I raised my glass at this time, and I wanted to change the topic. I really don’t want to discuss these current things about the orphanage, because for us, these things are too far away from our past, or we simply don’t know.
I would like to mention them again because they seem to be a very inspiring story, but in my opinion this is a disaster in the world.
I said to the old man.
"Old man, thank you very much for taking care of us for so many years, and for the care and friendship you have shown to our brothers over the years. These words should not be suitable for me to say, because I am not particularly good at speaking in this regard, nor
I don’t know how to express an emotion in my heart.”
"And I don't really like collecting these things. If someone helps you, then you just know how to be grateful. So there are some things that I may not be able to say, but today, taking this opportunity, I still want to say
Let me tell the old man and everyone what I think in my heart first."
"It has been almost five years since I came to this city. I have experienced a lot in these five years. There have been many changes in these five years, but we are really lucky. Without the protection of the old man, we would have
It’s really difficult to survive in that city.”
"Nonsense, I would like to take this opportunity today to thank the old man for giving such an opportunity to the brothers, so that they can find their courage again, find their dreams, and find a support point for their survival. I am very grateful here.
On behalf of my brothers, I would like to propose this glass of wine to the old man. I wish him good health and long life..."
"As a courtesy, I'll do it first!"
Otherwise, I'll pick up that wine glass and drink.
The best thing to see is that after I finished drinking the glass of wine, they all stood up, picked up the glass of wine, and followed the old man to bless him loudly.
"I wish the old man good fortune, good health and a long life!"
You follow my example and drink the wine one by one. This can be regarded as a kind of heroic comic exhibition, and it can also be regarded as a kind of gratitude to the old man.
After I put down the wine, my brothers sat down with me.
Indeed, in all these years, I have never had such a forward confession with the old man. In fact, I really don’t like this way of confession, and it’s particularly unattractive to me, because I think it’s very disgusting to use it.
What a disgusting way to express your feelings.
So today I use a disgusting method to express something, and it is something that I sincerely want to do from the bottom of my heart. I really hope that this thing can become my dream come true.
The old man was cheerful and seemed to accept our remarks completely without saying anything too much.
Na Jintang also raised his cup to me at this time.
"Why didn't you call me when you were drinking just now? You should teach me now. Old man, the two of us should toast together. Without him, we might not have such a rich and interesting thing today. Without him, maybe
We may miss a lot of fun, so today we as husband and wife toast him together."
When he talked about the couple, I blushed. What does this mean? Today is just a proposal. This is just my promise to marry him, but we haven't entered the bridal chamber yet. How can we be considered a real couple?
Both, because oh my god, these words made my face turn red.
I didn't know what to say at this time, so I could only laugh dryly.
The old man seemed to be very interested in Na Jintang's words and felt very satisfied. Especially when it came to the words "husband and wife", he felt that he might be satisfied. He nodded like a clock.
"Okay, okay, no need to drink, it's so urgent..."
Na Jintang took my hand, stood up, and toasted respectfully to the old man.
"Father, the child has been unfilial for so many years and has made his father worried for so many years. Now the child can finally shoulder the responsibility of his father. Now the child finally has a daughter-in-law. We will work together to be filial to our father in the future. I hope that my father will be just like me."
Our dream is to live a hundred years, and we will have this day every year..."
"I wish my father a long life..."
It can be considered that I drank this glass of wine with him. Oh my god, I was very embarrassed when I said this just now. I am really not suitable for getting used to this kind of occasion. I prefer to say such true words.
Maybe it's the right way for us to cooperate if we often confront him in formal occasions like that.
Over the years, the old man and I have battled wits and courage, and we can be regarded as knowing ourselves, our enemies, and each other.
Why is the old man happy at this time? Regarding all this, he feels that life has reached his highest imagination, and this kind of life has made him feel that life is a very interesting thing, so at this time, he is smiling so much
As bright as a chrysanthemum.
"Okay, okay, today should be a very happy time for me. I finally see that my child is born and I have a daughter-in-law. I hope to give me a grandson next year. This is the happiest moment for me!"
Affected by this atmosphere, you may be able to open up the topic today and speak freely. Therefore, everyone has no scruples about eating and drinking today. No one will stop or persuade. As long as you
If you can eat, then eat with ease. As long as you can drink, then drink with ease.
The brothers quickly ate most of the delicious food on the table into their stomachs, and they were full. They burped constantly after eating so much that they felt funny and ridiculous.
Mr. John, after all, he is a doctor, so when he sees this situation, it is inevitable that some professional doctors should follow the professional ethics and entrust him.
"Miss Cat, your brothers are eating too much. You should be careful. Sometimes you really... control it appropriately, otherwise you won't be able to control it when the time comes, because overeating can also cause physical damage to your body.
It’s a waste... Nonsense, brothers, it’s better to pay more attention to your daily diet in the future. Anyway, you will have three meals a day, so why do you need to insist on it?”
The brothers didn't like to hear this, but with their respect for Mr. No. 1, of course they couldn't say anything. As a result, after all the games today, they completely respected Miss Anna and Mr. John.
