This topic has been swirling in my mind for a long time. I really didn't know that there were so many entangled things in this process, and I had no idea that these things had ever happened. I always thought that he had been living in a world where he had no worries about food and clothing.
It is a completely wealthy family.
I remember what he looked like when he came to our orphanage. He looked like a noble and elegant prince!
At that time, his dress, his words and deeds were completely out of control, and he existed in the form of a little bully. How could you have thought of him, since he appeared like that when he was young, at the age of 7?
Such a strong sense of isolation.
If Wang Ma hadn't said these words like this and discussed these past New Year events, I really would have thought that these topics had nothing to do with him.
How could he have such strong doubts? Has something happened to him before? Could it be that, as the old man said, he once suffered from an illness, so after Huatou's mind was burned out, such a serious one appeared?
Autism symptoms?
Maybe so, but since he has never talked about these things with me, of course I will not discuss them, because everyone has a very, very important thing deep in his heart that does not belong to sharing with other people.
s things.
It's the same as me, I also have a secret world deep inside that I don't want to share with others.
I don't want to share my secrets with anyone. This category does not belong to anyone.
From now on, including in the future, maybe I will struggle with the existence of my parents in my heart now, why my parents were so helpful in abandoning me, although sometimes I will talk to Na Jintang
It is a matter of discussion, but this secret or this feeling has been lingering deep in my heart for a long time.
If you want to be lonely, if you want to wander, then I can only say that this secret has always been deep in my heart. What thoughts and actions did my parents have at that time, and they abandoned me to that place without hesitation.
It was so dilapidated that it was an orphanage that would kill me.
Maybe they are poor, maybe they have no choice, maybe they dislike me.
Maybe there is no more reason, because I can't find such a reason at all, because these things are really ugly to me, so this thing may always be in my eyes, maybe it will always be a mystery.
Or I can grow up happily to all the brothers in the orphanage. Do they have no secrets of their own? I really don’t know.
How do we know this? There is no way we can know it, because this past and everything that has happened is really like a mystery to me.
Why did I appear in the orphanage? Why did my brothers suddenly appear in the orphanage? Why? The orphanage is obviously hidden in the mountains and forests, and there is no possibility of making a profit. Why do they have to sponsor such orphans?
hospital?
And it's all confusing to me. These are some information that I can't figure out at all.
Maybe I will know one day in the future, so I know, maybe this knowledge will go to the grave and will disappear soon in this materialistic society.
The current situation is turbulent, and who cares so much that this has happened in the past? Maybe it is lucky to have a place in this world to survive.
Wang Ma was still crying next to her. Maybe this was true, and it made her feel very sad and sad.
Involuntarily, he gently hugged Wang Ma's shoulders and spoke to her calmly.
"Everything that happened has really passed. Don't think about so many past events. I know that you were very heartbroken about your young master in the past, but you can see that your young master has grown up completely independently."
, and he is completely like a king."
"Don't worry, I solemnly promise you that as long as the two of us still love each other, I will definitely guarantee that we will get through any difficulty forever."
"I also promise you that no matter what the future holds, I will unswervingly support him, encourage him, and protect him..."
I hope this sentence is actually a true thought in my heart. Why don't I have such a thought?
Over the years, we have gone through ups and downs together, and he has seen me for decades. Should I support him, encourage him and love him wholeheartedly?
There is no doubt about this, and it has nothing to do with the feelings between us.
We have a common relationship with our shared life experiences and growth, including our common values and understanding of the future.
Only then did Wang Ma gently wipe away her tears.
"Miss Cat will definitely help the young master. I know that the young master will live happily forever at this time. If there is no such process, I know that the young master will definitely be happy. Miss Cat, Mother Wang has already
I’m old, but Mother Wang is really happy to see the promise I have made to you now!”
I patted my shoulder.
"Hurry up and dry your tears. We are going to eat now. It might not be good for the old man to see you crying. Don't worry, I won't tell anyone what you just said. This is just the past.
