Due to my attitude, Zong Bao naturally did not dare to mention this matter openly, but he still hinted to me in private that no matter which dynasty or generation it happened in, only men stole it.
For fun's sake, as long as it doesn't disturb my natural yin and yang and Taoism, I can treat it as if nothing happened.
I regarded all his words as farts. In fact, Zongbao didn't understand my true inner thoughts on this matter. I wasn't afraid of anything else, and it wasn't the first time for Xu Meijin. I knew this a long time ago, even if I was
Having sex with her soberly will not break some of the balance of my body. What I am worried about is some unknowns. If a child suddenly pops up one day in the future and calls me daddy, then I will collapse on the spot!
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To be on the safe side, I kept a gecko, a gecko, in private. I fed it cinnabar for seven days, and then ground its bone powder to make moles for myself. This recipe was used in ancient times to determine whether a woman was as guarded as jade.
So it’s also called gecko gecko, but the original method is mostly to get female geckos, and what I got was a male, because I don’t need to confirm whether I’ve been with a man, I just need to confirm whether I’ve had piston movements with a woman.
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Although the final result was that it clicked, and everything seemed to be fine on the surface, I was still worried. After all, although my penis was mine, it was not under my control. If she had used other methods,
Who knows what the consequences will be?
I do want to have children, but apart from Zhuo Jing, I don’t want to have children with anyone else, especially as a father. Thinking about it makes me prone to urinary incontinence.
But no matter how bad I feel about Xu Meijin, I can't go to the other side of the ocean to find her and talk about this matter. I can only pray to God. If he has seen my current predicament, as a
Stepdad, please stop irritating me. Close the door and at least open a window for me. Close the window and don’t block the hole I made myself. Also, let me take a breath.
Give me a way to survive, this is really my sincere wish.
I haven't gone out for a long time, not only because I was worried about Xu Meijin, but if I didn't need to rest at home and fight against the dark wizard and the pressure from the outside world on my intersex identity, maybe I would go find her, because
She is touching my bottom line, but I really don't have time now. The intersex incident was fermented at Rong Danfeng's press conference, and then officially exploded on the Discovery program, with the force of a prairie fire, burning the earth.
When my grandpa is not at home, I will turn on the TV and want to know how popular that program is. I think it is the most popular show except for the replay rate of the Spring Festival Gala. The only thing I am lucky about is that no one knows that I live in this community, and no one knows that I live in this community.
People know my grandfather just like they did in Anton, so my grandfather's life is not disturbed much. My identity is now known to the world. After all, he is the only one who is really kept in the dark.
Aunt Sun, who had never known the inside story, was also frightened by the overwhelming news about me. She looked at me cautiously and said, Xiao Lin, I don’t think you are abnormal at all, but you should just take the opportunity to have the surgery.
I didn't say much, I just asked her not to take my grandpa to a crowded place, and not to let grandpa know about me. Thinking back to her words, surgery? Who wouldn't have chosen surgery early if they didn't have difficulties? What a mistake.
Have you always kept this curse?
My mother, sister-in-law, and uncle took turns calling me, and the first sentence they answered was without exception: "Jojo?! How can you do such a show! What are you going to do in the future?"
I'm speechless, just take it one step at a time.
Finally, I received a call from Zhuo Yuncheng. I stood in front of the balcony window of my house. His voice still showed the calmness and restraint of a middle-aged man, "Qiao Qiao, do you remember what I told you?"
I hummed and looked back at my figure on the TV slowly walking out of the cool scene. The voice-over was filled with a magnetic male voice with a clear accent, 'I am an intersex person, and I will help you identify yin and yang...'
After coming back to my senses, I replied softly: "I know, uncle, I have already thought about it and will not pester Qilin anymore."
He didn't say much. He just left me four words: "Take care of yourself." Plus, he sighed.
After hanging up the phone, I folded my arms and stared at the TV blankly. I turned the channel a little and found that the entertainment news was still broadcasting the incident that I was intersex. I thought I would have to bear the overwhelming criticism and even do a good job.
I am ready to stick out my chest and receive thousands of arrows that will pierce my heart. After all, it is an indisputable fact that I deceived the public. There will always be no shortage of trolls in this world.
