Then the four of them started to practice alone again and started to do a formal thing. They seemed to take this matter very seriously, as if this matter was the most important thing for them at the moment. When I saw their current situation, I
I feel a very natural relaxation in my heart, because they have found their own joy in life again. I see my brothers in this leisurely and contented state, can I not be happy for them?
Seeing how serious they were, I didn't bother them for the time being, because I knew they might feel too embarrassed or unable to relax when I was around, so I would give them an appropriate space.
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Now I walked to Niu Ba, who was planting his flowers in the garden.
I don’t know why Bullfrog has never been particularly gregarious since he was a child, or maybe he seems to be a particularly independent existence. His independent existence lies in the fact that he has a rich world in his heart. His world is very delicate. Sometimes you can
I find it incredible, because there is a lot of sentimentality in this kind of psychology, and there is a kind of sadness that cannot be shaken off. Sometimes I think it is because he is older, or because he is born with this kind of autism.
Personality, so it’s impossible to understand.
I remember when I was little, we were fighting each other in the orphanage. He used to bully me in front of the King of Destroyer. He was so bold and reckless at that time, but he never defeated me. This was doomed for him.
You can never be the boss in front of me.
And when he walked from the orphanage to this city, he was also very confused. Sometimes I would analyze with him, sometimes chat with him, but his thoughts would always drift beyond the limits of human expectation. Sometimes
Unable to understand his inner world, on the sentimental side, he seems more willing to get along alone, and he seems more willing to deal with these flowers and plants, as if these flowers and plants can represent the world behind him.
I am not very clear about the side of his heart, but I know that this is his spiritual sustenance. Maybe everyone has his own hobbies, who would understand?
At this time, he is helping us cultivate fresh roses in our garden. This garden was established many years ago. When the old man was very young, he established this garden very beautifully.
There are many kinds of medicinal herbs. After so many years of cultivation, many places have become lush and lush. After many years of modification and adjustment, it has a very European style.
This place should be regarded as the place where Na Jintang and I often take walks at night.
I saw Niu Ba cultivating one or two fresh roses, and he was very serious about loosening the soil.
I pulled up a stool and sat down in front of him, watching him carefully as he was doing what he liked to do so seriously and carefully. His concentration was completely absorbed, as if he didn't pay special attention to my arrival.
arrive.
I said: "Hello, brother, why are you so serious? You don't even know I'm here."
Only when Niu Ba raised his head did I realize that I saw a lot of dirt on his face, as if he was even aware of my existence. He suddenly raised his head and startled himself. His hands were very dirty.
Wiping his face, he laughed like a little cat.
At this time, he was a little nervous when he spoke, because this thing did not have any permission from us, so he went to do this kind of cultivation and digging. Although we would not blame him, he was still a little nervous, so we talked to him
He looked at me with a bit of fear, as if he had done something wrong.
I smiled and encouraged him.
"Niu Ba didn't expect that your skills are so good, and you can actually pick these flowers so well. At that time, after the pot of flowers was knocked over when the storm hit last time, it seemed to be dry after being exposed to the sun.
If you can't keep it alive, you're going to get rid of it. If you think you can keep it alive, you can keep it alive. If you can't keep it alive, you can't keep it alive. Unexpectedly, under your hands, you can successfully reduce the disaster, and it can be cultivated if it can be cultivated. It seems that
You are still very nice, it seems I have to thank you first."
After Niu Ba heard what I said, his mental state seemed to relax, and I felt him take a long breath.
He scratched his head and smiled darkly.
Judging from his honest look, it seems that he is also confident in this matter, and she is really better at this matter than I thought. It seems that I have never seriously examined my brothers. They are doing this every time.
Every thing in this place has its own hobbies. Although we grew up together, everyone is an independent individual. I have never taken them seriously. I think we are a perfect team and we will always be together.
They are all exactly the same, but I didn't expect that Pig Tou San, including You Si Ji, Ah Wu Donkey and now Niu Ba, they all have their own hobbies and they are willing to live the life they long for.
After my encouragement, his entire mental state seemed much more relaxed, as if he was willing to discuss these things with me, or that he wanted someone to discuss the things he liked with him, and he also longed for it.
