Eight hundred and fiftieth chapters psychological struggle
Chapter 852: Psychological Struggle
At this time, Chen Hao was like a fool, sitting by the wall and not knowing what to do.
He even forgot to wear clothes.
I even forgot to cover Lei Yue with a quilt on the bed.
The two of them were naked and exposed to the wind.
And his eyes were naturally focused on Lei Yue's extremely delicate, pink skin that could be broken by a blow.
Her skin and figure are still alluring, and she is full of charm that men can't resist. Just now, wasn't it because of this charm in her body that Chen Hao lost his mind and rushed forward regardless of his own safety?
Go ahead and then linger with her regardless of your costs?
But now?
Although Chen Hao's eyes were still focused on her delicate body, there was no more evil fire in his heart.
It's not that he's tired of seeing it, it's not that he's not tempted by the beauty in front of him, but it's because every time he sees a bright red on the white bed sheet, he feels uncomfortable in every possible way.
He couldn't help but regret it a little!
As early as a few hours ago, when he made that call to Lei Yue, he wanted to ask the latter to use the resources of the Chinese National Security Bureau's intelligence system to investigate Bingbing's kidnapping. But later, he and Lei Yue
It has become a kind of "transaction".
However, a deal is just a deal, and in fact it's not a big deal - Lei Yue helped him investigate Bing Bing's kidnapping, while he tried every means to get Lei Yue to meet his master.
Originally, the deal between them had been concluded, but his "cheeky" joke changed the development of the plot.
Immediately afterwards, he came here again by mistake, and because of the huge temptation in front of him, he lost his mind and completely forgot about himself...
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The big mistake has been made. No matter how much Chen Hao blames himself and feels regretful, it will be of no use.
He just wants to take a good rest now, and then think about the current matter after his sanity has completely recovered.
But things turned out to be the opposite.
When he wanted to sort out his thoughts and calm down his mood, Lei Yue, who had been unconscious for nearly half an hour, suddenly opened his eyes.
Her expression was still painful.
And when she opened her eyes, her delicate body also twisted and trembled.
It was obvious that she was trying to get out of bed.
But unfortunately, she felt a sharp pain in her lower body, which was so painful that she could not move.
She had to give up her intention to get up.
The boundless severe pain from her lower body also completely restored her sanity, making her conscious as clear as ever.
At the same time, she seemed to remember something.
Then, she frowned, turned her head hard, and then looked left and right. But she looked left and right, but still couldn't find what she was looking for.
But at this time, she discovered that she did not have a covering on her body.
Subconsciously, she couldn't help but raise her hand, trying to pull the quilt on the bedside to cover her. But unfortunately, the quilt was still a certain distance away from her palms, and she couldn't move her body at all.
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She has never been so helpless as now!
Grievance, heartbreak, helplessness...
Under the impact of the strong negative emotions, heavy tears could not help but appear in her beautiful eyes. However, because she tried hard to control her emotions, the tears in her eyes did not fall.
All this was naturally seen by Chen Hao on the side.
To be more precise, Chen Hao started paying attention to Lei Yue when she tried to move her body but couldn't.
He knew that the reason why she turned her head just now was because she was looking for him; he also knew that the reason why she reached out was because she wanted to get the white quilt at the head of the bed...
He should step forward and help Lei Yue - and that's what he thought in his heart.
However, fear was like a set of shackles, trapping his hands, feet and feet, making him dare not move at all.
In fact, he was a little afraid that Lei Yue would suddenly discover him.
He is terrified!
He was at a loss!
He even wanted to dig a hole in front of him and get in there, thus not giving Lei Yue a chance to discover him.
However, there is no need to hide away from blessings, and there is no need to hide away from disasters!
When Lei Yue tried to pull the quilt at the head of the bed and tried many times without success, she simply gave up the idea and let her body be naked and exposed in the air.
Then, she turned her head and glanced around the room.
Soon, she discovered Chen Hao by the wall.
At that moment, her eyes suddenly fixed on him. And his eyes also met hers.
Eye to eye!
They all understood something from each other's eyes.
His eyes were so frightened, so remorseful, so timid, he was completely different from the person he used to be.
But her eyes were so aggrieved, confused and complicated, no matter how you looked at them or from which direction you looked at them, it made people feel heartbroken.
Even so, they continued to stare at each other, and no one spoke first to break the atmosphere between them.
But in the end, Chen Hao didn't dare to look at him anymore.
Because, while he was looking at her, his eyes always involuntarily glanced at the thick red color on the white sheets...
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Time seemed to freeze in this second, so that just half an hour seemed as long as a century.
Neither Chen Hao nor Lei Yue knew how they could remain silent for half an hour in such an environment.
And in this half hour, not only did his sanity return to calmness, but her sanity also completely recovered.
Maybe she had figured something out; maybe she had rested enough... At this moment, she suddenly felt that her lower body was no longer so painful.
However, the pain in her heart continued to worsen and deepen.
She just stared blankly at the man in front of her.
Although she didn't know why she offered to make a deal with him, and why she offered her body to him, but what was the use of worrying about it after the rice was ready for cooking?
"That's it!" She couldn't help but sigh helplessly in her heart.
"Anyway, a woman's first time does not belong to her, so why wouldn't she give it to a man?" She comforted herself.
"Since everything that shouldn't have happened has happened, I might as well work hard to get something that belongs to me!" The "thing" she called was naturally the deal with Chen Hao.
However, when she thought about the deal between her and Chen Hao, she couldn't help but feel terrified.
She was thinking, should she really meet Chen Hao's master?
And what should she say when she meets his master?
However, if she doesn't go to see his master, wouldn't she let Chen Haomei be in vain?
She just bit her red lips tightly and kept fighting in her heart.
Her rationality is persuading her sensibility.
And her sensibility is constantly fighting against her rationality.
——No one is willing to admit defeat!
This couldn't help but make the look in her eyes become more confused and complicated.
All of this was naturally seen by Chen Hao.
The reason why he didn't speak to interrupt Lei Yue's thoughts was because he really didn't know what to say.
However, if he just keeps avoiding and keeping silent, what's the use? (To be continued)