Chapter 466 All Pain Comes From Anger At Your Incompetence
When I opened my eyes, Zhuo Jing was already gone.
In fact, I didn't sleep deeply when he left. I could even feel the long gaze of his eyes, including the feeling of his lips touching my forehead, tucking me in, and I was all It was clear, but I didn’t open my eyes when I was half asleep and half awake. I always felt that I was very reluctant to wake up and face his departure, until he put the talking doll next to my pillow, and then gave me a slight After the door closed, I knew that if I wanted to see him again, I would probably have to go back.
I have always told others very righteously that I never cared about whether I was intersex or not, and I never thought that intersex people were any different from ordinary people. I was even very grateful that I was intersex, because if I were not intersex, maybe I can't be an Onmyoji, and I don't have this kind of innate ability. It's my body that gives me all the achievements I have today.
But only when I face Zhuo Jing, I hate myself. Really only when I face him, I also wonder why I am intersex. This contradictory feeling is no less than self-torture. I have seen After a sentence, as mentioned above, all the pain comes from the anger towards my own incompetence. I am really incompetent towards Zhuo Jing. I am very careful. I can’t tell where it started, and I didn’t agree with him. He had done some earth-shattering things, but as soon as he saw him, his body and mind were no longer under his control, and he would instantly overturn what he had said.
Why is one person so attractive to another person? I don’t know. In fact, all he has in front of me are shortcomings, but I still love him very much.
Zong Bao leaned on the door frame and looked at me lazily: "Are you up?"
I instinctively pulled the quilt, not forgetting that I was in a vacuum inside, and said, "Bring me the travel bag, I want to change clothes."
Zong Bao stood still, leaning half of his body against the door, looking at me with interest: "The pajamas belong to Zhuo Jing."
"Fuck you!"
Zong Bao actually laughed, and walked the half of his body that I didn't see into the bedroom. He still held the lace shirt that I had reimbursed for last night in his hand, and sat down beside my bed with a rustle: "Hey, you two last night , it’s quite intense, isn’t it…”
I leaned on the head of the bed, pulled the quilt down around my neck, and said with a grin: "Get out."
Zong Bao looked straight at me, his reaction to me seemed to be expected, and he cleared his throat: "It's all stretched... how dry is it?"
"Liu Zongbao!" I glared at him: "Take care of your gossip! If people don't want to talk about it, just don't ask!!" As I said that, I put the doll that Zhuo Jing put next to my pillow into his arms. Yi Yi: "Go find a place to play by yourself!"
"What is this, given by Zhuo Jing?" Zong Bao took the doll, glanced at me inexplicably, then stretched out his hand to squeeze it, and smiled after hearing the sound the doll made: "Zhuo Jing can do this kind of thing too. .”
"Go out, I need to change clothes!"
"Wait a minute." Zong Bao held the doll in his hand and looked at me with a slightly serious look on his face: "Your marriage refutation is really broken."
"What do you think?" I asked.
Zong Bao put the doll's head against his chin, looked at me and frowned slightly: "Didn't he tear the clothes to pieces like this in a hurry? Why aren't they torn yet? Isn't he good at it?"
"You can't."
I threw back a few words angrily, but my momentum suddenly weakened: "It was me, I bit him in the end... and then nothing happened."
I still clearly remember the feeling of swelling in my chest when I took that bite, and I am sure that if I didn't lower my mouth to ask him to stop, I would basically be vomiting something dirty again.
"Hiss..." Zong Bao took a breath: "Why did you bite him? Where did you bite him? You can't be crippled by the bite."
I pulled the pillow and threw it directly on his head: "Get over here! What are you thinking about every day? Shoulders! Where do you think I can bite!!"
Zong Bao stood up while protecting his head and looked at me speechlessly: "Am I joking with you? Look at you, you can't even take a joke."
"I'm speechless at your joke."
Zong Bao sighed softly: "I hope you two can be together. At least you two don't have to work so hard, right? Then you didn't say anything about refuting the marriage, you just have to, that?"
I lowered my eyes: "No."
"You didn't say it?!" Zong Bao unconsciously raised his voice: "You know this is a hidden danger, you can't explain it clearly to him!"
I exhaled and looked at him: "Can you stop talking about this over and over again? I just know the result. He can't accept being like this with me. Do you think I don't feel uncomfortable? I don't want to put pressure on him!"
