When the old man called out the name with a slight trembling, I burst into tears. I really knew that this was the last critical moment.
Mr. John was also standing next to me, because this was the time when the old man's illness was at its most tormenting, which meant that the old man's illness had not yet reached its peak, so injections were the most important at this time.
He stood by silently.
I quickly ran over and grabbed the old man's hand. Seeing you like this, the time you have to wake up is getting less and less. I don't know when he will wake up next, so I have to go at the last moment.
Make your final confession to the old man and accompany him on the final journey.
"Old man, I am Jiujiu, what's wrong? Do you want to eat something? I haven't eaten for a long time. Do you want to drink some water?"
I try to talk about this kind of thing to the old man as easily as possible. I flow like this, just like the details of ordinary life, and I don’t dare to say too much in a particularly loud voice, as if everything doesn’t matter.
Nothing ever happened.
The old man looked at this in a daze, as if he was returning to an old time.
"Nalan, you are finally back, do you know? Since you returned to China, I have been looking for you, I have been complaining about you, I have always hated you, why did you abandon me and leave? Later I found out that you came back because
The reason for your return is because you have to bear some things. I am really sorry for you about these things. Now that I am finally back, can I do it with you? "
I was stunned for a moment, and I looked at Mr. Yu Han, and he nodded to me, which meant that the old man was in a coma again and could not wake up again. He didn't even know who I was, or looked at me.
The way I look now is actually back to the way my mother was.
"Yes, I'm back. Come back and do things with me. I've been waiting for you to come back and help us do this. Don't worry about anything, everything will be fine."
Trying to talk like a mother to shake the sky with him, I know that this kind of thing may be the most important thing to him, rather than what kind of process there is, and his whole look now suddenly laughed.
As bright as a child, maybe he was happiest when he was with his first love girl.
Maybe it was only at this time that he felt the pain and torture, and he didn't feel any pain at all. Maybe this brought him a kind of mental tolerance and made him more relaxed.
"I know that you will definitely complain about me. I know that there is something earth-shattering about you. I know that I must carry that wealth. I know that I must choose the final result for this wealth. I know all these things.
Why have you hidden it from me for so long? You can tell me that we can take on this matter together. But when I come back now, I will definitely take on this matter with you. I must raise your child, and these things
For all the children, I will definitely arrange the best home for them. I will not let them wander around and give them the best and safest place..."
These two words also held my hand tightly, making a promise to me afterwards, or in other words, a promise to my mother in this regard.
I nodded.
The old man suddenly looked at my face seriously, and suddenly he looked very sad and sad.
"Nalan, why are you crying? Why are you crying? Why are your eyes so swollen, please don't cry, okay? If you cry, I will feel very uncomfortable and sad. Don't worry, I will arrange everything.
I already know that she is wearing it in the orphanage. She is very good and relieved. She is not worried at all. Maybe it can be a little bit more painful. Then your living conditions may be unbearable, but there is no way. This
She was the only one that allowed him to hide from those enemies. I have been looking for that place for a long time, and I can rest assured that no one will find her in the next ten years."
I controlled the tears in my heart to fall. I knew that I could not shed any tears at this time, as the old man would be heartbroken.
He would mistakenly think that my mother was crying at this moment, so I could only restrain the sadness in my heart and gave him a very warm smile.
"She is living a good life. I believe everything will be as it is. She will definitely believe that there will be no complaints. Because of all this, when she grows up, she will understand the reason for all this. Maybe she will
Already knew it”
"Yes, Nalan, do you know? The boy I have really been thinking about for so many years, I don't know if you are happy down there, I don't know if you are happy or not, but I know that I will come to accompany you soon.
And I have fulfilled your wish. Jintang and Jiujiu will get married soon. They are a very happy and perfect couple. They will definitely have their own happiness, and they will definitely put that money into their hands.
Wealth will be donated to the country. There is no doubt about these things. They are really good children. They have done a very good job in this regard. I am proud of them. They are brave..."
