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Chapter 946 This torment

Even when she wants to have Zhu Tou San, she is just like singing. Sometimes she wants to sing, but she can't. This matter will be very complicated if she wants to be with this person.

So I think when people are in a very entangled state, they will make some irrational decisions and things.

I feel that irrationality is no longer one side, but both sides. So if she sees her now, can she still face it?

Of course, I am living a very happy life now, and Xiao Ma Liu is really very blessed and happy in my heart.

I think he is really in my heart, I can call him Teacher Wu, I think in fact so many people like her voice just like her.

There are so many musicians, and they consider them treasures.

But fate is like this. She saw that she had no songs to sing for so many years, and now she looks back and sees what to do.

What about today’s window period?

To be honest, Xiao Ma Liu, I have solved that part of my story a long time ago.

I have solved the problem I solved a long time ago, but it has nothing to do with anyone, it is my own problem. This problem is about having such a dream that I want to grasp. I will re-examine what my so-called dream is.

I found that this was what Li Qishan missed after she wanted to return to the mainland. Because she failed to seize the opportunity, Li Qishan's musical vision was once unlimited.

Relying on some sporadic performances to make ends meet, he went to work at the tennis court to help Singapore's development.

Then I thought it was boring for Gu Ruxi to stay at home and play games every day, and uh, she might not have any friends in the city.

I said that I was Gu Ruxi's only friend, so I would be responsible for taking care of Gu Ruxi, and then I would play games for Gu Ruxi at the same time.

I was able to urge Gu Ruxi to lose weight. She was too fat. I said she needed some exercise, and then I took Gu Ruxi downstairs to play basketball.

Then, uh, you can practice shooting, or you can take Gu Ruxi to run, but Gu Ruxi has asthma, and after running for a while, Gu Ruxi will sometimes run with her.

Gu Ruxi suddenly had an attack and scared me to death, so she hurried to her. Then I said it would be fine if she didn't exercise, and then I said she couldn't order takeout all the time even if she was at home.

Okay, so I went to play novels and buy some things in the afternoon. The most I could get was more than 200.

In the Summer Olympics, a total of 201 gold medals were won. Someone actually answered it correctly just now, that is, the diving team contributed a total of 33 gold medals to the country. It was not easy. Come and give Na Jintang a round of applause.

Some of the investigations were done to pave the way for the next two characters in Jintang.

It can be said that Ouyang Jing and Ouyang Jing are important figures in the Chinese diving community.

It was the apartment he had chosen two years ago that Jintang and I lived in the same apartment. The apartment he had chosen at that time was the park where I lived two years later.

It was fate that she discovered him on Weibo. She sent it to all 10 people, right?

We met Na Jintang at the end of 2012, and that was probably a low point in my life.

Because the Olympic Games had just ended, and my results were not very ideal, I deleted all my previous records on Weibo.

But sometimes people who are mean will check Weibo. She knows, she keeps scrolling.

Alas, there are boys who always feel itchy when they see beautiful women, and it’s normal to feel that way.

Then it just happened that he happened to be celebrating the anniversary of the mall downstairs that day, so he sent a photo and asked why there was a traffic jam down here.

Then there was a scene that just happened to be built out of. A few years ago, I also saw it in a room on that floor.

Because that room happened to be able to see an intersection and three shopping malls next to it, I felt that I would never be able to eat without being hungry when I returned to this house.

After eating, go to bed and buy clothes when you have no clothes, and then come back after shopping. This is the best place.

Then, I didn't expect that a few years later, he would live there. It was fate that he saw a beautiful woman.

If it wasn't for the bay window, she wouldn't have left a message. It was really interesting, like a Korean drama. Listen, then she started to leave messages for him, and then she left more and more messages.

Then we met later, and we chatted for half a month, a month, and then we met.

Then the place that Jintang chose was still in a shopping mall, and I wanted to be in a shopping mall.

Then it was supposed to be safe during the day, so he took people there.

She also felt that she really wanted to meet him when she hooked up with him, which was incredible, so she ended up sitting there for a full 4 hours, and then kept listening to him.

The first meeting was hilarious, that’s what I say!

She is a diver, he said, and I said what should I do if she hits her head backwards?

He wasn't angry. In fact, I asked him very seriously at the time. Then he showed me the zebra on his head, with one and two stars. The box was opened like this.

So those 4 hours.

Her special life has never been seen on TV so quickly.

Extreme forecast, crispy on the outside and loose on the inside, rich and delicious, turn off the lights and attend one of them, her father's stuff is better to feed, trying to lower the new listing.

