Chapter 642 I thank you eight generations of ancestors
The yard at home has changed a lot. There are quite a lot of chickens, ducks, geese and dogs, not to mention the vegetables still growing in the vegetable garden and the morning glories climbing on the bamboo poles in the corner. The atmosphere of life is simply better than what I have.
Grandpa and grandpa were even more intense when they lived here. No wonder my mother said that grandpa didn’t want to leave. She always said that when the leaves fall, we have to return to our roots. This is indeed a place where we can spend our days together.
If Xu Meijin hadn't gotten some son to interfere, I think I would have been both excited and touched. I haven't seen my grandpa for more than two years. I don't think I was lying. There was a period of time in Luomen Ridge where I was even a little bit crazy.
, when I see an old man who is about the same age as my grandpa, I will be in a trance and think that is my grandpa, although he no longer remembers me.
"Young man, you used to call me grandpa."
I had my long-lost breakfast with my grandpa, still nodding my head as he listened to his words. I remember that before he returned to the countryside, my grandpa mistook me for Little Plum. Now he must have forgotten about Little Plum too, but it’s pretty good.
, at least, I can still hear my grandpa call me Jiaolong.
"In the past, when I was in Anton, I often walked with you. You always said that my name was also Jiaolong. Our fate is deep."
Grandpa nodded and pointed to his head: "To tell you the truth, young man, I think you are very kind, but my brain is not very good and I always forget people, but I came to see me specifically because of you.
I also know that you must have a good relationship with me... Don't worry, Jiaolong, you and my granddaughter have the same name. I have written it down now and can't forget it again. Come on, eat, eat more."
This breakfast was very lively. Regardless of whether my grandpa has forgotten me or not, he is always a hospitable person. As soon as we finished the meal, he drove me in his electric wheelchair to visit the pigs and chickens raised in the yard.
Duck, when Aunt Sun is finished and brings out the chicken food, I want to help feed it. Grandpa waved his hand and said no, "Jiaolong, this is all my job, I don't worry about others doing it!"
Seeing this, my mother pulled me aside and whispered: "Your grandpa has to take care of the chickens, ducks, geese, and dogs raised in the yard. He left after taking care of them all morning, and took a nap at noon.
Let’s go out for a walk in the afternoon, as a rule!”
I nodded and looked at my grandpa who was smiling and feeding the chickens but didn't respond. For the elderly, a regular life is more important than anything else.
Aunt Sun walked out of the house carrying the basket with a happy face: "Xiao Lin, Auntie, go to the market at the entrance of the village to buy some ribs and prawns. What else do you want to eat? It's been a long time since you came back and you have to make ten.
Eight dishes!”
I came back to my senses, looked at Aunt Sun, smiled, and pointed to the vegetable garden: "Aunt Sun, we are all from my own family, so just eat some vegetables grown at home."
"That's not okay!"
My mother objected directly from the side. She glanced at my grandfather's back and then lowered her voice: "You also said that you have to go back to the city in the afternoon because you have something to do. You are just at home for a day. At noon, your uncle Xu wants the U.S. dollars next door.
Come here, you have to do more... Just the chickens at home, etc. Your grandpa has raised feelings and won't let you kill them. Otherwise, he will just catch two in the yard. Sister Sun, you used to take care of Qiao Qiao.
You can buy whatever she likes to eat."
"Hey! That's okay, I'll buy it if I see it!"
Aunt Sun responded and went out. Grandpa heard the voice and turned to look at her: "Little grandson, buy a live fish and steam it for Xiaolong to eat."
"knew!"
My mother smiled directly and looked at me: "Did you see that your grandpa likes the child of the Meijin family, but that child is indeed very popular and is very close to your grandpa."
I nodded, like a child, I will kiss whoever treats him well. They know the difference between true and false. I have experienced this since I was a child. Thinking about it, I slowly came back to the main point:
"Mom, um...has Xu Meijin been living in the village?"
"No, she just came back from abroad two months ago. Didn't she have a stepmother? No, she came back to help with the funeral. She said that she is now going through the procedures for her father to take her
Her father also went abroad, and she has a younger brother, let’s call him Xiaohu, who went to study abroad, and she is now taking care of their whole family.”
I was startled for a moment, then followed my mother into the house: "Aunt Yanhong, she's gone."
"Um."
Mom nodded, sat on the edge of the kang and looked at me with a slightly scared look: "I heard from Mei Jin that she had a sister who was a star or something. She seemed to have jumped off a building due to stress. She was like this when we first moved back.
