In the following year, Baili Feiyue and Changsun Wuji took Changsun Yu to many places.
One time something happened to Jiu'er, Baili Feiyue brought her eldest grandson and Guai over to help.
Changsun Wuji took advantage of this moment and went to Cangyu again without Baili Feiyue's knowledge.
A year passed in the blink of an eye, and Jiu'er and Changsunqing were almost twelve years old.
The eldest grandson Yu is almost four years old.
Baili Feiyue and Changsun Wuji were not out, and were mostly at the palace.
It is a truly rare leisure time.
It was said that he was leisurely, and there were usually doctors whom he had met before, sending messages to Baili Feiyue for advice.
After all, in recent years, she has rarely been in Beijing for such a long time.
Baili Feiyue is also happy to occasionally take time to exchange medical skills with everyone.
There is no end to learning.
Besides, she also hopes that the medical skills taught by her master can be passed on to more people.
Changsun Wuji is not completely idle either.
Although the state affairs related to the Dajing Dynasty were completely handled by Zhang Sunqing.
But Chang Sunqing still asks for his opinions and opinions on some issues.
Moreover, Changsun Wuji teaches Changsun and martial arts every morning and evening.
He would also personally teach her to read some books that the masters did not teach.
Sometimes Baili Feiyue goes out to communicate with people and discuss medical skills. When she comes back early, she goes to tease her eldest grandson and Yu who are practicing martial arts.
She came back late, and her grandson Yu fell asleep. Baili Feiyue was very sorry that she couldn't entertain her grandson and her baby today.
But Baili Feiyue and Changsun Wuji are not like an 'old married couple' who have been together for several years and have three children.
So...loving.
I need to take a nap anyway.
Sometimes Changsun Wuji would be lazy and say, "I don't want to move. If you want to come, come by yourself."
When Baili Feiyue felt around here and there and really planned to do it on her own, she was thrown into confusion again.
After all, she enjoyed it.
The next day, Baili Feiyue gave him one tael of silver as 'hard work fee'.
They were not always together from morning to night, but it seemed as if they had never been apart.
It's summer in a blink of an eye.
Baili Feiyue changed into a thin skirt.
Baili Feiyue is not willing to go out in this weather.
This summer is extremely hot.
It was so hot that Baili Feiyue hugged her eldest grandson Wuji without letting go.
Changsun Wuji used to have an extremely cold body temperature, but later the cold poison was cured, although he was no longer so cold.
But it's also slightly cold when you hold it.
The sun is bright and the air is hot and humid.
In the courtyard enjoying the cool air, the eldest grandson and his wife fell asleep on a small bamboo rocking chair next to them.
Baili Feiyue, who was afraid of the heat next to her, could only breathe a sigh of relief when she hugged her eldest grandson Wuji.
A body like this should be held like this to enjoy the coolness in summer.
When winter comes, she will cover him and keep him warm!
Baili Feiyue, who couldn't help leaning on her grandson Wuji's shoulder, thought of something and said, "Hey, I'm leaning on you every day to cool you down. When winter comes, just stick to me and I'll hold you and give you
Keep warm~”
"Hmm...that's a good idea. But Jing'er, you fell behind for two seasons." The man chuckled, "You didn't let me go in the spring and autumn."
Baili Feiyue was angry and hummed to him.
…
This year Baili Feiyue notified Jiuer to come back for her birthday.
No one else was invited, just the whole family celebrated the birthdays of Changsun Qing and Jiuer at the same time.
On her birthday, Baili Feiyue expressed her intention to cook herself.
Jiu'er is looking forward to it with great interest, and her love for her eldest grandson is as stable as Mount Tai.
After sitting down to eat, Jiuer felt something was wrong as he ate.
"Why are there two flavors?"
She knew the taste of the food cooked by her mother. Of course it was not unpalatable, it could even be said to be delicious.
But when compared with the other kind, the difference is revealed.
Baili Feiyue coughed and said with a smile, "How about it, is your father good at cooking these dishes?"
Jiuer almost dropped the chopsticks in his hand.
She actually knew that her father knew how to cook.
It seems I have done this for my mother before.
But she didn't expect that their brother and sister would also have this honor.
Although the weather is hot now, there are many lantern festivals and flower festivals in summer.
It just so happens that a festival of lights is being held in the past few days.
After a simple disguise in the evening, the family went out to visit the night market and enjoy the lanterns.
Because of the hot weather, there are quite a few people who come out to cool off at night.
In the bustling crowd.
Jiu'er was very knowledgeable and took the initiative to lead his brother and sister to the front, one by one.
You can let your parents live a world of two people.
She was very playful, and soon she handed the eldest grandson and eldest grandson Qing in her other hand, and she was at the front.
Browse among the goods displayed by various vendors.
Baili Feiyue, who was walking behind them, poked the chest of Changsun Wuji beside her and whispered, "Look at your daughter, she is so heartless."
Changsun Wuji looked at her with a faint smile for a moment, then raised his hand and flicked her forehead.
"What! I can't say yet."
There are all kinds of shouting sounds on the street, among which the shouting of snacks is the loudest, accompanied by the aroma of cooking food.
