When Chen Xue came back, she saw Liu Jian sitting in the yard smoking, she walked over with a smile and said, "I'm back!"
Liu Jian nodded and asked doubtfully: "Where's Miaomiao? I didn't come back with you."
Chen Xue smiled angrily and said: "She really values sex over friends. She cares about Miaomiao as soon as she comes back. She went to buy groceries, and the three of us took turns cooking. Today it's her turn."
Liu Jian smiled and said, "I'll go greet her. Sister Xue, please go back and rest first."
Chen Xue smiled, watching Liu Jian walk out in a hurry, and suddenly felt a sour feeling in her heart. She shook her head and forgot about this feeling, showed a bright smile, and returned to the west wing.
The vegetable market is only more than a thousand meters away from the courtyard. After Liu Jian arrived, he quickly saw Yu Miao buying vegetables in the market. Perhaps knowing that Liu Jian would be back today, Yu Miao had already bought a lot of vegetables, chickens,
Fish, cucumbers, potatoes, etc. When Liu Jian walked over, Yu Miao was picking up the ribs. It seemed that he was planning to make sweet and sour pork ribs at night.
Liu Jian reached out and took the plastic bag from Yu Miao's hand. Yu Miao was surprised at first, but when he looked back, it turned out to be Liu Jian. He smiled knowingly and handed the purchased vegetables to Liu Jian.
"Why do you buy so much food? It can't be eaten by three people." Liu Jian asked with a smile.
Yu Miao asked the butcher to chop the ribs into sections, and said with a smile: "Sister Xue said you are coming back today. I want to cook more dishes. I wonder how your food is at school?"
Liu Jian was very moved, and also felt more and more sad. Maybe after today, her tenderness began to bloom for others.
Liu Jian didn't say anything. He followed Yu Miao quietly and watched her bargaining in the vegetable market. She really looked like a good wife and loving mother. If he had met such a girl in his previous life, he would have been very content. He would definitely do so.
I live my life peacefully by her side. Unfortunately, I have changed too much in this life, and I am no longer the innocent and kind-hearted boy who was given the good guy card.
On the way back, Yu Miao kept smiling. For her, this was the most exciting time. After holding on to the relationship for so many years, she was looking forward to a life like today.
Back home, Liu Jian took a rare opportunity to go to the kitchen to help Yu Miao. To Liu Jian's surprise, Yu Miao had good cooking skills and the dishes he cooked were delicious and delicious. Seeing Liu Jian's surprised eyes, Yu Miao
Miao Xiao smiled and said: "My mother told me since I was a child that if a woman wants to keep a man's heart, she must first keep his stomach, so I have learned to cook various dishes since I was a child. Unfortunately, no one has come to taste my food.
craft."
Liu Jian smiled awkwardly, not knowing what to say. Seeing Liu Jian like this, Yu Miao showed a look of disappointment.
While eating, everyone also noticed something was wrong, especially Liu Jian, who liked to talk non-stop at the dinner table. He was strangely silent today, as if he was deeply worried. Yu Miao seemed to have guessed something, and his face became ugly.
After eating, Yu Miao stood up to clear the table. Liu Jian, who had been silent all this time, suddenly said: "Miaomiao, let Xiaowei clean it up. I want to talk to you. Let's go out for a walk."
Yu Miao's hands froze there, showing an ugly smile and saying: "Can't we talk about something tomorrow? I'm very tired today."
Liu Jian came over, took Yu Miao's hand and said, "Come with me."
Yu Miao lowered her head, bit her lips, suppressed the tears in her eyes, and followed Liu Jian.
Chen Xue finally realized something was wrong. It was not as he imagined. Liu Jian seemed to have other ideas.
The two of them left the courtyard one after another and walked in the alley. Some children were dancing rubber bands, some were cooking at home, some had chess at their door, and several old people were sitting around fighting. Liu Jian never took it seriously.
I was walking through the alley that day, and I suddenly realized that it was extremely lively. While I was busy running around, I also missed countless such scenes.
"Miaomiao, it's very lively here, why haven't I noticed it yet?" Liu Jian asked.
Yu Miao bit her lip, looked at Liu Jian's side face and said: "Because you have been running continuously. There is no wonderful thing that can make you stop and appreciate it. Everyone is also chasing your footsteps, so there is nothing
Discover these beautiful things.”
Liu Jian nodded, agreeing with what Yu Miao said.
