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Chapter 923 The source of pain

I think deep down in his heart, there is something very fragile about the opportunity. I think we are the same.

Some are particularly in crisis, that is, the child has not graduated for a year and a half. In fact, he has begun to have a sense of insecurity and dysentery.

Then I took that bus and went to run the group. But that’s what I thought, so it didn’t really matter whether he used it or not.

He decided on the material first, but he might have filmed a movie.

Alas, then people got to know him today, and then they looked through his information. Then he talked about this opportunity.

The picture is quite right. After the interview, I clicked and threw it directly into the trash can. If he came in and found his in the trash can, what would he do?

It doesn't matter.

Seeing it clearly does not mean that everyone else has their reasons.

Because he really didn’t mean anything as he said, and he didn’t hate others because of this.

Then when he gets better, others will naturally stop looking at him.

Alas, his classmate.

I can also run, but maybe not as much as me, because I think it may be because I don’t know why.

I have a strong sense of crisis, maybe it comes from my mother.

Because my mother has always said something to me, Zhu Tousan said that if something happens, why not sit in front of others? He should think of others first.

Well, I hope Little Moon can grow up healthily, right?

And um, I also hope that Jintang can be located in China since he was a child. I hope he can be um healthy and have many abilities throughout his body.

Because I feel that this kind of ability will definitely not suffer in the future from Na Jintang.

Then I hope Na Jintang is happy, happy every day, happy every day, and I hope Na Jintang can be proud to tell his mother when he grows up.

My mother is a good role model for me, and my father is a good role model for me. There was once a human exchange.

I might not have this personality next time, just don’t be too sensitive, right?

Insensitive I am very sensitive.

Then.

I think his mother was very positive towards Na Jintang.

This positive influence does not only make Na Jintang a famous person who wants to make a lot of money and be envied by others, but also tells Na Jintang how to be independent and gain recognition from others.

I think he needs to have his own abilities so that he can get what he wants, instead of telling me that my aunt is beautiful.

In fact, he can just sit back and enjoy the results. I think this is another kind of education method. It goes very smoothly.

Because I like the kind of person who is prepared for a rainy day. On the one hand, he says he is careless and says he is prepared for a rainy day.

He doesn't think the two have the same experience in him. The conflict lies in calmness, which is that I am relatively big on certain aspects of things.

I will definitely remember the important things. I remind them 8 or 10 times a day about what I should do where I want to go.

This is very clear, right, right, right, when you go for an interview, you just need to give me all kinds of low-level information, and start dressing up if you are personable.

Have most of the classmates gone?

I didn’t go to him to see Precautionary, and I knew how to print information for myself.

There will really never be a day when a little girl like him comes to the city and takes the final exam again. I believe that that year was actually quite stressful.

When he watched it, it was because I was currently majoring in Chinese drama.

But I think my parents' support for me is very important, because uh, my mother just did it for me and I took exams, and Zhu Tousan has been accompanying me in the city.

He went out to practice with me at 5:00 every morning, because it was dark in the morning, and there was Yiyi in Houhai, who was very supportive of me in the snow.

Then Na Jintang stayed in that company for half a year.

Then I have great admiration for that company, and all the surrounding environment is what Na Jintang likes and is accustomed to.

So at that time, I finally wanted to sit there and really join this company. I just wanted to go and dream about it. It would be great and happy. Look at his experience?

He can go if he is bold and confident, and I think when he was alive, he actually didn't have that much worry about assuming that I didn't make it.

No, that's right, then Jintang said it was about being tasteless and ignorant. Ignorance was actually very important at that time. The more he knew, the less courageous he would be.

Huo Zhuoshan doesn’t know who I am and it’s not a shame to choose me. Anyway, there is always one opportunity out of 400.

Anyway, it doesn't matter if he died after hitting his head. It's just that there is someone he really wants to go to that scares him to death.

Wouldn’t it be very uncomfortable if I didn’t want to go to Jintang? I wouldn’t, and I don’t think I need it this time.

It can be any kind of talent show, recital, ah, how did I choose the 7th place after half of my mistakes, and in the end, it was pretty good.

I think he went on a trip, that's right.

I don’t know if it has anything to do with the feeling that salvation is destiny.

Does he think the fate of the seventh place finisher and those behind him today is planned?

When Jintang had a love relationship, he found confidence from that, because that contract was actually very popular in the local area, and basically after he competed with it, local people could use it.

There were a lot of people going to the alley. Alas, it was the one who called his name who felt that feeling for the first time, right?

right?

Then after I finished participating in that contract, I actually enjoyed that state very much, so when I was asked to take exams, I was unwilling to take them.

