, I feel that Jintang can play that kind of ruthlessness, that kind of ruthlessness, which can make me feel that if you had said no earlier, it would have been fine. He is very fair. Aren't you bullying an honest person?
And sometimes when you see Na Jintang’s reaction to some things, it’s actually very special, how can I put it, very cool, but you know it now.
Alas, there is a popular word nowadays called hardcore, do you know?
You see, you old man in the mountains, the hard-core Zhu Tousan, must know that it is a popular word now. It originally originated from the call.
Uh-huh.
Huo Zhuoshan, alas, the hard core is the face, just face to face.
In fact, let us say that it was originally a poem from rock music.
In fact, it is the opposite of Buddhism, which means that some people choose to be very peaceful while others do not.
In fact, if I am dissatisfied with Jintang, I will say it directly to my face. There seems to be another way to say that it is more than just the surface.
For example, someone said it looks like Dou Wei's color.
It's like the stubborn determination that I firmly believe in. It's an opinion or a choice of Huo Zhuoshan. Last time I saw one, he said that a bunch of people were going out. Hey, I heard it.
He was walking out, and then the fan next to him, Yang Kun, turned back and rushed over. Chen Kun then became a real person. In his heart, it was me.
It's so cute, Zhu Tou San thinks it's cute, right, because of you, I thought it wasn't you.
I thought it was a joke. I often encounter this, but Zhu Tou San was in a particularly good mood that day.
Because we were doing an exhibition to share our walking power, many people came and I felt very happy. When he called me Yang Kun, Huo Zhuoshan meant that you can call me Chen Heqi and the others. Don’t change the name.
this means.
I'm kidding about Jintang, oh, I've eaten it, and I'm actually quite happy about it, ugh.
So if you are a very sensitive person like you, do you think that if you enter this circle and become famous very early on, you will judge yourself and others.
Well, for example, whether it is popular or not, or whether it has many fans, or this, whether it is rising or falling in the acting career, these things have an impact on the mood, is it right or not?
What I want to say about Huo Zhuoshan is that the conditions at home were not particularly good at that time.
As for Jintang, I think my concept at that time may have been that it was normal or that it was still normal even when there was nothing at all.
But I also accompanied others to take the film school entrance exam, and I passed the exam. In fact, Zhu Tou San didn’t expect what the actor who came out without any plan would do.
Unlike the designer at that time, I always wanted to be a designer. I still think that he said that I started a company and it has been closed down.
Just because I didn't have a chance, he became popular right from the beginning, and it became popular for a little while. You have to know what I did to the children of us poor families.
That remuneration was really life-saving. After it was over, I finally paid off the money that our family had lost for several years and many years ago in one lump sum.
The sales worth tens of thousands of yuan will be repaid.
After I returned it, I actually felt quite comfortable at that time. Why was the person so healthy and mentally healthy?
Zhu Tou San especially knows that what he has in his heart is that I shouldn't do it because we didn't put in so much effort and we were lucky.
But I didn’t really want to be an actor. After I finished it, I didn’t expect that, uh, during the last time Jinfen was launched, I was right at that time, for example, it was crowded with people, because at that time no one was interested and there was no contract signing format.
Everyone was watching it at home, and some thieves couldn't see it at that time. The expansion was like wow, I actually care about others liking me.
But the cause and effect relationship of this thing is that once you start to accept that people like you, you will fall into the fist of like and dislike. I have been slowly going through this process.
But this thing helps me stay like this. After all, there are some periodic external influences, which have a huge fluctuation in my mood.
After finishing it, I am not a person who likes to be led away by others. The reason why the dividend is a bit hard is because I think the antagonistic relationship between the inner world and the external environment is a tug-of-war.
If there was a strong force outside, it would be easy for me to be taken away, right?
Because my own greed for reputation is due to the ups and downs of my sensitivity, I was particularly concerned about that time. All the books I was reading at home were about Buddhism.
It has a causal relationship with many things. It leads to a great truth in advance, and I just like this thing.
So Zhu Tou San thought I said, well, if it were when I was very prosperous now, I would take him away.
One day I will fall into the pain of not being confused, and then I want to find a psychological power to balance the internal and external duality and ensure balance.
This is almost the only thing I do in my life.
Until now, he has an inexplicable sense of relaxation and affection. In the past, we were very passionate about our relationship, but now I may be a little slower. If I think about it again, is it a little dull?