If I'm not looking for a girlfriend, then what's the relationship between Jintang and me now? If I say she is, does this count as confessing to me?

It didn’t take long after we met to become a formal relationship. I think it’s because I work. I rarely see very innocent people in the workplace. I think he is so simple, white people are so pure, and that kind of boy feels right.

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It's just special. There are impurities in his heart, but he doesn't blink. He thinks that all people are good.

Everyone is good, and he believes everything everyone says, so I feel that Salvation feels particularly sorry for Mei Yan.

For 10 months in a year, she still felt like she was in love. Now, actually, the two of them, Jintang, were in love at that time.

In fact, we rarely meet. It was Xiao Ma Liu who was joking at the time. I told him that Jintang and I had been dating in a very obscene way.

Because he would control her very strictly because she was not right, yes, and then Jintang could hardly see her.

Then sometimes when we meet, I will secretly tell Jintang that I encountered such a problem in the car, and Ouyang Jing will tell me that now that I can go home, I feel that everything is new.

Everything is like, when I was an athlete, as long as I did well, I knew she would be happy enough.

When Jintang was an athlete, he had to be right if he fell in love with his teammates.

She said goodbye when her grades were not good enough. Did he really do that?

That means it's not really what you do, it's just how you do it. But is there an age limit for this rule to about 20 years old? If she wants to fall in love, he will be more relaxed, but before the age of 20, he is really strict, so it should be

happened.

There are many problems like those in Korean dramas. Are they controlled so strictly now?

The same thing is the same as saving the world. She can still fall in love, but she should not fall in love in the team. First, she will quarrel. If they quarrel, the two people will be in a bad mental state, so there will be no competition to face the competition.

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Because of the situation, her mental state is not stable, neither peaceful nor calm. How can she compete?

Today, the two former world champions have already set records that need to be caught up by future generations, and have gradually faded away from the Olympic Games and the ordinary lives of ordinary people in the past.

However, looking back on his past childhood, Ouyang Jing found out how he developed an indissoluble bond with diving.

This is him to a person.

A very important one that is very interesting is how Huo Zhuoshan's talent was discovered. Xiao Ma Liu, was she discovered by her family or by some chance?

Oh, my father taught me to swim in the river when I was a child. Where is Huozhuo Mountain? I was in Zigong, Sichuan. There is a huge river in Jintang. My father took me there when I was four or five years old. Is it reasonable for me to have fun?

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Unexpectedly, when I was 9 years old, the school organized a swimming trip to the swimming pool. The diving coach saw a bunch of children playing there, and then she called me up and said, "Why did I come up?" He asked if I would practice diving.

Because I had been swimming in the river, it was my first time to go swimming in the swimming pool. What do I mean? Is it free to swim?

OK.

I felt very proud of myself after I just made the choice. Maybe not many people would go to Yongcheng, but when I went to Yongcheng to report, I saw that I had raised more than 500 children.

Then a summer meant walking half way every week, walking every week. Usually I would be left alone at the end of the summer. The most interesting thing was that I remember that every week I would be criticized and said that I was complacent.

In this case, I never understand why I am so proud and complacent. I say that I am very humble.

Then in the end, I understood that it is really difficult for people to learn a movement, and they may not learn it in a week.

I learned how to jump around, and I must be too proud of others, but I can't control it.

And now when it comes to the contract, everyone likes this kid. He must be very proud of his talent. But at that time, in that era of Jintang, if he performed like me.

Oh my, it's so easy to learn to love me. Why hasn't she learned? He will definitely be scolded, so this talent has become a burden.

and after.

Let's talk about this, and then how to choose Jintang from all over Sichuan Province? Children of the same age as me have to choose 4. The other three children have all joined the team, but I did not join the team. My mother is 1.6 meters tall, and my father is 1.6 meters tall.

1.7 meters tall said he wouldn't let me join the team no matter what if he was over 1.6 meters tall.

I joined the team later than the other three children, and I remember I was very shocked when I joined the team. The child went to eat in another canteen without asking where he was going.

The other thing is that the canteen is a little different and needs to be divided into different levels and you need to train every day. After Ouyang Jing and the other three go to that canteen, I will go to that canteen to eat by myself, maybe half a year later.

I obviously surpassed it, but those three people just didn't care. At first, I understood that she still had to believe that he had this kind of talent. There are people who can't practice hard, so he is right.

Ouyang Jing quickly figured out how the river was discovered.

When she was little, there was a school sports meeting at school, and she could run extremely fast.