Totally true worship.
But it doesn't mean that they don't have other thoughts about this sentence, because food is really important to them, so words are completely a part of their lives, and this kind of thing has been engraved in their blood.
Zhu Tou San was a little embarrassed at this time, but he wanted to refute, but he didn't know how to refute him, so he just used his own method to explain his position.
"Sir, you really don't know the question you just asked. In fact, I wanted to answer you while we were eating, because you know that I couldn't stop at all, so I can only answer you now that I have thought of these things."
Maybe it was Mr. John's turn to be a little confused. He just asked a lot of questions. Is that what he was asking?
"I don't know which question you are asking. Please tell me again. I am very curious about all your questions. I even can't wait to go to the orphanage with you to visit. I really want to experience you personally. What was life like back then? This may seem presumptuous to me, and maybe the questions you ask may make people have such an unpleasant process, but I really want to know, but I don’t mind if you don’t tell me. Me, because everyone deserves their own privacy."
Oh my gosh!
This Mr. John is really a gentleman. Every question he raises is so polite. It seems that the questions he raises do not make people feel that there is such a bad word, and they feel completely gentle.
The brothers don't take this as an example, thinking that this is just a part of their lives. But when they talk about their past lives now, they have a lot of longings, a lot of yearnings, and more importantly, a lot of nightmares.
Brothers actually want to discuss it, because there are many topics at this time, topics that have not been seriously discussed for many years, and even because of me, this topic has even become a kind of restriction, even a taboo, and cannot be easily discussed. discuss.
Yes, it really was a nightmare for me.
I saw the brothers looking at me cautiously. They wanted to talk, but they didn't dare to talk. So if they saw my eyes, they didn't know what my eyes would be like at this time or what kind of judgment they would make. Of course, they can't know, because they have to see my mood at this time before they can consider continuing the topic.
Maybe I don't know what the brothers have said about so many years, whether you are a nightmare to them, maybe not.
Nonsense, I don’t know if it counts or not.
So today I don’t think it’s necessary for brothers to confine themselves too much. I don’t know if it would be better to talk in such an open language, but I don’t want to talk about this kind of thing because I suddenly feel very tired, especially When talking about these past events.
There is a selfish feeling deep inside me.
Najintang may be too familiar with me, but he suddenly grabbed my hand tightly. He comforted me, gave me courage, and gave me encouragement. I knew that he would definitely be my biggest support at this time.
And over the years, I have never discussed this matter with him, because I feel there is no need to discuss it, and I don’t want to discuss it, because this thing is a topic that I can’t talk about overnight.
Yes, there is always a ghost brother between me and him.
This is an extremely sensitive topic. I used to hate Na Jintang very much because of this matter. I really, really hated it.
It seems that after a few years it slowly disappeared, and sometimes I gradually understood why he would shoot at that time, and why he was forced to do that action at that time.
Of course, when I gradually understood and understood the painful decision he made at that time, maybe his pain was not less than mine.
I can't understand his pain.
So regarding this topic in the past, I have never had an open chat with him, really never. This has always been my realm, and I have never talked about things with him. He has tried to discuss things with me.
I always said it calmly with just one sentence.
to be honest.
All the topics in these orphanages have been living in my dreams for so many years. They have never been discussed with anyone. They are like a kind of story in my dreams.
That story will always belong to me alone.
Forever and ever, only I will be alone and taste that loneliness.
It's not that I don't want to share this loneliness with others, it's not that I don't want to share this embarrassment with others, I just don't know how to share it with others, it was just a nightmare.
Ma'am.
This kind of past events is like a spider web forming layers upon layers of webs, layer upon layer cast on my heart.
Whenever I reincarnate at midnight and have nightmares, I will always think of that nightmare.
Someone asked me why I had to eat so hard. I had to eat a lot before I would be full. That was because I didn’t want to have nightmares, because hunger gave me nightmares. The feeling of nightmares made me unparalleled.
I feel a kind of suicidal place.
Why do I have such a sudden thought of committing suicide? It feels like I am jumping to the edge of a deep cliff.
Sometimes I don't know why I suddenly have an idea. Maybe when the material in the nightmare is a kind of fear in my heart that I can't break through.
Sometimes I suddenly realize that there is an inescapable feeling of depression deep inside me.
At this time, Na Jintang gently held my hand, not too hard, not too light, but very powerful.
He encouraged me silently. The two of us didn't say anything mysterious, but I felt some support from him. He supported me and any decision he made to say or not was subject to my decision. He
No decisions or judgments will be made on the sidelines.
He met my brothers, but they were hesitant to talk about this topic, and they just lay in front of their meals and drank their wines.
As for my Ergouzi, he was carefully observing my expression. He is very sensitive to things. At this time, he knew that I was in a very bad mood, so we couldn't discuss this sentence.
Although we sometimes discuss this topic, the topic of discussion is probably a large space and does not only have in-depth discussions. Once we reach in-depth discussions, many times it will come to an abrupt end.
At this moment, if they continue to discuss it, they know that they may have touched my bottom line.