As long as I click on news reports about me on the Internet, the comments will always be low-level and vulgar or even simply criticize a certain reproductive organ of my body. There will be people who will stand up for me, but there are countless people who criticize. Who will stand up for me?
, whoever will be scolded together will be scolded together. Seeing these comments, Zong Bao will fiercely throw down his phone, look at me and say loudly, Jiaolong, don’t believe it, these are all trolls! They must have been hired by Rong Danfeng.
I’m here to scold you! They are blind! They don’t know how to read the news! We also hire trolls, but I don’t believe it!
I looked at him calmly, "Why are you so anxious? Just let it dry. As time goes by, the limelight will pass naturally."
But after things reached a climax, they suddenly took a turn for the worse. Even I didn't expect this. What changed my decline was not some planned image maintenance, but a very ordinary video posted on the Internet...
It is a rough video recorded by a little girl. She is sitting in front of the camera, holding a certificate in her hand, looking at the camera shyly: "Brother, do you still remember me? I am Yue'er.
Okay, my stomach doesn’t feel bad anymore. Have you seen my certificate? This is what I won in the writing competition for junior high school students. Without you, my mother said I wouldn’t be alive now. I saw you on TV. I
I don’t know what intersex is, but I know you are a good person. You didn’t ask for money from my parents, so you treated me well. My parents said that you are the benefactor of our family, and I will see you after I go to college.
Yours, big brother, you have to work hard...Mom, I've finished recording, please accompany me to the Internet cafe to post it, I'm afraid big brother won't see it..."
It’s this video. There is no editing, and there is no concern about the lighting. The face looks very dark, but very simple. I have always been meaningless. In fact, when I want to be exposed, I feel that it doesn’t matter. If you don’t scold me, I will still
I was surprised, but when I watched the host of this video broadcast in front of the TV, I cried. He was sitting alone on the sofa, covering his mouth, crying silently.
Perhaps the simpler things are, the more touching they are. This video was seen by other netizens, and then posted on forums, blogs, and various public accounts. The voices that came over me like a mountain and scolded me finally gradually decreased. Fang Dapeng sniffed
After hearing the taste, I quickly made another program to return to the corpse fraud case in the mountain village and the corpse cooking case in the hotel. It mainly interviewed the villagers' impressions of me in the fourth aunt's incident and the eldest brother and sister-in-law in the corpse cooking case in the small hotel...
Public opinion finally stood by my side, and personal videos were released one after another. There was the little girl who took a photo of me on the bus the day we encountered a mudslide in southeastern Guizhou, the little nurse holding wedding candy in her hand, and many more that I have seen.
Yes, but there are people who I can no longer find in my memory. Without exception, they helped me fight against these scoldings.
Another wave of comfort came, and I suddenly gained a lot of supporters. Some people even started a post on the Internet called "The Dragon Don't Cry" just because I shed tears when I was bowing during the recording of the show "I'm Intersex".
, I was comforted by countless people and made an idol, and even more people came out to encourage me not to have surgery, because I am who I am, and they like me like this. They think that the reason why I don’t have surgery is because I don’t want to follow the crowd.
And I don’t need to change myself. No matter what kind of body I am, to them, I am still Ma Jiaolong——
Who is not surprised by this result?
Rong Danfeng was even scolded for two days because someone found out that she was the one who exposed the news about me at the press conference, which almost made me a target of public criticism. But her team is not in vain, and there is nothing detrimental to her image on TV.
The things that were said about her online were quickly deleted, and quickly covered up with news about charity, donating money for volunteer work, and visiting empty-nesters.
She has become downright fond of being on camera more than an artist. When my negative news was making a big fuss, she was also working hand in hand to sing praises. As Zhuo Jing's girlfriend and the new head of Rong's family, she fought against the disease.
The inspirational daughter who regained her health swept all kinds of entertainment and financial headlines. She was hailed as a real winner in life by the media. I was not beaten, but she also achieved success.
When the heat of summer came, my intersex incident finally came to an end. Although Zhuo Jing had been trying his best to hold me down, I knew that as soon as the show came out, it would have an earth-shattering effect.
I knew I was pushing him away by doing this, but in my heart, I felt faintly relaxed, as if I was walking with a heavy burden I had been carrying. The burden was lifted, even though I was reluctant to let go and knew the loss I was about to face.
