my friend? You parked the car and asked me to go home!!”
"Don't move the steering wheel, it's dangerous!" Xiao Tian glanced at me: "I don't want to either, but I am Mr. Zhuo's assistant. If I don't take you to see Rong's daughter, then I will lose my job.
, and the daughter of the Rong family also said that she must see her ex-girlfriend. Knowing that you are completely broken up, she can rest assured. After all, Mr. Zhuo made a lot of noise before to find you, and she also wanted to do it for her future.
Buy insurance for your happiness.”
I was speechless, "It's weird. If they get married, then Zhuo Jing will be her husband. Will I destroy her family? Is it possible that she is afraid that I will be her mistress?"
"Of course she's afraid. What woman wouldn't be wary of her husband's ex-girlfriend? Since she loved her, it means she's had a call. It's rare for her to rekindle her, don't you think so?"
"It's you, you big-headed devil!" I was speechless: "Xiao Tian, are you my friend? Who do you think I am!"
"Then let's go meet and put on a show, Jiaolong, there's nothing we can do, there's really nothing we can do, so just cooperate and pretend it doesn't matter, and everyone can go their separate ways from now on."
I was completely speechless. I held my forehead and gritted my teeth. Zhuo Jing, are you interested? If this is what you want, fine, I will cooperate with you!
The car drove directly to the entrance of a private club. Xiao Tian parked the car, and then took me inside. The lights were dim and there was no one. I glanced around: "Where are they."
"Upstairs, this is the place where Rong's daughter uses her own place to relax and entertain with her friends. She said it is important to see you, and she is afraid that you will be embarrassed if there are too many people, so I will only interview the three of you tonight."
I snorted coldly in my heart, it's really a show off, what you say is nice, isn't it just a show of force!
Xiao Tian took me directly to the third floor, then walked to the door of a room, knocked on the door, and heard a cold "come in" from inside. He looked at me: "Everyone is inside, go in.
Jiaolong."
I bit my lip. If I had known I would have blown my hair and styled it a little when I said this, I would not have lost my momentum.
"Go in."
Xiao Tian urged me from the side. I took a deep breath and raised my chin slightly. When I turned the door handle, it was completely dark inside: "Why is it so...ah!!"
Before I could finish my words, Xiao Tian actually pushed me behind me. I was caught off guard and stepped into the dark room. Before I could react, Xiao Tian opened the door with a bang from behind.
I closed it!
What's going on!
I couldn't see anything clearly. I stood up straight and tried hard to let my eyes adapt to the darkness quickly. What the hell are these two people doing to me?
Before I could react, I just felt my arm being pulled by someone. I couldn't control my body, staggered a few steps and fell into someone's arms: "Who!!!"
I was so frightened that I was about to struggle, but I felt the arms around me gradually tightening, and a male voice came from above my head: "Don't move."
"Zhuo Jing?"
Maybe it was too cold outside, but I felt his chest was very warm. Although I couldn't see clearly, I could gradually distinguish his scent in my nose, but what was he doing: "Let go of me! What are you doing?"
What the hell! Aren’t you meeting your girlfriend?”
"Ma Jiaolong, don't talk nonsense, I only have you as my girlfriend."
I stiffened for a moment, raised my eyes, and tried hard to see him clearly, but unfortunately the darkness only gave me a vague outline: "Who are you, are you trying to trick me, ah, you are sick, let go!"
"I'm not loose."
"release!"
"do not move!"
It was him, I was sure it was him, but his behavior completely confused me. In the afternoon, he was not like this. He was so polite that I didn’t know what to say, but this——
I opened my mouth, and my eyes couldn't help but moisten: "Zhuo Jing, I'm sorry for not being so playful, but I can explain that I didn't mean it. Can you stop torturing me like this?"
His chin touched my forehead, which was a very familiar posture: "No need to explain, I already know it. I'm sorry for you."
"You knew already?"
He hugged me tighter, almost suffocating me: "I checked everything clearly, including your accident."