At that time, I thought that these people would always be there, and I felt like they were not human beings. But my mother said at that time that she still wanted to go to college, and I was in the city at that time, and today I am at home.

Good thing. Then I blamed my mother at that time. I said that I felt a little uncomfortable as soon as a place became popular. I was overwhelmed by the victory. It was unforgettable. I was so immersed in Jintang that I could take the exam.

Yes, it passed quickly.

It passed quickly, and then I took the mid-term exam, and then slowly, oh, I think I am pretty judgmental.

in the city.

Come and give me that gift. It belongs to the maid. When I looked at my mother, I said, "Why is he 10 years older? I always felt that there was something wrong with that."

Then Jintang said, "Oh, it's okay, it's okay." I said, "I have to leave tonight. I only have 10 minutes." I asked, "Why does he have to leave tonight?"

My grandfather passed away at that time.

Then Jintang's health wasn't very good either.

So I think it’s actually inside Jintang.

I'm thinking, what if Jintang didn't have the support of these relatives on its growth path.

Now every day when I see Pig Tou San, I smile every time I see my father.

Then he pointed to Na Jintang that Jintang was particularly happy. He thought about what kind of mood Na Jintang would be in after finishing the schedule every day.

The child felt very happy with Na Jintang, and after filming the child with me, he would sometimes go to the scene to give to my husband, and then accompany Na Jintang in filming, just like an assistant.

He wants to say what he wants, and sometimes he uses me as the director to explain it to Na Jintang.

When he was young, were his parents the kind of people who would spend all their money to satisfy some of his hobbies?

Isn’t it said that the family belongs to the kind of people who are extremely wealthy, but the one who is satisfied is the Jintang family’s consent?

Then why does he want to take a test when participating in a competition?

Alas, actually the one who wanted to be a host at that time was in Hunan.

How did you say that?

At that time, Huo Zhuoshan was influenced by Huanzhugege Base Camp, right? And the overall draft had a very strong atmosphere for it, so I took a car and went to Changsha, and then I went there by myself.

He didn't care about Huo Zhuoshan's family, so he went by himself, right. Let's make a pen. Anyway, it's just a competition. Generally speaking, it's like some talent, that's it.

At the first glance, I still felt that I didn’t think about why people say it’s easy to quarrel just after getting married.

Marriage slowly and slowly is actually found in the process of running in slowly. I think.

It went so smoothly, but now I feel that my husband and I are living a better and better life.

Alas, we are already an old married couple, why do we always act like we are in love? Yes, it is not short, because I am still acting coquettishly with that Jintang.

What is it that sticks to that Jintang? I just came back from that north. I saw that Jintang sent out children, parents, and parents. Is it significant that I saw Huo Zhuo Mountain?

In fact, some people are worried that the child will not get sick, but I feel very happy when I see it, because the child is actually only a few months old.

Because I have been living in city A, I haven’t seen Na Jintang for a few months. As a result, I stayed with Na Jintang in the Northeast for half a month.

A really deep and sincere conversation that worked hard to find me and hit me for half a day.

What will they talk about?

Today is Najintang’s first date.

But I'm actually quite envious of him. It's interesting to me that it was the environment he lived in when he was young.

The reason why I feel that he has such a close relationship with others is because my family moved to a place where even the neighbors are far away a long time ago.

right?

Then I have always been very familiar with the outside world, and there are never those kind of children coming to my house to play, that kind of thing is completely absent. Are all Huo Zhuoshan only children?

Yes, yes, I said that my parents treated me like a son and that I often went shirtless to play basketball with my dad.

Then there are things like fishing and so on, but the character is very difficult, and the appearance is very unpleasant, isn't it?

But actually, my mother now sends me WeChat messages telling her son when he will come home.

Then when did he say it?

Slowly, I feel that I haven't changed into what he looks like now. The little boy is still in my heart. I just make peace with it.

The little boy's personality is quite tough. If Huo Zhuoshan was an only child, what would happen to Huo Zhuoshan's relationship with his parents? In fact, it would be fine.

My impression of childhood is, well, in various ways, my mother was actually Xiaoqing, and I sat behind the Jintang, because I didn’t really have that kind of thing when I was a child, and the Jintang was next to me.

The situation is right.

Because my mother, Zhu Tou San, has been a kindergarten teacher since she was a child?

Yes, uh, when I was very young, I thought that I didn’t want to go. My mother was amazing, and other children in Jintang could be in Jintang, so I chose to watch it step by step.

