Lei Yue just endured the severe pain in her lower body, and then used all her strength to support her tired body and slowly moved towards the bed.
It was obvious that she was not in good condition at the moment and was still weak.
But she still relied on her extraordinary willpower to crawl towards the bed.
At this time, she finally saw the bright red stain on the sheets.
She was obviously stunned.
Although she had just menstruated, due to her profession, she knew very well that although a woman would lose money when she gave her first sex, it would not be possible for her to lose so much money.
But now, most of the white sheets were dyed blood red, which was a bit shocking no matter how you looked at it, and she couldn't help but be stunned.
Suddenly, the crazy scene from before reappeared in her mind - she clearly remembered that the God of Thunder with only one arm was venting on her body as if going crazy, completely ignoring her feelings.
It was just squirming there like a wild beast.
——It was precisely because of the beast-like behavior of the God of Thunder that she felt tearing pain in her lower body, and she fainted from the pain. The wound in her lower body burst open, and blood flowed out, thus staining a large area red.
sheet.
And when she thought of those kinds of scenes, she felt aggrieved and sad.
At the same time, this also added a bit of disgust and hatred towards Thor in her heart.
Raising her head, her cold and sad eyes were directed at the God of Thunder, and the dissatisfaction and complaints in them were obvious.
But Chen Hao still sat there blankly.
Even though his face was full of regret and self-blame, to her, he still looked like an inhuman beast. No matter from which angle you looked at it, his face was still ugly.
She already hated him to death.
But what's the use of just hating? Could it be that just by hating, she could turn back time and save something?
Her heart suddenly became cold.
Moreover, at this moment, her heart seemed to be colder than before, so that in her heart, she was not only full of disgust and hatred for the God of Thunder, but also full of disgust and hatred for the men in the world.
She completely felt that she would never let a man touch her body again in her life, let alone let those beasts hurt her unscrupulously.
Because of her cold heart, the tears in her eyes suddenly retreated, replaced by emotionless indifference.
…
Lei Yue quickly regained her composure.
Although she is a woman and has always been emotional. However, as an agent, she has received different types of psychological training and is more rational than other women.
After she recovered her mood, she withdrew her gaze from Thor, then continued to support her body with both hands and moved hard towards the bed.
Her painful struggle was naturally noticed by Chen Hao.
Several times, he wanted to stop her.
However, after the corners of his lips moved several times, he suddenly felt that something was stuck in his throat, and he could not say a word. In the end, he had to swallow the words that reached his mouth.
He just watched her in pain, and then saw her crawl to the bed and pick up the clothes on the bedside table.
What kind of severe pain she endured, and what kind of pain and grievance she tasted, Chen Hao had no way of knowing. He only saw that she spent a lot of effort to put on her clothes.
Maybe she spent too much energy, so after she got dressed, she didn't rush out of bed, but just lay on the bed quietly, staring at the milky white ceiling with a confused look on her face.
She panted heavily, trying hard to control her emotions and will. When she felt that she had regained some strength and her lower body didn't seem to hurt that much, she got up again and walked out of bed.
At this time, Chen Hao was still sitting by the wall, still without any clothes.
She couldn't help but look back at her.
Her eyes were so cold, without any emotion at all, which made Chen Hao suddenly feel that he might never be able to get her forgiveness and understanding in his lifetime.
And this is indeed the case.
She never thought that she would forgive him.
Moreover, if it weren't for the fact that Thor is also an agent of the special agent group Thunder Group, she might have killed him right away - even if it cost her life, she must make the beast in front of her pay for his previous actions.
price.
But her reason told her that she must not do this. Because in this way, she not only harmed the special agent team, but also harmed the interests of the country.
Because she was so rational, in order to prevent herself from doing something stupid due to losing control of her emotions, she left this room that made her despair.
She just left the room without looking back, leaving Chen Hao sitting there alone in a daze.
And since she left, Chen Hao still hasn't said a single word to save her.
It's not that he doesn't want to say it, but that he really doesn't know what kind of posture and face he should use to face her.
After all, what he had done before and the harm he had caused to her were all before his eyes - in front of the large piece of red iron evidence on the bed, no matter how he explained it, it was ultimately a feeble cover-up.
That’s all…
…
Lei Yue is gone.
She left full of anger and sadness.
Whenever Chen Hao thought of the look in her eyes before she left, he felt sad.
There were several times when he wanted to get up and chase Lei Yue, and then find a chance to appease her severely wounded heart, but in the end, he did not put this idea into action.
The more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable it became.
But just when he was upset, a rapid ringtone from his cell phone rang in the room.
Although he didn't know who dialed his phone at this time, he knew very well in his heart: he just wanted to be quiet now and didn't want to deal with anyone.
However, the phone kept ringing. After one call, another one came, as if if he didn't answer the phone, the call would be endless.
He stood up with great reluctance, then walked to the bedside table and picked up his cell phone.
Taking a closer look, the person calling him was actually Xiaoqin.
He suddenly felt that his head was about to explode!
Since this call was from Xiaoqin, he must have answered it.
However, in his current state, how should he communicate with Xiaoqin?
But, then again: Xiao Qin, who has always been considerate, is not the best person for him to talk to? As long as she is by his side, then she will definitely have a way to appease his emotions and let him get rid of self-blame.
and a haze of guilt…
(PS: Big update today and tomorrow! Seven chapters updated in two days!) (To be continued)