"You went to check?" I couldn't believe it, "Do you know everything, Zhuo Jing, I really didn't mean not to save you. I thought I was dead, but I don't know how to say it..."
"You don't have to say, it's my fault, I'm sorry, I did too little for you."
I suddenly cried, unable to speak, as if a lot of grievances came out in an instant, my face was attached to his chest: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for you, I wanted to explain, but I wasn't given the chance at the time.
, I'm really sorry, I'm afraid something will happen to you."
His voice also trembled slightly: "Silly, I'm sorry for you. I thought love was just a simple relationship between you and me. Jiaolong, I didn't protect you well. Don't blame me. If I wasn't so self-centered, maybe,
You won't get hurt by this."
I hugged his waist and cried so hard that I couldn't speak. Everything, everything, I finally didn't have to worry about it anymore, and I didn't have to think about explanations anymore. I hate these misunderstandings, I really hate them.
"Zhuo Jing, I thought you would hate me..."
"I do hate you, and I hate you even more when I can't find you. At first, I wanted to kill you, but later I just wanted to see you, even just to see you, that's all. I threw away the sunbathing needle, and I saw you again.
When it comes to those things that disgust me, when I am awake, I am thinking, you are here, even if you don’t say anything, I will forgive you.”
My whole body was shaking with tears: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."
"Don't say these three words to me. I'm sorry for you. Later, when I recovered from my illness, I suddenly realized that I had never done anything to you. I was the one who kept hurting you and my family. I'm sorry.
If I didn't protect you well, if something happens to you, I will never forgive myself in this life."
Although his voice was naturally cool, his tone was so gentle that I couldn't imagine it was him. When I raised my eyes, there was actually no darkness. I thought I couldn't see him clearly at this moment: "Then you know everything.
, why did you tell me that in the afternoon."
"Because you are the only one I want to marry, and I don't want you to be involved in the matter between me and my mother. From now on, unless I tell you personally, you don't need to listen to what others say, because it's not me.
, all you have to do is trust me."
"But you told me personally that you gave up, and I thought..."
"If I could let it go, I would have let it go before going abroad. Ma Jiaolong, please be more careful and remember that I can be polite to anyone, but you are the only one who cannot."
He wiped the tears on my face: "You have to remember that you will be with me forever. I will not allow anyone to hurt you again, even my mother. I will not allow it. I have to let you
You know, I will give you a support and I swear to be responsible for your life."
I sniffed and said, "Then what's going on with your girlfriend?"
He didn't respond, kissed my forehead gently, and hugged me again: "Isn't your girlfriend the right one?"
"Isn't it Rong's daughter?"
He didn't make a sound, but I felt that he was laughing. After a while, he made a slightly teasing voice: "Jealous?"
"without."
He held me slightly tighter, and used his chin to hold me again out of habit: "Ma Jiaolong, from now on, don't leave me. Even if you want to leave, I won't let you go."
I pursed my lips and rubbed my face against his chest: "But we can't get married now..."
"I know that as long as you are willing to wait for me, I will take care of everything. I don't want you to be involved in my family affairs."
He obviously misunderstood what I meant, but it was in the right direction. I thought this was good, so I tightened my arms and buried my face in his chest, not wanting to say anything more.
Suddenly there was a loud knock on the door, and a female voice sounded crisply outside the door: "I'm sorry, Mr. Zhuo, have you finished your confession? You're scaring others with your black and blue eyes! I'll turn on the light and go in."
It’s over!!”
After I finished speaking, the room suddenly became bright. I was blinded for a moment, but Zhuo Jing gently pressed my head on his chest: "Stop for a while and then open it again."
The door was pushed open immediately, and I heard Zhuo Jing's tone immediately dissatisfied: "Did I tell you to come in?"
The woman's laughter still came from behind, "Oh, Mr. Zhuo, you're blushing. Hahaha, who would believe it if I told you this? The dignified heir to the Zhuo family, the cold-faced CEO, please tell me."