My stepmother often cried and screamed in the house at night, especially in the second half of the night, and she would wake you up. Oops, at that time I thought it was unlivable and noisy. Later, Uncle Xu had no idea, so he just woke you up at night.
Give her some sleeping pills, and she will calm down little by little, and won't go out at home. Your Uncle Xu will talk to himself when he says nothing is wrong, but no matter how he doesn't come out to do anything, he will be able to eat whatever is given to him, so he can be considered worry-free.
, more than two months ago, one night I suddenly shouted "Linlin is not something, please give me and your Aunt Sun," and I woke up with a fright. After a while, your Uncle Xu knocked on the door and said that Yanhong had died.
My son, I went downstairs to accompany her to kiss the girl. Your aunt and I went to help change clothes in a hurry. We were both frightened. Didn’t Mei Qian come back with the child..."
I yelled, Aunt Yanhong’s condition was already very severe. The magnetic field of people with mental abnormalities is very weak. The medical explanation is that they will have hallucinations, but in our words, they are weak and prone to seeing ghosts. Xu Linlin left again
, I came back to see Aunt Yanhong if I couldn’t save everything. Is that okay? I looked around and saw that I was taken away. Uncle Xu was right about this, but they were half-way through the marriage. He could still be there when Aunt Yanhong was not normal.
It's not easy to serve all the time.
"Mom, then, Xu Meijin said that the child was born abroad by her? Where is the child's father?"
"I didn't ask about that."
Mom waved her hand: "Mei Qian just said that the child's father is dead, and she didn't want to say anything else. Your Uncle Xu came to talk about it and said he thought it was strange. He had never heard of her being pregnant, so how could she have a grandson?
Yes, but the child is really rare and has a very sweet mouth. At first, your uncle Xu didn’t want to go abroad with U.S. dollars, but he was influenced by this little grandson and couldn’t leave even one step. I agreed, and I will do it now.
It’s so sad, when this little guy leaves, your grandpa will definitely miss him!”
I was still counting the time in my mind. I remember very clearly that the last time I met Xu Meijin was the day when my identity was about to be completely exposed, because my grandpa kept nagging about watching TV that night, but the power supply was not available.
I pulled it out, but Xu Meijin’s arrival diverted my grandfather’s attention——
If everything is as I thought, what Xu Meijin did to me, even if she was pregnant and gave birth to a child, it would definitely not be three years old, and it would only be more than one year old if she died, but she gave the child a name that really disgusted me, Xu Linlong
!?Should it be so obvious?
I can't figure it out, if the child is mine, does it grow so big because of the powerful feed... Oh, it's so dirty!
"Qiao Qiao, what are you thinking about? Tell your mother, where have you been to look after others in the past two years, and why haven't you come back during the Chinese New Year?"
I came back to my senses and said, "I'm going to a far away place, so I have to keep it a secret."
"Confidential?"
Mom opened her eyes wide: "It's really for the high officials to see..."
"Yeah." I agreed confusedly.
Mom nodded with a look of understanding: "No wonder you don't drive the old Jetta anymore. This car looks like a good car at first glance. Okay, Jiaolong, we have one in our family. You must have burned it with high incense. The above
There are people there!”
I didn't know whether to laugh or cry. Who was up there? This was so scary to hear.
"Well, Mom, let's not talk about this for now. When Aunt Sun has finished cooking the meat and vegetables, you can serve me a few separate bowls. I want to go see grandma..."
"Hey, okay, I knew you would definitely have to visit your grandma when you come back. It would be nice if you just said hello in advance so that I can prepare everything for you."
"I prepared everything myself and put it in the car. It's hard to bring paper, incense and candles into the door. I'll just wait for some meat and vegetables from home. I haven't been back for two years and I want to have a good chat with my grandma.
chatter."
Mom hugged my shoulders: "Qiao Qiao, I feel relieved when you come back. You have a great future. Mom will never ask for anything in this life. Really, Mom never expected to live so comfortably here.
It’s all thanks to you…”
I smiled reassuringly and patted the back of her hand: "Don't say that. Only when you and grandpa have a good life are you really good. In this way, I can feel relieved."
In the morning, Aunt Sun was cooking, and the child named Xiaolong was holding a little local dog that I raised at home and running in the yard giggling. My grandpa looked at him with loving eyes and kept telling him to slow down and be sunny.
Just in time, I looked at the old and the young in the yard, feeling a little dazed.
When Xiaolong was tired from running, he naturally came to me, surrounded me like a little chatterbox and kept asking, "Uncle, my mother said that you have known each other since you were my age, but why am I the first one?"
