Ergouzi was crying terribly at this time, and it seemed that things here were taking him to do something, as if he was going to do something that was a matter of life and death.
What, or should I say that it has completely reached an unbelievable situation for him, but at this time, his loudness is getting weaker and weaker, and I really can't let him go?
How could you let him go?
He is the most miserable of all our brothers.
At this time, the brothers all looked at me with Aite's eyes, as if they were praying to this little brother, hoping that I would not act too violently during the process, or that they were saying these words to me now
They were all worried that I might have some intentions or harm to Ergouzi.
Sometimes they use their own bodies to protect Ergouzi, hoping not to accept verbal or physical attacks from people who don't care about me.
At this time, You Siji instinctively hugged Er Gouzi and said.
"Mao Da, please let Er Gouzi go. He doesn't understand anything, he knows nothing, and he can't do anything. Let me take care of him for the rest of his life. He won't miss it. He
There won't be any fault, I can't do anything, boss, please let him go!"
I was really furious. It was only at this time that I realized what kind of responsibilities I should do, where I usually go, and what things I usually do. Isn’t it something that everyone should bear?
I even kicked the game console.
"Er Gouzi, should you come out, or should I carry you out? It's your choice."
Er Gouzi didn't know where his courage came from. He was just like a very lonely, lost kitten in the dark, walking timidly in front of me, his head lowered.
It seems that he is about to face a violent storm attack now. He has no way to make more commitments or make more judgments about this process of this policy in front of him.
He now looked at me with a completely frightened and Wuhu look.
I patted his shoulder gently and spoke to him in a very direct language.
"Er Gouzi, I don't care whether you understand or not. I know that you have almost recovered. You should have a normal thinking of another person. You just keep facing it and are unwilling to judge your own situation. You are attached to all of us."
Below, you seem to feel that this kind of life is very good for you, and you are unwilling to take on too much responsibility. I know what kind of psychological trauma you have experienced over the years. These are the things that I and I have experienced.
Brothers, I caused it to you, because when I escaped from the consignment, it was not because of those hateful things. Maybe you would not have caused such a situation. I know that you have shadows in your heart now. Maybe you will always be avoiding it.
In other words, you will always live like this in an orphanage. Let me tell you, you should face yourself soberly. Now you have slowly become a real adult. You can allow yourself to look at the world from the top of your head.
, instead of ending up in your own little world.”
Ergouzi burst into tears again after hearing what I said. I don't know if he was moved or moved by something, but he was crying more vividly than the three brothers before him.
"Boss, I don't want to listen to these things. I didn't expect that I would never grow up. I am still the second son of the orphanage. I am still your little brother. I don't want to grow up anymore. I want to stay with you. You
Whatever you can do, I will be with you. I don’t want to make money alone, and I don’t want to marry a wife. I want to be with my brothers forever, and then we will live together, and we will grow up again in the orphanage.
Although the life in the orphanage was hard and tiring, I am willing to go back to China and I want to go back to the orphanage!"
How is Ergouzi feeling now?!
Not only is he working hard, but he is completely out of control. You have no way of understanding what his current state is like. I am really angry, but in fact, he understands it completely.
Moreover, the language and logic of his speech are completely clear, and he knows how to read so many books. Normally speaking, his rationality and thinking and judgment ability should be stronger than that of all the brothers now.
Now when he says this kind of thing in exactly this way, can I not be angry?
And I really want to punch him. Can I understand it in this way? Will he have a greater role?
no.
I can't let this thing give way to something that might become more, he has to wake up, he has to maintain his state.
Well, and he can no longer pretend to be an ostrich character. If he paints two characters on his own, he is facing himself, then how can he face his own life?
If he is alone and self-admired, a person's true state of fear of being precious may give him more opportunities. If you can't do this, you will definitely not do it.
I have to break all of its expectations and restore it to its original state of reality, if I really can't live up to these people so many years later.
How could he do more than this, and his brothers couldn't always be with him.
Moreover, these people will always have their own affairs and lives one day, and their lives will always be in a state of loneliness. That is, I will leave after three days, and I never thought that I would leave them.