Zong Bao nodded and said nothing, "That's right. Who can accept it? It doesn't matter if he looks like a man. And... ok, ok, I won't say anything. You can change your clothes first and I'll take care of you."
Now that I’ve made the bed for you, I’ll wait for you outside. Should we go directly to the airport or somewhere later?”
"Where's my cell phone? I need to go see Brother Qi."
Zong Bao didn't answer, saying he had no objection. He went directly to the living room and took my mobile phone to me. He opened his mouth and said, "By the way, Fang Dapeng called you last night and said you didn't answer, so he called me."
, he said that he was writing the press release, but he asked if it was about you without mentioning a word, saying that he hoped you could use this matter to increase your reputation, but Xiao Tian refused, saying that it was about you.
And you can’t write a word about Zhuo Jing. Xiao Tiangeng said that their boss Zhuo ordered that news about Zhuo Jing can only appear in the financial section. What about you, if you want to..."
"I have no objection. Listen to Zhuo Jing. I don't want this matter to be in the news." I responded calmly, took my phone and opened it. Sure enough, there were several missed calls in the second half of the night last night. At that time, I should have talked to Zhuo Jing.
I was in the bathroom...so I didn't hear anything at all.
"Then you change clothes. I'll go out and wait for you to play with this doll..." Zong Bao said, raising the talking doll in his hand and closing the door for me.
I was slightly stunned when I looked at my phone. It was normal to have missed calls from Fang Dapeng. However, there were only two missed calls from Fang Dapeng, but there were actually more than a dozen from Cheng Baize...
Biting my lip, I dialed the phone directly and asked him to call me at that time. Is there anything urgent?
The phone rang for a long time, and I heard Xiaoshi Li's hoarse, sleepy voice: "Hello, who are you?"
"Little Master? Are you and Cheng Baize together?"
"Jiaolong?"
I hummed and sat up: "Where's Cheng Baize? He called me last night, but I didn't receive it. Is there something urgent?"
"My master."
Little Master Li was sleeping deeply on the other end of the phone. Cheng Baize must be next to him. I heard him shout softly, "Master, it's Jiaolong's call. Please get up and answer it, Master?" After a while, Little Master Li continued to speak into the phone.
: "Jiaolong, my master drank too much last night and can't get up now. You can call him later."
"Did he drink too much?" I frowned: "What kind of wine did he drink? Did you two drink together?"
"Well, in the middle of the night last night, my master suddenly came and knocked on my door and asked me to drink with him. The two of us drank until dawn. My head still hurts and I can't think of anything.
Very useful."
"Then he didn't say why he drank. Why did he make drinking so uncomfortable for himself?"
"No... maybe I miss my master. He keeps saying that he is very tired and hard. Men are like this. No one is stressed or upset, but I can't stop him even if he drinks.
Stay, it’s too fierce. I have to sleep all day today. When will you come back? Come back and advise my master, don’t drink like this in the future. If you drink like this to yourself, won’t it hurt his own body? Don’t you think so?
.”
"Well, take good care of him. I'll call him when he wakes up."
Before I could finish speaking, the phone hung up.
What's going on? I glanced at my phone. Could it be that he encountered something bad and wanted to sort it out, so he called me. But before I heard anything, he went to see Mr. Li for a drink. Did he think I ignored him?
I'm so angry. This guy has the nerve to drink so much. He's so old!
I got up, pulled out Qi Tianyou's number that I had saved before and dialed it directly. He ended the knot very happily. Knowing that I was going to see him, he kept saying "wait for me" and said he had been waiting for me, and asked me how to get there.
, I asked for the address, and I guessed that I would have to get there in the afternoon by car, so I quickly got out of bed and changed my clothes, took out a sports vest from my bag and put it on, then took out my shirt and buttoned it, don’t say it, still.
It was so comfortable to wear. After I stood up, I pinched the waistline with my hands and found that it was a slightly larger size. It seemed that I had really lost weight. If I went to attend my sister-in-law's tenth wedding anniversary, I would definitely have to dress more grandly.
Looking at this situation, I still have to do two sets.
‘Dong dong~’ Zong Bao knocked on the door twice. I put on Zhuo Jing’s pajamas and said, “Come in.”