Then, at that time, she was in the preschool class, and basically the children in fourth and fifth grade couldn't outrun me, so it was just right at that time, uh, then Ouyang Jing meant Ouyang Jing, the test question bureau.

That is to say, does Sister Zhao want to practice diving? I want to practice diving or something. Then Xiao Ma Liu went back and asked my parents, what kind of thing can I rehearse?

I felt uncomfortable because I didn’t know what it was, so the coach tried to persuade me several times.

Then I asked Na Jintang what difficulties his family had. I came from the countryside because of Jintang, and I had to pay an inter-district fee of 1,200 yuan every semester to go to school.

Then the Sports Bureau also issued this approval letter, but later it was waived. My dad said to go quickly, and then let's play in that very short pool for more than half an hour. Is it fun?

Then come over here, and then everyone invites three more raw food to eat. I said at that time, why haven't you turned around yet? The coach kicked her down, and then went to the third place.

one.

Then Jintang's reaction was panic. He stared and then stared for a while. When he raised his hands, I said, he let her go and struggled, and then waited for a while, it was very fast.

At that time, he was more than six years old and less than seven years old. Was Huo Zhuoshan's training condition very good?

Is there that kind of professional swimming pool? There is no such thing as Jintang. It rained in the open-air pool at that time, and he did the same.

Then, after she had used it for so long, the winter passed and he fed her once in the summer. The color of the water was just like this, and it stayed like this all summer. There were often toads, sharks, and the like.

Did anything interesting happen?

After going down, when I found this kind of pool in Jintang, there was a huge one, which looked like a big toad. It was so big that a monster was seen.

Then later on, the one Jintang always wanted to catch.

Then she didn't dare to be afraid, but then she became more and more afraid, and then it turned into a kind of psychological fear. When she got into the water, she immediately surged up and ran away quickly, just because she was afraid that he would come up and catch her.

Then, when winter was approaching and the pond was about to be put out of use, and we couldn't go into the water anymore, we discovered that there was a garbage bag underneath.

I was frightened by a garbage bag all summer, and I didn’t even think about asking her about it. I saw the same question, but she didn’t talk about it when we flew out?

When I went out, I often had accidents. It might be that Jintang sometimes had a broken tendon on the way to practice, or sometimes the rope broke when he was pulling on the running belt.

The most serious time I had was when I was learning the moves, and I was not asked to pull some protective straps around my waist. Then when I was pulling up, the rope broke, and then I was basically thrown across the body, directly to the wall next to me.

Up.

Hello everyone, the inside of Jintang is okay. There is a person singing next to it, or there is a small software installed. It was painful but it was okay. There is nothing clever about it. Was she injured at that time?

The things he said were the things she thought about herself.

When Na Jintang opened a diving shop, he was Na Jintang's textbook. Just by watching his moves, Na Jintang was learning the moves. Alas, Na Jintang has to learn this move today. The video will be released.

Oh, it’s a dance like this. In the past, when I learned the moves, I only had to jump three times for 10 meters.

She feels relaxed about the target, and some people say that they must look at the target, that is, they must look at the target every time they turn in the air. That is to say, I am born to look at the target.

My uncle was influenced by Ouyang Jing's concept. I just looked at the target. She didn't close her eyes when she saw Jintang. Otherwise, I would have given it to her, right?

At the beginning, everyone was so idle, which was really scary. Later, the entire goal-oriented training system was created by me, right? So the training was very hard at that time.

Because I read an article and I don’t know if I can confirm it. It said that she was bleeding the most at that time, and she didn’t know that she had been training. Next year, she will face the water like this.

Then the capillaries in the lungs are broken and I vomit blood. Can I rest like that?

Then I would eat and train at 6 a.m. the next day. Last night I vomited blood again. I thought it was OK and I rushed to the hospital for a blood injection.

Then I let her watch it again at 6:00 in the morning the next day. For more than a month, I was still learning coaching in Tan Zhongli, and I stopped because I was scared. I was watching the game highlights in Jintang in front of my training.

You can see her here. During many games, my knee was covered with a bandage. At that time, I had more than a dozen injections in front and back of my knee to seal it.

I basically can't practice this week, and I still have to rely on this leg to exert strength. She knows every leg is in pain, and she has to exert force, knowing that her leg has obviously been taken out by a knife.

But she still wants to poke him, so she just doesn’t masturbate him. If she doesn’t tell him how to jump, why can’t she do an operation?

Okay, he said that she would need surgery. She would straighten the broken ligament and nail it to her patella. If she wanted to do this, she would make at least an 18cm incision on it.

