I stood there, watching Cheng Baize's figure walk into the back door. I couldn't see him until he completely entered. I still stood there for a long time. I knew that he had not truly let go. As my master said, it is difficult for ordinary people to do anything.
Can you just let it go?
But he is Cheng Baize, and he will still embrace life in his own way, neither expecting nor letting down.
When Xiao Shu saw me off, she only said one sentence: "I will spend my whole life to ease the pain in his heart, even a little bit, and I will be satisfied."
I squeezed Xiao Shu's hand hard and looked back at the door of the house. I thought, in fact, all the mistakes started with me. It was me who barged into his life. His suffering was also
Far deeper than mine.
Fortunately, we can still stand together, and I can still see his familiar smile. Although there may be a sense of helplessness and loss hidden behind his smile, he still smiles with a strong and unconfident smile.
Facing the world with compassion, facing me, smiling calmly and calmly.
While he doesn't make me worry, it also makes him feel at ease.
I think I really can't be a man because my heart is never that strong.
"Jiaolong, when will you come again..."
I raised my eyes and looked at Zhuo Jing, who was quietly leaning on the car in the distance and waiting for me in the sun, and shook his head slightly: "What I can do is to make his life peaceful and peaceful, and just know that he is good. Maybe, I won't
Come again."
Xiao Shu looked at me as if she understood something and nodded: "I will take good care of him, don't worry."
I hummed, exhaled a long breath and walked towards Zhuo Jing. I looked back at Xiao Shu who was standing there waving to me. I smiled lightly and watched her wave her hand. From a distance, I looked again.
Looking at the house where Cheng Baize lives, the space seems to have distanced us, but in the position closest to my heart, he will always be a tall and sunny image standing there. Together with the password, I also
Will be kept in my heart forever.
Seeing me approaching, Zhuo Jing came up to me and took my hand. He didn't ask anything, he just slowed down and stayed with me, as if he was walking towards a new life step by step.
…
"Why should I deal with that ghost building for you..."
"I'll take you there when we get back."
I seemed to be as busy as ever, busy with pre-operative preparations, busy with the secret work of Mr. Yin-Yang to dispel evil spirits before the operation. I was just waiting for Zhuo Jing to finally take me to the unfinished building in another place mentioned in the confidentiality agreement.
, I looked at the construction site and couldn't help but feel a little confused, "Isn't this the land where you want to build a high-end residential villa? In front of it is the Yuanshan Cemetery. Where are the unfinished buildings from other places..."
It was a bit cool in late autumn. Zhuo Jing tightened his coat for me and said in a deep voice, "I didn't tell you that your first plan was implemented after I bought this land."
“Lavender Manor!”
I looked at him in surprise and said, "Yes, it should be that one!! Hey, but... where is the land where I signed the confidentiality agreement?"
"Where is the confidentiality agreement? Ma Jiaolong, you were so careless when you signed the contract that you didn't even know you were sold..."
"Ah? What do you mean?"
Zhuo Jing looked at me and smiled without saying a word, "Guess."
"Where am I going...No, didn't you add something else to the confidentiality agreement? Didn't you just give this place to me?"
Zhuo Jing sighed softly and shook his head, "What can I do if I'm so stupid? It won't affect the IQ of my future children."
My focus at the time was naturally different from his. I looked at the flattened building in front of me with a frightened look, "This, this, this... Zhuo Jing, you..."
"Okay, don't you like this lavender manor? Naturally, I want you to be the owner of the manor. Now, Hui Da, go back."
I was dragged into the car by him in a daze, and I thought of something more important: "The agreement is in a thick pile, so you didn't ask me to sign anything else."
Zhuo Jing curled his lips and said, "Fasten your seat belt and go home."
"Hey! Tell me, don't you still have that share? I can't..."
"Ma Jiaolong, I have to ask the doctor if your reaction is due to pre-operative anxiety. If you are afraid, I won't do it."
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"This has nothing to do with my surgery. It's you who scared me. Why do you always give me things?"
"You are my wife, do you need a reason?"
"..."
Of course I was speechless. He was never stingy with his kindness to me, just like he had a jar full of candies, but he would not ask me, do you want it or how many more do you want?
Before I knew it, he actually finished all the food for me. Afterwards, I would look at him stupidly and let me eat!
If the years warm up, it will naturally be amazingly fast. I am still pushed forward, and everyone's life is also going on. Although San Mei'er and Dr. Han are slightly concerned about the eyes of the outside world, they cannot be justified, but in Dr. Han's words
He said, it’s only a few years, he can afford to wait. San Mei’er has grown a little taller, but she occasionally complains to me, saying that she grows too slowly. Is there a medicine that can make her turn eighteen immediately?
Already?!
I looked at her with a smile and said, many people still want to ask you for this kind of medicine to lose their youth!
When the corpse named Rong Danfeng was cremated, Sanmei'er was standing next to her. She looked at herself lying there and opened her mouth blankly: "I'm probably the only one who can watch me being cremated..."
I held her shoulders and didn't respond. That Rong Danfeng meant nothing to me anymore. Now she is San Meier. She appeared in the Rong family as my younger sister. When she returned to the Rong family, she was regarded as a child prodigy.
The third sister I call her, yes, she doesn’t go to school, but she knows business and often can’t help but comfort recent graduates in the company who have done something wrong, which makes people surprised by her face full of experience.