Baili Feiyue stopped in front of a stall selling lotus root soup.
Jiu'er and others who were walking in front turned back when they saw it.
Although Changsun Wuji can make this, he doesn't really like sweets.
However, the whole family still ate half a bowl each.
After eating the lotus root soup, Jiu'er was attracted by a very gorgeous phoenix lantern.
This lantern is not for sale, it is a prize for archery.
Jiu'er went to pull his eldest grandson Wuji over, "Father...Daddy, I want that~"
The vendor greeted me very warmly, "Little girl, you are really discerning. This lantern is made by the best lantern maker in my family. There is only one in the whole street."
"As long as you can use this bow to hit the red heart of the arrow target over there, you will get this bonus. For archery, you can only buy three arrows for ten cents per arrow. You can only shoot three times."
Jiu'er took out a small piece of silver from his brother's purse and said, "Then give us three arrows."
The vendor handed the bow and arrow to Changsun Wuji next to him, "Guest, please."
The vendor didn't even think that the person in front of him could hit the target. His bow was no ordinary bow. Many practitioners failed to hit the target.
As a result, the moment the vendor turned around to give Jiuer change, there was a click.
Jiuer cheered, "Ah, I hit it! Daddy is so awesome!"
The street vendor was stunned.
Jiu'er got the lantern she liked and was very happy.
Of course he would not return the copper coins given by the vendor to his brother.
Then he suddenly became "brotherly" and encouraged Baili Feiyue to buy something for his eldest grandson Qing and eldest grandson Yuya.
"Ah, mother, buy some candy. My sister is so young, she must like it."
In fact, she wanted to trouble her brother.
Baili Feiyue understood, "Okay."
The sugar man was chosen by Jiuer, and the one he chose for his eldest grandson and his eldest grandson Qing were the same ones. Only two or three-year-old babies would like that particularly cute look.
Zhang Sunyu answered with an expressionless face.
The corners of Zhang Sunqing's mouth twitched, "I don't need it, you can eat it yourself."
Even if I beat him to death, he wouldn't be parading around on the street with something like this!
"We all have it, but you don't. You have to think that your parents are partial again. Isn't that right, mother?"
Baili Feiyue looked serious, "Baby Qing'er, just take it. You obviously liked sweets when you were a child. It's not shameful to eat sweets, right? You can eat it if you want."
He... doesn't want to!
"Mom, I don't..."
Changsun Wuji looked over and said, "Just take it if your mother tells you to take it."
Changsunqing: "..."
I accepted the extremely cute candy man with humiliation.
Next to them, Baili Feiyue and Jiu'er couldn't help but snicker secretly.
When they walked near a river in the city, they saw many people setting off river lanterns.
Jiu'er naturally wanted to go over and join in the fun.
This time, except for eldest grandson Wuji, Baili Feiyue, mother and son each chose a lamp.
Of course, Chang Sun Qing and Chang Sun Yu were 'forced' to choose from Jiu'er.
Changsun Qing took her eldest grandson with her, Baili Feiyue and Jiuer opened the way ahead, choosing a place with few people to put the river lanterns.
There are already various small lamps on the river.
Baili Feiyue first and Jiu'er teased Changsun Qing and Changsun Yuxian to let go.
Then he let go.
When she lowered the river lantern into the water, she habitually turned back to look at her eldest grandson Wuji who was waiting for them behind her.
The market is still the same market, with lanterns and shouts.
When she saw the bright red color that suddenly emerged from the corner of the man's mouth, Baili Feiyue's eyes were filled with deathly silence.
The whole world fell into dead silence.
I don’t know how long it took, maybe it was very short, maybe it was very long.
Baili Feiyue heard Jiu'er's voice, "Mother!"
…
Changsun Wuji's body was consumed at a rapid speed.
Jiuer Wuqi and others tried their best but could not stop it.
The eldest grandson and his grandson would stand in front of the door every morning and evening while practicing martial arts, listening to the goings on in the room without saying a word.
Today, the person who taught her martial arts and reading still didn't come out.
The person who liked to tease her and pinch her face didn't come out either.
Five consecutive days.
Morning and evening, when the time came, she would go and stand quietly outside the door.
No matter it's cold or hot, it's windy or raining.
In the first two days, she watched many people coming and going astride the medicine box.
In the next two days, there were fewer people coming and going.
On the fifth day, apart from her, she only saw her brother and sister.
On the sixth day, Baili Feiyue, who had been in the house for six days, came out.
"Yu son, your father calls you in."
Zhangsunyu still had no expression on her face as she walked into the house.
The whole room was filled with a strong medicinal smell.
Mixed with the smell of medicine was the fragrant cold fragrance that was almost dissipated from the man on the couch.
In just five days, the man on the bed seemed to have changed a bit.
It seems that he hasn't changed much, he just lost some weight.
She looked at him with no expression on her face.
Changsun Wuji gently tugged at the corners of his lips, "I'm sorry, but the worst things about me seem to have been inherited by you."
... Zhangsunyu just listened to what he was saying, but she still had no expression.
Until he finished speaking, he said she could go out.
