The doctor on duty paid great attention to my waking up. If I hadn't stopped him, he would have called my mother and my brother-in-law in the middle of the night. He took a notebook and asked me in detail about the process of the car accident.
It’s unbelievable that my injury was so serious. I didn’t explain too much. I just said I wanted to relax at night and ended up getting into an accident. I can’t remember the details. This answer is quite normal. Although it was worse, he was
The doctor is not a policeman. I guess the purpose of his questioning was just to see if my mind was clear. In the end, it was the normal mode. I woke up late, rested first, and then did another check-up in the morning to check my body.
various indicator data.
I have no objection. After drinking so much bezoar and ginseng water, I may be internally exhausted, but I am certain that I will not die. Except for my right hand, which is rated as disabled, my recovery is actually quite good.
"Mr. Zhuo is fine. I saw that he was discharged from the hospital some time ago. You don't have to worry."
The third sister who came back from seeing the doctor said this was the first thing she said, but I didn't react at all. I just sat there with my eyes downcast and just said softly.
She sighed, sat beside my bed and continued to speak: "Cheng Baize is fine too."
"I know."
I responded softly and looked at her: "I know everything..."
"Then...do you know about your grandpa?"
I bit my lip and nodded: "I know, he regarded my mother as me, and kept calling my mother Jiaolong. When he came to see me, he regarded me as the little plum who sells fruit downstairs in my house.
He also asked me how I could have crashed the car so carelessly."
My thinking was clear. My mother specially brought my grandpa to see me after taking out the prosthesis. But when grandpa opened his mouth, I understood what was going on. He said: "Jiaolong, the one lying here is not from downstairs."
Xiao Lizi, he crashed into the car because of something. Is he okay? Will he wake up before?"
My mother cried and explained: "Dad, this is Jiaolong, I am not Jiaolong..."
"Nonsense, I can admit my mistake, it's okay, why are you crying? Didn't the doctor say, just wait until he wakes up, it will be fine when he wakes up, okay, let's not disturb him, push him back quickly, hurry up
Come on, Jiaolong, you need to be quiet here, don't cry so much!"
When I heard my grandpa's voice, it was the only time during my half-darkness that I felt a little anxious to wake up and struggle. However, my eyelids seemed to be stuck with glue.
There is nothing wrong with mistaking him for me. Otherwise, my grandfather would have to worry about my virtue...
San Mei'er probably felt confident after listening to what I said. She nodded: "It seems that you really heard everything, but there is one thing you definitely don't know. That Yu Xiangling's daughter is using my identity as a fake
Rong Danfeng has come over. Yu Xiangling can't use magic to deal with us now, so her daughter is thinking of other ways. In the past two days, I have been seeing two men wandering here asking if you are awake. What day did I eavesdrop on them?
The reporters from Hong Media must be up to something bad."
I yelled: "It's very simple. Yu Xiangling knows that I can't do anything. Even if she can't spare the energy to deal with me now, her daughter will have to make me notorious. If you defeat someone, you have to crush her to the bottom."
I'll be trampled to death so hard that I won't be able to stand up. If she reveals that I don't know anything, it will be like destroying the reputation I have accumulated in the past. I will be an ordinary intersex person. Once the public opinion comes out, the public may think that I am
Everything in the past was all hype, and I was a liar. After all, ninety-nine out of a hundred people knew me through the news. A few people would sympathize with me, but most people would think I was a scum..."
"That fake face Dan Feng is probably afraid that Zhuo Jing will remember me again, so she wants to extend the distance between me and Zhuo Jing indefinitely. It's hard to tell whether you are really good to someone, but the key point is
It is very clear what a person loses..."
Third sister couldn't help but open her eyes wide as she listened to my smooth words: "Jiaolong, you..."
I smiled: "Whatever, I really can't do anything. This is a fact... Sanmei'er, I'm just sorry for you. Don't blame me for not letting Cheng Baize and Yu Xiangling die together. I can't watch Cheng Baize die.
Maybe, I won’t have another chance to kill Yu Xiangling in the future, because I have neither Taoism nor any way to get close, so I’m really sorry.”
Sanmei'er looked at me blankly and held my left hand tightly: "Jiaolong, I know you are feeling bitter. We have the same feeling of losing everything. I also have nothing, but I firmly believe
, this is the training given to me by God. I have never encountered any setbacks since I was a child, but I have always believed that persistent faith will support a person to move forward bravely. The reason why I am sure that I will definitely be with Han Zheng is
Do you know faith?
You are not alone, you still have me. We will support each other to get through this difficulty. Uncle Chou said, my calamity is your calamity. As long as I am still breathing, the content is still flowing in my body.
The blood of my family, I will get back what I have, and what you lost, we will get back together. You forgot, we said, we all have to be with the person we love the most!"
I looked at her quietly. Although the face facing me at the moment was a childish face, her tone and character were the same as the energetic Rong Danfeng. I admit that I am very negative about fate.
We were twisted together, but she didn't change, but I didn't want to move forward bravely anymore.
"Third sister, I don't want to be with Zhuo Jing anymore. I think clearly. In fact, if I let go earlier, it wouldn't be so hurt. It's because I can't look away that so many things happened today, and you are also involved.
