Does Mumuzi really not care about what happened in the Cantonese restaurant that day?
the answer is negative!
On that day, the two people she thought were closest to her were also the two most important people in her life - one was her biological sister with the same blood flowing in her body, and the other was the biological father of the child in her belly -
- Two people who were so close, gave up on her at the same moment, on the same day, at the same moment - how could she forget such an unforgettable event?
——She will never forget what happened that day!
These days, whenever she is free, whenever she thinks of what happened that day, her heart will feel a pang of pain. And whenever she feels heartache, every teardrop falling from her eyes is like a sad and sad story.
, in the end it can only be broken into pieces and unable to be pieced together.
Even these days, she has been dreaming back to the past in nightmares, and once again personally experienced the feeling of being abandoned by someone close to her...
She's had enough of this torture.
Many times, she wanted to pack her bags and leave this city that broke her heart, so as to say goodbye to the familiar people around her, and then find a quiet and unfamiliar place to give birth to the child and raise him.
However, the more heartbreaking the place, the clearer the memories and the stronger the feeling of reluctance.
What's more, she has countless reasons to leave, and she also has countless reasons to stay - for example, the blood feud of her relatives who were massacred by the Sakura Blossom Killer Organization has not yet been avenged; for example, she does not like the birth of the child in her belly
, without his father by his side...
Therefore, what happened in the Cantonese restaurant that day not only changed Mumuzi's understanding of the world, but also made her see the ruthlessness of the world. How could she forget such an unforgettable thing?
However, even though she could not forget it, she still endured the painful feeling, and then pretended that nothing happened and faced Chen Hao with a smile.
When she smiles, it doesn't mean she is happy; when she smiles, it doesn't mean her heart is bleeding.
However, her smile made Chen Hao misunderstand it - Chen Hao naively believed her words and really thought that she had not taken what happened that day to her heart.
"Since you didn't take it seriously, that's the best thing." Even though Chen Hao said this, his face was still full of guilt.
"Well, don't worry, I'm fine." Mumuzi lied again.
The next second, Mumuzi turned her eyes to the spiral staircase leading to the second floor of the bar. When she realized that she could not see her sister at all, she turned her eyes to Chen Hao again.
"Hao, I was just worried about your injury, so I ran over to check on you. Now I see that you're okay, so I'm relieved." Mu Muzi pursed his lips and pretended to be fine.
"Of course I'm fine." Chen Hao opened his arms and turned in a circle to show Mumuzi how strong his body was.
However, the moment he spread his arms, his empty left sleeve hung straight down, and he waved it casually.
When Mu Muzi saw this, he couldn't help being startled. He rushed to Chen Hao's side and grabbed his left sleeve in one fell swoop.
"Your hand?" The corners of Mumuzi's face were filled with panic and worry, but also filled with guilt and self-blame. After all, Chen Hao's left arm was broken because of her.
"It's nothing serious." Chen Haoqiang forced out a nonchalant smile, and then said: "The wound has stopped bleeding and reduced inflammation, and the fracture doesn't hurt much anymore. It's not a big deal."
"But..." Mumuzi had to think about Chen Hao's rest of his life: "Now that you have broken an arm, what will you do with your life in the future?"
"I still have an arm!" Chen Hao did not tell Mumuzi the secret of his left arm's rebirth. Instead, he raised his right arm and said with a smile: "In this world, there are many disabilities.
People only have one arm, but they are still alive and well? What’s the big deal? Besides, aren’t you still by my side? I have nothing to worry about!”
Although Chen Hao's words were true, Mu Muzi's heart still felt extremely painful.
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault. If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have..." Mumuzi lowered his head, his tone full of self-blame and guilt.
"Okay, don't take all the responsibility on yourself." Chen Hao smiled slightly and touched Mu Muzi's pink face with his right hand.
"That day, the group of thugs from the Xue family obviously came for me, and Xiaoya, who came later, also pointed the finger at me. That day, if you hadn't risked your life to save me, I might have lost my life.