She turned around mechanically and went out.
Outside the door, there are Baili Feiyue and three others.
Baili Feiyue walked in and sat beside the bed.
She snorted coquettishly, "You don't even want us to hear any secrets."
Changsun Wuji looked at her, just looking at her.
Once, when she appeared in his life.
When she became the light in his life, he wanted to catch her.
Catch her at all costs.
He even planned to send everyone around her who could be relied upon to death, so that she, who had no place to stand, no one to rely on, and no one to rely on, could only be by his side.
However, when he discovered during this process that his body was destined to die early regardless of whether he had solved the cold poisonous human poison or not. If he didn't understand it, he would die earlier, and he couldn't bear it anymore.
How could he bear to let her be alone in this world?
But I never thought about asking him to let go!
Xin Yi tried his best to destroy him. It would not be unfair to say that he was a troublemaker with a demonic heart.
That's the kind of person he is.
Even though he knew that he was destined to die early, he still wanted to hold on to her and wouldn't let her go!
Changsun Wuji raised his hand with some effort and touched her face, "Do you hate me?"
I hate him for provoking her, but he can't accompany her till the end of her life.
Baili Feiyue gently nestled against his chest, her voice hoarse, "You make me hate you so much."
I hate that he solved the foreign problems of all countries on behalf of Baby Lover even though he clearly knew that his time was running out.
She still hates him for the same reason for her and Qinger's baby, for solving the internal troubles without any mercy, even if Mother Kang's nurturing affection is no exception.
Do you hate him for getting rid of all the potential threats to her, Qing'er's baby and others, or do you hate him for paving the way for her to reconcile in order to have more relatives and friends for her.
I still hate him... I hate that he can't accompany me to the end of my life.
"Little madman."
A little lunatic?
Changsun Wuji...
Baili Feiyue looked at him dreamingly.
Once upon a time, they were the people who understood each other the least.
In other words, they ‘don’t understand’ each other because of their personalities and experiences.
As far as he was concerned, even though she wanted to show him her heart countless times, he still didn't believe her.
And she had never understood him.
She only saw him coming from hell with blood on his hands, and she only saw him suffocating until he could no longer escape.
But not long ago, they became the ones who understood each other best.
They no longer need to open up the past and talk about it, they don't need to explain anything anymore, they all understand each other.
Just like everyone's medical skills showed that there was nothing wrong with his body.
From his various actions, she also guessed that he... probably wouldn't be able to stay with her for much longer.
Just like in southern Xinjiang, she went to see the leader of the witch sect in person. It was true that the leader would not wake up again and would die soon. Her last little hope was completely extinguished and she could no longer control her tears.
After the field.
They didn't say anything to each other, but they cherished every day with a tacit understanding.
They made a tacit agreement not to let Qing'er, Jiu'er and the others notice anything unusual.
When you want your family to be together, be happy, just like ordinary families.
When Baili Feiyue looked back on the past few years when her family was happy and peaceful, she hated it.
She doesn't hate her eldest grandson Wuji, nor does she hate others.
She hates herself.
I hate myself for being so stupid most of the time! So stupid!
Just like back then, the man in front of me cooperated with the Master not to force the Master to death. Their common purpose was just to preserve the Holy Religion.
He just wanted to keep her Baili Feiyue home!
And she, because of her master's death, even stabbed him severely.
And this man in front of me, this man...
Baili Feiyue tremblingly touched his chest, touching the area where there were only faint traces of scars.
"I am a little lunatic, and you are a big lunatic."
Bet her heart with your own life!
What if, what if she had been completely ruthless at that time.
"Changsun Wuji," she snorted softly, "I am the only one who can stand your temper. The other women will be frightened by your Xin Yue."
The man seemed to laugh, but his voice was very small.
He hugged her tightly.
But when it came to Baili Feiyue, the force that held her tightly was just like an arm gently resting on her body.
"Jing'er..."
"Um."
"I actually want to take you with me. I'm afraid that if I'm not around in the future, you'll be left alone in this world. I'm afraid..."
Baili Feiyue didn't want to cry. She tried her best to control the water in her eyes from flowing out.
"Then take me away!"
"I can't bear to leave it," he said.
He was covered in murder and his hands were full of blood.
Now he couldn't bear to bring her with him.
Whatever sins there are, it is enough for him to bear them.
On his deathbed, "...Jing'er..."
The weak voice, almost inaudible, was the most and only thing he was reluctant to let go of.
"Um."
Baili Feiyue hummed softly, but no one answered for a long time.
The man on the bed had his eyes completely closed, as if he was asleep.
The wrist that was holding her before dropped and fell to her side.
Baili Feiyue closed her eyes, hugged him in her arms, and used great strength to lock him tightly in her arms as if she was trying to rub the body that had completely lost its temperature into bone and blood.
Her lips met his increasingly cold lips and kissed him gently.
However, no one will respond to her anymore.
————-In the summer of the sixth year of Emperor Chengyuan of Dajing, the eldest grandson of the regent, Wuji, passed away.
He was buried as a state funeral, and his princess and two daughters never showed up for the funeral. (To be continued)