My name is Shen Yuzhu, I have an older sister named Zhenzhu, and I have two younger sisters named Baozhu and Jinzhu.ran?．
r?a?n?w?e na `My sister and I were born to the same mother, but my two younger sisters and I were not born to the same mother.
I have always sympathized with my little sister. Because she has such a festive name, everything she has worn since she was a child must have something to do with pigs. For example, a small bracelet with a golden pig head on it, and a small bracelet embroidered with gold thread on her plush shoes.
Fat pig.
The little sister is very depressed.
I don’t think it’s all my father’s fault. He’s not good at naming. Our names were all given by our mothers. My sister is the eldest daughter and picked a good one. I was reincarnated a little later, so I can only be beautiful and beautiful. Of course.
I can’t blame my stepmother, she didn’t even want to have so many children. In fact, the nicknames she gave to my four half-brothers were even more horrible, in order: Da Mao, Xiao Mao, Ah Mao, Mao Mao. The adopted children of Guanshi Zhou
All the little local dogs have better names than this.
It is said that people with low status are easy to make a living. This is true. The four Mao brothers are all very strong, especially Da Mao. He has just turned ten and can knock his eldest brother to the ground within fourteen shots. My father is very happy.
, saying that this was a "cheating", but our aunt and sister-in-law were very unhappy and forced us brothers and sisters to cry again for my mother's funeral.
Why do you say "again"? Because my aunt leads us to do this activity every day, and my father can hear it best. If he can't hear, he will cry until he hears. If he pretends not to hear, he will cry until he can't pretend anymore.
I'm bored.
My aunt told us since we were young that we should be careful about our father's new wife. Our stepmothers are all evil-hearted, our younger sisters will steal our father's favor, and our younger brothers will steal our eldest brother's title. She also always likes to inspire us with thrilling stories about the Ningyuan Marquis Mansion.
Don't take your stepmother and younger siblings lightly.
Not only that, my aunt often asked us to ask for favors from my father, taking the opportunity to ask for this or that, farm shops, errands and rewards, the more the better. My brother was sullen and at a loss. My sister was born to be a lady, so she could only wait.
People are praising her, so I should be honest and say directly that I don’t know how to do it.
My aunt had no choice but to demonstrate it herself.
In fact, she didn't have any good ideas. She just cried to my father over and over again about how virtuous and sacrificial my late mother was. She reminded my father secretly and openly to keep a diary at night and not to be heartless. I didn't like this very much. I felt that my mother was so kind and virtuous.
You cannot be clean underground, and you have to be used by others even after you die.
My sister was very dissatisfied with my uncooperative attitude. She thought I was a heartless person who could not distinguish between ourselves and our enemies, so she said with tears in her eyes: "Have you forgotten your deceased mother?"
This accusation made me feel guilty and aggrieved. When my mother passed away, I couldn't even call anyone, and I didn't remember anything at all. I only vaguely remember a gentle and warm feeling towards my mother. Everyone said that my mother was good.
The most reasonable person in the world, I absolutely believe that.
Of course my mother is good, but if my mother is good, what does it have to do with my aunt? What does it have to do with my uncle, aunt, and the sixth aunt of the Zou family? Xiaohua and Xiaohuang are kittens born from the same womb, and one is very well-behaved.
, always likes to sit on my lap and bask in the sun, but the other one is very skinny, biting and biting all over the garden, causing trouble.
Dad has always trusted Mom. It is right to love Wujiwu. How can he still trust Wujiwu?
Anyway, I don’t trust the Zou family, including my aunt.
My aunt doesn't like how stubborn I am, and the only thing I talk about is "big brother, big sister," and I don't like to hear her talk about it either.
She always said that our brothers and sisters are her flesh and blood, and since she has us, she doesn’t want anything. Then why does she spend all her time looking for doctors, Taoist priests, and nuns all year round? She is in trouble. In order to have a baby, she eats so much
The bitter medicine, the moxibustion that burned so hot, burned me black and yellow, just like Xiao Zhou An's mangy dog?
I asked Auntie why, and Auntie smiled lovingly and touched my head: "Our Sister Yu is so smart, much better than your brother and sister."
That's all. My aunt actually wants to marry me to my uncle's son?!
Every day she told me how wonderful my uncle's family was and how much my aunt liked me. She kept asking me, "Would you like to do it?" and she also said to my father, "Yu'er and Brother Shun get along best. They stay together every day and they are both happy."
I can't bear to separate, it's really like a pig boiling a horse with a plum." As soon as I said a few words, "We fight every day, and I hate him very much," my aunt stopped me with a smile, and stopped me from talking, and said, "Child's home"
Family, the more we fight, the closer we get” - I was so angry!