See you once?
I knelt down and looked at him: "Because, uncle is busy."
He looked at me with a hint of understanding: "Aren't all the adults busy?"
I laughed: "Well, adults are busy..."
"Uncle, can you take me to ride in your car? I haven't been in a car for a long time."
"OK."
Although I still have doubts, I don't deny that I like any child now. No matter what the adults are, the child's eyes are clean.
Xiaolong jumped up and held my hand towards my parked car. When he passed by their house, he turned back and shouted: "Mom! Uncle, take me to the car!!"
Standing at the door of her own home, Xu Meijin looked at me with a worried expression, then looked away, looking at Xiaolong and opening her mouth softly: "Don't be naughty, you know."
"Well, I'm not naughty! Uncle is so kind!"
I didn't rush to ask Xu Meijin anything. According to Xu Meijin's character, she would definitely find an opportunity to explain it to me clearly. Moreover, there were some things I couldn't ask in front of the child.
I drove Xiaolong around the village for a few times. He was particularly interested in the open sunroof of my car and always wanted to stick his head out to take a look. Of course, I couldn't agree to a move that was dangerous for his age, so I only let him hold the hand.
Stretch out and feel it, "Uncle, your car is so cool! The wind can come in!!"
It wasn't until after driving four or five times that my mother put the meat and vegetables I asked for in a bowl that Xiaolong reluctantly got out of the car, still inviting me, "Uncle, you want to take me on a ride in the car this afternoon."
"
…
Naturally, my grandma’s grave has not changed. My mother knelt down next to me, burning the paper and chanting: “Mom, Qiao Qiao is home. Don’t worry down there. This child has a big future, and it’s all your fault.”
It’s a credit to…”
I stretched out my hand and gently touched my grandma's tombstone. I had a thousand words to say, but I only said one sentence: "Grandma, Jiaolong is back..."
The fireworks on the Mingzhi are very bright, and I think grandma is also happy.
After the food and wine were delivered to grandma according to the procedure, my mother looked at the time and said, "Qiaoqiao, go back."
"You go back first, Mom, I haven't been to visit the grave for a long time. I want to sit with grandma for a while."
My mother glanced at me and could only nod: "Okay, then you stay with grandma for a while, and I will go back to help your grandma with her work."
Nothing was abnormal, the sun was still hot, and the birds were chirping in the forest. I sat quietly, and time seemed to go back to eight years ago. People have not changed, but my heart has really changed. At that time, I was at a loss.
At a loss, I kept asking my grandma, when will I become like a gentleman?
But now, I seem to be much stronger, and I know the path under my feet very well. I can support my family and protect my friends. I can say with confidence that I am a gentleman and an onmyoji. But my dear grandma, why did I grow up?
I have to face so many losses in the process, why, I am not as happy as I imagined.
"Grandma, I'm going back first. After I finish dealing with the dark wizard, I'll come see you..."
After burning the last stick of incense, I got up and went down the mountain, but as soon as I reached the bottom of the mountain, the person waiting next to my car appeared unexpectedly.
"Jiaolong."
She called my name and looked at me with a forced smile on her lips: "There are many people at home. I saw your mother went back, so I wanted to come over and have a few words with you alone..."
I nodded, opened the car door and motioned for her to sit in, and then walked to the cab without rushing to start the car, "What do you want to say to me?"
"Where have you been in the past two years? I called you, but you never answered. I just want to know how you are doing..."
"I'm fine, as you saw."
I answered and looked at her with a serious look on my face: "Now let me ask you, what exactly did you do to me on the night you left more than two years ago."
"I..." Her eyes flickered: "You should be able to guess."
"I don't want to guess! I'm asking you now!!"
Now that I'm here, don't you just want to make this matter clear?
"yes……"
"What?!!"
Xu Meijin cheered up: "That night, I drugged you, and then, with my hands, I took out some... tadpoles from you."
Dirty...
I stared at her, and it took me twenty minutes to take it out? Why should I be so useless! I have never had sex with anyone else!
"So... you gave the child such a name because you wanted to tell me that it was mine? Can you tell me how you managed to get pregnant and give birth to a child in two years and then take care of the child until he was three years old?!
"
"Xiaolong is not your child..."
Xu Meijin lowered her eyes as if she didn't dare to look at me: "But he is indeed my trust in you."
"Wait, please speak clearly, what about my things, what about the things you took away from me? Could it be that you are planning to get pregnant after meeting me and then I will help give birth to a child?