There was a period of time in Jintang that I would call stupid, because sometimes my reaction was very slow, that is, I had already started to react before you took action.
Slowly, because of my quick reaction, I became the one I didn't like about some books, and didn't do what I did later or didn't do that.
So when Huo Zhuoshan feels that his emotions are not good, he scolds himself, saying that you are just aware of it, that is, you insist that he has no right or wrong, and you just observe him, which is what I am practicing now.
But I don’t know what goal we want to achieve. Maybe in the end, we will feel that all emotions arise and life itself has its own meaning of existence. Thinking is what I recently read written by a scientist.
Zhu Tou San said, you see, we humans can already build a computer that is more advanced than the most advanced chess master, right?
But we still can’t build a robot that can move around the room freely like an ordinary cat or dog without touching anything.
Ouyang Jing said what does this mean? He said that it means that our leadership, our rationality and reason, have actually only been purified for tens of thousands of years.
But our animal instincts react to everything instinctively, and this reflection has been purified for billions of years. He said that in many cases we cannot solve problems solely by relying on our rational intelligence.
It is the instinctive reaction of the animal in the stomach that we come from.
Including emotions, it may lead us to something. For example, if you are jealous, it will be purified. I estimate that it must be a very deep animalistic thing that has existed for hundreds of millions of years. It is impossible to eliminate it.
of.
But how to get along with him? Do you have any experience?
Zhu Tou San thinks this is our limitation. Do you want to admit this just like you just said that computers can't compose music now?
Because its learning ability is so strong that it can quickly analyze any music you input. As long as you need to write a work like I need a Beethoven, Zhu Tousan will immediately create one for you. It is as perfect as playing chess.
In fact, do you think he has feelings if he doesn't have feelings?
In fact, if I want to compete with machines in the future, my only advantage may be that I can make mistakes.
Ouyang Jing's writing may not be very good, but it's impossible to compare with him. Then I think everyone actually thinks that I am defective.
Na Jintang: "I have my limitations, so maybe this consultant is just right. I think it is the most perfect, yes. Otherwise, it would be jealousy. Of course I understand you just now. How can you not care about what others do?"
Are you the only person who can do this?"
But it’s true that you can only do it because I am different from him.
Because as a star, Zhu Tou San has to shoulder this kind of thing. I think it is really not easy, and I can understand it.
But despite this, I don’t want others to talk about me. In fact, just ignore me and ignore me. The reason why I love traveling so much is that no one knows who you are when you go to a place.
It's good to be a good customer, otherwise people will look at you and it's very tiring. Yes, you just have to live in the evaluation of you by the people around you. I think being a star is simply destiny.
Huo Zhuoshan thinks it's pretty good. Well, let me tell you what's good about it. I was very sad when I was a child. I could only smash things at home. In the end, things have two sides. When you get this, you will bring this.
So it's normal. What he was jealous of was that I had a lot of precepts since I was a child. I had a lot of precepts for a period of time. I saw greed, anger, stupidity, slow immigration, my selfishness, and I just started not to
I am willing to accept it. How could I be selfish and talk to myself?
Na Jintang: I am not selfish at all. How could I end up being greedy, inferior, unconfident, and arrogant?
I feel that I don’t have all the things. I am really with them, because I think this is a great guarantee for me. As a human being, it is an ability that I really have no taboos about when I am fully exposed to them.
Others speak.
I said that I am quite selfish. Let me make it clear first that I am sorry.
What I will talk about next is that I may have created it out of my own selfishness. If you are willing to talk about this topic with me, I will not talk about it.
If so, of course we can also talk about some more metaphysical learning situations.
But Zhu Tou San said that we can't avoid it. I am so vulgar, and I don't think being vulgar is bad.
Because we all treat ourselves by ourselves, because I think there is one. This is more proof that he is an emotion and he has no intrinsic authenticity. Why, for example, you have a host who is better than me. I
Feeling jealous, right?
I was very jealous. Later, Zhu Tousan found out. How could he be freed?
Just one day passed. I was so jealous of you. How did you do so well? I found that when you express it, ah, this matter really doesn’t matter.
It's strange, even if you express it and he won't torture you if you confess, it means that he still doesn't pose a threat to you. He has a different style than the two of us, do you understand?
For example, I want to listen to a song. This song is great, but I feel that I am just too jealous and the progress is not good. It is because of that that I don’t want others to hear this song. It is what he wants to do.
That's what you want to do.
