I was really surprised when the old man suddenly asked this question, but I had to answer his question.
If you don't answer the question, I think this is an irresponsible state of mind for the old man.
No matter what kind of decision the old man makes, what kind of status he makes or what kind of decision he makes.
This is the last position of the old man that should be respected.
"Master, if you can receive treatment, and if you go abroad to receive more advanced treatment, go directly abroad, maybe your life span can be extended to 10 years. The prerequisite is that you must go to a Western country and continue to introduce these
Surgery is a direct treatment and must be able to lie on the sofa for a long time, and it must not be possible to come back. You have to know that it is a long distance from here to abroad, so it is very likely that you will end up in the country by then.
foreign."
He nodded, as if they had affirmed the question, and did not give an answer. It seemed that he just understood the answer, and he said that he understood the matter.
The old man asked again.
"Then if I don't accept these Western treatments, these so-called surgeries, and I won't go abroad, I want to just let nature take its course and simply take some Chinese medicine, even if I don't even take any medicine.
It’s just a natural state of life. What kind of accidents will happen in this situation?”
I really want to cry, I really want to cry, why do you ask me to answer questions, why do you ask me to say these things?
I really don’t know how to answer or say this kind of thing. This is really too difficult for me. I know that I am really cruel about this kind of thing. Why should I do this kind of thing?
But I don’t know why. If I don’t say that I won’t do it, whoever says it will do it. Do I have to say it as soon as there is something? He can’t say it at all.
The old man smiled faintly, as if he had a feeling for me, and he encouraged me more, or gave me these things.
Instead, he supported me in doing these things and seemed not to be afraid at all of what I said.
On the contrary, this thing is a straightforward matter.
"Don't worry Mao 99, haven't you always been a very strong girl? Is anyone afraid of this kind of thing? No one has died since ancient times. This is a natural thing. No one can live for a long time.
So what if Qin Shihuang used this single measure, so what if he thought about all the wealth and wealth in life? The same is true for today, if you don’t recognize the sun and the moon, you have seen people in that month. In fact, life is a very natural reincarnation process.
We are a very small speck of dust in life. Don't think of yourself as vast or great. The relationship between life and death is actually a very natural and simple thing. It is just a very natural law.
Don't think too much, and don't think that this kind of thing is a pity. One day you will eventually grow old and you will face your death. These things are natural. If you are afraid of facing death, then
You won't be able to do many things, so just tell me all these things."
Although what the old man said was already too much, I still cried and cried. I wanted to cry because I felt that I was really not a human being.
Why do I say this kind of thing, why do I use this kind of thing to talk to me about these things?
But the old man is already so open-minded. If we are acting coyly, I really know. I don’t know how to face such an open-minded old man who understands human nature.
I swallowed hard, but finally said it.
"The old man's situation is like this. If you don't receive treatment and your current situation is as it is, then you may suffer damage to your joints and you may not live for up to half a year. You...
At that time, your optimal life span may be three months to half a year. This is the final result if you do not treat it, and this matter is a high probability, and according to Mr. John, it should be
During these three months to half a year, you may be sleeping without realizing it, and you may..."
After I said this, I really wanted to cry. I really wanted to cry. I squeezed this hand tightly, and Na Jintang only held my hand tightly at this time, and he gave me the courage.
In fact, when I saw his appearance, I felt that he was extremely uncomfortable. I know that no one is not uncomfortable at this time. He and I really felt why we would endure this kind of thing.
The old man had just gotten well, and he had to face it.
For me, it's really something I can't accept.
The old man drank a cup of coffee and laughed. It seems that you drank a cup of coffee and laughed.
It seems that there is a happy and vivid feeling, as if everything mentioned in this feeling is a very natural and simple thing, as if everyone has heard a joke, as if listening to some story told by others, as if this
This kind of thing really didn't happen to me, but the old man seemed to have a very open-minded mental state about this matter.
"Do you feel such pain? No, this is a very simple thing in life. If you think about it, I will live to be more than 80 years old. This is enough for me. I really make a lot of money."
Now, I live a much better life than others. You see, I have such a capable son, I have such a filial daughter-in-law, and I have so much money, and I can live so richly. I don’t have to worry about suffering.
, I'm afraid I didn't go hungry, I didn't get cold, I'm living a good life now, much better than the average person, so I should be considered a very happy person."
I nodded, my hands were stuck in my throat, and I didn't know what to say, but Na Jintang suppressed the pain in his heart at this time.
He spoke to his father in a crying voice.
"Don't worry if you're not awake. My son must use whatever methods and channels to cure your body. If you can receive treatment, you still have at least 10 years.
, during this time, you can still see our bodies growing up slowly, and you can still live happily with us for 10 years. You must accept this treatment. No matter how hard you work, you will all
I need treatment, and I am abroad and can receive very good medical treatment. I believe that with the development of medical discoveries, my father should have better opportunities, so father, you must not give up on this matter.
It is a very important thing to you..."
At this time, Jintang is trying hard to persuade his father to receive treatment. I know that no matter what, he will not be able to accept this kind of thing. His father has completely entered the death stage in three to six months.
This process is unacceptable to everyone.
And for Najintang, there is simply no way to accept it, even if there is a little record, even if there is only one way.
Therefore, Jintang will never give up on this matter.
"Son, I know your love for me, I know what you mean, but life is in my hands, and I have the right to make this choice. Don't you know that I use the information I have received for these 10 years to
, this is an extremely painful thing for me, and I have to lie down in all hospitals, and I will not leave the hospital again, even if my body and my affairs will accept my life in the hospital, I will not
If you are willing to do this, life is inherently open. I also want to drink wine happily like those heroes and live happily in Maggus. I am old now and I can't do this, but I
I still don’t want to end my life in the hospital. I don’t want to go abroad and can’t return to my roots. This is something that I can’t bear. In fact, life is really simple. Don’t think about it.
It’s complicated, but I appreciate your kindness..."
The implication is that the old man has already chosen the second option. I don’t need to say this. You don’t have to keep saying that the old man has decided his life by the second option.
I really have a painful feeling that cannot be expressed in words. I can't face the old man and make such a painful meaning in the process.
I really wanted to cry, and I finally started crying, with tears in my eyes, but I held it back at this time.
"Old man, actually you can receive some treatment first. We are doing a semi-conservative treatment. We don't go abroad. We are here. It's okay. We use our own methods to treat it, okay? We can use
Go for the treatment in your own way, but you must not give up at this time, and if you give up this opportunity, there will be no chance at all. Old man, think about it, we really need you, we can't leave you, can you persist for us?
a little!"
What I said may be very selfish, because everyone's nails are very painful. You see, my husband has said that this process is extremely painful and not acceptable to ordinary people.
I believe the old man can accept it.
But maybe he doesn't want to live such a cowardly life.
So the old man's answer was actually what I expected. His answer struck me as sonorous, forceful and careless, but it was indeed difficult to refute.
"There are some things I don't want to live like this. I want to be free and honest. I don't want to have all kinds of water pipes inserted in my body. I don't want to take all kinds of medicine that makes me cry inexplicably. I want to be like
A gust of wind comes and goes freely. When one day I really die, I would rather leave this world slowly in my sleep. It is what I should come to. When I leave, I hope to go back like a breeze. This is
A dream of mine. Although these things seem to be too much like those of a romantic poet, this is indeed my idea. I hope you will not dissuade me too much during this process. This is my dream.
a decision.”
When the old man finished saying this, I really couldn't help but burst into tears. I knew this was a big deal for me.
It is an unbearable and unacceptable fact for everyone...