But I feel a lot lighter physically and mentally, especially after the intersex incident. It's like a breeze blowing through the anxiety in my heart. I feel that I finally don't have to worry about anything anymore. I have said for twenty-four years that I don't care about myself.
It seems that only at this moment, I am the most qualified to say whether I am intersex or not.
There is finally no news about me on TV, the follow-up program of Discovery is being arranged in an orderly manner, and my news on the Internet is gradually decreasing. All of this is naturally related to my silence. Apart from that program, I have not appeared again.
I would like to make a statement. The public's enthusiasm for one thing also has a time. After a long time, the strong wine will fade away. My life will gradually become completely calm as it fades away day by day. Although, I
It has always been calm, not calm, just criticism about me.
Before meditating at night, I would stand on the balcony to calm down my body and mind. The lights of a car parked downstairs would flicker twice. At first, I was confused and looked at the car quietly. When I turned around
When he wanted to leave, his phone buzzed twice and he clicked on a text message from Zhuo Jing. There was only one sentence: 'Let me see you.'
I smiled helplessly, knowing it was him, and he was the only one so naive. We seemed far apart, but very close at the same time. He looked at me in the car, and I looked at him on the balcony. I lit the lamp.
It's so bright that I can't see him clearly, but I hope he can see me clearly.
I don’t have anything to say, I just look at him like this. He doesn’t come every day, but I have developed a habit of going to the balcony to stay for a while every night. When I see his car with flashing lights, I feel at ease. When I can’t see it anymore, I also think about him vaguely.
, but I won’t call him. I think he and I are learning to slowly suppress many things in our hearts. If we can’t change it, if we insist on struggling, we will only hurt ourselves and the people around us.
The dark wizard disappeared completely, as if his purpose was achieved and he would never come out to disrupt my life again, but this is obviously not the end of me and him...
"Jiaolong, are you busy?"
"No, I've been waiting for your call..."
Fang Dapeng smiled embarrassedly on the other end of the phone: "I'm sorry, Jiaolong, I really checked the matter you asked me for a long time. Because I didn't have any clues, I didn't call you, for fear of disappointing you."
I twitched the corner of my mouth and looked down at the Tiangang Bagua Diagram that was already in my hand. "Don't be embarrassed. You helped me a lot with my affairs. Otherwise, even if it settles down now, it won't show up again."
You will definitely be criticized because of your intersex identity."
"Hey, don't talk about this. Isn't the important result good? Besides, what you did was a good thing and won the hearts of the people. People's hearts cannot be bought with money. However, some of the videos on the Internet later were also fake.
Mr. Zhuo paid me to find someone to do it. I don’t think he can tell you. You don’t have to feel uncomfortable after hearing this. It’s all a helpless move to make your limelight pass quickly.”
I instinctively looked at the balcony and said, "Thank you anyway. I'm not a big star. As long as I don't have much appearance, how long can a piece of news stay popular? It's a good thing if it's over... It's just that Rong Danfeng's stepmother
Didn’t you find anything at all?”
"I'm also very surprised about this. I can't find any information about her. However, she doesn't seem to have always used her current name. Yu Xiangling should be her alias. What I can find is that she married the chairman of Rong's.
Some of the news about her are mostly mentioned in passing. She has always lived in seclusion and it is difficult to find traces. However, through some connections, I found out at the immigration office that she had lived in Cambodia for several years and got married after she came back.
Rong's chairman, but I can't find any information about her abroad. She used many names. Jiaolong, I really tried to find someone for you in all aspects this time, but I still checked.
It doesn’t come out of Ziwu Maoyou…”
"No, you have found out a lot of things." I replied softly: "I know she lived in Cambodia."
"Is it that simple?"
"Well, can you find out her name? Is there a word called Peng..."
"The names over there are all long, and it's hard for me to check her connections too carefully, but she changes her name very frequently. I really can't be sure about this. How about you give me another month or two, and I'll
I’ll check it carefully for you.”
"No, that's enough. Thank you."
Fang Dapeng smiled on the other end of the phone: "Don't be so polite. I feel like I haven't helped you at all. I'm the deputy editor now. It's all your credit for being promoted."
"You have worked very hard. Come on, you must be a media person who is better than others."