Because for example, if you are good and he is good, everyone can be good, but we may have different aspects. You are better in this aspect, and I am better in this aspect.
Of course you can, but sometimes that person is just the kind of person you really want to be. But, is that possible?
If there is someone who is exactly like you, looks good, is exactly like Ouyang Jing, who is exactly as beautiful as I want you to be, then you will feel wow, you are really jealous.
And some things are also about talent. For example, if someone is an artist, an actor, or a singer, why would he be so sultry and so angry that you just ignore him? What should you do?
No matter how much you practice, Zhu Tou San is useless. Just like some performances, in fact, countless great movie stars and singers in the past were like this. If you really think about it, it still makes you jealous in real life.
The kind you mentioned is fine. I think it’s fine. In fact, it’s actually about those people you particularly want to be like. Sometimes they will tell you that you just don’t want to do this. For example, Huo Zhuoshan doesn’t know how you can act.
How about it.
For example, when Huo Zhuoshan writes songs, I want to write a song. I listened to a song before. After listening to the song, I decided not to think about it, because what I want to write is already there, and it is much better than what you did. I found a poem
You said Cui Hao wanted to write a poem to the Yellow Crane Tower, right?
He said there was no need to write about Zhu Tou San, but at that time, didn’t you feel that you felt a close friend?
It's not me, but why, Brother Zhutou, I think you have a heart to respect others, but I am your jealousy. I think jealousy is a big motivation.
In fact, I myself have low self-esteem, arrogance and selfishness. He has turned me into the person I am now. Zhu Tou San is like this only because he is an artist. He has a very weak respect.
So I originally wanted to do it, but you have already done it, so you don’t have to do it. Most of the time, the reaction will be to belittle the other party, and refuse to admit it if it is not insulting.
I think this is because I know Bu Bu very well, because for example, if you can achieve things through hard work, then Jintang can not be jealous.
Well, but if it's something you can't do despite your efforts, you can only be jealous because you have no choice. I won't be able to do this anyway. I think it's better anyway.
You are deliberately belittling yourself.
But Huo Zhuoshan knows how to use it, and I know how to use jealousy. Sometimes I am very numb, and there is also a period of time when I am very numb. I don’t particularly love my performance. After it is over, I just want to stay at home.
After that, I will deliberately look for those actors who are within easy reach, some good actors instead of those who are not good enough. I think I will be like you and just say ugh.
Just stop acting Huo Zhuoshan, then you will assume a target, me, me, because I am very fragile.
Zhu Tou San always likes to find a punctuation mark as a symbol to fight with. I agreed that during this period, I would use the way that I am jealous of how well he is doing now, and I will turn this record into some kind of motivation for me.
Then maybe after progressing for a while, the energy for this quarter is gone.
Alas, we all know some of Brother Kun’s family situations when he was a child.
Do you think that if the family situation is not happy when you are young, the impact on your children is because I think it is still a phase.
When Zhu Tou San was a child, he felt particularly angry and dissatisfied with negative things. Why wasn't he in a normal and good family when he grew up?
I think that this sense of happiness actually comes from the horizontal comparison. I think it was about the same at that time. You can’t have much more, and I can’t have much less.
Looking back now, I am particularly grateful for some of the experiences I had when I was a child, which I find very precious anyway.
Because otherwise I really can’t understand some things, but this is what you are talking about. We are all children who grew up in a small place.
In fact, I have a very arbitrary observation, which is that there are often children who are born with a sense of superiority in their living environment.
They are also my friends today. I often find that in fact, I really want to be them. They are the ones who say what I say and what my heart says, and I am very proud of it, right?
But look, I noticed this in your words. Do you want to call it inferiority complex?
Or what is it called? Just say it one by one, oh, of course I may not be right, he will notice, that's it.
Alas, do others agree with what I say, or do others feel that I am bragging?
People with pig heads take themselves too seriously. Do you think people who have a bit of an inferiority complex often have this awareness when interacting with others, which is a reminder to themselves.
But I don’t know if this is a good thing or a bad thing, it just seems that I often lack self-confidence and am a little unsure of myself, eh.
I'm just not sure. I don't feel inferior now, and I don't observe others.
But I think it should be done with humility. When Ouyang Jing was a child, I was a personal studio before working as a team.
He just looks for my role and chooses whether to cooperate with me or not.
But sometimes when I refuse something, I unintentionally hurt other people's feelings.
Because others are looking for you, and if things go well for you at the time, of course you shouldn’t go too far.