But the same result is that as long as her surgery is done, her sports career will be almost the same, because she has been brought back from the garbage by everyone, and her legs often cannot be moved back, and her legs basically cannot be bent back.

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So she just carried it and lay down.

As athletes, she sees that Kobe Irving and I are international. There are so many athletes in China, and there is no athlete in Jintang who doesn't feel pain. It's not a bad athlete. It's an agreement.

For Na Jintang, it’s a daily routine, right? Na Jintang didn’t really tell anyone on the training ground or in the competition field. When I talked about it like this, she just said that she was telling her.

opponent.

Jintang will never complain about this person if he is not in good condition, alas.

I can not make it.

I'm in so much pain that I'm biting all my games, I can't do this, I can't do that, bandages and gauze.

Oh, he is just a gangster. 1986 was in 1992, and 7 years ago he became the Chief Citizen with a brilliant career. He won all the world competitions without losing, and they were all wonderful.

In the eyes of outsiders, what makes people famous and famous is that they are experiencing painful struggles in their hearts and are afraid of failure and the huge mental pressure.

The legendary diving queen is tortured every day.

There is a paragraph in it that shares the state at that time, right?

I couldn't stand the indulgent and ferocious crying anymore, and kicked the sand into the sea as hard as I could. I no longer wanted to control myself, and I couldn't control myself. I had no way out but to rush forward.

If I give up, no one will understand me and no one will forgive me. Why me?

Why are you putting me in this position? Is it because I can endure hardships better than others? Do you want me to endure more hardships that others cannot endure?

I yelled at the beach, ignoring the passers-by and not caring about anything tomorrow, until I collapsed on the beach exhausted, tears streaming down my cheeks and into my ears, no matter how I felt.

I still instinctively stood up and wiped it quickly.

Impacting the game, that's my path.

Anyway, I never lost in the 2017 World Cup CC Championships, the Olympic Games, the Asian Games, the University Games, as long as it was a comprehensive sports meeting. My life was difficult, and it became even more difficult as time went on.

Because at the end of the day, I usually beat my opponents by hundreds of points.

It is especially normal if you win by 50 or 60 points.

If there is a game I win by only 20 minutes.

If the reason for the current contract is small, 20-year-old Ouyang Jing will be particularly happy.

But at that time, I was a second uncle. Why did she regress? Why did she only win by 20 points? Her mentality was completely different.

So I particularly envy today's athletes who can treat winning and losing very calmly. In terms of the state at that time, there was quite a lot of psychological pressure.

As for those with some bad conditions, to be fair, at that time I felt they were really serious.

I have been saying that I was trained by the country, and she can't just practice without practicing.

Because at my level, because I felt that at that time I had no way out, she just had to choose to participate in the Olympics.

The second place is a failure, because there is no space left for myself on the 80th floor. If I don't win the championship, I just jump off whichever building is the highest.

She often has this thought, and some of it is because of the responsibilities she bears, which makes her feel that if she fails, she will either succeed or become a benevolent person. That's it. Anyway, looking back now, hmm.

But I put a lot of pressure on myself, too much pressure.

However, I thought about it and realized that if I had really indulged myself at that time, I might not be sitting here being interviewed by her today.

It’s a huge regret, because I have maintained my unbeatable success for 7 years, and I really got through it. Many people asked me how I did it, and I said that I just try to do well every day and get through it.

to Barcelona.

That was her last jump. The last one asked Na Jintang to take a look at the scene at that time. No one knew that he was actually under such pressure at that time.

Citizen came into the game with an injury and was ranked 3rd. After the first three moves of the final, he was even ranked 9th. Lasker of the CIS made a mistake in his 7th move, and Pony Six slowly caught up.

Gao Ming succeeded in all his last five movements. This was his last competition and my last. After this time, I will never dive again.

So I want to have a happy ending, but I feel like I put more pressure on myself.

After finishing dancing today, I really feel that it was not easy for me.

She looked at me and told her that when she saw me standing on the springboard just now, well, the whole swimming pool was applauding me, because I was already far ahead, and even if I jumped normally, even if I was the champion, they were applauding.

But did she see it? I kept my head down and stared at the board, not daring to look anywhere. I just wanted to jump off to avoid falling. What was really going on in my heart.

Then when you go out, you have to think too much in your mind, don’t leave, don’t cancel the publication, don’t do this, and then you don’t think about anything anymore, just leave it to your usual training.

But in fact, I feel that this kind of torment that I usually put on myself is particularly effective at critical moments, and she gets used to it.


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