Why did I think so at the time? I had this idea told to me, but I felt it was too long and difficult to deal with this kind of relationship, and then he talked to me about his mother.

I guess it's the kind of thing where I repay myself. I was very happy after the exam. I went back to play with a friend. It was so relaxing. After telling me that I did poorly in the exam, I went home and asked for it.

But in fact, this method is a formless and formless form of pressure versus guessing.

If you have something you want to express, then listen to what others say and give him his voice, because he has been educated since he was a child, he has to be sensible, and he has to make adults happy. When he was contracted, he wanted to perform, what did he talk about?

?

I have to perform, so I often work in City A. I am from Sichuan, and I came to City A in high school.

But because I fell in love with the scope of my life early, I started to fight with my mother, and both of us were tired of each other. Then we thought that the first company in the country to give birth to me would be Datong Middle School.

If it were him, I would leave Najintang, and then I would not take the exam in the middle. If I didn't pass it when I went back, I would want to blackmail him.

My mother flew me back in half a month. It was sunny every day and she watched me while I studied. Then one day, I really felt like I had had enough.

Because my boyfriend at the time was not up to par with Jintang, and he really wanted to get away from it all, and then I started to compare myself to the high school entrance examination.

The first time he started, yes, the first time he completely left home, what about him? When did he leave his parents for the first time?

I really don’t agree with me doing this because the companies I want to take the exam for are all in cities.

Then, I stayed in Beipiao for about three months, so there was a small hotel in a small alley next to the university.

Then, ah, there is a room as big as Jintang, and a room as big as this roof.

But there are no windows. The windows are fake. I live there alone and sleep with the TV on at night.

Then you can turn off the lights. I don’t know how I spent those days alone, and it was extremely difficult.

Because daddy, he gave me money secretly. He had to pay for classes, and they were very expensive. So I just ran away and went to a dream city. Do you regret anything?

Have you ever wavered? Is it not true at all? I don’t regret it now, but I regret it now. Sometimes I will continue to fight with wounds all over my body even if I know it.

How much did he pay for the first time?

Because I understand what kind of book is written, because I am in City A. Although I went to the city, I didn’t feel that it was my first time running away.

Because actually when I was in college, I really hated having dormitory relationships with other people, and the intimate relationship was unified.

right?

Do I think that thing is a bit stressful for me?

right.

Then I moved out as soon as I got to college, and my parents didn't know about it.

I sat in a booth-like place next to Najintang Company. The first time I saw that happy person, I felt comfortable.

Anyway, everything is correct. To me, that is my first time, which means that I am completely free from many things, or my salvation lies in the same thing.

You have to tell him about this bathroom. He must go to the bathroom in high school. If he goes to the bathroom, does he want to go to the bathroom?

If he doesn't want to, then he should go with me. Okay, others asked me what he wanted to know about walking back, but this is like this, so is he a celibate?

I think it means that he will, uh, I am a person who, for example, if there is someone around me, I will go there and I will choose to take into account the feelings of Jintang.

Alas.

I would put myself a little less lightly. Sometimes I feel that the relationship between Jintang and the family is sometimes clouded.

I just need to socialize. I feel like everyone around me has this kind of energy, so I feel like I need to study alone.

But I don’t know why, but I felt so distressed when I listened to Na Jintang’s talk. Instead, I felt that it took me 10 years of detours to find this truth.

This is the state he wants to be in. This is how he ranks it. I think it’s the degree of independence.

This makes me feel like a pig. I am the kind of person who is very comfortable with medium and long distances. If I have to say that I am the kind of person who leaves a place.

Yes, that's me. I was almost a sophomore in college. At that time, I often traveled alone without knowing anything about it.

Now Jintang may not know everything. He knows that I have already told you everything, that is, when he saw those very wide scenes.

He would feel very insignificant. I really felt that at that time, but it was not very deep, because he had not really stepped into the society.

The closest thing to that essential question is that I dared to go out after I went to a wider place.

I will discover many perspectives of people around me, which I could not understand or really understand before.

The thoughts I was thinking when I was standing there in Jintang have been changed. I said that in fact, a lot of life has rules, so everyone will always have a different rhythm. In fact, it is better than he imagined.

I also went to the United States to study as a graduate student after graduating from college. I felt very special at that time because I finally integrated into City A.

Then I remember when the plane took off.

I thought I was good, but the way I felt during the fight was that I actually thought that the outside world was not good at first, but later I found out wow.

All is well.

He had his Jintang and his imagination, but later the world was not as beautiful as I imagined.

In fact, in this world, there may be many things that are simply and directly beyond his control.

Especially in the profession of Jintang, many people belong to this chosen place?