Already."
"of course not!"
San Meier's eyes turned red: "Jiaolong, there is nothing wrong with pursuing love persistently! All the mistakes are not your fault. What I want to tell you is that you can get back on your feet. Have you ever thought about me?
Why did I overhear the conversation between Yu Xiangling and Cheng Baize? They are obviously not imprudent people, but I heard them all that day. It’s strange, isn’t it? I just wanted to go to the toilet, and then suddenly I saw my dead body
I have been a mother for many years. At first, I thought I was hallucinating when I was pregnant. Then I chased her and saw her disappearing in front of the private room door. That’s when I heard her! Now that I think about it, in fact,
My car accident was not an accident. How could it be such a coincidence that it entered San Meier's body? And Uncle Chou knows you and will bring me to you! God seems to be on Yu Xiangling's side, but in fact
They are on our side!!"
I wanted to wipe her tears, but I raised my arms and failed to wipe them with my fingertips: "Sanmei'er, I understand you. I understand you. Maybe what you said is not accidental. I also want to cheer up, but what can I do?"
No more, really, I have no qualifications to be an Onmyoji anymore."
Sanmei'er took a deep breath and looked at me: "Remember, I once told you what Old Chou Uncle said to me when he died. I didn't tell you at that time, saying that I couldn't say it until that day.
Do you still remember?"
I nodded without saying anything.
Sanmei'er suddenly opened her mouth: "The day he is talking about is the day when you lose all hope. I think that if you lose all hope, something big must have happened, but I don't know what big thing it is, and what can make you lose all hope."
Well, until you told me that you made yourself powerless in order to save Mr. Zhuo, I thought that was what you were referring to... But I didn't expect that Yu Xiangling would come out again in the end..."
I still didn't respond. I must look like a puddle of mud that makes people hate me. I have tried to persuade others to cheer up with words before, but only when I came here did I realize how difficult it is to say these words.
.
"Uncle Chou said that my arrival will reveal the truth. That's for sure. The only person I can think of in my life is you. But he also said that my arrival will bring disaster to you. If
If you haven't survived this tribulation and you are completely despairing, let me take you and his ashes back to his hometown for a period of three years to cultivate your character. If you haven't changed anything after three years, it means that you and I have survived this tribulation.
However, God’s will is such that there is nothing he can do.”
"Going to Uncle Chou's hometown?"
I looked at him blankly: "What does it mean to cultivate one's moral character..."
Is it necessary for a bear like me to cultivate my moral character?
Sanmei'er shook her head: "I don't know, all I know is that you are the one who can avenge me. If you are not strong, then I will never be able to get back what I lost in this life. These are Uncle Chou's last words, Jiaolong
, whether you want to go with me or not, I have to go back, because I promised Uncle Chou to take his ashes back to his hometown to observe mourning for him for three years. My body belongs to San Meier. If there is no San Meier, there will be no one else.
Uncle Chou, I can't stand here. Even if you can't avenge me, in three years, I will come back and take back my things..."
After saying that, she bit her lip and stood up with stoic eyes: "I hope you can come with me, but I won't force you. I know you also have my affairs in mind, Jiaolong, you are my best friend.
, I don’t blame you at all for preventing Cheng Baize and Yu Xiangling from dying together. The price is too high, and I don’t want to bear it. But I won’t just let it go. As long as I have a breath, I will do it.
I will continue on this path of revenge for the sake of my family, myself, and my Han Zheng."
Looking at San Mei'er, I would be lying if I said I wasn't touched. Even if I live temporarily, at least hatred is the motivation to persist in life. But for me, for three years, Uncle Chou asked me to stay there for three years. After Lenovo, he told me
My eight words may be to give me some inspiration to make me work harder.
It’s not that I don’t want to work hard, but I’m very clear about my situation now. You can’t do Onmyoji just by working hard. I’m afraid that if I try my best again, the result will still be to let me comply with God’s will, then I may not even have the last chance to do it.
The motivation to live is gone. If I am still such a waste in three years, who can I face?
Maybe Uncle Chou doesn’t know that my natural yin and yang were taken away by Brother Ma. I don’t even have the ability to enlighten, so how can I start over again!?
"Let's rest first, Jiaolong."
San Meier silently packed her bed and looked back at me: "I respect any decision you make. After all, you can only choose your own life. I will leave after your plaster is removed, whether you are or not
Come back with me, you are my best friend, I don’t want you to be depressed, really.”
I didn't fall asleep that night, I just kept thinking about the old ugly uncle's words. I didn't expect that he asked San Meier to tell me when I was at my lowest point just to leave. But what is the meaning of leaving? At this point, I
I really can't figure it out.
Of course I am not willing to give in. Cheng Baize will be fine, and Yu Xiangling will definitely be fine too. Didn’t I just keep telling me that she has killed many people and I will not let her go? Yes, maybe she is recovering from serious injuries.
He won't deal with us, and his eyes were blinded by Cheng Baize and he won't come to us for a while, but do we really want to hide and live secretly?
In other words, Yu Xiangling and her daughter were only targeting me, and I was like a lost dog, where could I hide?
At dawn, I seemed to suddenly understand something. Perhaps my departure is the greatest protection for my family. (To be continued)