Xu Meijin, do you know that your actions are shamelessly trampling on my bottom line? If I, Ma Jiaolong, have a child, I will give birth to it myself! I never fucking thought about becoming a father! Not only are you
By insulting me with your actions, you are also delaying that child! Have you ever thought about how I would face it if you brought out my child!!"
Xu Meijin took a deep breath, as if to control the tears that were about to come out, and said: "If I really gave birth to your child, I will not let him come back to see you! You can live whatever you want.
Life, I just want a child from you! But God... God doesn’t give me this right at all..."
My tense expression relaxed at that moment: "What do you mean..."
She raised her hand and gently rubbed her tearful eyes, as if she had experienced all the pain and was speechless: "The doctor said there is something wrong with your sperm quality..."
Holy shit!
My instinctive reaction was to wonder who had the problem, but I immediately realized that although it was a bit of a slap in the face, I have to say that this is good news...
God, thank you for letting me have problems. I am willing to let my penis be disabled by premature ejaculation. I thank you for eight generations of ancestors. Fortunately, you have not made my life so bloody that I can't face it!
"Originally, it was successful the first time, but at first it was said that the fetal heart rate and fetal buds were unstable. I was afraid that there would be something wrong with the child. But then the doctor who examined me told me that the child would be born with congenital dementia, that is, a child with Down syndrome. But I
I still have to persist until the child dies in the belly at six months..."
At this point, Xu Meijin burst into tears. She took a deep breath and looked at me: "I don't want to give up and want to do it again because I believe in the medical level there, but the doctor's examination results said that your quality
There is a problem, perhaps, it is also related to the process of my acquisition or the storage conditions when I was taken abroad. They said that if I continue to be pregnant, this is the result. The child will stop growing after a certain period of time... Jiaolong, I even raised him
We are all prepared for a child with problems, as long as it is yours, but why doesn't God even give me this chance..."
"Because God also knows that you are doing evil."
I looked at her with a cold face. I'm sorry, I can't give her sympathy. I can only say that I'm lucky. Fortunately, advanced medicine has directly blocked her way of committing suicide. Otherwise, I would be the one who wants to die.
No wonder, the woman in the red wedding dress I saw that day said that I had paid her what I owed her, and I didn’t want to admit it, but I still couldn’t help but guess what Xu Meijin did to me, otherwise I wouldn’t have said anything.
I owe Xu U.S. dollars for a child, and my whole life is stuck with my previous life.
However...even though it was Tadpole who had the problem in the end, what should have been taken away from me was still taken away. In theory, I can finally understand the fate of Xu Meijin in this previous life.
"Then what's going on with this little dragon? Whose child is it?"
Xu Meijin calmed down her emotions there. After a while, she opened her mouth numbly: "It belongs to Lu Xia. She died in an accident abroad. The biological father of the child is a local Chinese advertising director who has his own family."
Her family broke up with Lu Xia after playing with her for a while. Lu Xia insisted on giving birth to the child. Her only request during her lifetime was not to let the child know that she was a mistress and that she was the child's biological mother.
I can no longer be pregnant with your child. When I was most sad, this child was with me. I feel that although he is not related to you and me, it is fate that I can raise him. He is my spiritual sustenance, and I
I always feel in my heart that this child knows what I think, and the more he grows up, the more he looks like you..."
Like me, what nonsense? How much can a child look like without growing up? Besides, it can’t be just because of its big eyes. Aren’t they all tiger-headed and tiger-brained!
However, although I cursed for a while, I felt relieved, "Then are you going to never tell him the truth about your biological parents for the rest of your life?"
"I have no plans to do so now."
Xu Meijin lowered her eyes and opened her mouth. Her tears dried up, but her hand suddenly came up: "Jiaolong, I plan to take my dad with me this time when I leave. I really will never come back in the future."
I lifted her hand and looked out through the car window: "So, what else do you want to say."
"I want to say, I admit that I can't conceive your child. But, can you not keep doing this with me... Can we still be friends? Call me occasionally and let me know how you are doing...
…I really miss my childhood. Every time you eat a popsicle, you will think of me and you will bring one for me. When..."
"Xu Meijin!"
I interrupted her and said, "The best outcome for you and me is to stop contacting each other. Fortunately, you didn't give birth to my child. Otherwise, I really wouldn't be able to face you. I don't want to think about what happened when I was a child.
I beg you, can we just let our lives be peaceful?"
Xu Meijin watched tears well up again: "Then you can hug me for the last time, okay..."
I turned my face away from her: "I can't do it." (To be continued)