Over the years, my brothers and I may have really no shortage of food in this aspect, because with the help of Najintang, we have become popular in the past year or two.
We are really not particularly lacking, but for some reason we have a very strong and paranoid obsession with diet.
Maybe this is because we have experienced some unspeakable twists and turns in our lives, maybe it is because we have experienced too much pain and suffering in our lives, maybe it is because we cannot escape from prison in our lives, so the words are
As a result, we have been unable to face ourselves for so many years.
Mr. John was very anxious at this time, but maybe he was anxious about why we were in this situation. Nonsense, he said it in professional terms throughout his life.
"Hello hello, brothers, listen to me, you must not eat in such a hurry at this time. The most important thing to maintain a real healthy diet is to chew carefully and slowly. You are completely swallowing dates now, which is very harmful to your stomach.
Okay, and it’s very bad for your physical condition. In the long run, it will destroy your entire body’s appetite. Slow down, slow down, never be in such a hurry, and the old man will definitely prepare a lot for us..."
Even Anna didn't understand it very much at this time.
Anna was also puzzled.
"Hello, brothers, you really don't need to eat in such a hurry. It's true. Sometimes eating too fast will hurt your appetite, and the old man will prepare a lot of delicious food for you. As I said today, you can talk freely about everything.
You can eat it, but you really don’t need to eat it. No one will snatch it from you in such a hurry..."
My lovely brothers were all nodding, their mouths were completely oily, but they were nodding their heads in agreement while listening, and the two of them were speaking.
Although this was the case, the brothers did not stop snatching with their hands and feet, nor did they stop eating quickly.
Na Jintang watched silently, but he didn't say anything. I think he felt the same as me, and he understood me just as I understood him.
He grabbed my right hand tightly under the dining table, and it seemed to tighten. I felt a feeling in his heart. In fact, I could also feel a kind of pain in his heart.
Anyway, the pain must be due to some reason, just because of pity and sympathy for the very big hunger and trauma we suffered in childhood in the orphanage.
The old man was also a little confused, but he didn't say anything. With his intelligence, he had already guessed what the problem was, so he didn't say anything. I was even a little grateful at this time that the old man didn't explain it.
It's so clear.
Maybe not only give it to me but also give some face to our brothers.
A smart person will never expose someone else's truth so easily.
Anna was really worried at this time. I know he is a kind person. Nonsense, it is reasonable for him to worry. Indeed, if anyone sees the brothers gobbling up food like this, of course they will find it strange, and it is natural to even be worried.
, because it is true that if you follow the law like this, even if you are a big eater, you will be starved to death.
Anna turned to Jiji.
"Miss Cat really can't joke around at this time. They said you should stop them in such a hurry. It seems that we ate a lot of food for lunch. They also ate a lot at that time. Now they eat like this."
I'm worried that their stomachs may be very full, which will have a great impact on them in their later years when I'm old. I really can't go on like this unconditionally."
I know he's worried, and I'm very grateful that he's worried, but I thought I might explain it, otherwise they wouldn't be able to understand it, and maybe it would be better.
I looked at Anna and Mr. John lightly and knew that they were eager to know the answer now.
"Thank you two for worrying. In fact, you don't have to worry too much about this. They will stop naturally when they are full. Maybe they are just a little hasty now, that is, they are rude. This is a habit we have developed since childhood. Maybe maybe
We are afraid that we will not be able to eat this meal, or we may be afraid that we will not be able to eat the next meal, or we may be worried that this meal will become empty before we finish it. Broken flowers are just a childhood game. This
It has become a habit, so change it slowly. It doesn't matter. It has been like this for so many years. As long as the food prepared by the old man today is so delicious, so everything is actually normal for them. Let them do it.
They will naturally stop when they are full..."
I explained casually, maybe I thought my explanation should be more understandable.
As expected, Mr. John and Anna somewhat understood what I said, and they looked at the brothers with great pity.
In fact, I really don’t like anyone looking at us from afar. Although we live in hardship and poverty, our personalities are independent and we have self-esteem. We do not accept such a
We reject words from the bottom of our hearts.
