If we follow the definition of the whole thing, it will develop according to this. I think there should be many things that can be slowly re-examined, but if we encounter the setting of this matter, then some things are really not what we imagined.
So simple.
I am very curious about this matter, because it is very important to you. Now I feel that this story is what it should be. I have a helpless feeling.
I don’t know why when I hear this story now, I always feel a sense of delay, as if it happened together before, it should be something that actually happened, that is, this process must have some kind of related connection.
When Na Jintang heard my question, he said that I did not answer the question right away. In fact, after you want to really work, he was struggling with whether to answer the question. He felt that he was in a very helpless state in this state.
It is a passive state of control, or his state is very entangled, and I don't know whether to say it or not.
He knows why he suddenly got into this situation, because I feel like he always wants to see his father say whatever he says, and I will have too many entangled things. If he gets entangled, then it means that you really
It has a great impact on him. Will he be able to put down his mind and deal with you in the end?
I don’t know if I am too dirty, but when he said this to me, I was very anxious. I think the more he can say this, then he can only get you at the end of the month because this time point is different from that mysterious girl 10 years ago.
, have you really contacted me that this time and place are completely appropriate?
If we don't follow the imagined structure of this matter, then there should be many possibilities for this matter. What will happen to this possibility? I don't know, but I think there should be more possibilities.
possible.
Of course I can't rush him to do everything, because it may be an unbearable recall process for him, so why should you bother with this process for a while?
He finally smoked the cigarette and lay on the sofa in the dark, hugging him tightly.
He was thinking, he was struggling, he was struggling.
There is even a trace of jealousy deep in my heart. I have never participated in his honor before such a process happened to him, so these 10 girls must have played an important role in his life.
Now through his current appearance, I have even come to the conclusion that it must be like this. If not, why does he have this tangled feeling of being unable to be spontaneous?
Maybe it was because of the appearance of that life girl that made him want to cry. He didn't know what to say.
This look makes me even more certain that the mysterious girl must have happened in this story. There is no room for any doubt.
I was even a little jealous at this time. This kind of feeling really makes you uncomfortable. If it wasn't like this, how could something like that happen to him? It must be that kind of situation, which caused him to have no way to deal with many things.
Talking nonsense with me is probably why he is so silent now.
Of course, in the darkness, I won't say anything, nor will I urge him, because you can't quit this matter no matter how you say it. That is other people's stories. If others want to tell you, just tell them. If others don't want to, just tell them.
You said, of course there are good reasons and truths.
Just when I even thought he was about to fall asleep, because he came back very late today, my state must be very bad, so I even thought he was asleep and I would collect these things again. .
Suddenly his voice came softly, like a distant forest...
"Yes, I was entrusted to the home of my father's friend. Their family is very big. This is the hostess. You can only say that he is very noble and beautiful. He is more beautiful than any woman I have ever seen in the world. , I was very shocked at the time that there was such a beautiful name in the world...Nalan."
My heart suddenly jumped with fear. Hearing him talk about this beautiful woman, hearing her mention the name Nalan, these things hurt my heart deeply, because he said he had never seen such a beautiful woman before. A beautiful woman means that this woman must play an important role in her mind.
So when I just listened to I Love You, I told myself not to take it too seriously.
At that time, I felt that I really must care about you, and I was confused. You don’t need to recognize your things too much. No matter what you think or say, others are disgusting. Why do you need to care about my things? This way Could something be of more use to you?
Of course, nothing is needed, because after all, it happened many years ago, even when you were just born, he could know a woman.
Do you still want to participate in guaranteeing your entire life?
Since you can't participate in his life, these are destined by God, why do you need to worry about those things, those things may have just happened in the past, but I am very happy that the mysterious woman he said is really Who works so hard.
Is it because of this woman that he can't forget it for a long time? Is it because of him that he became a reason for rejecting Anna's advances?
If you put it this way, wouldn't it mean that I have become a substitute for this woman, or I have become a substitute for this woman to package his so-called imagination of love.
I spoke to him about this matter in a somewhat nonchalant and somewhat indifferent tone.