Bai is so embarrassed that he has to speak out his love words in the dark. Mr. Zhuo, I want to write a book called, What do you think of the Zhuo family’s heir that you don’t know?”
"Shut up." Zhuo Jing's voice was still cold as usual, completely different from his tone just now: "I'm just borrowing your place, who gives you the right to judge me."
"Hey, I was wrong, I was wrong. Miss Jiaolong, the one who made Mr. Zhuo blush, can you please meet her?"
I am really embarrassed, which is rare in my life. I straightened my body slightly, my eyes adjusted to the light, and I looked at Zhuo Jing. As expected, he looked straight and calm. I suddenly wanted to laugh. This was when I spent a day with him in Hong Kong.
His appearance.
"It's so dirty." He looked at me with disgust, took out a tissue and wiped my face, but I took it directly: "Okay, I'll do it myself." This man of mine has always been so pretentious.
, 'No wonder the lights were turned off, I was so scared that I thought I was not alone! Thinking about it, I turned around with a smile on my face: "Hello, I am..."
The woman behind me glared at me. She was really beautiful. Her facial features were very delicate, but there was a hint of majesty between her eyebrows. Speaking of which, I have seen many beauties, but there are really few who are capable.
When it hit mine, he continued to open his mouth: "I am Ma Jiaolong."
She was stunned when she looked at me, and then repeated: "Ma Jiaolong?"
I nodded, "It's me."
"Oh my God! It's really Maggiore! It's not the same name!! I'm your fan! Oh my God, my God, I'm so excited!! Give me a hug!!"
Zhuo Jing, however, directly pulled me towards him and looked at her expressionlessly: "Don't be so abnormal, Qianjin."
She curled her lips, and although she stopped trying to pounce on me, she still couldn't hide her excitement when she looked at me: "I'm really a fan of yours. I've seen your photos, and I thought at that time, this boy is so handsome, and then
My heart just thumped..."
"Say one more thing and you try."
Zhuo Jing is definitely a professional at pouring cold water on him. He looks cold to begin with, but when he talks like this, he becomes particularly deep. If you take it seriously, you will feel uncomfortable all over. If you don’t take it seriously, you will think that he is so special.
.
I tugged at his clothes: "What are you doing? It's normal to have misunderstandings after seeing my photos."
"It's okay. The famous Mr. Zhuo has always been like this. I have to get used to it." She waved her hands indifferently and watched me take out my phone and pull up a photo: "Look, it's this photo. My boyfriend
My friends are still jealous of you, but it’s a pity that your news was deleted as soon as it was posted on the Internet. Fortunately, I saved it quickly, and I don’t know who is so wicked as to delete your news.”
"I deleted it."
Zhuo Jing continued to speak nonchalantly next to her. In her speechless expression, I couldn't help but laugh while holding on to the table next to me.
"Mr. Zhuo, I'm really convinced by you, I'm convinced, I'm totally convinced." She glanced at Zhuo Jing helplessly, picked up her phone, stretched out her hand and rushed towards me: "Oh, by the way, I
I haven’t introduced myself yet, hello, I’m Rong Danfeng.”
I reached out and shook her hand: "Rong's daughter?"
She nodded and smiled: "If my boyfriend knows that you are a woman, he will definitely not be jealous in the future!"
I was a little confused. I looked at her and then at Zhuo Jing: "But what is your relationship with Zhuo Jing? Are you friends?"
She blinked slyly: "Haha, you said that Mr. Zhuo and I are, from afar, we are classmates, but now, we are a cooperative relationship, but not friends. My boyfriend does not allow me to
Have friends of the opposite sex."
Zhuo Jing put his arm around my shoulders: "What a coincidence, my girlfriend doesn't allow me to have friends of the opposite sex."
I feel that there is really only one step away between heaven and hell. Half an hour ago, I was still at a loss, but half an hour later, I actually grasped my happiness again, and my heart went up and down, as if
In a dream, but I am extremely glad...this is not a dream. (To be continued)