But sometimes you don't choose life, sometimes life chooses you. When this thing suddenly happens, what should you do?
What should you do if you don't even have the right to make such a choice or the ability to survive?
Then you can only choose a dead end.
Erzigou was still trying to avoid the life so crazily at this time. In fact, it was as if he was living a very happy life in the entire company, but he did not assume this obligation.
It is impossible to release this thing in this way, and it is impossible for me to give up myself for such a life.
I yelled at him loudly.
"Er Gouzi! Well, how do you make choices in life? What kind of situation is your life like? You have no way to control your own things, and even this kind of thing is
If there is no way to do it, then let me tell you, you are just a piece of dust living like this, that is, a parasite, a parasite living in everyone. You can do it, you can do it according to your own ability. But I
You are not required to do many things, brothers can accompany you, but when you return to this world forever, who will accompany you? Forever, brothers will have their own families, and each of them will have their own children.
, what will you do then? What will you do? Will you go back alone? What can the orphan give you? Nothing has happened, and now I tell you that it is in ruins!"
"You can't go back, and no one can go back. After the New Year, we can go to the State Council to see what we have done in the past, but I tell you clearly now, no one can go back.
You can't go back if you don't go back. It's because he has to. If you really think that helping there can help you settle down and live a happy life, can you still live like you did when you were a child? That's impossible, and it's also full of dangers.
, then there is nothing, it is a deep mountain and old forest, do you really want to go back to the past? I'm sorry, if you really have such ability, or you really think that this kind of thing is something you are willing to do, then you can
Go back, I won't accompany you."
I usually say these things directly and clearly in strong words. How can I go back in a month?
If I can't go back, I will never be able to go back.
Although that is the place that haunts me, it was also the place where I grew up.
But I know that I really don’t have the ability to go back. It’s impossible for me to go back. I will go anywhere in three days. Can I still come back and survive?
I do not even know.
It is impossible for me to make any promises to my brothers for things in this position. Not only do I have to tell you all the practical things for him during the process, he will not be able to take on more things.
They should have more responsibilities and obligations for their own lives.
He always looked at me like that, he couldn't accept what I just said at all, or everyone's understanding of what I just said was completely beyond his scope.
He didn't have any emotions at that time. He just cried and shouted.
"Mao Da! I don't believe you ever promised me. Let's go back to the night together. Let's go back from the night together. We grew up there. I want to go back. What if we can do more things after we go back?
We will be here, we can have enough food and clothing, and we can support ourselves. There are many villagers and elders there. Why don’t I go back? Then you are neither hell nor a devil. We can go back to the past. I
Go! I’ll go alone!”
Seeing his unreasonable behavior, I really thought that if it wasn't him, it was because he had been sick since he was a child, and it wasn't because he had such problems since he was a child.
I feel too guilty, otherwise I would really like to slap him twice with my backhand at this moment.
"Er Gouzi, go ahead. If you have the ability, Gouzi, go ahead. I've never stopped you. If you have such an idea, that's your own business. I congratulate you very much. You have your own idea."
The best, you are more capable than your brothers because you dare to think this way and do it, but I don’t know how far you can go. If you walk back, you know where the road to the orphanage is.
What? Do you know? You can’t even eat this, do you have any money? You don’t even have money to buy food. You can’t go begging with your brothers. Are you going to beg back? If you really
You have the ability to go back, I tell you it’s unbelievable, I admire you!”
Er Gouzi cried loudly after hearing what I said. He was completely unwilling to give up, but his eyes seemed to be very firm, as if nothing he could do could stop him from looking back at the next scene again.
"Boss, no matter what you say, I have grown up. Anything you just said can be decided by myself. I will make a decision to you carefully now. I will do it myself. No matter what, one day I will go back
In the Olympics, I want to start from the orphanage!"
I couldn't help but coldly poured a basin of water on him.
"Then tell me, where are the things you have on you? Are you borrowing them? Are you stealing them? Or are you robbing them?"