Impossible. How could I have let them retreat so quickly if there was any possible way out?
If this is really possible, I will definitely not make such a decisive decision. This may be a very cold-blooded situation for me, but there is no way.
If after three days they have no situation that can help them make any decision.
And when they passively understand this life, they will become gentle by then, and soon they will be directly crushed by the oppression of the reality of life.
I can't give them any more possibilities at this time, and I can't give them any illusions. I want to tell them that this is life, life is cruel, and life requires them to make choices.
And you have to persist in the selection process. If you can't even do this kind of thing, then you can imagine?
In their future life, they will be trapped in a cruel life.
I smiled coldly.
"I'm talking about you bunch of rubbish. You just said those things that shook the world. It turned out that they were just good words. Now you come up with an actual operation matter, and now you treat it as such a complicated matter.
Ergouzi, let me tell you that this is an opportunity for you. If you feel that the opportunity is stressful for you, of course I will not force you. You can stay in the factory like your brothers.
To do things, or to help the old man do things at home, these things can give you such opportunities, as long as you are willing to do it, and really do it, but I can only tell you one thing, if
If you give up on returning to the orphanage, I may not help you go back to the orphanage in the future. Then in the future, when you have the ability and have your own opportunities, it is also possible that you seek to go back. Of course, this kind of thing you
You can only do it by yourself. No one can help you with this matter, not even your brothers. You must be clear about this, and you cannot do it by your own willfulness or actual fantasy.
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The top three pig-headed men took a gulp of water. Maybe it is indeed difficult for many people to live a happy life in troubled times in caves?
How could they understand how cruel this life is, because they have not taken on these things for so many years.
He was completely cowering under my protection.
Er Gouzi was also very hesitant, or in other words, the two brothers looked at each other in this regard. This decision must have been very difficult, as one can imagine.
If you go back to the orphanage and have a uncertain future, you don’t know what the future will be like, and you don’t know what the current situation is in the orphanage. Is it a pile of ruins?
What kind of situation it is, so it is completely unknown to them.
Therefore, if they go back now, the risks they may face may be much greater than the risks they would face if they stayed in the city.
Niu Ba even persuaded him that Er Gou knew.
"Brother Ergouzi will definitely take care of you. He will take you back to the orphanage in the future. After brother's affairs are completed and he has a certain amount of savings, we will prepare everything and put the whole thing together when the time comes.
The luggage is all arranged. How about we take you back to the hospital when the time comes. If you stay at home now, you can do some odd jobs to support yourself. In the future, you can also get a salary and a reward.
After saving this money, we, as brothers, will take you back in the spring of next year and see what you think of it. Brothers will do what they say."
If I don't do something, it's their own consideration. It's up to them to understand what they think and do about this kind of thing.
Of course, I will not make any more judgments or comments on this kind of thing. What I am asking now is for them to understand and imagine things themselves.
Instead of choosing them based on my personal moral approach.
Er Gouzi seems to be thinking about how he has really grown up. I really hope that he can withstand the pressure in this aspect during the process of growing up.
If you can't even withstand the pressure in this area, then you can eliminate it in the future.
He will be constantly overwhelmed by this kind of nightmare, and then he will be unable to solve things in this position.
Then he will never be able to truly grow up in his entire life, which will be devastating to him when he grows up.
Ergouzi suddenly stood up at this time and looked at me with a very sincere look.
"Then I don't know why something happened, but I know that there should be very important things that need to be solved for you, so we let us do what we want to do. I don't know what the situation is like.
But boss, I want to ask, I have made a decision in my heart now, I have made such a decision in my heart, but I want to hear it, you gave me the last suggestion, I really want to hear it, but your suggestion may
It won't affect my decision, but I really want to hear..."
My eyes moistened for a moment, as I felt that this little brother had been a little too frightened for so many years.
He was not well taken care of when he came out of the orphanage. After so many years, he finally recovered somewhat.
