The needle slowly advanced the old man's arm. I knew what was causing everything to start to revitalize. Everything was beginning to end. From the beginning to the end, maybe the whole process would not last 24 hours. The old man would leave me forever.
forever.
I don't know why my mood is so surprisingly calm. Just an hour ago, I cried bitterly in the dark, biting my hands hard, as if I was controlling my unbridled crying.
I don't know how peaceful I am with these excuses, but I know that I have predicted all of this for his future.
Mr. John moved very gently, as if he was worried about the pain of the injured old man. Maybe this process seemed to me to be too long, but it lasted less than three minutes.
All the actions were completed very quickly. Without looking at the students, they quickly packed up their equipment and sat there not knowing how to say anything.
He is a doctor. He is not only a personal family doctor to the old man, but also an old friend who has been with him for many years.
Maybe he has his own beliefs, so when he said to me with a smile, I really couldn't see the smile on his face. Any view of thinking is plain, without a trace of ripples.
"The old man will go to heaven soon, because he won't be awake during this process. It will take a long time. Maybe he will wash himself 1 or 2 times in the middle, and then he will slowly fall asleep.
Go directly to heaven to meet all his friends and relatives and stay together forever. He will definitely be happy and peaceful in heaven."
Ah, I looked at him at a loss. How should I answer his question? I don't even know what kind of blind situation I am in now, or what kind of collapse I am in, but I only know
It seems like my whole head is not fully thinking now.
"The effect of the drug within twenty-four hours will be over soon. My twenty-four is probably within 24 hours. The effect of the medicine will be over soon. I suggest that you be watched by someone throughout this 24 hours.
Of course I will stay with the old man the whole time, until the end of this moment, and I will pray and recite the Holy Spirit, Amen..."
Last night, Mr. John patted my shoulder and sat directly on the sofa next to me. He seemed to be observing the old man's reaction, because I knew what kind of reaction the old man would have at the last critical moment. Mr. John had to be there.
plays a very important role in this process.
That was a very childish prayer. I might even pray that the medicine might have malfunctioned, or that there was no problem, or that it was just a simple thing. Finally, I couldn't help but look at Mr. John and said a very childish prayer.
Ask him the words.
"Sir, is it possible that the old man can miraculously recover? Maybe the old man is not asleep. If your medicine has no effect at all, I want to be able to provide better help to the old man.
It means that the old man may fall asleep, wake up, and live another 10, 20, or even more years. These things are possible, and there are many miracles in life. Shouldn't I pray more for this so-called miracle to happen?
?"
Mr. John looked at me with a very pitiful look. He thought I was joking, but indeed I was just joking with a messy smile. Even I didn't believe it.
"No, this medicine has been used for many years. In a clinical diagnosis process, it is a very scientific thing and there won't be any problems."
Is everything over? Is everything really explained in such a simple way? When a person's life disappears, is it really just a needle that completely ends all your milestones?
Until these moments, I suddenly began to panic, and I was so confused that I forgot that now I had to face the old man's life, which was disappearing bit by bit.
I stood up suddenly. I didn't even know what to do. I even regarded Mr. John as my only life-saving straw. I looked at him and couldn't help but say.
"No, I have to go back to Na Jintang. Na Jintang has to see his father no matter what. If he can't see his father, he will always feel that he is the biggest regret in his life. I have to go to Na Jintang." Tell me where Tang Na Jintang is, I will go find him now, no matter what risks he encounters, he must come back to see his father, he must come back to see him!"
When I said this, I felt that what I said was a stupid apology. I covered my face with my hands and cried. I was really helpless. I really didn’t know what to do. What should I do? I said this a little too loudly.
Mr. John was very sympathetic and took a cup of coffee and handed it to me. I knew that he was a doctor now and he had to save all the splashes. He said it in a very gentle and even considerate language.