It’s about the past. It’s not good to talk about these things and make the old man unhappy, right? The old man is not in good health now. If he will let the past go together, then you may have some emotions. We know that, in short, what you all know
Everything you do is nothing but the best for the young master, right?"
After my persuasion at this time, Wang Ma finally became a little happier.
"Miss Cat, you are really kind-hearted. I am really sorry for your current situation. I really don't know what to say. I am finally relieved now. The young master will definitely be happy because he has you."
Such a girl will definitely be happy, and she is truly happy. In fact, we old people can see it clearly in our eyes, including the old man.
Damn it, although he had a lot of disputes with kids like you before, he was just jealous of you, because he also regarded the young master as his child, and he didn't want him to grow up, so he said
It’s just that I still feel reluctant to let my children grow up!”
"No matter what, as long as you are happy and everyone is happy, that is the most important thing. I hope this family can live in such a happy life forever..."
Because my God, I’m talking more and more, it’s so sensational. How can this kind of sensational plot suit me? I’m a person who chops people with a kitchen knife, so how can I discuss that kind of sensational romance film?
Let me pat her hand.
"Wang Ma, let's not talk about these things. The food is almost cold. I will take this food to the kitchen right now. Otherwise, the old man will be starving. So I will inform the old man. You can put these meals on the table now.
Okay?"
"Okay, miss, you hurry up and ask the old man to come down for dinner. You see, I am so old that I am so verbose, so hurry up and don't make the old man hungry..."
I turned around and left the kitchen. I went upstairs to call the old man, but before I went to bed, the old man was already dressed and reading his newspaper in the living room, waiting for us. It seemed that he came intentionally today.
I looked very energetic in my dress today.
Say hello to the old man.
He nodded and his expression was also light, but I knew he must have a lot of things to talk to me about, because if he stayed at home one day, he was once an empty phantom boss. Think about it, let him stay at home in his later years.
, who wants to read the newspaper and drink tea every day, you definitely don’t want to, so if you catch someone to chat with, it’s just a person.
Unfortunately, I often become the target of his chat.
But you and I are also very lucky, because through chatting I can learn more things, grow to many things I have never seen before, and see how big the world is.
"Old man, you are in a good mood today. What's the matter? What kind of newspaper do you want to read today? We will go for a walk in the garden after dinner. Today I seem to have seen Niu Ba give some flowers to
The planting is done, and the whole garden is somewhat presentable. How about we go for a walk after dinner? I still need to ask you for some advice?"
It's called saying it first and then not messing up. You must say this clearly first, otherwise the old man is a high-ranking person. How could he say such things so easily.
As juniors, we often beg him in this way, so he feels particularly proud, as if he is in an absolute dominant position in this process.
He is particularly good at pretending to be stupid.
"Eat your food first. If you have any questions, you can ask me. Is it so difficult to learn knowledge in the factory? Is it so difficult for you to get such a thing? It shouldn't be. Seeing that you are such a smart and talented person, you can't
Are these things difficult?”
"Good old man, let's eat first. Today I made you the green peppers, tomatoes, scrambled eggs, and vegetables that you love so much. I also fried them."
"Well, let's have dinner."
"By the way, if Jintang isn't coming back today, the two of us should have dinner first."
"I don't know what I'm busy with, and I don't know what I'm going to do when I come back during meal time. I can't even take care of the meal? When I was hanging around outside, I said I wouldn't eat if I didn't eat. Isn't that what I said?
Is it over?"
I opened my eyes to the vast sky and looked at him.
"Actually, I think so too. Why don't you set a house rule for him tomorrow and make him come back for dinner at 6:00 pm like me? Wouldn't that be great?"
There was no way the old man would be fooled by me. He looked at me sideways and asked.
"What does this mean? A man wants to start a career outside. How can he come back for dinner so early? He must be swollen after doing all these things outside. Do you want him to be at home all the time?
Do you want to stay inside? What do you mean by staying at home?"
Follow his words because I know there is something in his words.
"Look, old man, can you see it? You have to use your remaining energy now..."
I deliberately didn't finish my sentence because I knew he would understand what I meant.
"What kind of residual heat? Don't you think I'm old?"