Seeing Yu Miao's nervous expression, Liu Jian felt a pain in his heart. He stretched out his right hand to hold Yu Miao's left hand and led her forward. Yu Miao's face turned red and he stared at the two clasped hands. He didn't know why.
Tears flowed out. This situation had appeared too many times in her dreams, and suddenly it came true. She was both indescribable joy and indescribable grievance. She had been wronged for this man for too long.
Liu Jian did not wipe Yu Miao's tears, but just held Yu Miao's hand and walked away for a long time.
"Miaomiao, I want to tell you something." Liu Jian finally opened his mouth and broke the silence, and the warm atmosphere disappeared without a trace.
Yu Miao turned pale, shook his head and said, "Xiao Jian, I'm tired, please take me back."
"Miao Miao, even if you escape today, can you escape tomorrow? We have been delayed for too long and cannot continue like this." Liu Jian looked directly into Yu Miao's eyes.
Yu Miao dodged for a moment and said, "I don't understand what you said, Xiaojian, I'm tired, can you send me back?" There was a hint of pleading in Yu Miao's voice.
Liu Jian sighed. He didn't understand Yu Miao's thoughts. She was so confused. She had some hope. But he couldn't go on like this. He was not a good person, but he couldn't delay a girl's life in such a confused way.
youth.
"Miaomiao, I'm not a good man." Liu Jian suddenly spoke.
Yu Miao stopped moving and looked at Liu Jian stupidly, knowing that it was time for a showdown.
"Miaomiao, actually you know that I have many singing women. Ren Shanshan, Bai Wei, Tian Dan, Song Na, Li Jiazi, Li Li, Ren Yingying, Xu Qing, and some women whose names I can't name."
Hearing the familiar and unfamiliar names popping up from Liu Jian's mouth, Yu Miao shook a little and stood there. Although she had been mentally prepared for a long time, she did not expect that Liu Jian would unknowingly have it.
So many women.
"Do you love them?" Yu Miao raised her head and looked at Liu Jian. The question was simple, but her voice was trembling fiercely.
Liu Jian sighed and said: "Love, maybe. I like their beautiful faces, their attractive bodies, their pleading, and their attachment. If this is love, I may also be in love with them."
Yu Miao looked at Liu Jian bravely and said, "Then do you love me?"
"It should be love. I like your kindness, your sunshine, I like you worrying about me, I like you being jealous for me, I like your long hair, and you like your sweet smile." Liu Jian said without hesitation.
Yu Miao's confused eyes finally regained focus, as if they were climbing up from a bottomless abyss.
"You love me and I love you too. That's fine. What else is there to say?" Yu Miao avoided the women Liu Jian just mentioned, between persistence and love.
Liu Jian stretched out his hand to hold Yu Miao's shoulders and said: "But Miaomiao, I am no longer a good man. I can't give up them for you. I can't keep a marriage contract with you and grow old together, and I can't accompany you through your silver and golden weddings.
, or even a diamond wedding. I can’t give you a complete family. Even if I agree to you today against my will, I will still be moved when I meet a beautiful girl tomorrow, and I will still do something to hurt you. This has nothing to do with love, but
I have released the devil in my heart, and I do not want to resist, nor will I resist, those women who are full of temptation."
"This is what they say. Men are animals that think with their lower bodies." Yu Miao said sadly.
Liu Jian nodded and said: "Maybe. I dare not say that every man is like this, but at least seven or eight out of ten have the dream of having three wives and four concubines. It's just that real life leaves them with no choice.
I can occasionally think and daydream. I used to be like that, but some accidents happened. Now I have changed. I have enough ability to realize my dreams."
"So there are so many women around you. No matter whether they like you or not, love you or not, you have to get them and keep them all beautifully dressed by your side. You are just satisfying your animal desires.
"Yu Miao said angrily.
Liu Jian nodded and said: "Yes, I admit this. I have never concealed my thoughts and actions. I just let myself live more truly and happily. Miaomiao, I will
I tell you my thoughts and actions without reservation. I just don’t want to mislead you. I don’t want you to live in a dream. This is the real me, the real Liu Jian. If you want to stay by my side
, I just have to accept it all, and I will not change it for anyone, because this is the life I want to live, and it is my real life."
Yu Miao was at a loss. Looking at Liu Jian standing in front of him, he suddenly seemed so distant, so far away. His originally clear face became a little blurry. What should I do? What should I do?
Lao Lang suddenly became emotional, let’s see everyone’s reaction! Mainly because I was so moved today that I couldn’t help but write out the true feelings in my heart!