In those two days, I saw many people coming to my yard. They were all smiling. The village radio speakers kept playing sad music. The village chief said that no one was treated like this, but Aunt Ma had been a good person all her life and helped the villagers.
He has done a lot of good things, so he must set a precedent for his grandma.
I went through the funeral process with an expressionless face, wore mourning clothes, followed my mother's business, and didn't eat or drink. When it was time to go to the funeral, I touched my grandma's hand and it always felt warm. Grandma didn't leave, she really just fell asleep.
Until the moment of burial, I watched my mother use a shovel to cover my grandma's coffin with earth. My head was empty for a moment, I raised my legs and jumped, and I went down too.
My mother didn't react for a while, and a shovel of soil suddenly covered me. My father was startled, and he opened his mouth and shouted: "Qiao Qiao! Why did you jump? Did you fall? Come up quickly!"
I moved twice and lay directly on my grandma's coffin, with my face pressed against the coffin lid, saying: "You guys bury it, I won't leave here, I'm here to accompany grandma..."
"Jiaolong, listen to grandpa. Your grandma's biggest wish in this life is for you to be happy. If you do this, your grandma will definitely be angry and sad. Stand up and let your grandma rest there quietly.
Right." Grandpa stood on it with a trembling voice and said, "Your grandma chose this place. She said she could see you here, and she just wanted to see you happy. Don't make your grandma feel uncomfortable, be good.
Come here."
I cried quietly. No one understood my mood at the moment. I put my arms around the coffin and didn't want to say anything. I just wanted to stay like this for a while.
"Jiaolong, come up here. It's going to take a long time. Don't worry us. You have grown up and you have to be obedient. The most precious thing in your grandma's life is you. You can't make your grandma feel uncomfortable.
I closed my eyes and didn't want to do anything except cry, "Grandma, what should I do in the future..."
‘Dong Dong’
There were two dull sounds in the coffin. I was stunned for a moment. I didn't know if it was an illusion. I opened my eyes and said, "Grandma?"
"Be obedient..." I raised my face and saw my grandma standing behind the crowd, looking at me and smiling softly, "Jiaolong, come up..." As she said that, she extended her hand to me.
"Grandma!" I wiped away my tears, staggered out of the coffin, and stretched out my hand to grandma. Dad quickly stepped forward and pulled me up, "Grandma!!" I looked around.
I stood there, but my grandma could no longer be seen. My grandpa came up and hugged me, saying, "Jiaolong, please be obedient. Your grandma said that I hope you are well. Don't let your grandma worry!"
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I looked at the grave that was almost covered with soil, and my heart trembled. My grandma was completely gone.
It seemed like I had a long dream. I saw my grandma pulling me in the yard when I was a toddler. I fell down and cried. Grandma picked me up and walked to the pig pen. She pointed at the pigs at home and said, "Dear
Dragon, look, that is Zhu Bajie. Isn’t Zhu Bajie very fat? Like Jiaolong, he can eat and sleep."
I watched myself crying and laughing, and in a blink of an eye, I was running all over the yard, with my grandma chasing me: "Jiaolong, don't poke the chicken nest, the chicken will lay eggs for you to eat!"
Then I saw my grandma spanking me with a broomstick and saying, "Jiaolong, how can any girl be as wild as you? You are too naughty!"
I pulled my neck and shouted: "I want to be a boy, I don't want to be a girl!"
Following my self at that time, I walked into the house and saw my grandma sitting on the bed fanning me and wiping her tears.
Even though I knew it was a dream, I still cried. I wanted to touch my grandma at that time. If possible, I wanted to hug her more and get closer to her without making her angry.
Looking back, I saw my grandma hugging me: "Oh, my granddaughter is so handsome. They say she looks like a star!"
My grandma must have started to grow old at that time. I stretched out my hand to her and looked at the smile on my grandma's face.
"Grandma..."
I shouted softly, but grandma suddenly turned to look at me, "Jiaolong, good boy, don't cry. You must remember to be strong. Grandma's Jiaolong has been a strong child since he was born.
, everyone said you won’t survive, but grandma can make you so strong even with rice soup, don’t let grandma worry, take care of yourself and grandpa, don’t let your grandpa worry about you, you know, be strong.”
Grandma said and walked out the door. I chased out and saw that the yard was filled with white mist. Grandma turned her face and waved her hand at me, then smiled and walked directly into the white mist. The white mist dissipated immediately.
,nothing left.
"Grandma..."
When I opened my eyes, I saw my grandpa sitting next to me with a worried look on his face. He wiped his tears and said, "Jiaolong, you wanted to scare grandpa to death. You fainted on the mountain. The doctor said you were exhausted due to physical exhaustion and mental exhaustion."
You are in a low mood and you have to eat when you wake up. Don't worry, my grandpa is counting on you to stay alive."
I sat up with my arms propped up, looked at the porridge and eggs that my grandpa put on the kang, and opened my mouth: "Grandpa, I'm hungry."
"I'm hungry!" Grandpa sniffed and handed the porridge to me: "Eat quickly, you'll be fine after eating."
I nodded and looked at my grandpa: "Grandpa, I will take care of you from now on. We will be good together so that grandma won't worry."
"Okay, okay." Grandpa nodded repeatedly, turning his back to me and gently wiping his tears.
Maybe I have thought about this day a long time ago. My grandma has always been planning and paving the way for me to grow up since I was a child. I should have thought about what my grandma said to me all afternoon even though she was coughing and feeling uncomfortable. She just hated myself.
I couldn't do anything except accept my grandma's departure.
Why would God do this? He has been unfair to me, but he also wants to take away the only person I love most. I want to hate him, but I can't.
Grandma has always said that I have grown up, but I feel that I have not really grown up, because my heart is not strong. I still need to rely on her, but I have no way to ask for this kind of need.
For the first time in my life, the person who loved me the most and who I loved the most left me just like that.
Mom and Dad have been very busy since they came back. They are busy entertaining guests and making this wedding even more lively. It is as lively as the Chinese New Year. Since it is a wedding or funeral, I know that my father did the right thing, but my heart is still
The singing and dancing actors on the stage were torn apart again and again. I hated them for laughing, and I hated everyone who laughed. I knew that my hatred was unreasonable, but I still competed with myself. (To be continued)