Chen Hao no longer knew how to mention this matter to Shimura Ying.
At this time, Shimura Ying's beautiful eyes were filled with confusion and expectation, as if she was waiting for him to speak out what was in his heart.
But he was still extremely embarrassed.
After all, he will definitely feel sorry for Shimura Ying. Moreover, this is not only extremely unfair to her, but also shows his most selfish side.
Not to mention, then there is no chance of winning the game between him and the mafia gang, which will directly lead to the loss of everything...
He was still struggling and entangled there, so that his expression also became extremely dull at this moment.
Faintly, Shimura Ying seemed to have guessed something.
"Hao, don't you have something to say to me?" she said.
Raising his head, Chen Hao's eyes fell entirely on the corners of her beautiful face, but his heart felt as painful as a knife.
"I..." He hesitated, not knowing how to speak.
"Just say what you want to say." Shimura Ying's expression also became serious at this moment: "You never get entangled in trivial matters. Presumably, what you want to say to me is very important, otherwise,
You won’t become what you are now.”
At this point, she paused for a moment and then added again: "No matter what you are struggling with in your heart, I think you should still say it. As for the result after that, we can still discuss it, right?
"
Now that she had said it all, Chen Hao didn't have to worry about anything anymore. He just stayed silent for a short while, and after he had sorted out his thoughts, he expressed his thoughts one by one...
…
At this moment, Chen Hao's thoughts were confused.
So much so that when he stated it, he seemed a little incoherent.
However, Shimura Ying still understood what he said.
She instantly fell into silence, and her extremely beautiful face turned pale due to Chen Hao's words.
She just stared at Chen Hao's cheek with those beautiful big eyes, as if she wanted to penetrate his heart, which made him feel numb in his heart.
He couldn't help but lower his head, not daring to look at Shimura Ying.
Ever since he fully expressed his thoughts, the guilt he felt towards Shimura Ying had reached its extreme.
He even felt that he was a beast and a scum...
He is ashamed of himself.
But he has no other choice...
However, the words he spoke were like water that was thrown out and could never be taken back. No matter how complicated the emotions in his heart were, he could only clench his teeth and wait for Shimura Ying's answer.
And just as he had expected at first, when Shimura Ying finished listening to his story, he fell into endless silence and did not say a word for a long time.
To be precise, she didn't know how to answer Chen Hao.
But one thing was clear to her: at this moment, her heart felt as if it had been cut by a knife, the pain was so intense that it almost made her suffocate.
After all, she thought that since Chen Hao could say these words, it meant that in his heart he wanted her to make sacrifices.
But why should she make such a sacrifice and pay such a high price?
There were obviously so many women around him, but why did he choose her?
But soon, she figured it out: "Maybe it's because I am different from the other women around him and have the same yin and yang constitution as him..."
But after thinking about this, the pain in her heart became more intense, so that every breath she took was almost accompanied by bone-eroding pain, which made her brain and consciousness immersed in a vast white cloud.
I couldn't return to reality for a long time...
…
Silence, endless silence.
At this second, time seemed to have stopped, so that neither of their thoughts could return to reality.
This is a kind of torture for them - when Shimura Ying is in pain, isn't Chen Hao in pain?
He was even more miserable than she was!
Just as Shimura Ying guessed: since he has already said this, he naturally hopes that she will make sacrifices for him. Otherwise, he will only bury these words in his heart and never say them out.
.
He knew this, and so did she.
Therefore, while he was quietly waiting for Shimura Ying to give him the answer, his heart was tormented and tormented.
And Shimura Ying didn't keep him waiting long.
"Hao..."
She spoke openly, instantly breaking the silence in the air and bringing Chen Hao's thoughts back to reality.
"You just said that even if I become an ugly monster, you will stay by my side and try your best to restore me to what I am now, right?"
When Chen Hao heard this, he nodded repeatedly without even thinking about it.
When Shimura Ying saw this, a bitter smile appeared on the corner of his face.
"Then from now on, I will lose the ability to have children, right?"
Chen Hao hesitated for a moment, then nodded again.
Shimura Ying took a deep breath. At the same time, a trace of tears appeared in her beautiful eyes because she had never cried before.
But after all, she didn't let the tears fall from her eyes. She just turned red and stared at Chen Hao, as if she wanted to penetrate his heart.
When Chen Hao was stared at by her like this, his scalp felt numb. His thoughts in his heart were already extremely confused, and he still dared to look at her.
But the more silent he was, the more Shimura Ying felt her heart hurt.
Because, in her opinion, from Chen Hao's words just now and his appearance at this time, he must have already had the answer in his heart.
That is: she pays for it, she sacrifices it...
Of course, she also has the right to reject him.
But she simply couldn't bear to do it.
Firstly, Chen Hao's left arm was broken due to Mu Muzi; secondly, she couldn't bear Chen Hao to live with one arm in his life; thirdly, she couldn't bear to see Chen Hao when he was sad...
All in all, for various reasons, she seemed to have made a decision in her heart. However, it seemed a little difficult for her to express her decision in person.
"Hao." She spoke again: "If I agree to you, then when do you plan to practice dual cultivation with me?"
Chen Hao had told her before that if he wanted to regenerate his broken arm, he would have to find a woman with the same physique to practice double cultivation, and then use the method his master taught him to regenerate his broken left limb.
grow back.
Raising his head, Chen Hao's eyes couldn't help but fall on her beautiful eyes that were already red.
His whole body trembled, and his body began to tremble involuntarily.
"If... if it is... possible, I... I hope it is... today..." When he spoke, his voice, like his body, was immersed in a trembling state.
.
Shimura Ying took a breath of cold air again. And her heart was extremely cold at this moment.
"Today?" Her tone was slightly self-deprecating.
"That is to say, after today, not only will I become an ugly monster, but I will also lose the ability to have children, right?"
Hearing Shimura Ying's words, Chen Hao couldn't help but feel more guilty, and then he couldn't help shouting: "You can also refuse! If you don't want to, I will definitely not force you."
——This is absolutely true.
As long as Shimura Ying shakes her head and refuses, as long as she says the word "no", then he will definitely turn around and never mention this matter to Shimura Ying again.
However, from beginning to end, Shimura Ying never shook his head, let alone rejected him.
It was precisely because she gave him this hope that deep in his heart, a strange thought suddenly appeared, forcing him to read the words Shimura Ying was about to give at this time.
answer.
However, he didn't notice at all: In fact, Shimura Ying had already given the answer... (To be continued)