"Actually, who is Guizhou? Maybe you don't remember so much about what happened today, and don't let it become the past. Then do you still accept this woman now? Can you ask him about the situation back then? Maybe they will Of course, wouldn't it be better to tell you in a vague way that your understanding through his movements can help you do more things?"
What I asked was very naive and childish. If women like him really exist, then why have I never seen them? I have never known this person. If I don’t know him, then just pretend that there are so many women. The appearance of this woman was never mentioned.
Either this is possible, firstly, your woman is no longer in this city, secondly, this woman...has no contact with him anymore.
Yes, both of these possibilities exist. Otherwise, why would he be so painful, entangled, and sad? It is because of an environment and atmosphere that is immeasurable in the past and present.
Deep down inside, I was really worried. I was afraid that the truth he told me would be the same as my imagination.
Although I don’t feel that the existence of these things in the past poses any threat to me, but if you think about it, if a woman in love hears this sentence and sounds like this sentence, of course she may not be very happy in her heart. This is natural. things.
I even hope that he will stop continuing this topic, let's go to bed together, let this matter go for a day, and wait for another day to be a new day. Isn't that a good place?
Then if I understand this situation in this way and follow the certification of this matter, wouldn't it be better, and the two periods of time may be even greater.
Just when I thought he was going to fall asleep, or that he didn't want to discuss this issue too much, at this time I felt that many things and many people might burst out again.
It turned out that he was not asleep, he was smoking nearby, his eyes wide open as he stared at the ceiling in the darkness.
He has been resting in this darkness, in this matter.
He even picked up a glass of red wine next to him, thinking that this red wine might be able to alleviate the symptoms in his heart.
At this time, he didn't notice my presence and just held my waist tightly unconsciously.
Of course, I couldn't notice him at this time. I pretended to be asleep. I wanted to use this method to see what was going on. To me, these things have been scattered in the past. What I said happened, If there may not be such a ten-cent relationship in the future, I discovered this in your company, because that matter happened in his time and has nothing to do with me.
I was pretending to sleep. I wanted to see what he was doing. Maybe he didn't tell me. I don't think you need to force this matter too much. I have to force this unnecessary thing. If you must force it, Then wouldn’t it be a very tiring life?
He even laid the bed for me unconsciously, and it seemed that he did not continue to talk about this topic.
Neither did I. I stayed motionless and said I was sleeping there.
finally.
He drank the bottle of wine in one gulp, lay down, hugged me sideways, and fell asleep peacefully.
He hugged my waist tightly before going to sleep and murmured to himself in my ear from then on.
"I told you, this story is very long. I will tell you a little bit every day, okay? This is so long that you can accompany it for a lifetime, but I am not playing with this story. Are you willing? This is not It’s really just the beginning.”
When I heard these words of promise, I unknowingly felt my heart pounding again, and a sweet feeling.
Oh my gosh, I am too coaxing. He still wants to tell me clearly about the mysterious person. At this time, I have to trust his gentle mood.
Maybe it's because of love, so holding on to this love is the most important thing to me. You have something more important than having him, don't you?
Why bother worrying about your past? There is no way you can use it in the story.
I answered calmly.
"Okay, go to bed quickly. It's already past midnight and you still haven't slept. You've been socializing so much today..."
Of course I was embarrassed to answer him so blatantly. I was still more or less shy like a girl. Although I put away the knife and boldly chopped with a kitchen knife, it didn't mean that I was also emotional in this matter.
I may say it under appropriate circumstances, but I won’t reveal it so boldly. Sometimes I feel that I am a very contradictory person, I am also very bold and enthusiastic, and sometimes I am very embarrassed and very timid.
Na Jintang said that he didn't get the answer he imagined, so he couldn't care less and continued to thrust into my waist, increasing his strength.
"I told you to tell me, I want to hear this answer. If you don't tell me, I won't be polite..."
Ouch, what is this called? It’s like this. This kind of thing really makes people blush and make their hearts beat faster.
It's too much, it's too much. Such an intimate gesture speaks such an obvious threatening language in the dark. Don't you want to go astray?