Auntie once said that to get married is to live with someone else for the rest of your life. Who wants to live with that fat guy for the rest of his life?!
My little cousin is my uncle's elder brother. He is overbearing, ugly, doesn't study, and loves to bully others. My aunt treats him as a darling. She even dares to beat and scold my slaves. It's really embarrassing! I think of him.
That pig-headed face is about to vomit!
My sister actually came to persuade me like a dignified eldest sister, and opened her mouth to tell me to remember my late mother's kindness. I replied: "Since my sister misses the friendship between my uncle's family so much, why don't I marry my eldest cousin myself?"
My sister seemed like an old yellow goose whose neck was strangled, and she immediately stopped talking.
Huh, who can't be generous to others? I don't believe that if Ruoniang were alive, she would ask me to marry that ugly villain! My aunt is also a picker of the past, knowing that my sister wants to marry a high-ranking family, so she bullies me for being young, okay
fool.
Among us siblings, the eldest brother has the most trust in his aunt.
The uncles even thought about making the eldest brother marry a cousin of the Zou family as his wife.
The elder brother himself was willing, but he made his father so angry that he fell into a fit on the spot. He sent his cousin who had been living in the house for a long time back first, and ordered that no girl from the Zou family would come again without his consent in the future. Before the eldest brother got married, he was beaten again.
My brother slapped me dozens of times, my aunt slapped her mouth dozens of times, and she read all the Buddhist scriptures.
My aunt cried so hard that she pointed at my father and said, "Master Hou has such disdain for the Zou girl, isn't my sister's surname Zou?"
My father laughed angrily on the spot, and was so confident for the first time when his aunt mentioned my mother: "This is what your sister said before she was alive. She said that her brothers were incompetent, and her sisters-in-law didn't seem to be able to raise good children.
It’s okay for the people around you to be more supportive, but you must not force your children to rush into such a marriage!”
After this incident, my aunt withered for half a year, and the Zou family finally stopped plotting against our brother and sister's marriage.
Auntie hugged me and secretly shed tears: "Your mother had a hard life. She was born to work hard, and she never enjoyed a few days of happiness in her life. When she was a daughter, I was weak and had no ideas. The virtuous old man died early.
, brother and sister-in-law wanted to marry her, but she had to marry her. After marrying your father, they took care of each other inside and out. How could the palace at home not look for her?! My old sister also advised your mother to take care of herself.
.But your mother has been accustomed to doing everything herself for more than ten years and wants to be the best. How can you change this nature?"
I didn't quite understand what I heard, but I felt sad for no reason and cried a lot.
Not long after, the princess cousin came down and the house became more lively.
My eldest brother listened to someone's advice and asked his wife to treat his aunt like a proper mother-in-law. The princess sister-in-law almost blew her nose and flipped the roof over. My eldest brother was so scared that he ran around on the ground. But it was all in vain, aunt.
How can I let go of my eldest brother and interfere in the affairs of his room from time to time? Today I will give him a girl, and tomorrow I will invite cousin Zou to stay for a while and rekindle old friendship with my eldest brother.
The princess's sister-in-law was angry and went to the palace to complain. Then the queen's aunt became angry and called the nuns in the palace to beat her up. The cousin of the second emperor also came up with a bad idea and directly arranged a deal for cousin Zou.
It is an unknown marriage, and it is said that the future cousin-in-law is not only crooked, but also has a bad family background.
The princess sister-in-law smiled at her aunt and said, if you introduce extramarital affairs to my husband in the future, I will ask the queen mother to arrange lifelong events for the daughter of the Zou family (the Zou family has many cousins), and you can do it.
The princess sister-in-law is very powerful, but the aunt is not very economical either. If she doesn’t know how to do it, she will secretly trip up the princess sister-in-law. Then the eldest brother will make mistakes, or ignore the princess, or quarrel with the princess. Half of the month, the sister-in-law is at the princess’s house.
I was sulking alone, and spent half a month fighting with my brother at home. Occasionally, my second cousin would come to help me out.
Half of Shen's house was in a state of chaos, and my father couldn't stand the excitement, so he moved into Nanyuan to live with his stepmother, and the two of them worked hard to have a baby.
Because his eldest brother's marriage was not going well, when his sister proposed to get married, his father pestered his stepmother to discuss it.
The queen's aunt still loves her sister very much, and the two candidates she has are both top-notch. One is Wei Wangshi, who is elegant, noble, talented and handsome; the other is General Bo, who has just returned to the court with meritorious service at the border, a young hero and a heroic figure.
Quite extraordinary.