"Jintang actually knew that he chose this day today. The three of us have already discussed it. If he has something to do and cannot come back, there is nothing we can do. If we can have time or exclude 10 million people, he can come back. Jintang will come back no matter what, so don’t worry too much about all this. These things seem to live in our hearts forever. It doesn’t disappear completely when a life disappears. That kind of spirit and all things will always be in our hearts. The one that remains eternal in it.”
I couldn't help but squat down. When I saw the old man like this, I felt really helpless. Could it be that all this happened so quickly? If I didn't come down from the mountain, wouldn't I never see the old man again?
I was beside him, looking closely at the old man. I hoped that the old man would wake up. Even if he could chat with me for a few more minutes, this was such a luxury for me.
Perhaps it has something to do with the medicine and whether the old man's state seems to be more stable than before. Maybe it's the so-called return to light.
Surprisingly, the old man slowly came to his senses, and when he looked at me, he didn't see my mother in a trance.
When he looked at me, there was a trace of clarity and determination.
"You are finally back again. I am very happy to see you. When I saw you for the first time, you were still so old when you came back. So if you really come back, it doesn't matter if you come back home. There is nothing better than returning home. I'm happy to see you..."
He was talking, and although he was trembling slightly, he seemed to be in a better state than before. I looked back at Mr. John, and Mr. John nodded to me.
"I'm back, I will never leave again. The brothers are finally waiting to come back to see you. Do you know that they want to come back this time? It's a big deal. Because many things have not made them come back, so now they
If I knew I wanted to come back, I would be extremely depressed."
The old man looked up at a calendar next to him, and then at Mr. John next to him. He seemed to understand all this, and seemed to know that his life was about to come to an end, because all the arrangements for this were shared by the three of them.
If you go to discuss it, then the old man will definitely know what all this means to him.
"Jiujiu, don't worry too much. My life is about to end. I'm very happy to see you again in this role of life. Yueshen hasn't come back, right? Don't worry too much, and don't call him back.
, he is doing a very important and great thing, which is something I think about very much, and this matter will definitely have a greater impact, you know? I am extremely proud of what you have now, I am really
I am very happy, even if I leave, I will leave without any regrets.”
When I looked at him, he was so calm and calm. He didn't feel like his life was going to disappear at all. At that moment, it seemed as if everything was calm and calm, just like he was describing a simple and incredible story.
It was as if he had fallen asleep and would still wake up tomorrow. When I saw him so calm, I seemed to feel a kind of peace in my heart, and the power of peace made me feel the greatness of life.
"I have some unfinished business. I want to explain it to you. If Jintang is not here, then I will explain some things seriously to you. I hope you can seriously consider and make suggestions according to my affairs without making any mistakes.
, this will be an issue of all interests related to our entire family and the future development of the family."
Smiled at him and nodded.
"Let me tell you, I will try my best to complete anything. I will definitely finish this matter and arrange it well. This will never happen or anyone will be negligent. Don't worry, old man.
"
"I tell you, if I die, I must continue to support the factory no matter what. I told you that this is one of our qualities. We must develop it well no matter what. This will be important to the future.
Development is extremely important. We cannot let some temporary difficulties lead to a bottleneck, you know? No matter how big the profit margin is, this is my hope for the future and our expectation for more. Don’t look at the present.
Benefits must be passed on from generation to generation no matter what..."
"Sir, I understand."
"You are carrying a secret wealth, and this destiny wealth is related to a very far-reaching matter. When Na Jintang comes back, you and he will take out this wealth and transfer it to a safer place.
Wherever you go, you must not let your wealth fall into the hands of non-humans under any circumstances. This is the wealth of the country, and you must protect it no matter what. You must not let it fall into the hands of anyone.
It is not ours, we have the right and obligation to keep this wealth well, it is something that belongs to our children and grandchildren, you know?"
"Old man, I know what to do."
The old man took a breath and pointed to a cabinet inside a drawer and said to me.
"Bring me the third box in the cabinet. There is something there that I want to see."
I took out the third box from the cabinet. It was in a green tight box. It seemed that it had a certain history and was old. (To be continued)