But when I still hurt other people's teams, in a practical sense, I feel that I finally understand that I shouldn't do this.
I finally realized that I had become the same person who asked them to come to me to act in the past. When I understood this, I was not regretting it, but I felt that I was.
In fact, we just have the same mouth, and sometimes our mouths are quick to speak, because I am not a person with low self-esteem. Zhu Tou San said that I think everyone is quite equal. I have experienced this one by one recently.
A teacher told me this.
I think everything depends on whether you can take the things you are born with and take them one step further in your life. Whether it is your awareness of your own personality, low self-esteem can lead to success.
Huo Zhuoshan said that if you take a step back, you will destroy yourself. If you take a step further, how can you use it? You will become humble and you can become richer. Then he said that a person is like this and it is a culture. If they are all like this, let's talk bigger.
Then each of us was suddenly born in China, and you suddenly encountered Chinese culture for a while. Can you take all these things you have in your life and go further? He said that this is the power of further advancement.
So Pig Tou San feels that it doesn't matter whether you are born with low self-esteem or self-confidence. Self-confidence can also be a destructive thing that makes you confused and indifferent to others. This existence has two sides.
Including what you mentioned just now, I will interrupt the topic of Brain Pass. It is Huo Zhuoshan who thinks that I have been brainwashed by another concept. It is I who believed in the crew this time. I believe that returning to the original point is the script.
So when you were with him just now, you may have learned that set of internal organs. This is also Wang Yangming's effort. Wang Yangming's psychology is still the five natures that are self-sufficient. Everything is in my psychology.
But in this case, you have to make this new addition not big enough to accommodate yourself and others. Now I feel that you see, I feel anxious, that is, do you think that a lot of our unhappiness is
what?
This is a matter of wishful thinking, especially for very sensitive people. Pig Tou San probably looks like you are a musician.
It doesn't matter if this thing happens exactly as I imagined. So, you will be dissatisfied everywhere in your life, because it will always be a little bit worse.
And then, as for this dissatisfaction, I think if it goes one step further, it will lead to another anxiety of mine.
They say this all the time. I don’t know what obsessive-compulsive disorder is. That is to say, one characteristic of obsessive-compulsive disorder is that it infinitely amplifies small-probability events. Women worry about it.
That is to say, will a brick fall when I go out today? If Huo Zhuoshan smashes it to death, it is worth ‰000 yuan in Jintang.
However, if you have this kind of anxious person, you will feel that something is going to happen, and you will always feel that the thing you are worried about will be magnified by you.
There are some people in Jintang who have this feeling. It happens in stages. I feel like I occasionally feel a little bit like this. When I feel like I'm going to be seriously ill, it's inexplicable. If you go to the hospital for a checkup, there's nothing wrong with it.
But it’s anxiety. There’s a kind of hypochondriasis. Yes, actually, I think sometimes when we get along, if you’re unhappy, you’re unhappy no matter what, you go to the doctor, and the doctor says there’s nothing wrong with you and I’m not happy either?
But you know that thing, and that’s the reason. You also know that you are unhappy because of you.
Because there is no way to control this thing, people will fall into that kind of situation.
But for you, it definitely won’t be here, at this age, at this moment, right, like me, and like he said, at least I, I can, I don’t seek a sense of identity.
This you are me and I am no longer interested in a sense of identity. In fact, sometimes as he said, I make friends, listen to music or go traveling. In fact, I want to find things I don’t know, so I am curious about the unknown.
I want to know something about Zhutou San that I don't understand, but if I just agree with you, it will be boring for you.
Now I find that many of my friends around me are actually from the public, and I am quite far away from them.
Then Jintang always feels that if he goes there to sit there, he will be so upset, right?
Yes, but now I find that more and more friends around me tell me that I have to meditate every day just like you. What do you think they can do about meditating?
Meditating is good, but I did it unintentionally. Meditating is not right, but I think at least in a practical sense, there is something that you can calm down when your mind calms down.
When the brain and logical thinking still slow down, the natural feelings in the heart will appear. That kind of peace is true joy.
I never want to do that again because meditation is everywhere.
But meditation in Huo Zhuoshan must be very fun. Once you settle down to meditate, your mind will become confused. What you just said is actually always happening, just because of normal times.
Because there were so many things to deal with, that space was occupied, and when Najintang started meditating.
It's just that the things that usually exist in your mind are clearly seen by you, which is normal. You need to have this ability.