Zong Bao opened the door and watched me stuffing clothes into my bag without helping. He just stood there and didn't know how excited he was: "Hey, Jiao Long, why do you think diamonds represent love?"
"I don't know." I put the things away and said, "I'll give you some free time. Isn't it too early for someone like you who doesn't even have a girlfriend to think about diamonds?"
"I'm early, but I won't delay and ask if one pill is quite expensive."
"What do you think, I can't afford it anyway."
"Then if someone gives it to you, would you be willing to give it to me?"
"Can I give it to you, please? Is there any breakfast in the hotel at this time? You can eat..." I said, and when I looked at Zong Bao, I was stunned: "What is that?"
Zong Bao looked at me with a smile like a retard, wearing a platinum diamond ring on his middle finger, which was particularly dazzling: "Hey, so many diamonds are very expensive, I wore it.
, can you send it to me."
I stood up and took two steps over, grabbed the ring and looked at it, "Can you wear it if your finger is so thick? Whose is this? Where did you get it?"
Zong Bao chuckled and took the talking doll: "It's in the baby's belly... Don't worry, I bit it with my teeth, it's really hard."
"Are you dirty?" I glared at him, rubbed the ring hard on my clothes, and looked at him in disbelief: "Zhuo Jing... gave it to me? Is there a diamond ring inside the doll?"
As I said that, I looked carefully and saw that the inside of the ring had my initials, MJL, and the jewelry brand. My heart beat faster instantly, "It was given to me."
Zong Bao sighed softly: "How come your IQ is like the stock market? It goes up today and down tomorrow. Didn't that baby just pinch it and say, the promise is in my heart, and then I will rip it out for her?"
Yeah, I saw this right away, no, what do you mean, do you want it?"
"Of course I want it!!"
I immediately became excited and put it directly on my ring finger, "Look, it's just right! Tiffany's, hey, but this must be quite expensive. Why didn't Zhuo Jing tell me? What if I put it on
What should I do if I lose my doll? I’ll give him a call..."
"He should be on the plane at this time." Zong Bao looked at me with his chest crossed: "It's beautiful. I didn't expect Zhuo Jing to do this, but the ring you wear is more suitable than that kind of diamond ring.
Your name must have been put into it with a lot of thought."
I smiled like a nympho, lying on the bed and looking at my ring, grinning widely: "Why didn't he tell me? I always thought he was just an ordinary doll. Hey, he is
How do you know the circumference of my fingers? This is perfect."
Zong Bao teased at the side: "Tsk, tsk, tsk, look at you, it's too easy to wear this. I only wear it to accept the proposal, but is this a traditional engagement ring..."
"Why don't you count it? Besides, why don't I wear it? If Zhuo Jing gave it to me, I will wear it. If I don't get married for the rest of my life, I will marry him when I get married. There is no need to think about it."
I said happily, shaking my hands gently: "Look, you see how bright it is. Hey, let me take a photo of it and send it to Zhuo Jing. I have to let him know that I saw it, right?"
"This is your business." Zong Bao said and threw the diamond ring box over: "This heart hates getting married..."
I know whether I hate to marry Zhuo Jing or not. I do want to marry Zhuo Jing, but I definitely don’t hate it. But I want him to know. I thought about it, took the phone and took a photo of the hand with the diamond ring.
I sent the photo to Xiao Tian, and ten minutes later, Xiao Tian sent me a photo back, "Have you gotten off the plane?"
I clicked on the photo in confusion, and immediately started to giggle. It was also a photo of a hand with long fingers. I could tell at a glance that it was Zhuo Jing’s hand, but what made me giggle was that he also had one on his ring finger.
The platinum ring should be a men's style, without these diamonds, it is much simpler and cleaner, and it makes his hands look beautiful. I put the photo on my phone against my own hand, and murmured softly: "
So old and yet so childish.”
‘Buzzing’~ The phone rang twice more and a text message came in. When I opened it, there was only one sentence: ‘I thought you were too stupid to notice.’
I curled my lips and said, "Who said that? I actually knew it a long time ago. I'm waiting for you to express your opinion. Why don't you give it to me in person? They give it to each other."
After I sent it, I got a text message back, 'This is not for proposing, I just like it, so I will give you a trap first.'
I muttered to myself, rolled my eyes and thought, "Hold on"? I like this word.