A kind of recognition and a desire to tell others.
I encouraged him, "Can you tell me how you want to successfully cultivate roses? Do you know? This is very difficult, because at that time we also wanted to cultivate it, but later we gave up for some reasons. Basically
It’s a state of giving up. I really didn’t expect you to be able to do this now. Tell me what you think?”
His voice now rose an octave, and his whole body stood tall.
Said with a proud heart.
"It is not a simple matter to successfully cultivate this rose. The rose has been in a dry state for so many days, but you didn't find that one of its leaves is still alive, and its roots are still alive.
It is not completely dead, but it still has a chance. You can see that its roots have not completely fallen off, and it is still in a watery state. Under this situation, just like our radish, since its roots are not completely
It dies, but although its flower is dead, its vitality is still very strong. We need to feed it in time, use some soil, some water, and some mixed fertilizer to slowly feed it, but thousands of
Don't use too much force, otherwise it will kill it."
In life, he is awesome. He is not particularly talented in language, but he is diligent in speaking. Sometimes he will be a little awkward when speaking, or sometimes his expressions are not so profound.
artistic conception.
But he didn't expect that he could express how to plant roses with such freshness and emotion, and her whole mental state, his eyes were completely full of vitality.
He shot, and his whole body seemed to be in a very shiny feeling.
And he is speaking out confidently now, feeling completely confident. I have not seen this feeling from him in other places, but when it comes to planting flowers, plants and trees, I have seen something about him.
A shining point.
I smiled and looked at him.
"This garden was carefully cultivated by the old man, and he has cultivated it for many years. He has formed the current style. We have always wanted to make some expansions and mutations on the basis of this style, and let us do some things on this basis.
Promotion, do you think if you were responsible for managing this garden, how would you design it, or what kind of protection would you give it?"
"Ah, Mao Da, are you talking about me? Can I say it?"
"Of course you can say that I'm asking for your opinion now."
"Okay, I'll just say it. Don't blame me if you say it wrong."
"Speak boldly and speak your mind freely."
"Ahem...Mao Da, I think this garden has actually been established to this day, and it is already very perfect. And you can see that it is very rich in all kinds of herbs, including this kind of flowers and plants, which I have never seen before.
Beautiful things. These things should be very expensive. Maybe many of them are not things that can be found on our mountain. This is also the first time I have seen it. This should be considered very perfect, but if on this basis
If so, we can do some cultivation and expansion under his care. We can also put some flowers from our mountain hometown, such as camellias, which we often had in the orphanage. These flowers bloomed in the orphanage.
It's also very fragrant in spring. Maybe Camellia Camellia may not be very expensive here, but its setting and fragrance are unparalleled. If some wild flowers from our mountains are cultivated in this garden, maybe the whole state can be combined.
, may be more perfect, with a noble feeling, but also a sense of civilian life. Aren’t we always eager to experience life? I think it may be better to add some such flowers appropriately, maybe the old man
Maybe he has never seen such a flower, but if there is a chance, I would be willing to recommend such flowers to him to make this kind of flowers more diverse."
This is really the first time I heard Niu Ba speak for such a long time without any interruption, and he said it completely in one breath. I wanted to think of his thoughts, or that his thoughts were already in his mind.
It has been in my mind for a long time, otherwise he would not have said all of this in one breath. It was completely out of emotion, something that had been thought about deep in his heart for a long time.
I clapped my hands.
"Where can I stay? You really impressed me. I didn't expect you to have such your own ideas about planting flowers. I have never felt that."
Niu Ba showed a shy smile, kept rubbing his hands and said: "Actually, it's not a big deal, I just like these flowers and plants sometimes, and feel that they are also living things, and that they are part of nature, and
They are also living creatures, so I am willing to stay with them, and they have not caused any harm to you. If they attack you like this, they are willing to be friends with you. I think it is a good idea to stay with these flowers.
I think it is a kind of enjoyment to be together."
Oh my God, I finally saw Niu Ba smile innocently.
All this seems hard-won, because he has been a very repressive person since he was a child.
If these can help him release his nature, I think I can help him appropriately.