The stepmother spoke cheerfully and started talking about the good of the Bo family: "It depends on the circumstances of life. The Bo family has a simple population, a strong family background, and a good family tradition, so it will be worry-free. Although King Wei has a good life, he is still a prince of the clan, so he can get into the family.
There are four concubines and concubines in the jade certificate. How can we have fewer flowers and plants? Besides, the royal family, even if they are wronged, what can anyone do?"
This time, even my father thought it was reasonable. Unfortunately, my sister and aunt didn't agree at all. My aunt even told my sister that her stepmother didn't want her to marry into a wealthy family. My sister believed it.
Later, my sister really had a lot of "good sisters", all kinds of women, including fat ones, thin ones and thin ones.
Later, General Bo took advantage of Aunt Gu's niece.
My stepmother also took me to their wedding banquet. I didn't see the bride, but I heard many female relatives chatting and said that the Yuan family was famous for being fertile, beautiful and virtuous, and her eldest daughter must be just as good.
Later, General Bo and his wife turned out to be very harmonious and beautiful.
After my brother and sister got married one after another, my stepmother saw that Da Mao and I were crazy in the mud and stubborn, and she couldn't bear it anymore, so she sent me to the Zheng family boudoir and asked my husband to control me so that I could control my temper.
My aunt was anxious again, but she didn't dare to tell my father for fear of being beaten again, so she hesitated with me for a long time. I got impatient and asked, "Isn't Mr. Xue a good gentleman?" Aunt said: "...That is a good gentleman.
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"Will the Zheng family bully me?" With my little aunt here, how could it be possible?
Aunt: "That's not necessarily the case."
"Then why don't you want me to go?"
"Madam, this is showing kindness to you on purpose! She wants to win over you!"
I glared and said, "So what."
My aunt just thinks too much. Although she is about the same age as her stepmother, she seems to be more than ten years older.
After several years of marriage, the relationship between brother and sister was always cold and they had no heirs. Seeing that their hairs were getting bigger day by day, my father was worried. That year, King Wei passed away and my sister was about to die with her. Before she left, my father specially made a special request.
Call us brothers and sisters together for dinner.
After a few rounds of drinking, my father, who had always been strong and strong, cried. My father, who had never been hypocritical to his brother, suddenly started crying.
The eldest brother immediately panicked.
Dad said to the eldest brother: "...I beg you as a father to send Aunt Zou away. You and the princess can't go on like this...The princess is not an ordinary daughter-in-law. She is full of resentment now. She has no legitimate daughter-in-law and she doesn't want to."
It's a concubine. When the time comes, this title..."
My sister and I both understood, and my sister also cried, and then advised: "Brother, just listen to me this time, my aunt... my aunt is not a good person... she has no good intentions."
I didn't shed a single tear, I just said: "Sooner or later, the emperor's cousin will succeed to the throne. If you continue to be so stubborn and neglect the princess and sister-in-law, you don't have to wait for the day when you no longer have a legitimate son. After the year of my father, you will not have this title."
When the time comes, you, the prince-in-law, will have no choice but to rely on the princess sister-in-law."
In fact, the two royal cousins respect their father very much, but the father's son is not only his brother's, every cousin is his father's son. It doesn't make any difference to me who inherits the title, I just feel that my father is really pitiful.
Dad is in pain. He really likes the brothers born to his stepmother, and he likes them more and more every day. But when he dreams back at midnight, his heart is always pressing on our dead mother. He can't advance, and he can't retreat, life and death.
Frost flowers bloomed on both temples.
He is just an ordinary man, neither so loyal nor so cold.
Of course he has a deep love for my mother, but he cannot withstand the erosion of time, and his wife and children are by his side every day. He can only do everything he can for his elder brother while his mind is still firm, and give everything he can to his elder brother.
, fulfill the conscience promised many years ago.
Dad was crying so much that he staggered and tried to get up: "...Do you have to kneel down for me? Please, don't let me die and be too embarrassed to see your mother..."
The eldest brother finally couldn't stand it anymore and cried and agreed.
The next day, my sister left the capital and traveled with her husband to join the feudal vassal. In this life, she never returned to the capital. She could only rely on herself to hold on to the good or bad in the future.
On the same day, a group of mother-in-law and daughter-in-law tied up the aunt and moved her out of Shen's house in the middle of the night, and sent her directly to the family temple, where she was strictly guarded.
After the queen's aunt found out, she specially announced the princess's sister-in-law to the palace. The princess came back with red eyes, and her brother went over with red eyes. The two slowly reconciled their relationship. A few months later, the princess's sister-in-law became pregnant.
Dad finally breathed a sigh of relief.
The stepmother remained motionless, as if this tragicomedy had nothing to do with her.