I couldn't help but want to go back and cry. I couldn't help it anymore. I really felt an unspeakable pain deep in my heart. It turned out that the old man had known about it for so many years.
But what to say about these things? There is no way to carry out more such requirements.
Because everyone will have many things they want to do during the process.
Once upon a time, everything was difficult to overcome, except for Wushan, it was not a cloud. This is probably what it means.
The old man continued to hold my hand lightly, as if he was using a lot of effort to explain. I knew he wanted to tell a lot of things at once. It seemed that he was in a very good state now. I really don’t know, but Mr. John
With a tap on my shoulder, I knew that the countdown to everything was going on, and the calculation of everything had already begun.
All this is just a symptom, this proof, that is to say, the old man's condition has become irreversible, and no medical treatment can solve it.
"Nalan, do you know? The happiest time for these women is the time they spend with you. I already feel tired. I now have 8 good children. They all have their own lives. They have endured these things.
Through ups and downs, they already know how to face their lives, and they know how to let go of themselves. One of the most beautiful things is that our generation should also withdraw. I should go see those old friends.
That was our most youthful time, and being with you is my happiest happiness..."
"When all this is over, you will definitely hold your grandson in your arms, and the two of them will definitely get married, and they will definitely be a very happy generation, very, very happy, so happy that you feel like you are the most perfect person in the world.
of……"
"Okay, I am also very tired, very tired. You must be accompanying me, right? You must be waiting for me, right? I can finally go hand in hand with you. You have seen a lot of the world since you were a child.
Place, now I finally have time to accompany you to see the vast world..."
"Nalan, I will never let you leave my side again. I will love you all my life. I will love you for all eternity. I will accompany you to travel around the world. I will protect you from wind and rain.
I won’t let you take on the things that you should have taken on back then, and then things that only men should do, but you are doing things that are bigger than what men have to take on..."
"By the way, I have something to accompany you. I want to tell you good news. Jintang has gone to avenge you. He left here three days ago to avenge you. Of course, it's not just a reward.
For such a simple thing, he still did a lot of things for this country just like before. He did everything he needed to do. I said goodbye to him. I knew he might not come back so soon, but it didn't matter. I did it with him.
I have been in a relationship with Luzi for a lifetime, and I am proud of him. I feel infinite honor because he also did the same thing you did back then..."
"But there is one thing that I am really sad about. It is my only regret. I did not see that Jintang and Jiujiu could get married together. I could no longer hold their children and give them to them.
I really think this is the single most unsatisfactory thing about choosing a name for my child..."
"But, I can't wait to be reunited with you. This thought has been suppressed in my heart for more than 20 years. You have been very lonely down there for so long. I will definitely accompany you no matter what...
…”
"After this thing is completed, they will definitely forget to tell Nai Weng. Then we will also know the best thing that happened to them here. I believe this is a very good couple who got married.
This is what I expect, and I want to bless them..."
"..."
The old man kept holding my hand, as if he was talking to my mother, and what these men-in-law said seemed to be a very important and formal matter.
I know that the old man must be following my mother with his enthusiasm, explaining some past events and expectations for the future.
Time flies by like a fleeting moment, and when we look back, it will be 20 years later...
As he talked, the old man gradually closed his eyes and said he was very tired. He seemed very satisfied and slowly fell asleep with a smile.
This conversation lasted less than 10 minutes. The old man fell asleep again, and the conversation was even shorter than the last time.
The husband was standing next to me, an injection he had prepared was ready.
Mr. John said: "Miss, this is the last time. This is the time when the old man will not be afraid of pain. This is also the last time. If we postpone it, the old man's condition will break out and he may not be able to bear it anymore. According to the way things are going,
As promised, I should give him an injection at this time..."
I don't know why, but I have a brave strength in my heart. I don't seem to feel too sad, and I don't even dare to feel pitiful.