So, in the process of waiting for opportunities when there are no opportunities, you can enrich yourself and eliminate your helplessness.

Then I had to fight against my own loneliness. When I was in high school and in college, the most famous Zodiac sign at that time was Leo. He was full of passion and said that he just had to persevere.

The children I knew at that time would like my Jintang, and Jintang insisted on making me famous.

It would give him the right to realize his dream, so he kept running forward. Gradually in the past few years, people became immersed in it and changed it.

Well, he can accept disappointment, but he must insist on being kind. I think growing up is a.

The Huo Zhuoshan Society is like this. What is particularly special is that I don't know the word "salvation" for myself. That is, I am aware of it first, and then improve it.

Some people may think that the exit is to find some good things, but I think my exit is to find some bad things.

His outlet is to fight fire with fire, that is, to fight fire with fire. It is really to fight fire with fire. In fact, pain is for change. Then when I was in college.

Because I have some problems with my own personality, I think he has some problems. He cannot interact with people who are very close to him. This kind of interaction, or some alienation from others, means that he is closed off.

So I wanted to open myself up, and I felt that there was something wrong with me at that time, that is, I felt that if I went to work like this in the future, there would be problems in everything.

So for example, when I was in high school, I remember that I didn’t have a graduation photo in high school, and after I started working, there were very few photos taken with me.

As far as my Weibo is concerned, my photos are all of myself, and I can’t accept being with others.

Then I thought that the first way I could change myself was to take pictures and let others take them. Then I would allow others to see them, and then allow myself to see myself.

Such a way to deal with it.

When he opened himself up and met me at that time, he realized that I would hate seeing my own things.

Then after going through this process, I met many photographers at that time, and then after I got to know each other, some directors asked me if I loved him and wanted to save the world and film. I felt that the process must be very painful.

But I think that after trying it, it may affect a person's mood and risk. Another thing is that I think that thing can bring me a counter-belief.

There was nothing I had ever experienced before, and then I was brought to the city, and then I started to be an artist. It was my fate that was thousands of miles away. Did he think it was great?

It must be uncomfortable for him, because I would feel that the thing is not suitable for me or that I have no emotions.

But later on, when I slowly started acting, I found that this is what I love.

The director even then had even a little pet.

Jintang would tell me that I wanted to be a director in the future, and Jintang would tell me his understanding of this scene. At that time, I felt that these things all collided in thinking.

So interesting.

So I like acting very much. I think the one given to me is really different. He is like a bunch.

Oh, it’s really a song that makes me unhappy.

I am accustomed to carrying a notebook and writing down whatever I want to write in it anytime and anywhere.

Later, I had a memo and wrote it on the memo. In fact, it was very common to record this kind of feeling.

But more of the point is to write songs when you are sad, if you always rely on emotion, including pain, to create songs.

I think this matter is difficult to talk about. I only think of this because it is the most difficult. The current stage of Na Jintang is to feel Na Jintang, and then what he will do more in the future is to repeatedly and continuously understand Na Jintang.

Hall.

That Jintang is a thinking type, that is, if you can write something in your emotions, that thing is a consumption type, that is, Jintang will not grow. It is so correct.

I just want to be small, so I often post on Weibo, all of which look literary and elegant.

But actually I was also wondering if anyone could understand what I was writing, and I was even a little angry, or wanted to respond to some comments.

Maybe it is a maze, an expression of my own world.

But only I know how to get out.

So when it comes to words and music, I really believe in Najintang. I think Najintang is the outlet for seeing a person’s sincerity.

What did I go through to have the kind of salvation I have now? But then when I finished my graduate studies in the United States.

I will find that it is actually something I don’t want to do. Many of my classmates are like this. Maybe later, when they are doing journalism, they will do public relations.

Or just, everything, and I didn’t know how to decide at the time.

In fact, it was because he actually spent a lot of time, going abroad and so on, and then one day I suddenly understood.

Returning to China is a process in which my world becomes bigger. My mother is not willing to tell others that I am back!

It seems that I can't survive anymore. This is what I think, so sometimes I feel that I am quite suitable to be an artist.

I feel that I am the opposite of him. As long as I care about it, there is no way to accept it. It is up to others to create one.

He just might try to write him as Na Jintang imagined him to be, and he would discover the person he is in other people's mouths.

In fact, he is the kind of person he hates the most.

I especially want to ask him, if one day, for example, because he likes music the most, he prefers music.

Really tell him that he actually, I think he has a bad word for it.

what did he say?

I didn't ask him, what does he know about Jintang?

That's what Jintang will do.


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