It seems that the brothers are completely exhausted, and Can Yun seems to be very full soon, so I believe he will stop soon.
And I am also very glad that I gave them such an opportunity. I believe that they have such a life. At least I feel that no matter what, I can at least do something. This is what I once said in the orphanage, called
If I come back one day, I will give them a piece of food.
So I looked at Anna and Mr. John very carefully.
"Don't think it's weird. Everyone's life experience is different. We have been living through this process since childhood, worrying about every meal we eat, so this is a natural and physiological process.
Instinct, but just like when we live a prosperous life in the future and have thousands of gold in our pockets, we may not change our previous living habits. I think this is very good. This is a natural thing. I hope I
I have never considered this kind of thing, whether it is reasonable or not. Anyway, it has become a natural thing, so it must be reasonable. I think it is very good. As long as the brothers are happy, I think everything is OK and there is no problem.
"
Anna, some people look at me with admiration. I don’t know. Anyway, I think it doesn’t matter. No matter who looks at me with what kind of eyes, I think this kind of thing is natural.
"You must have experienced a lot of things when you were young. It must have been very hard for you, right? I have not experienced those hardships now, but I can feel it through your contact, but I
I'm glad you guys didn't give up. You are strong and tenacious. I think you are people I respect very much..."
Let me bear with you, I can stick to such recognition from her. As long as it is not pity, I can accept it, because this is a respect we have earned.
“It’s not particularly hard when I was a child, but it’s all the same. Sometimes I think about that time, and maybe we have to be grateful for the life we lived in the past. These things may be regarded as a truth to us, and everyone
We all have our own lives. Although we were very miserable at that time, we also learned to enjoy the hardships and everything was fine. I never thought of any deeper meaning and would not think about it. Until today,
You think it’s OK!”
I used very light words when it came to words to tell him, because I really didn’t want to discuss too much of a heavy topic in any way.
Especially today, today is my special day.
I picked up a glass of wine and started the topic immediately, because I really didn’t want to discuss this topic. In fact, the past was not something that could be started with such a simple sentence. In the past, he really wanted to have nightmares, which had been bothering him.
In my mind, in this nightmare, although there are my brothers and some very good pasts of mine, it is also accompanied by an endless nightmare.
Nightmares are more than just hunger.
Regarding this kind of thing, I really don’t want to discuss it too much with anyone. Everyone looks at this matter from a different perspective and standpoint. So how do you understand this thing? There is no way to share it.
To understand, when you are in this environment and stand on the same life experience, everyone will have a common life experience.
Mr. John maintained a very sympathetic and acknowledgment towards us.
"Really, I think it must be great after you have experienced these things. When you look back a few years later, you will feel very grateful for having experienced these things, right?"
I was really taken aback by his question. Whoever is so rational, whoever wants to live so emotionally, lives yours. What is yours is yours, and what you have experienced is the fact. I have never been grateful in any way for what happened to me.
It was originally a nightmare, a very insurmountable nightmare, but to endow it with a romantic language is simply something that only a madman would do.
You have those mindless, so-called cultural poets who give these things some romantic qualities.
Have they experienced it? Hasn't he experienced that they have experienced a life where they only eat one steamed bun for three days? Have they not experienced that they have to hunt a wild wolf for food and clothing?
Nothing, nothing. They have not even experienced winter. They only wear a very thin piece of clothing and a worn-out cotton-padded jacket to spend the winter?
Have they even gone through the cold winter months and gone barefoot to catch fish in the river?
I have never experienced it, so what I discuss with them really has no meaning. What is the point of discussion? These things cannot be discussed at all. What is the sense of existence of the meaning of the things you want to discuss? None.
Why discuss it, since there is no way to discuss it.
Just don't discuss asking for these things, just let them take it for granted.
"I will discuss these things with you later. However, I really don't think these things are more important than wealth. I just think they don't matter. They are just like life, just like oil, salt, soy sauce and vinegar, so I am really not in a hurry to discuss it.
If you are interested, I will invite you to come and have fun at our place in the future."
At this time, I immediately started the topic and raised my wine glass to the old man.