It's not just a left arm, it may even be my life. So, I should be grateful to you, and there is no need for you to blame yourself for this."
Hearing what Chen Hao said, Mu Muzi's nose couldn't help but become even more sore: "But..."
"No buts!" Chen Hao directly interrupted her words, then hugged her shoulders and said gently: "Okay, okay, let's not talk about this matter."
Having said this, Chen Hao suddenly cast his eyes on Mumuzi's slightly bulging belly, then suddenly changed the topic and said: "By the way, how is our son doing now?"
Mumuzi's pretty face couldn't help but blush: "How do you know it must be your son?"
"Of course I know." Chen Hao smiled mysteriously: "Here, let me listen to his heartbeat."
Immediately, Chen Hao leaned down, pointed his ear at Mumuzi's lower abdomen, and then pressed it close. At the same time, Mumuzi also cooperated with him by holding out his lower abdomen, so that Chen Hao could hear the heartbeat of the fetus in his belly as much as possible.
"Did you hear that?" Mumuzi asked curiously. After all, the fetus was in her belly, and she couldn't put her ear to her belly like Chen Hao did.
"Yes, I heard it." Chen Hao said with excitement on his face: "This little guy said he was living well in there and told us not to worry about him."
"Pfft!" Mumuzi was immediately amused by Chen Hao: "You are lying! He is so young, how can he talk?"
"It's true!" Chen Hao said seriously, then pointed at Mumuzi's belly: "If you don't believe it, listen to it yourself."
"Why should I listen?" Mumuzi rolled his eyes at Chen Hao charmingly: "However, I have paid attention to diet and rest these days. He must be doing well. Of course, if you can spare some time to accompany him,
, even better..."
From Mumuzi's words, Chen Hao could clearly hear a hint of sadness.
Suddenly, a feeling of guilt arose in his heart.
"Mumuzi, I'm so sorry." Chen Hao took Mumuzi's little hand and said with great affection: "I am really too busy during this period and can't get away at all, so I can't spend time with you mother and son.
But don’t worry, even if I am not by your side, I will always miss you in my heart. And once I am free, I will go to you immediately and make it up to you."
"Okay, okay." Mumuzi raised her mouth in relief: "I know you are busy, and I don't mean to blame you. Don't worry, even if you don't have time to accompany us, I will take care of our baby.
Good."
"It's really hard for you." Chen Hao's love for Mumuzi became even stronger: "Don't worry, it won't take long for me to finish the things at hand. By then, I will accompany you every day.
Do you think it’s okay to be by your mother and son’s side?”
"Yeah." Mumuzi nodded.
And then, when she discovered that Chen Hao would cast his gaze to the second floor of the bar from time to time and had no intention of chatting with her, the sadness in her heart forced her to think of leaving.
"Okay, it's getting late. I have to go back first. Otherwise, I will delay my lunch break, which will not be good for the baby in my belly."
Chen Hao suddenly frowned.
"Ah? You haven't eaten yet, right? Otherwise, after your sister comes down, we can have a meal together, and then I'll take you back?"
"Ah?" As soon as Chen Hao mentioned Shimura Ying, Mu Muzi's expression changed, but he quickly recovered: "Don't be so troublesome. The baby is now in the development stage, so we can't let it eat those unhealthy things outside.
I'd better go home and take care of the dirty things myself. You're busy with your business, don't worry about me, I'll take good care of myself."
Seeing that Mumuzi was so determined to leave, Chen Hao wanted to send her home in person. However, he was worried about leaving Shimura Ying alone in the bar, for fear that after he left, there would be some conflict between her and the master.
It’s hard to clean up.
"Let's do this. I'll find someone to take you home, do you think it's okay?" Chen Hao thought about it, and finally chose a compromise.
Mu Muzi had no objection to this.
However, when she thought that Chen Hao was not even willing to send her a short distance in order to wait for her sister here, the faint sadness hidden in her heart emerged again... (To be continued)