, I still have to remind her to show a little bit of the innocence and liveliness of a girl. Although the work has to be serious, who wouldn't think too much about a child who is fourteen or fifteen years old and suddenly becomes serious?
This stepfather called God who I once resented is actually very loving. Well, I am very grateful for his love.
Grandpa still calls me Jiaolong, and he is also very enthusiastic about Zhuo Jing who I brought to the door. I know that grandpa is forgetful because of his lack of persistence, but this is not a bad result.
"Who to call..."
I put down the opportunity and sat on the bed, "It's Aunt Zhu, whom I met in Luomen Village before. Didn't an accident happen in the south at the end of the month? She said she was watching TV. At that time, I reminded her son not to go work there.
Zhuo Jing looked at me and raised his chin slightly: "That means no one bothers us anymore."
I know what he is referring to, and of course I'm sorry. The surgery I had at the end of November went very smoothly. Of course, it was my uncle who introduced me to the doctor. I didn't want to hide it, and of course, there was no need.
It was deliberately announced so that the outside world did not know that I had undergone surgery.
Their heated discussion about me only lasted for a while. Zhuo Jing’s earliest announcement of marrying me was, of course, not as big a deal as I thought. This, of course, also benefited from Zhuo Jing, and there were some things I had done before.
The foundation has been laid, and it has been bustling for a while and then quieted down. Just like Zhuo Jing said, if you are afraid, then public opinion will be a scourge. If you don’t care, then live your own life. If you don’t deliberately look at it, go and see it.
Listen, the world is quiet.
Apart from the lavender manor that was given to me, what can be said to have scared me was that I was almost raped again before the operation. I had a bottom line, never let two little penises meet and pinch each other, but Zhuo Jing
I was deceived again by Zong Bao, a bastard, who said that I was a marriage denier and could not be operated on if I was not androgynous. He got really excited and frightened me so much that I gave various explanations. Fortunately, I managed to save myself from him in the end.
, this is definitely a shadow, even if he says he doesn't care, but I can't do it, so, after a while, it's up to now...
I cleared my throat and sat across from him, "Well, I'm a little..."
‘Ling ring ring~~ ring ring ring~~~’
The phone rang again, and Zhuo Jing's face froze for a moment. I glanced at the caller and quickly picked up, "Hello, director."
"I won't disturb your rest."
"No, I haven't rested yet..." As I said that, I glanced at Zhuo Jing with a very fake smile, "What's the matter, Director?"
"Nothing, it's just the mink coat you asked me to give to your aunt before. I gave it to her. I didn't say you gave it to her, but I thought that if she ran out of money, she would have to sell it. You spend so much money.
I bought her coat with the money and even gave it to her. I think she should know about this."
I sighed, "Don't tell her yet. She is still my aunt no matter what. I just do what I should do..."
"Okay, then you should go to bed early."
"Thank you, director."
Putting down the phone, I realized that Zhuo Jing was holding two bright red notebooks in his hand. I couldn't help but laugh: "What are you doing..."
"We are legal, do you understand..."
"puff!"
I looked at him with a smile. Although the wedding hadn't been held yet, I had already received the certificate. It was really not easy. By accident, we were both old people.
Put down the phone, "Okay, no more phone, um, I..."
Ringing~~
It rang again.
Zhuo Jing raised his eyebrows and asked, "Answer it again?"
I glanced at the screen and stretched out a finger, "Not many strangers know my number, so I'll just answer it one last time..."
He cleared his throat and picked up the phone: "Hello?"
"Mr. Ma, do you still remember me? I am Qin Li."
"Qin Li?"
I thought for a moment, "Oh, I remember, female doctor!"
She laughed twice and said, "I am going to be sent abroad by the hospital to study for a year. I called you specifically to thank you!"
Oh, this is really good news.
"Congratulations, are you in Dr. Han's hospital?"
"No, I applied to come to the south two months ago when my internship ended. I don't know if you saw it or not, but there was a serious disaster here. Our hospital treated many patients nearby.
The patient and the department director said that my performance was outstanding and the hospital should focus on training it. Therefore, this opportunity was given to me. I must call you to thank you. When I was around Dr. Han, I actually had no confidence and always made mistakes.
I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to be a competent doctor, but now, I think I can, and I will be an excellent doctor in the future."
I responded repeatedly, but I didn't expect that she listened to my advice and chatted for a few words. It wasn't until I hung up the phone that I realized that someone's face was as big as an iceberg. I have to understand.
What does it look like to be in your thirties!
"I turned off the phone. It will definitely stop ringing tonight."
After saying that, I just put the phone aside, but Zhuo Jing came up to me and looked at me: "Ma Jiaolong, where do you get your confidence? Are you not afraid of me? Are you stuffing something again..."
I looked at him with a blushing face, "No, it just swelled up a bit after the surgery. It may be due to hormone secretion... Hmm."
Zhuo Jing pressed his lips directly, and while breathing heavily, he said in a hoarse voice: "It's going to hurt, please bear with it..."
Lips and teeth meet.
I closed my eyes and couldn't help but respond. At that moment when my mind was blank, I actually saw my eleven-year-old self again, running into the elevator with my son in surprise, until the elevator door opened——
"Do you know what my name is?"
"what!"
"Zhuo Qilin."
"...What is a unicorn?"
"Specialized in curing evil dragons."
Oh, actually the answer was already determined fifteen years ago.
God will not let us be perfect for each other in the beginning, but happily, we grow together.