Although I am not very good at treating people and reading Feng Shui like my grandma, I generally understand what I can learn, especially the marriage evil spirits that I overheard at that time. I also know that the marriage is rough and must be broken.
, Otherwise, whoever wants to be with me will suffer a big loss.
For example, Fang Dapeng suffered a broken leg after falling into a ditch. He stayed at home for half a year because of this injury. In the end, he had to repeat the third year of junior high school and retake the high school entrance examination. Although no one would think that this matter had anything to do with me, Fang Dapeng still had to go to school because of me.
I was particularly touched when I went to the hospital to see him afterwards, but only I knew that I was the one who hurt Fang Dapeng.
But I didn’t dare to ask my grandma, because I knew that if it could be broken, my grandma would have broken it for me long ago. I don’t want to embarrass my grandma because of this. She is getting older, and I don’t want anything to happen to her because of me.
But God was against me. At the request of my grandma, I studied in a technical secondary school in the town. In fact, it was just to get a diploma. I studied a nutritionist, which was an emerging profession at that time. I didn’t know what I would be able to do in the future.
Well, anyway, every day is just dawdling, because Xu Meijin no longer studies, and helps her family farm and work. On the surface, I am much happier than her, but in fact, I feel extremely depressed inside.
Because since I started school, there have been boys chasing me, and my love is particularly strong. There are four or five of them in total. The first one is okay, but I fell down the stairs just to follow me to the cafeteria to eat, and I suffered a slight concussion.
, the last one was the worst. I had to take me home during the holidays and was hit by a car. I was almost in a vegetative state.
The rest either sprained his ankle while playing basketball or bit his tongue while eating, and even bit off a piece of meat. He couldn't speak for a long time. I felt guilty just looking at him.
Coupled with my physical condition, I was afraid that the girls in the same dormitory would find out that I was different from them, so I kept to myself. I was not as cheerful as before and was a bit independent. They secretly said that I was cool.
But only I know that I am self-isolated, because only Xu Meijin knows my secret, and she can promise not to tell me for so many years and not look at me strangely, which makes me want to get closer to her more and more, and everyone else
Instinctively resisted.
On Saturdays and Sundays, I would go home, help my grandma with the work, and chat with Xu Meijin. My grandma always said that thanks to Xu Meijin when I was not at home, she was almost becoming our child, and she would help with all the work.
I am really grateful to her, so every time I go back, I bring her some small gifts, hairpins that girls like, and earrings to make her happy.
The funny thing is that I have been in technical secondary school for three years, but I have never seen my mother. My father saw me when I was in school, helped me with my greetings, and then visited me once a month, gave me some pocket money, and wanted to take me with him.
I don’t go to dinner either. He always says, Qiaoqiao, you should come back to our house for a few days during the holidays and play with your brother. He misses you.
I just smiled and said yes, but never said it once. I didn't believe that my six or seven-year-old brother would say that he missed me, because he probably had no impression of me, so I knew that my father was being polite, so I was also polite.
Dad said that An Qi had gone to the city and was attending a private high school there. She would go abroad as soon as she graduated. He asked me, Qiao Qiao, do you want to go? If you want to go, Dad will tell your uncle to let you go too.
I shook my head. I almost forgot about Uncle Zhuo. A lot of things happened during the summer vacation when I was eleven years old, but it all passed in the blink of an eye. Sister-in-law, Uncle Zhuo, and Zhuo Jing, they seemed very familiar, yet strange.
It's so terrible that I can't even remember what he looks like.
"Qiaoqiao, then you are about to graduate and go work for dad. Help dad. Dad's shop needs manpower."
I stood at the station and glanced at my father: "Let's wait until I finish the exam. The school said it can be assigned, but I want to ask grandma. How about I help grandma at home?"
"Qiao Qiao, what are you doing as a big girl in the countryside? Come to dad. If you want to go to the factory, go to the factory to work. If you don't want to go to the factory, then go to the store. As long as you want to learn, dad will do everything for you.
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When the car came, I turned to look at him and smiled: "Dad, I don't know much about household curtains, so I won't make trouble. I'm going back. Grandma is waiting for me at home."
Dad was a little helpless and looked at me: "Why do you have to take a bus? Can Dad drive you?"
I shook my head: "It will be very late after you send me back to the county town. Mom and brother are waiting for you at home. You go back. I'll leave first. You drive carefully."
With that said, I got in the car directly. Through the window, I watched my father open his car door with helplessness. At that time, my father was driving a Passat. As soon as he drove into the school, my classmates asked me if my family was rich.
I didn't say much about money, and I didn't want to say anything.
But I think, maybe the formation that grandma used back then was really useful. Dad has his own factory and his own store, but I really don’t know what relationship he and I have except an invisible bloodline.
As soon as the car stopped at the entrance of the village, I saw Xu Meijin. She was not as excited as before and rushed towards me to hug me. Instead, she looked worried and stretched out her hand to help carry the bag: "Jiaolong, let me carry it for you.
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I shook my head, just grabbed her hand, and said while walking towards the village: "Da Ya, what's wrong with you? You have something on your mind."
She lowered her eyes, shook her head gently, and then looked at me with a smile: "No, it's just that my sister is about to take the college entrance examination. The atmosphere at home is quite tense. My aunt asked me not to disturb her study."
I nodded: "That doesn't have anything to do with you, she's taking her exam."
"After you graduate, will you go to work in the county town?" Xu Meijin looked at me and said dullly.
"I won't go, I will stay in the village, next to grandma, and we will be together every day from now on."
"Really?" Xu Meijin's face looked like a smile, "That's good, I'm afraid that if you leave, I really can't stay here any longer."
"I won't leave. My grandma is here and I won't go anywhere." After saying that, she walked to the door of their house. Xu Linlin took the book and shouted at Xu Meijin at the entrance of their yard: "Da Ya!"
Mom asked you to come back, someone is looking for you!!"
I turned around and looked at Xu Linlin, and suddenly I felt that there was a faint yellow light on her head. This shocked me. I quickly rubbed my eyes and looked carefully. The yellow light was still there! How could this be?
Something happened!
"Jiaolong, I'm going home first, and I'll find you later."
I hummed, full of questions, and wanted to go home quickly to ask my grandma. I didn't pay much attention to Xu Meijin's face. When she entered the yard, she turned around and ran home directly.
As soon as I opened the door to my home, I heard my grandma coughing. I hurried to the back room and saw her taking medicine. I poured some water and handed it to her: "Grandma, why are you coughing again? Why don't you go to the county town and have a look?"
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Grandma looked at me and smiled, took the water I handed over and took a sip: "It's okay, people will have physical problems when they get old. Your father didn't visit you, and he didn't ask you to live with him.
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"I don't want to go." I said, putting the water aside and putting down my schoolbag: "Grandma, if I go to my dad's place, you won't miss me."
Grandma looked at me and smiled, and stretched out her hand to touch my face: "My eldest granddaughter, how can I miss you? I am just afraid that you and your father will not get along well. Those are your biological parents."
I smiled and moved closer to grandma, "Grandma, I have to tell you something. When I came back just now, I actually saw a yellow light on Xu Linlin's head. What's going on?"
Grandma was stunned for a moment and looked at me: "Really?"
I nodded my head twice: "Really, I can see very clearly. I can still see it even if I rub my eyes."
Grandma closed her eyes: "The time has come. I didn't expect it to be today. Old Xian'er wants you to pick it up. Jiaolong, you are going out..." (To be continued)