"I'm embarrassed to hear you say that. Well, Jiaolong, are you and Mr. Zhuo really dead? I watched an interview by Rong Danfeng two days ago. The media asked about the date of her engagement to Mr. Zhuo. I
Seeing as she is still being vague, do you and Mr. Zhuo want to get back together?"
"Can you please stop being such a gossip?"
"No, I mean, it will definitely be difficult for a family like Mr. Zhuo to accept it, but I'm fine. My mother is very open-minded. Really, otherwise, you can just follow me..."
"Can you please stop it!" I glanced at the time: "I am very touched that you can say that. It means that you are not biased against me from the bottom of your heart. But let's not mention it now. We are friends. Saying this hurts our feelings.
do you know."
"I can wait, really... I have always thought you were very good, even when I was in school."
I laughed softly: "You are quite affectionate. Okay, thank you for always helping me. I have something to do here, so I won't talk about it for now. I will treat you to dinner later."
"Okay, hang up now, you can go to bed early."
"Um."
Putting down the phone, my brows immediately furrowed. I glanced at the night outside the window. Southeast Asia, Cambodia, where dark wizards gather, aren't they...
Glancing at Aunt Sun who was still busy in the kitchen, I walked directly to Lao Xian'er's desk, lit three incense sticks, held the red paper between my index and middle fingers, and said, "Jiaolong asked Chang Da Xian'er to send the younger generation to go there."
Detective!!"
Then I lit the red paper and placed it inside the incense burner. If it weren't for my previous health reasons that I didn't dare to take action easily, I would have wanted to do this when I suspected Rong Danfeng and her stepmother. Now after listening to Fang Dapeng's call, I feel even more sad.
You can be 80% sure. If nothing is found this time, then the dark wizard is still someone else. If one or two are found, then everything will become clear!!
Then he took out a cigarette and put it in his mouth, shook the ground three times under his feet, raised his hand and bit his middle finger, and wrote three characters Rong Danfeng on the tile floor: "Little Gray Fairy, listen to my orders, and lend me your eyes.
As soon as the order is given, come to the door and come in!"
After I finished speaking, my palms were burning, I sat down on the floor, put the red paper in my palm, slapped Rong Danfeng's name vigorously, and said, "Come out!!"
My eyes immediately closed tightly, the surroundings were dark, and all kinds of tapping and rustling sounds rang in my ears. I not only called Chang Xian'er Xiaozhong, but also Gray Xian'er, just to be on the safe side. If I couldn't find it, then
Naturally, I can't see anything, but as long as Rong Danfeng's stepmother is a dark wizard, then I will be in a position of provocation.
There was a big battle, but it was time to test his strength and see whether it was the ghost he raised who was more powerful, or my young immortal general who was more brave!!
“Kekeke~~kekeke~~”
I heard the sound of a child chuckling in my ears, and I frowned. A little boy of about six or seven years old appeared in front of me. He was wearing a black shirt, and he was holding a snake with its head bitten off.
I chuckled: "It's delicious, it's delicious..."
"Asshole!!"
I became angry at that time and raised my palm suddenly: "You have to show me the owner even if you beat the dog!!!"
"Ah!! Xiaolin! Xiaolin!!!!"
Aunt Sun's screams suddenly came from the direction of the kitchen. It was best not to be disturbed during the exercise. I suddenly withdrew my strength, and my palms felt as hot as if they were exploding. I hurriedly opened my eyes and looked at Aunt Sun, who was rolling and crawling towards me: "
What's wrong!"
She pointed to the bathroom with a panicked look on her face: "Go and see!!! It's scaring me to death! It's scaring me to death!!!"
Grandpa also came out of his bedroom, "Xiao Sun, what are you shouting for?"
My face turned pale, and I hurried into the toilet and almost vomited out. The toilet was actually filled with rat corpses. Along with the sewage in the toilet, rats of all sizes were crowded and floating. Before I could push them,
When grandpa refused to let him come in to see, Aunt Sun screamed again, "Oh my god!! Snake!! Xiaolin! Snake!!!!"
Grandpa was frightened now, "Oh my God, why are there snakes?!"
I looked up and saw that the open balcony window seemed to have been forcefully pushed in with a few snakes with only bloody segments left. Damn it! It turned out to be her!! (To be continued)