I didn’t say anything else. She took a taxi and we went directly to the theme park. We chatted for a while in the car. She knew that I was looking after a house for someone, so she very enthusiastically invited me to live with her, saying
I could still be her companion. I was quite touched at first, but more and more I realized that something was wrong.
First of all, she likes to look at me and giggle all the time. That’s okay. I’m not afraid of looking at her. Secondly, she keeps holding my hand tightly. That’s okay. I’m not afraid of holding it. The most unacceptable thing is that
She put her head on my chest, like a little bird clinging to a human being, which made me feel inexplicably uncomfortable.
When the car arrived, I wanted to pay, but Wen Xiaoni refused to let me go, insisting that she was rich. Finally, the driver looked at me and said, "You have some grace, how can you let your girlfriend pay for it?"
I was confused at the time and looked at the driver: "I'm not a man."
"I know, I heard it as soon as you said it, but the society has changed, and I can accept your kind of relationship. No matter what, you have to pay for it, and you can't let your girlfriend pay for it."
The driver's face made me want to punch him. What's the matter? Just as I was about to argue with him, Wen Xiaoni on the side said, "I'll take it. I'll take it. It's different who takes it!" Then she put the money on the dashboard.
Let go and pull me out.
"Jiaolong, are you still angry?"
On the way to the Ferris wheel, Wen Xiaoni looked at me and asked cautiously.
I glanced at her: "You should be angry, how could that driver talk like that, as if we are, we are that one."
"Which one is that?" Wen Xiaoni held my hand: "Are you referring to lesbians? I think it's normal. We have the right to choose whether we like women or men. Besides, only women understand better that women are not
."
I was a little helpless: "That's true, but the problem is that you are not the one, and you are misunderstood like this..."
"I am!"
I was completely stunned. Looking at Wen Xiaoni, my voice changed: "Who are you?"
She looked at me seriously and nodded: "I am, and I know you are too. I have liked handsome girls since I was a child. I came here because my family's conditions are not good and I need to make money. Another important reason is that
My hometown is biased against us. Big cities are very tolerant. I want to find happiness here. When I saw you yesterday, my heart beat faster. I knew it was love at first sight. So, I like you and let you come to my house.
So simple."
What he said was so straightforward and simple. I couldn't find a reason to refute it for a while, "Maybe I'm not."
"Are you sure you're not?" She looked at me with raised eyebrows: "You wear neutral clothes, have short hair, and don't speak, so you are a boy. I don't believe you are not."
I took a deep breath: "Well, Xiaoni, listen to me telling you this. I don't know if I am, because I have never liked anyone or been in love, but I can tell you that I am
You are just like the feeling between ordinary friends, so it is impossible for us."
Wen Xiaoni seemed to be a little hurt by my words, her eye circles were a little red: "Don't you have a girl you like, don't you have a girl you are close to?"
"I have it."
"Then you still say you're not!"
"That's my best friend!" I looked at her: "It's not what you think. If you want to have that kind of relationship with me, it's impossible. I don't feel that way."
I said this to boys a lot when I was in school. I told a woman out of the blue that I actually felt that I was quite cruel. I felt that I was going too far.
Sure enough, Wen Xiaoni cried, and she stood with me next to a flower bed in the theme park, crying with her lips pursed. People passing by thought we were a couple quarreling, and everyone cast curious eyes as they passed by.
.
"Xiao Ni..."
"Don't call me that. You know, I have been here for more than a year and I have never brought anyone back to my home. You are the first one. I feel that although we have only known each other for a short time, you will always follow me."
I think the same thing, we are from the same world."
I looked at her: "We're not very familiar with each other yet, but even if we are familiar, you still need to feel when you're in love. It's not about you and me. I won't fall in love when I don't fall in love with someone."
, Xiaoni, I cherish the friends I met here, can we get along like ordinary friends?"
"impossible!"
She yelled at me, turned around and ran away. I looked at her back and didn’t catch up because I didn’t know what I was going to do. Could it be that I really dated her just to make her happy? That would be too much.
It’s incredible. In fact, the point is not whether she is a girl. The point is that I really don’t have the heartbeat speeding up that my uncle said. Otherwise, there were unknowing girls who showed affection to me when I was in technical secondary school. Then I want to experience the feeling of falling in love.
Already tried it.
According to the rules, I should find a man to get married, because the ID card says she is a woman, but my marriage objection makes me unable to marry, and I have also observed that girls who show affection to me will not have any problems.
, there are also accidents, so maybe in the future when I meet a girl I am attracted to, I will really choose to undergo surgery to become a man and have children with her.
Just thinking about it, I walked to the Ferris wheel and raised my head. It was really high at first glance. There were people waiting in line for seats. I walked to the toll counter in front and said, "Hello, how much does it cost to ride on this Ferris wheel?"
"
"eighty."
The people inside spoke without raising their heads.
"Eighty?!" My mother's salary has doubled compared to when I was a child. I looked up and looked at people sitting in small houses. They were really willing to spend money. Just like this, it was eighty.
, I can eat for many days.
"Would you like to sit down?" the person inside urged.
I shook my head: "I won't sit down anymore." As I said that, I looked at the staff inside: "Well, how high is the highest point?"
"It's less than 200 meters away, and you can see the scenery of the city." The staff inside replied impatiently, looked up at me, and suddenly frowned: "You came here by yourself?"
I hummed, "I came here myself, but does this have anything to do with the Ferris wheel?"
He looked at the ticket in front of him and said, "That's right. Our park needs to shoot a themed video. There will be a camera in one of the cabins to record the moment when tourists sit on the highest point. I think you have a good image. Are you willing?
Would you like to take a photo on camera? You can also sit in the circle for free."
"Really." What kind of luck did I get when I went out? I ate for free yesterday and got a free seat today?
"Of course, but you can't have any acting elements. We hope that your happy moments are real."
I waved my hand: "Don't worry, I can't act. I've wanted to sit down for a long time. It must be the most real."
He nodded, stood up and walked out: "Then follow me."
I resisted the urge to chuckle and made sure to call my grandpa and tell him that the big city is so nice and so humane. (To be continued)