But I know that it is difficult to get rid of the excessive fear he has about these futures at once.
"Er Gouzi, you really want to listen to my advice, right?"
"Yes, Mao Da, I have listened to you since I was a child. I really want to listen to your advice this time. Don't worry, boss, I have made a decision deep in my heart. So I really
I want to hear your memory, even if it’s the last time, I want to hear it..."
"Er Gouzi, let me tell you, you must know it seriously. Any suggestions I give you now are only to give you a reference and cannot become an important data for your final choice. Do you understand?
?”
"Yes, Cat."
"Well, let me tell you, the orphanage is the place where we once lived together, where we grew up, and it is also our best memory. But after experiencing the pursuit of black people, I am not sure
What kind of unstable situation will arise there now? I can't tell you these things now because I don't have any information about Zhang. I once said that I would take you back to the orphanage.
But you have also seen some things. Maybe there is no way to have more discussions, because the whole factory is already running at a high speed. I may have more energy on the factory side, but
I hope one of you sincerely wants to go back to the orphanage to see it. No matter what happened there or how painful the memory is, I hope it is possible to go back and see it.
Look, if you feel that you can breathe freely there, that a free life is a source of happiness, and that you are not in constant contact with your brothers, there are many things you can do now.
It’s all very convenient. We can get together during every year and festival. None of these things have any impact. It’s not a matter of breaking up, nor is it a life-long separation. What’s so difficult about this?”
After I said this, this is actually what I said and thought, and these things are also deep in my heart.
Because for Ergouzi, he really doesn't belong in this city, he doesn't belong here.
I really hope that he can develop freely in a very original place or a place where we once lived. Maybe it will be more adaptable for him.
I continued to ask him a few more questions.
"If you were happy here or in an orphanage, which one would you choose?"
Er Gouzi: "I am very happy here with my brothers. The brothers take care of me. I am really happy. I can't live without my brothers. But deep in my heart, whenever I reincarnate at midnight, I
I think about the way it was when I spent the night, I think about Shu Yi, I think about Gui Feng Qi..."
I asked: "Okay, let me ask you again, if you go back to the orphanage, are you going back just for the sake of going back, or because you want to do something?"
When he was Ergouzi, his eyes shone, and he seemed to have more of an inclination towards this issue, or more of a desire, or in other words, he had more of a dream-like state.
"Boss doesn't hide it. I really want to go back. After I go back, I can be like you before. I can grow vegetables, I can go hunting in the mountains, I can go down to the river to fish, and I can also make a lot of food.
I used to watch you do it, but I was very young and I didn’t know how to do it, but deep down in my heart I always wanted to do these things. I wanted to make my own food, and I wanted to grow my own vegetables.
I want to raise a lot of chickens. I want to raise a lot of sheep. I want to go to the market in the city and exchange for our daily necessities. I like this kind of life very much. I think this way of experiencing life is really suitable for me. I am in the city.
Life sometimes feels too monotonous, at home and in the factory, but I really want to go back. I want to create some income with myself so that I can feel very fulfilled in this life. I don’t
I know if my idea is too idealistic. When I saw the book you introduced to me, they all lived an idyllic life. I was very envious, and maybe I also longed for it.
, I also hope to create such a life in mine..."
I smiled slightly, this was indeed his dream, and it was indeed very real as he described it.
So this is the most touching dream deep in his heart. It shouldn't be something made for the sake of being oppressed by others.
This is indeed an existence that comes from the heart.
I smiled and patted his shoulder, dispelling all his doubts. All the dark clouds had dispersed, and what was left was a clear sky.
"My good brother, this is what you should do. This is your dream. Why is your dream already here? I have given you such an opportunity. Why don't you seize this opportunity to choose? I said you don't care.
How will you live there? We will always be brothers and we will always interact with each other!"
Ergouzi finally showed me a bright smile as bright as the sky.