In fact, I think it's not easy for my stepmother. She has such a good family background, but she started filling houses at a young age. Her stepmother is still as unreliable as my eldest brother. She can't even do face-to-face skills. She is a little softer and will suffer from early worries.
She was dead. As a result, she could still command the guards to kill thieves at night. When she held the sword, she was murderous, majestic, and energetic. She was much better than my aunt and brother and sister who could only tremble.
In fact, the stepmother is not very good at housekeeping, and she is not enthusiastic at all. What she yearns for is a peaceful and poetic life, but her children are all active and active. From morning to night every day, she has no time to relax in the yard.
Every time she finished checking my homework, holding a cup of clear tea in her hand, she would just sit down in the back room and want to describe two clear landscapes or write a few lines of poetry, then——
Big Mao stole his father's sword in the middle, but his father didn't dare to take it forcefully, so he could only shout, "Guifen, come here soon." Xiao Mao used ink in the middle to paste the golden beads into a tabby cat, and the golden beads sat on the kang.
Crying loudly, Amao and Maomao on the side were wrestling together. Baozhu dropped his red book and climbed on my head to look at the battle next door. He raised his voice and said, "Mom, listen, listen, little brother, they are starting again."
, I screamed angrily, 'You damn girl, come down here, don't pull my hair, I'm correcting my typo'!
Veins burst out on the stepmother's forehead, and the pen barrel creaks when pinched. The final result is often her lucky Dantian, and she roars violently like a lion from the east of the river, shaking the roof - "Get out of here!"
The gap between life and ideals is really huge - Mrs. Gu Hou said with a smile one time when she saw such a situation.
Many people say that my stepmother is not close to me. To be honest, in fact, she is not very close to her two younger sisters. She usually hides away from them. Everyone has different personalities. In the world, there are aunts from the Gu family who are born with smiling eyes.
She has a pretty mouth, and she will hug Sister Rong and teach her how to calligraphy. She also has a stepmother who is proud and strong, and can never soften her figure.
At least most of what she did for me taught me a lot.
Here, I made friends with several close and affectionate sisters, and learned a lot about how to behave in the world. I knew how to settle accounts, sew simple clothes, and when I went to the elders outside, I could pretend to be dignified and gentle, smiling without showing my teeth.
The only exception was that not long after I joined the Zheng family, I met an arrogant boy in the backyard of Zheng's family. He laughed at me, "What kind of book should a girl study? To take the first prize, she should go home and do embroidery." I replied, "You have the ability."
Take a test and let me see.' They got into a disagreement and had a fierce fight. The two were equally matched in strength, and both went home with a bloody head and were scolded.
Later, my aunt told me that he was my stepmother's nephew and the young grandson of the old British Duke. A few years later, he passed the imperial examination and came to propose marriage to me. My father was so happy that he couldn't wait to get married and nodded in agreement.
It's like I'm afraid that people will regret it.
After the marriage was arranged, my stepmother came to talk to me for the first and only time in her life. She looked at me with a complicated expression: "You are a good child, broad-minded and open-minded, and you don't take any troubles to your heart. This is the greatest blessing.
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When Da Mao found out that I was getting married, he immediately cried as if his father had died.
I heard that it was very difficult for my stepmother to give birth to Da Mao. It should have been very painful, but she couldn't bear the subsequent hairy and beady births, so she couldn't care less about it. Growing up, Da Mao and I were the closest.
Crazy and wild, we were punished together, and I even accompanied him to throw away the baby teeth he had replaced.
Da Mao wailed sadly for several days, glaring at his future brother-in-law with vicious eyes, not saying a word, but treating him like a thief, threatening that if he didn't treat me well, he would "look at me"!
My husband-in-law and I have a very good relationship. In front of others, I give him face and talk about his virtues and merits without any ambiguity. When I am behind the scenes, he treats me well and often lies on the kang and acts like a big horse for me to ride on.
Many years later, we separated and after consulting the elders, I went to the family temple to pick up my aunt - she had gray hair and wrinkles on her face, and she was already very old.
"From now on, you will live with us. From now on, we will watch the New Year and celebrate the holidays together. There are many children at home, so you can help me worry more about them. I will ask them to respect you."
I can’t say how rich and luxurious it will be for her, but at least it will be a lively and lively life, with children and grandchildren asking for help, and soup and medicine served in front of the bed.
The aunt's voice was trembling and hoarse: "You, you... why..."
At the beginning, she clearly disliked me the most, and I clearly disliked her, but now I want to support her.
"It's nothing." I said, "You are my mother's sister, and you have been raised by me for several years."
My aunt was wailing and bursting into tears.
Half of her life was absurd, and in the end, she ended up like this.